Love Me, Love Me Not

After reading Afternoon Tea, I couldn't help but flip through the big column. The big words are really gentle, with that gentle yet cruel tone that speaks of the essence of life. After reading it, I felt as if my heart was filled with hot water, heavy and warm.

It made me depressed. . . Heartbreaking. . .

Today I revisited the old story again, and found out that this is how it ended. When I read it for the first time, I was eagerly paying attention to the development of the story and ignored a large part of the psychological description. Therefore, after reading it, I felt that I was still not satisfied. Instead, I was happy to find a good author, so I turned my attention to the author's dynamics, but ignored the work itself. So much so that when I watched it for the second time, I was still attracted by the description of the emotional development, as if I had never seen it before. The feelings of teenagers are the most beautiful. They are easily attracted by tenderness and captured by a little kindness. They are single-minded and regard their liking as love and the whole world. She pretends to be calm and mature, but she is retreating under Teacher Shen's gentle alienation. Qingyuan is not reconciled, he feels wronged, and he doesn't understand why the adult world is so complicated and hypocritical. Why did Teacher Shen, who was like a god in his heart, do things that were not in line with correct values. But this is the child side of him, and it is also the gap that cannot be bridged between him and Teacher Shen beyond their age. "You expect a person to be perfect, so you want him to be good at everything, and to be everything you imagined." The ending is unexpected but reasonable, making people feel like "That's it? It can only be like this." Teacher Shen can't let go of the responsibilities he has placed on himself, just like Qingyuan can't let go of the warmth that Teacher Shen once gave him. At the age of forty, after having exhausted all his courage, the word love is scary to Teacher Shen. He may no longer have the ability to love someone. He was originally a young man who could give everything like Qingyuan, but the sun he encountered would not only shine on him. When I was young, I thought I could break through everything in the world, or at least not be trapped by it. But after experiencing it, I realized that the original idea was so ridiculous, because people are the world itself. So he probably didn't fall in love with Qingyuan in the end. But he was indeed grateful, grateful for Qingyuan's persistence, and grateful for his unique consideration. For a middle-aged man, this gratitude may be safer and more lasting than love. I liked Ruojiruoli the first time because Bai Kai's delicate writing style made my eyes light up. I haven't seen such an impatient author for a long time. She built a time for us and carefully thought about every word and sentence. Even the final ending was something we didn't want, but we knew it was the best. The second time I watched it, it really resonated with me a lot. With everyone in there. Like Qingyuan, I have blind eyes and think that the person I like should be perfect. Like Yang Can, I have a failed confession experience. I don't understand why such a perfect person can still talk to me in such a situation. Like them, I have sensitivities that are somewhat incomprehensible to outsiders. It is precisely because of this that I particularly like every word of Ruo Ji Ruo Li. This is the first time I have written a long review in the eight years since I watched Danmei. Even if I can't write it well, I still want to write it. Thank you so much for bringing us this story. Thank you so much for your thoughtful thoughts and for replying to every comment. Finally, I wish Qingyuan, Teacher Yang, and everyone a happy ending.

…The last paragraph seems to be written from the heart

Watched it again... Four months ago... Things have changed... Everyone has someone he likes... A girl he has known for less than a year. The last hundred years of solitude, leave it to yourself!

Watched it again... Four months ago... Things have changed... Everyone has someone he likes... A girl he has known for less than a year. The last hundred years of solitude, left to myself

The description of secret love is very good. When I was secretly in love, I felt that I was full of flaws and ugly.

Not love? What to do?

It's not abrupt, and the emotions are handled well. All the warmth Qingyuan receives comes from the teacher. In front of him, you can put down your pretense of being sensible. Children are easily surrounded by emotions at this time and identify them, but it is also the purest... Chinese language is not good and I can't express what I want. Qingyuan is very lucky to have met a teacher. Finally, a hug is indeed the warmest thing

QAQ just realized... Bai Kai, you know... I gave the first... And only gift to the person I had a crush on for seven years... Which was his... One Hundred Years of Solitude...