The Three-Foot Lectern (GL)

To put it simply, this article can be said to be the tragic life of Yao Nuo. Her first love abandoned her and married her stepbrother, and then she fell in love with a minor who had no future. She even ran away while she was still a minor. Her first love, who had no hope in her heart, got pregnant again, and then she was stimulated (although I don't know why she would be stimulated by her ex's pregnancy after she found a new crush) and accepted sex. The man I introduced to me hurriedly put herself on his bed like a self-mutilation. During the process, all she could think about was the minor she liked now. Later, she drifted and married herself without love. The whole person was in a sad life of self-abandonment. It felt like she had no more love after her parents divorced. She lived for herself, lusted after Lin Nian, was abandoned, secretly fell in love with a child, the child was immature and unworthy of trust and was abandoned, she gave up her life to marry a man, the man and marriage trapped her into a wife and a mother, she came back as a minor, her mind became active again, she wanted a divorce, she wanted to be herself, the man was violent She was angry, but was raped over and over again by a man, and chose to suffer in silence instead of resolutely divorcing. In order to gain some freedom for herself, she even had to look at the man's face and please him. In the end, she felt that she was sorry for the man, that she owed him something, and gave birth to a child, even though she didn't like it at all. By the way, the middle child was away for a while, and it was during this period that she gave birth to the child. In the end, I worked hard for half my life to get divorced. After all the hard work, I waited for the underage to mature and grow up, and then I had he. (Finally, I will add a horror story. This is a documentary. What is even more terrifying is that the reality is that he is a beggar. Yao Nuo went abroad after the car accident, and the two were completely besotted. In the end, she did not wait for a mature lover who could love her. He became disabled, went abroad, and has never been seen again.) To sum up, a lesbian whose original family was broken up has always been subject to the coercion of others because she has no complete personality (a simple summary of lack of love). Lin Nian, Yang Qing, Qi Zixuan, everyone is taking from her, coercing her with love and practical responsibilities, and she is also coercing herself, and even after torturing herself, she cannot fully satisfy everyone. This is a true story that makes me feel that regardless of love and sacrifice, I will love myself and love myself the most. No one can hold me hostage. I just come to this world once and live for myself!!! Men, women, marriage, children, no one can kidnap me and make me do stupid things that I don't want to do and that hurt my body and soul!!!

But from Qi Zixuan's perspective, many things are difficult to accept and understand. Communication is really important.

Maybe it's because Qi Zixuan's life is too muddled. Watching it from this first-person perspective makes me feel very gloomy, whether it's at school, at work, or during a quarrel. It feels like Qi Zixuan's IQ doesn't match up. Didn't he say he was very smart before? However, it is also possible that after her mother passed away, she did not want to live so clearly and seriously, and she has been immersed in the sadness of her mother's death, unable to come out, or unwilling to come out, which may explain her later timidity. When she was immersed in this sadness, Yao Nuo came into her life, participated in her life with an attitude that could not be refused, and filled her gap with a mother-like role. It was only slowly that Qi Zixuan felt the difference between Yao Nuo, or the difference in Yao Nuo's feelings for her, but it was not clear. Later, she joined the army, retired from the army, and worked. It was not until Liuli and Pei Jin's love broke out that another door seemed to open for her, and she truly understood her feelings for Yao Nuo. In the past, they were only vague, or even avoided subconsciously. Then, faced with the difference in identity between her and Yao Nuo, she just suppressed her emotions. And wait... I feel like I have a lot of nonsense. Generally speaking, the story of this book is okay, but I feel that the author's skills are not that deep, and the writing is too obscure (I don't know if this is the right word) @_@, even the characters' antecedents and other feelings are not explained. , I was confused when Qi Zixuan was angry and went to join the army. I was confused when her father became like this. Her family's previous power or situation was also unclear in the end. It was unclear how her mother died. Why didn't she want to face her father? (Ah ~ I suddenly feel like I have so many questions) I feel that after the author's skills have been greatly improved, writing this book will definitely be different again!

In reality, no one can pamper another person so unconditionally, so even though it is he, it feels like it reveals a touch of sadness.

It was actually written many years ago. The author's writing is really good. I really like it.

I really want to continue watching the extras to make up for the points.

Yao Nuo and Lin are really disgusting. Being a bitch and wanting to build a memorial arch. It's so funny that there are a bunch of virgins washing them there.

I cried like crazy in the middle of the night 😭 😭 😭

"I'm so angry." Why is your article so well written! Can you write another one like this or one about breaking up and getting back together? I really want to read something similar, ahhhh! Want to see. Wipe tears

It's a pity that it's locked so I can't see it, I cried.