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The first time I read this article, I was still very young. I kept up with the updates. I read the comments and said that it might be on a forum. Every day after school, I was emotionally disturbed by Mu Ran's life. I missed this brother because he was hurt, sad, and bullied until he cried. I always wanted to be a gentle, kind, and strong person like him. I remember one time I sat back and cried secretly while reading this book. My mother turned around and was startled and asked me what was wrong. I said that this brother was so pitiful and that my mute mother was so pitiful. I went over and over for a long time before I finally came up with a rough idea. My mother was seriously ill at the time. She asked me sadly and aggrievedly, "Don't you feel sorry for your mother?" I was shocked and quickly explained that this was different. I hope you get better soon. I was just reading a novel. Of course I love you the most. Now think about it, how can the patient's family members cry in front of her while she is still holding on? Later, my mother passed away not long after. I had little chance to take care of her and no ability to protect her. Like Mu Ran, I stumbled around holding a small package, but his small package contained money notes left by my mute mother. My small package contained a corner of the doily cut off after my mother's wake. Over the years, I have I rely on the good memories of my mother and the company of my friends to help me persevere. In fact, sometimes I can't tell whether it's a memory or a fantasy, and dreams often turn into reality and dreams. The real me has always had a happy and joyful life. When I wake up, my pillow is full of tears. I hesitate to jump but I am cowardly because it troubles others. Later on, my life became even more chaotic. After enduring it for many years, I completely fell out with my family. I understood that son preference does not even require having a boy. My body was also diagnosed with various problems, from nodules to tumors, chronic diseases that could never be cured, but it didn't matter. I couldn't afford treatment at all. I was so anemic that the doctor said I should lie downstairs for emergency treatment. I shouldn't be able to stand. I was not in good spirits. Since I didn't have money for treatment, I simply didn't want to get checked out, which added to my worries. But I think it doesn't matter. I can still live. Although I don't know what the use of living is, I think of the pain of edema and tumors in my mother's head. I think of Mu Ran who has gone through so much. They are so strong and gentle. I am nothing in this matter, but I just know how to live. Although complications continued after I stopped taking the medicine for several years, and I became accustomed to the pain, I felt that I might not live much longer, and could not do my job. I felt dizzy, lame, swollen joints, pain and sleepiness. I still thought of a strong man named Mu Ran from time to time. I couldn't help but re-read it several times recently. In fact, I have read it often over the years and looked at him. It would be great if I could be as strong-hearted as him and be able to save others. But I have always been helped by my friends and survived. I have also done wrong things, life is always more bloody than novels, and I have said a lot of messy things, but I hope you all can live well. [Rose]
Mu Ran woke up early on the weekend. He Xudong and the others were coming to his house for dinner today. He originally wanted to get up early to prepare, but as soon as he opened his eyes and saw Yi Tian, he couldn't take his eyes away. Ordinarily, after being entangled for so many years, even if you like someone no matter how much you like them, the excitement in your heart should have calmed down long ago, but Mu Ran didn't know what was going on with him. He still felt nervous when he saw Yi Tian, and he still felt at a loss, and even felt a little embarrassed. No matter how many times I watch it, or how long I watch it, I still can't get enough. Mu Ran stared at Yi Tian in a daze. He didn't know how long it had passed before Yi Tian suddenly grabbed his waist and pulled him into his arms. He closed his eyes and whispered in his ear, "Why don't you kiss him secretly?" Mu Ran stiffened immediately. He moved in Yi Tian's arms and said in a somewhat embarrassed voice: "Yitian, when did you wake up..." Yi Tian pecked his cheek and earlobe, and said with a smile: "I woke up a long time ago. I couldn't wait for a kiss for a long time, so I had to take the initiative." After saying that, without waiting for Mu Ran's answer, he turned over and pressed the person under him to kiss him. Not long after, the quilt suddenly flipped a few times, and the person inside could vaguely be seen struggling slightly. Someone muttered a few words, but there was no movement on the bed again. After a while, a muffled gasp sounded in the room. An hour had passed by the time Mu Ran got up from the bed again. His hair was a mess, the buttons of his pajamas were unbuttoned to his abdomen, there were deep hickeys all over his neck and collarbone, and the marks on his back even spread to invisible places under his clothes. The pajamas were thrown on the ground, and Mu Ran didn't bother to pick them up. He blushed, pulled on his underwear, jumped out of bed and entered the bathroom. His movements were so fast that Yi Tian didn't even reach out to hold him back, with a helpless smile on his face. He admitted that he couldn't help it anymore, so he pressed the person to let him vent with his hands. But just doing this made Mu Ran so shy. What if he really did it in the future... The more Yi Tian thought about it, the more he felt it couldn't be done, so he simply got out of bed and followed him into the bathroom. It was almost 10 o'clock when they both came out of the bedroom. Mu Jin had woken up long ago. She had eaten the breakfast her aunt had cooked for her and was kneeling on the blanket in the living room, stacking blocks obediently. She has almost adapted to the life here now, and she won't make a fuss about looking for Mu Ran as soon as she wakes up. Mu Ran went downstairs. As soon as Mu Jin saw him, he put down the blocks and ran over to hug his legs. Mu Ran was "bullied" a bit harshly by Yi Tian, and his body was still weak and unable to exert any strength. Yi Tian bent down and picked up Mu Jin, asking her when she got up and if she had breakfast. Mu Jin was not afraid of Yi Tian now, so he put his hands around Yi Tian's neck and answered obediently. There were guests at home today, and Yi Tian was worried that Mu Ran was too tired. In addition to Aunt Zhang, he originally wanted to call the cook and servants from the old house, but Mu Ran felt that it would be better to cook by himself, which would also show sincerity, so Yi Tian gave up the idea of finding servants. He Xudong and Xu Ran came earlier in the afternoon, and Xu Ran specially brought Xu Zhehao to play with Mu Jin. Xu Zhehao wore a little cowboy hat today and carried a smaller version of the camouflage bag on his back. If the camouflage bag didn't reveal a toy golden hoop, he would still be very handsome. As soon as he entered the door and saw Mu Jin from a distance, he ran over on his short legs, then ran back dragging Mu Jin, pointing at the box He Xudong was holding, jumping and shouting: "Cake! My cake!" Xu Zhehao's grandparents knew that Xu Ran was going to take him out as a guest, so they asked the chef at home to make some cakes and snacks for them to take with them. Xu Ran was troubled by the naughty child and quickly asked He Xudong to hand the cake to Aunt Zhang, then greeted Yi Tian and Mu Ran and entered the house. Aunt Zhang took the cake and walked to the kitchen. Xu Zhehao pulled Mu Jin and chased after her. After the aunt cut the cake and put it on the plate, she gave it to the two children first. Xu Zhehao took a fork and fed himself a big mouthful first. He was about to ask Mu Jin if the cake was delicious when he saw Mu Jin running to the living room with the cake, leaning against Mu Ran's legs and shouting: "Abba, eat it." With that, he raised his hand and handed the cake to Mu Ran. He Xudong was about to lament Mu Jin's thoughtfulness and sensibleness when he looked up and saw Xu Zhehao standing by the sofa watching them. He looked down at them and took a bite of cake, then looked down and took another bite of cake. He didn't even have the slightest intention of coming over to share with the adults. He Xudong turned to look at Xu Ran, "Why do I want to beat him up so much?" They are both kids of about the same age. How come Mu Jin is so good and Xu Zhehao is such an angry brat? A few people laughed and chatted for a while on the sofa, and then Mu Ran went into the kitchen to prepare food. It was almost dinner time when Lu Yuan arrived, and almost everyone was here except Lin Han. Yi Tian was standing next to Mu Ran watching him make tofu and stuffed mushrooms. When Mu Ran heated up the gravy and poured it on the tofu, Yi Tian stretched out his chopsticks to pick up one and tasted it. When he was done, he picked up another and stuffed it into Mu Ran's mouth. Then he talked to Mu Ran in a low voice, looking very intimate. Lu Yuan looked at them from a distance. After a while, he turned to He Xudong and asked, "Is that person Yi Tian?" He Xudong rolled his eyes at him and said, "Please don't ask me such stupid questions." After that, he warned: "I'm telling you, Lu Yuan, don't bother Mu Ran, and it's best to control your bitchy mouth. If you make him unhappy, Yi Tian will have to kill you." Lu Yuan's face dropped, and he looked like he was about to cry without tears. The adults in the house were cooking and chatting, but no one was taking care of the children. Mu Jin sat on the carpet with a small round table in front of her, with her and Xu Zhehao's cake on it. She was holding a robot that Xu Zhehao had given her, and she sat there obediently watching Xu Zhehao perform Sun Wukong's "Havoc in Heaven". Xu Zhehao finally found an audience that was so attentive and attentive, but he accidentally overstepped his control. He turned over the big stuffed bear, stepped on the bear's head, then raised his toy golden hoop and jumped up. He shouted "Take a stick from my old grandson!" His voice and momentum were good, but he didn't stand firm when he landed. Not only did he hit Mu Jin on the head with the stick, but he also knocked over the small round table, and all the cakes fell on Mu Jin. Mu Jin hadn't reacted yet, still sitting on the ground and not daring to move. Xu Zhehao got up from the ground and looked up to see a red mark bulging out of Mu Jin's head. Before Mu Jin even started crying, he stood there with his mouth open and started crying heartbreakingly. He Xudong and Xu Ran ran over when they heard the sound. When they saw the scene in front of them, Xu Ran didn't even need to ask. He picked Xu Zhehao up and started beating him. Mu Jin also realized the pain at this time. She reached out to touch her forehead with red eyes. He Xudong quickly picked her up, stopped her hand and coaxed: "Mu Jin, baby, don't move, don't touch it with your hands." Yi Tian and Mu Ran also heard the sound. As soon as Mu Jin saw Mu Ran, he called out "Abba" aggrievedly. Mu Ran's cooking hands were still oily and he didn't dare to reach out to hug her, so he walked over and looked at her head. Fortunately, the golden hoop was made of plastic, so it was fine. The red mark would disappear on its own after a while. Mu Ran coaxed her in a low voice, "Be good, Mu Jin. It won't hurt in a while." After that, he hurried to persuade Xu Ran not to hit Xu Zhehao. Yi Tian picked up Mu Jin from He Xudong's arms, frowned and looked at her head, then patted her back to comfort her, and then said to Mu Ran: "I'll take her up to change clothes." After that, he carried Mu Jin upstairs. The remaining people gathered around to tease Xu Zhehao, saying that he was not a man for bullying a little girl. Xu Zhehao had tears on his face. After explaining for a long time, he could not explain clearly, so he simply continued to cry with his mouth open. A group of people couldn't stop laughing, and even Xu Ran laughed angrily at him. This meal was to reveal his relationship with Mu Ran, so Yi Tian did not deliberately avoid Lin Han. It's just that he didn't show up in the afternoon. Everyone thought he wouldn't come. Unexpectedly, Lin Han came during dinner. He Xudong was still a little worried when he came in. If he really did something extraordinary, let alone Yi Tian, Xu Ran's energy to defend Mu Ran would be enough for him. But what surprised He Xudong was that Lin Han didn't do anything. He simply said hello to everyone, sat down and ate quietly without saying a single unnecessary word. Mu Ran was a little embarrassed at first, but later he was busy taking care of Mu Jin and Xu Zhehao, who was sitting next to Mu Jin, eating, so he had no time to think about it. Drinking is naturally indispensable in this kind of atmosphere. At first, Lu Yuan and the others didn't realize Yi Tian's stomach problem, so they subconsciously poured wine for Yi Tian. Just when Yi Tian was about to refuse, Mu Ran pulled his hand and whispered: "The doctor said you can't drink..." He spoke in a low voice, but Yi Tian immediately laughed, nodded and said, "Okay, I won't drink." At this moment, everyone knew that Mu Ran was trying to stop Yi Tian from drinking. For a moment, someone clicked their tongues twice and Yi Tian also became a strict henpecker. Xu Ran on the table sneered, "What the hell, you want someone to take care of you but no one is willing to take care of you." The man touched his nose and smiled bitterly, "Okay, Miss Xu, please stop poking my wound." Lu Yuan turned around He Xudong and said in a low voice: "Why is your wife so scary?" He Xudong rolled his eyes at him and said, "It's none of your business." Everyone was noisy and the atmosphere was good. No one mentioned the past events between Yi Tian and Mu Ran. Of course, no one dared to sneer at Mu Ran anymore. Only Lin Han remained silent and drank with his head down. Only occasionally he would raise his head and his eyes would stay on Yi Tian for a few seconds. By the time they finished eating, Lin Han was almost drunk. He Xudong was afraid of causing trouble, so he whispered a few words to Lu Yuan. Lu Yuan immediately stood up and said with a smile: "I have something to do today and I have to leave first. You guys can play slowly. I'll take Lin Han back with me on the way." After that, he specially said a few words of embarrassment to Mu Ran before getting up and carrying Lin Han out. Lin Han didn't make a move, and stumbled along with Lu Yuan. When he reached the door, Lin Han suddenly called out Yi Tian's name. Everyone fell silent for a moment, and Yi Tian stood up, his face still expressionless. Lin Han turned to look at him, but didn't say a word. After a long time, he turned back and put his arm on Lu Yuan's shoulder, "Let's go." Lu Yuan took him out. As soon as the door closed, Lin Han covered his eyes and choked. Lu Yuan couldn't bear it, but in the end he just sighed and said: "Okay, don't think about it, let's go." Not long after Lu Yuan and Lin Han left, the remaining people sat for a while, then when they saw that it was getting late, they all got up and left. Mu Ran and Yi Tian finally sent Xu Ran and the others out. Before leaving, Xu Zhehao gave all the toy guns, robots and cars in his bag to Mu Jin. Mu Jin shook his head and handed it back to him. He pushed all the toys back and said seriously: "I will bring you others next time." Xu Ran laughed and scolded: "You brat has not even left yet and is already thinking about next time." He Xudong knew that these things were Xu Zhehao's treasures, and he wouldn't even give them to anyone else, let alone give them away. He immediately smiled and said: "Xu Zhehao, you can do it. Let's start sending betrothal gifts and engagements now." He Xudong was just joking. How could he have expected that his words would actually come true in the end. Mu Ran looked at them and smiled helplessly. Seeing Xu Zhehao's insistence, he asked Mu Jin to accept the things and thank him, and asked Mu Jin to invite Xu Zhehao to play at home next time. A few people laughed and said a few words before Xu Ran and the others said goodbye. When Xu Ran's car drove away, Mu Ran was still standing at the door in a daze. "What's wrong?" Yi Tian looked at Mu Ran and asked. "I..." In fact, from the time Lin Han left until now, Mu Ran has been feeling a little uncomfortable. When he looked at Lin Han, he could think of his past self. When he was with Yi Tian, he actually didn't feel any pride or arrogance. After all these years, and now that he had such an ending, he felt nothing but gratitude in his heart. Mu Ran wanted to say a lot to Yi Tian, but when he finally opened his mouth, he only said "thank you". Yi Tian shook his head, took the sleepy Mu Jin from his arms, and said in a deep voice: "Don't think so wildly." Mu Ran suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Yi Tian hugged Mu Jin with one hand and Mu Ran with the other, "Go back." Mu Ran smiled and hummed, her fingers passed between Yi Tian's fingers and clasped his hand tightly. The first time they met was not Hello with a smile. Although they experienced various hurts and misunderstandings along the way, fortunately, the ending was not a regretful goodbye and forgetfulness. He always wanted a family, and finally he gave him one. The light in the room is very warm, and they will have a long happy time in the future.
He knew it at a glance. Yi Tian read the previous comment section, bought the books recommended by netizens, such as "The Art of Language", and read them carefully.
I felt like Gong was always on top of me from the beginning to the end. Lin Yuan suffered his mother's death and was tortured. There was no retribution. There was no retribution for his bad friends saying bad things. I feel so sorry for Shou.
He actually wants to cook for Lu Yuan. The baby is so kind. Is he worthy of Lu Yuan?
In fact, if it were me, I wouldn't give Jian Ning a good look. Try to pretend that someone who has a good relationship with you pursues you, and you find that you seem to like him a little, so you agree. When you found out that you really liked him, he dumped you and ran abroad without saying anything. You didn't pursue him because of your face, thinking that he chased me first after all. No matter what happened later, you fell in love with someone and wanted to pursue that person, but he came back and wanted to get back together with you, and he did. Actions that prevent you from pursuing the person you like. Anyway, I will feel very resentful. Firstly, they are playing with my feelings, and secondly, they are obstructing me, no matter how big or small, and my favorability will decrease.
Baby Mu Ran, just be happy. Yi Tian, you are still too cheap. It is so easy to chase your wife. 99
When I was a child, I read the article, which was very cruel. When I was a child, I felt that chasing my wife in the crematorium was not strong enough. . Mu Ran is so pitiful, and he was still so gentle in the end, and so is Mu Jin. I hope they can stop being so gentle and think more about themselves.
And cook for those gang of friends? ? ? ? Forget about putting arsenic du si
The last paragraph is indeed a very high-level brainwashing. Once you are bitten by a snake and have been afraid of the rope for ten years, why should you believe me? I am speechless. Your credit has been bankrupted a long time ago. Even people have the nerve to say this.