The Spring of Prince Syndrome

Where does cousin's love begin? There is a transition period. From the purest feeling for my brother when we first met, little by little, it has reached a point where it transcends family affection. But the seed of love has long taken root in Ruikang's heart. From the first distant glance on the wall to the ten years of living together, it was only because of other factors that he slowly and belatedly discovered that I "loved" you. This kind of love has nothing to do with friendship. Beyond family affection. The influence of his father and age led him to be biased against TXL, and family reasons led to him being a giving personality. In the early days, Ruikang probably listened to Guogang's words and habitually paid for Yuan Yuan and Guogang in exchange for rewards (oh! There are also people who simply wanted to be good to Yuan Yuan). But as time went by, this mentality also quietly changed. He would put forward his own opinions and no longer be so cautious in getting used to it. But as time goes by, the only thing that remains unchanged is the desire to protect, love, and guard the distant heart. It is hindsight because of influence. It is unconscious harm because of prejudice. I saw a comment made by a sister thirteen years ago. She said that love needs to be suggestive. No one will jump out and tell you what you should do at the beginning, so my cousin can only care about Yuan Yuan based on his instinct. She said love is an instinct. I think that's right. I still feel sad when I think of my cousin's subconscious preference. This can explain why after my cousin fell in love with Sister Lin Xi, he always liked to be with Yuan Yuan and couldn't drive Yuan Yuan away. My cousin puts Yuan Yuan first in his heart. Even if he falls in love, he must obtain Yuan Yuan's consent. His distant love is a mixture of family affection and love. Family affection achieves subconscious love and love achieves possession. And love is definitely much more than family affection. This kind of emotion is like a mess of threads, and even Ruikang himself can't tell it apart. And Xiaoyuan. I have always felt that Xiaoyuan is a very good person. He is brave, he is gentle, he is dazzling, he is soft-hearted. Just like what is written in the article, his life is very good. There are many things that other people cannot have, so God has set obstacles for him in terms of emotions. Xiaoyuan is a sensitive child in his mind. He can be keenly aware of many things (under the appearance of Prince's disease, he is an insecure and fragile child). This must be a big blow to Xiaoyuan. The two men he loves most in his life both invariably hurt him to some extent. But he couldn't let go. It was as if love had taken root in his body. Every time he pulled out an inch, his body would feel heartbreaking pain. (Of course Ruikang is different from Guogang here) He is brave. In fact, one point can explain it. In an era like that, it was a very, very, very brave thing to admit that you liked a man and that he was your cousin. Even though I know that if I take one wrong step, I will be doomed, I still want to try. What if? What if. Also, Yuan Yuan is very opposed to Guogang's remarriage. Some people think that his father should have his own freedom to remarry, and he seems to be a bit unreasonable. But actually what makes me angry here (perhaps including Yuan Yuan) is that Guogang didn't take his time and allow Yuan Yuan to accept it. Instead, he chose an extreme way to force him because he knew that Yuan Yuan was soft-hearted and knew that Yuan Yuan loved him. Yuan Yuan gave him the happiness he wanted, but Yuan Yuan only dared to resist in his dreams. In fact, another point that Yuan Yuan does not allow his father to remarry is that he loves his father and his mother very much. He hoped that his parents would be like they had been for the rest of their lives, and that they would continue to love each other even if they died until the end of their lives, so he did not allow Guogang to "betray" his mother. I probably said that in the dream. Many places are written very strangely. Of course, I only speak for myself.

The first time I saw this book was a year ago, on a day near the beginning of spring. The sun was very bright and I opened this book for the first time. After reading from beginning to end, I have almost forgotten the feelings of reading at that time. I only vaguely remember the tears shed in some heart-wrenching chapters. This is the first time I have come into contact with realistic works. I used to like to read fairy tale-like love, but reality has its own flavor. The first time Yuan Yuan gave me the impression that he was a tsundere prince, but after getting to know him better, I discovered that he had a fragile heart under the tsundere prince's illness. His mother's departure planted the seed of a life-long relationship in his heart, so that he had such a big reaction when Zhao Guogang married Shu Yan later. Part of it was because Zhao Guogang did go too far and did not discuss with Yuan Yuan in advance. He was notified until he was pregnant and could not hide it. I can only vent it out in my dreams. He was about to grow up alone and faced many things. He turned around and looked back. Fortunately, Tan Ruikang was there. The little things in youth, facing the anxiety of learning, feeling like I can't learn anything, and almost giving up on myself, but luckily I have Tan Ruikang. What impressed me the most was that Ruikang would tirelessly tell Yuan Yuan over and over again that there would be no problem. You are very smart. Trust me. Because Yuan Yuan said casually that he wanted to be a painter, I enrolled him in an art training class and we learned painting together. I was very anxious before the final exam. Ruikang kept telling him that it was okay and just try your best. The brother Ruikang sent to Yuan Yuan, have fun, you are my pride. After the college entrance examination, he failed in his first choice. Ruikang cried and hugged Yuan Yuan tightly and said, it scared me to death. I was afraid that no one would take care of you if I went to Beijing. Tan Ruikang's feelings for Yuan Yuan were pure from beginning to end. From the age of fifteen to college, I have never missed a birthday gift every year, and each one is very meaningful. My favorite gift is the gift for the seventeen or eighteen-year-old. Every time I see it, I can't help crying. It's really hard not to fall in love with Tan Ruikang. I always think that Ruikang has always loved Yuan Yuan from beginning to end. Maybe it was family affection at the beginning, but this feeling has already changed in the relationship with Yuan Yuan. Ruikang's mother died when he was young, so he doesn't talk to his father much every day, and his grandparents don't care much about him. No one told him what love is and how to love, including his identity. Ruikang's behavior towards his two girlfriends lacked some of the taste of love. When he separated from his two girlfriends, he didn't have much emotional fluctuations. Especially when he was with Li Qing, the lack of love was more obvious. But Ruikang was always patient with Yuan Yuan, compromised and gave in. Yuan Yuan only said on the eve of the wedding that I still love you (Xiao Yuan has always been soft-hearted). Ruikang cried and said why she didn't tell him earlier. In the extra story, she heard that Yuan Yuan was getting married. She hid in the bathroom and cried hard. He loved Yuan Yuan, always. While Yuan Yuan is growing up, Ruikang is also growing up slowly. He has grown from a cautious boy who listened to Zhao Guogang in everything to a smart, independent and responsible man, but he only knows nothing about emotions. Every time Tan Ruikang watched a movie with Yuan Yuan, there were subtle changes in his feelings for Xiao Yuan from ordinary feelings to love. Especially when they watched Brokeback Mountain together, they were deeply touched. Xiao Yuan only said one sentence when commenting on the movie. I think this sentence was partly for Tan Ruikang, but also for himself. Ruikang's two words of love may also be for Yuan Yuan. Both of them were brave. In the end, Ruikang bravely faced his heart and admitted his feelings for Yuan Yuan. Yuan Yuan was also very brave and was willing to give Ruikang and himself another chance. At that time, he was able to accept and face the fact that the person he liked was a man and his cousin. Xiao Yuan's inner struggle was not as good as the heartbeat at that second when he looked at Tan Ruikang. The four words "Spring Comes" at the end are very short but very painful. There is a feeling that all hardships come with joy. Their love has gone through so many difficulties and obstacles and finally they still have the courage to give each other a chance. It is really not easy. After reading The Spring of Prince Illness, every time I think about it, it will make people feel sour. It is filled with the humidity of the rainy season.

I have opened this novel many times before, and the recommended posts always said it was very sad, so I was a little afraid to read it. But there were no classes this semester, so I was lying on the bed with my hair on my back, thinking about taking a look, so I went from 7 a. M. To 7 p. M. It's really a bit cruel! ! ! It makes one's heart ache to see it. From the initial dislike of Dianzi, to Xiaoyuan's attraction after all aspects of it penetrated, and Tan's slowness, I always feel that the two of them are not on the same page. At first, I thought that Xiaoyuan's personality was a bit twisted, and he had a soft heart but also had a very tough mouth. I felt that he would be a thankless person. After seeing Xiao Yuan grow up little by little, I realized that he was truly sober and magnanimous, and he was always kind to the people he loved. There is only so much kindness a person can show. If you want to be nice to someone, you wish you could shout it so that the whole world can hear it. But Xiaoyuan is not. His love is just like the delicious food that must be eaten every day. It is too appropriate, but it is not easy for others to notice. When I saw the later part, I was thinking, how about I stop watching it? It was so uncomfortable to watch, but I could choose not to watch it anyway. After actually reading it, I understood the author's intention in the rest of the article: "What you love is separated by mountains and seas, and mountains and seas can be leveled." Maybe there are some relationships that go through all kinds of things, and the two of them are changed beyond recognition, but in the end they live in the same house and look at the other person's sleeping face, and they may still sigh: Fortunately, you are here. Although it has been more than ten years since I read this article, I am still grateful to you for writing this article.

After tasting Prince's Disease again, it is indeed a delicacy [waves hand]

After thinking about it, the ending is good, quite happy, and I am quite satisfied. In fact, they love each other the most. If there is one person in this world who is willing to give up everything for Xiaoyuan and die by his side, this person will only be Tan Ruikang. Yes, it's not even his biological father. Of course Zhao Guogang can be regarded as loving Xiaoyuan, let's just say love, that's it. How to put it, for example, if Xiaoyuan dies one day, Zhao Guogang will be sad, but in the face of interests, he will not hesitate to transfer the property to his younger son. The road is impassable and the path is narrow, but Tan Ruikang, in all likelihood Bajiu will burn the money and will not give Xiaoyuan's things to others. What belongs to Xiaoyuan can only be his, and he cannot let others take his place. If Xiaoyuan is dead, why should he still keep it? He also knows who Xiaoyuan hates, and there is no way he will let these people use his things, burn the money, and then die with his dearest brother. Of course, the only person who loves Tan Ruikang the most in the world is Zhao Yuanyao. With such a person, the others are insignificant.

What attracts me most is the distance. There is a sentence in the original book to the effect that there is too much love from afar, so what cannot be piled up can only overflow. His initial "acting" was not unreasonable, but a sense of security outweighed the remaining emotional squandering. Before Zhao Guogang remarried, Yuanyuan had been carefree and thought life would continue like this. However, after Zhao Guogang remarried, he stubbornly stopped spending his money and quickly put away his young master style and founded a company with Tan Ruikang instead of going back to inherit the family business. From his anger in the confrontation with Shu Yan to his calmness in reflecting afterwards that "I should have signed the agreement quickly", it explains his transformation from being extremely sensitive and idealistic in the early stage to being calm and relaxed in the later stage. His calmness is not seeing through, it is a kind of self-protection that no longer expects to absolutely possess anyone. This protection certainly succeeded, but it also forever changed the distant undertones. His early emotional cognition was immature, and he regarded Tan Ruikang and Zhao Guogang as part of his private territory rather than as independent individuals, and he had a strong possessiveness and exclusivity. When Zhao Guogang's love no longer belonged only to him, his world was shattered. His later letting go of Tan Ruikang was also a prejudgmental retreat under the repetition of history. There is a sentence in the original book, "If anyone wants to listen to Zhao Yuanwen's advice when getting married, it is only Zhao Guogang." He knows that he is only a special but not the only existence for Tan Ruikang, and what he wants from Tan Ruikang is not just "love", but "only". He was not born open-minded, but he felt helpless after being smoothed by reality. This "immaturity" is a flaw that he cannot avoid, but it is also because of this that he can get rid of the unreality of the characters in the novel, break the protagonist's perfect filter, and become the milk boy we love.

After reading "Prince's Disease" and "Crossing the Gate", no other campus novel can enter my heart.

I was attracted by someone, come and take a good look at [milk tea]

I first learned about the story of Yuan Yuan and Ruikang from the radio drama. It had a big impact on me at that time. During that time, I felt very uncomfortable when I saw the relevant content. But a few days ago, I suddenly wanted to understand their story again, so I found the original novel, and I finally finished reading it last night. After reading it, I still feel overwhelmed and have mixed feelings. Their story is very real and touching. After experiencing countless ups and downs, they have already carved each other into their daily lives and become each other's habits. Regardless of the Milk Boy and Ma Liu in the book, or the prototype two in reality, I hope that you will be dependent on each other, safe and happy in the future. I just hope that you will be with each other and be worry-free every year.

Can you find happiness by abandoning your family and children? : Sure [shy] : After remarrying and having children, can you be happy if you ignore your "deeply loved" late wife's son and support her career to earn a large share of the family fortune? : Ok Can I get happiness and my son's love if I keep cheating my son without keeping my word? : Very good [shy] : Bullying and accusing children without a mother, destroying other people's families and taking away other people's fathers, leaving children without a home and a father, can they be happy? : That's great [kiss] [kiss] [kiss]