Online Gaming: Just Like the First Meeting

. . . Don't want to say anything. . Tears ran away. . No one who plays in the world can afford to be hurt

. . . Don't want to say anything. . Tears ran away. . No one who plays in the world can afford to be hurt

The past will eventually pass, and time will help us forget those things that should and should not be forgotten.

Whether you are excited or desperate, the end of life is the same. Likewise, the ending is the same. Everything returns to normal, back to before it started. Once the milk is sour, you can no longer drink it. Even if you try to make it into yogurt, it will eventually go bad. In the world, there can be no feast that lasts forever. Mo Yan finally let go and could finally face all of this calmly. He should be happy for her, but when he finished reading it, he felt empty in his heart. Everything in the game is like a life to Mo Yan. It is impossible to come back in life. Even if you can be resurrected again and again if you are killed in the game, how can you come back to the players you have met in the game? You say this is a dream, but why is this dream so real? So heartbreaking? It's not a dream, it's just that life is like a dream, time flies, and it disappears from the corner of your eyes in the blink of an eye. At the beginning, it is easy to mistakenly think that this is a dream that can achieve everything. Only later will you realize that everything is a delusion and just another reality. In reality, there is no such thing as something that is destined to remain unchanged. Even oneself will change without noticing. So let it all go! Then bury what you have experienced in a corner of your heart. One day, you will see those memories bloom silently in your heart. And at that time, it meant that he could really face all of this. There may still be a little melancholy left behind, but as long as you look away, I believe those friends who are left behind will also be happy and understanding.

Mo Yan obviously has a new friend here to tease and joke with, but he still can't hide the sadness in his heart... Different from complete darkness, Mo Yan's despair was like lifeless gray, frozen there, unwilling to move forward. It seems like my heart is dead...

When lonely people gather together, they are no longer lonely because they already have the motivation to go on. Some people say that the feelings of childhood are innocent, the feelings of youth are flying, the feelings of middle age are heavy, and the feelings of old age are indifferent. Mo Yan and Nan Lou, even though they are younger than each other, are like old people who have seen through many things, and their feelings for each other are just to no longer be alone. Not for anything else, just this... To find a reason to keep going...

Do you regret it... Do you regret your past? But Mo Yan, do you know that even if you are hurt, these memories will still be your most precious memories. It grows like a thorn in your heart, unable to let go or abandon it, but it pricks you with thorns until blood drips from your heart. If you really didn't meet these people and these things didn't happen, you would regret it. It is precisely because of these encounters that this life is even more precious. Even if the tears cannot stop falling, you actually have no regrets about meeting them. You are just... Regretting that you were too impulsive at that time...

Tired, really tired. When you feel the bitterness of the vicissitudes of life, you really can't hold on any longer. Even if you deceive yourself, you can't hide the fact that everyone has changed. I was once too timid to take that step. In the end, I could only silently give my blessings and express my past feelings after everything ended. Mo Yan, how can you be so reluctant to let go? The vicissitudes carved by the years are deeply imprinted in your heart, so everything in the past is slowly forgotten. The emotions that were once excited and the things that were touched have become black and white patterns, losing the color and the original throbbing. All that remains is the inability to change things for stars... You have always been timid, but you forced yourself to try to become strong, so you put on a mask of indifference. In this case, let's wear this mask of pretending to be strong to the end. Continue to stay, stay for a certain goal, at least you can still feel that you are not completely alone, at least you can still tell yourself that someone needs you and someone is your friend. But Shu is a strong person, waiting quietly for his friends. Stay in the place where the laughter used to be and wait. No matter how indifferent you are in reality, if you turn around, you will find that there is still someone waiting there, waiting for you to come back with a smile. Sichuan, very gentle. I am willing to guard this memory, face this memory, and prevent this memory from disappearing due to the deliberate neglect of many people and the erosion of time. But, how long is he willing to stay... Even if he has the heart, but... He will eventually get tired. After waiting for a long time, if he still didn't wait, his heart would slowly die, and his original intention would gradually disappear, so he begged Mo Yan to stay. Not only because I am afraid of being alone, but also because I am worried that my feelings will disappear silently in the loneliness of a person. This story contains many laments about the changes in the world. It is obviously short-lived, but even the soul hidden in the deepest part of my heart seems to feel such helplessness and is slightly shaken...

Although I have only read some of the previous chapters, I can see that Mo Yan is more afraid of losing than anyone else, so she desperately wants to save everything, wants to prove that time has not taken away her things, and wants to deceive her that she will not change even if the years pass by. Such a protagonist is undoubtedly heartbreaking. Yes, this is just a game, but so what? What you give is what you give, does that kind of intention become false just because it is a game? Because I didn't want to lose, I gave more than anyone else, but when I gradually lost it, I felt more chilled and frightened than others. Mo Yan said that he left his former friend Xiaoxue behind because she was with someone else. Some people may think that she is too possessive when they see her behavior, but how can they say this? What a deep sadness is hidden under the strong possessiveness. I am too afraid, too afraid of losing everything. I would rather let go actively than passively be hurt by the other person. As Mo Yan said, I feel like the other person is getting further and further away from me. I understand this feeling. No matter how strong the friendship seems to be, when there is a third party who wants to be friends with the friend, if the friend does not refuse, he will only let the third party join each other's circle. But if the friend is more compatible with the third party, then he can only watch his friend and the person who stepped in halfway go further and further away... If you don't take the initiative to let go and wait until the other person changes from unintentional to intentional alienation from you, it will be too painful! Mo Yan is a child who is afraid of pain and injury. How can he bear all this? Although it is just a game, you will never know how many people's efforts have been put into the game. Watching each team turn from prosperity to decline is like watching a dynasty rise and fall. The loneliness and loneliness in it, from joy and passion to disappointment and sadness, how can it be described in just a few words? Many people choose to escape after experiencing the ups and downs of life in the game. I no longer want to stay in this game that seems to have gradually excluded me. But when I hear the news, I still can't help but want to come back and have a look... As if whispering: "My friend, are you okay?"

Yes, there is nothing after a game. Today is a long-lost game, not in the world. When she saw the mailbox, she said this was the last farewell. Waiting alone is too difficult. Yes, there is nothing among friends anymore, but I always feel that the lively team video was just yesterday. It seems that I can still ask someone to wait in the ring, but those people are no longer there.