Blurb:
To my father, I am merely a tool for revenge.
To my clan, I am a shameless, despicable traitor.
Only he regards someone as steeped in sin as me
as a precious treasure...
Note: Research indicates that the rulers of Northern Qi were in fact Han Chinese who had adopted Xianbei customs, a far cry from what I have written. This story is therefore set in a fictional world. It borrows only the name of the Qi dynasty and the Xianbei people mentioned in the quotation; the events described have no basis in history. This is hereby clarified.
Theme:
First of all, I want to say that I really like this kind of tone of writing. After reading the entire text at once, I didn't feel that it was pretentious, there was no lengthy "abuse", and there was no lengthy history of blood, tears and emotional expressions. But I still feel that fate is unfair, teasing and ruthless. I feel Ji Yan's bitterness, sadness, contradiction and helplessness. Obedience, submission and patience to his father's words exactly reflect his desire for family affection. I pity him for this reason, and I also feel sorry for him and like him for this reason. I have always believed that people who cherish family affection will not be evil people. Indeed, Ji Yan is a kind-hearted person from beginning to end in this article. He sticks to his sincerity and does not hurt anyone. He turned against his adoptive father in order to live up to the care and love that came to him for the only time in his life. However, he was not unjust. He had no choice but to be taken advantage of, and it was even sadder to be taken advantage of by his most beloved father. But even if he resisted, he did not make matters worse. With true love and righteousness at this point, doesn't Ji Zheng feel guilty for using him cruelly, and using family affection and ethics to flog his sincerity with blood dripping down his face? However, even if he suddenly woke up, it was too late... It was too late. The most beautiful and pure Liuli was broken, and it was not something he could save or make up for. When Ji Yan felt the care he had never experienced before, he was as smart as he understood that this was the arrival of love. Facing such a strange love, he was surprised and moved, but cautious. Even though same-sex love was against ethics in his heart, he bravely admitted it without hesitation. The person who gives him love makes him uneasy and guilty, so he has to risk his life to live up to his heart. What a pure and kind boy. Sincerity for sincerity, I think people who are loved by Ji Yan are so lucky and happy. The glass-like sincerity is broken, and perhaps only another sincerity can glue it back together to make it up. The whole story is well organized and detailed, as if some things can be briefly mentioned. Regarding Ji Yan's life experience and Ji Zheng's tricks, a simple sentence explains clearly the cause and effect. This is good because the reader doesn't have to hold back anger or impatience or pity, which is actually a bad feeling. So I like the author's style - detailed yet concise, concise and to the point. Okay, I've poured out everything I wanted to say - the key is that I'm at the end of my rope!!! As expected, Shao Mo was at a disadvantage because he couldn't express himself clearly when he spoke. Ha ha. Finally, thanks to the author. Boss, come on!!!
Ever since, I felt sad = =,,,
Very cute and loving ~ It's a pity that it's a tragedy woo woo