The stubbornness will not change.
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The holiday between Zhou Yan and I dates back to five years ago.
Strictly speaking, it's not a festival. I humiliated him unilaterally, forcing him to hang out with me while grinding his dignity to pieces.
Outside, I am his disobedient tutor. When we are alone, I am his controller.
After countless intimate encounters, Zhou Yan asked me in a hoarse voice when I would have enough fun.
I just want to laugh.
He doesn't understand me too well. As a person, whatever I like will always belong to me, or I will destroy it and no one can get it.
But I didn't tell him. I just laughed happily, grabbed his neck, and said to him: "Whenever I don't love you, you will be free."
In fact, not only did I not let him go, I pushed him into the abyss.
If it is destroyed, it will be destroyed. I thought indifferently, it would be best for him to hate me day and night, wishing to kill me, wishing to tear me into pieces.
It's best to always remember me.
I thought we would never see each other again in this life, but for a person like me who has committed such a heinous crime, maybe even God can't stand it. God has given me retribution.
I had nothing, but I met Zhou Yan again at the most embarrassing moment.
I knelt before him, and I had never been so humble.
"Zhou Yan, help me."
He said nothing and looked at me coldly, as if he didn't know me at all.
After a long time, he called my name, Xiang Yan. That look seemed to say, it turns out you have this day too.
I know that my sins are serious, and he is my punisher.
*ABO world view, short story.
Intention: Please let love fall