Mo Jingyan never thought that she would be with Shang Yuer.
Her life is a boring two-point-one-line affair. She chose Monk Yu'er as her roommate because of the location and the cheap rent.
Having a place to stay is a rare respite and a foothold for her in the big city.
When she first moved into her new home, Mo Jingyan had no interest in this roommate who was free and even a little too casual. Clothes of various colors were scattered around the house, and from time to time there would be some accessories she had never seen before on the coffee table. As far as she was concerned, such a wanton Shang Yuer was from two different worlds from her.
Until one night, the drunk Shang Yuer knocked on the door of her often closed room.
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Later, the occasional need to prepare tableware became two fixed sets, and Shang Yuer, who often came home late, went home to eat more frequently. The smell of her body turned into the scent of soap in the house, and even some plain-colored clothes appeared in the closet.
Sometimes Mo Jingyan would deliberately open the door a little, letting the warm light in the room shine outside. When Shang Yuer came back, he would always be filled with unconcealable joy and excitement, and her smart eyes were a rare color in Mo Jingyan's stagnant life.
These colors slowly evolved into a visible confession, into a whisper under the night and the dots of red marks on the collarbone.
If the weather is unpredictable, rare clear skies can turn into unexpected showers.
"Mo Jingyan, you always worry about everything."
"I beg you, please stop worrying about me."
After a shower, it usually doesn't clear up immediately.
"What about the future you planned? Didn't you say these first?"
After receiving Shang Yuer's tireless wave, Mo Jingyan chose to disappear from her world.
Shang Yuer is just a wind passing through her life. When the wind comes, everything is noisy, but when the wind goes away, everything is silent.
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Shang Yuer originally thought that Mo Jingyan would come to coax her like he did every time they had a quarrel before. She figured that as long as she said something nice, she could get back together as usual.
But Mo Jingyan moved away from this home, and she didn't take away any of the things that shared the memories.
Shang Yuer never thought that one day he would sit in the dark with red eyes, and ask in a low voice with a stubborn and fragile voice: "Shall we go back to live? I will pay for the room, I will put away my clothes, and I will promise you anything you want."
Mo Jingyan was silent for a moment and said:
"Let's stop here. I have my feet on the ground, so I can't fly too far like you."
Purpose: Seize the moment