Longing for What You Cannot Have

[Both are virgins]

A timid, obedient, honest bottom who's afraid of everything vs. an arrogant, controlling top who's a born winner.

Blurb:

After his grandmother died, Lin Yinxing was taken in by the Yan family.

From then on, all he could remember was being watched, manipulated, and controlled at every moment.

As if he were... a kite.

The one holding the string was his brother in name only, Yan Yuanlin, eight years older than him. Handsome and cold, he never smiled. His eyes were deep and placid, and beneath that calm lay a violence no one else knew about.

Lin Yinxing was afraid of him, but if he wanted to live in peace with the Yan family, he had no choice but to obey.

Listen to his brother and be a kite without feelings.

But why did his brother get more and more unhappy the more obedient he was?

Lin Yinxing didn't understand.

He was scared.

So he ran away.

Anywhere was fine, as long as his brother wasn't there.

But Lin Yinxing didn't know that Yan Yuanlin held more than one string. If the kite string snapped, there was a second, a third, a fourth...

Yan Yuanlin always kept him firmly in his grasp.

Content warnings:

Both are virgins (they belong to each other, body and soul).

The top likes violence but won't hit the bottom. The bottom is very obedient and has a terrible memory.

The top is eight years older. They are unrelated and not registered in the same household.

It's probably going to be angsty and melodramatic. This is not a sweet romance.

Theme: Don't let yourself be trapped