Ten-year age gap | Both are reborn (before being reborn: 32 and 22)
28-year-old older woman: passionate and emotional, but puts on a carefree front
18-year-old younger woman: acts sweet and obedient, but is fiercely possessive and keeps score over every little thing
Lou Fan kept a poor college student.
The student repeatedly hinted that she wanted a platonic relationship, while Lou Fan did everything she could to lead her astray.
The student was ambitious, and landed a great job offer as soon as she graduated, one that paid three times Lou Fan's salary.
When the student showed her first month's pay stub and said she wanted to end their arrangement, Lou Fan was pleased, but also a little... disappointed.
“Let's part on good terms,” Lou Fan finally said to Qin Peiran.
Their secret relationship should have ended long ago. Lou Fan knew that, but she couldn't adjust to life without Qin Peiran. She got drunk night after night, and one day suffered alcohol poisoning. Resuscitation failed.
When she opened her eyes again, Lou Fan was back four years earlier. The poor college girl standing before her was still the familiar Qin Peiran.
This time, she changed her tune. “I can support you financially. Don't worry, it won't interfere with your life.”
Reborn for a second time, Lou Fan and Qin Peiran lived under the same roof but treated each other with polite distance. Lou Fan thought that would help her let go and get them both back on the right path.
One stormy night, with thunder and lightning outside, Qin Peiran quietly slipped into Lou Fan's bed. “Big Sis, I'm scared.”
At the bathroom door, Qin Peiran pouted. “I twisted my hand. Could you wash me? We're both women, so what's the big deal?”
Lou Fan watched Qin Peiran push her luck. Seeing through her tricks, she laid down the law:
“Don't worry. I'll support you until you graduate even if you don't do any of this.”
“Our relationship is strictly financial support.”
“Strictly?” Qin Peiran dropped her sweet, obedient act in an instant. Her face darkened as she stepped closer, cornering Lou Fan by the sofa.
Her fingertips roamed over Lou Fan's body, lifting the hem of her soft silk clothes. Cool fingers encircled her waist.
“Who was it in our last life who absolutely refused to keep things platonic, Big Sis? Don't you remember?”
Theme: Communication breaks down barriers; together, we can overcome anything.
At first, I hoped that Lou Fan would be able to brutally torture Qin Peiran when he was reborn, but I thought it was too much. What I hoped for in the second life did not happen and I was angry about it, but this is also reasonable. How could someone be so bad to the person they like? When they are so bad, they will feel uncomfortable. The reunion in the second life may be to make up for the regrets, maybe God can't stand the fate of this pair of fateful couples (a sentence comes to mind, haha, infatuated monsters, please wait for another life), but how can the next life be so painful? Although I know that all the hardships will be rewarded, but after experiencing so much suffering, I feel These hardships are not deserved. It is said that love can overcome all difficulties, but I feel that if the protagonist is not really separated, this process is too painful. I would rather stay single and stay with you. Being close to you means you are close to the pain, and staying away from you means you are far away from the happiness. I will keep a distance that is neither far nor close and silently bless you. I digressed a little bit, and when I returned to my new life, I found that the truth was not what I thought. It was not that the two of them didn't love each other. One wanted to use money in exchange for more companionship, and the other wanted to be a partner who could fight side by side, like Lou Fan's good friend, who could talk to each other and stay with her for a long time. Lou Fan fell in love without knowing it because of the existing knowledge, and she was trapped by the things in her previous life. She has been troubled for too long (thinking of a lyric, if the me now and the you back then were to live over again, would the ending of the first half of the sentence change a little) suffered a lot [bursts into tears], she doesn't know and is not sure whether she will go all the way to the end, even Qin Peiran's straight goals are still hesitant, because she does not have a God's perspective. Pei Ran also doesn't have a God's perspective. She keeps hitting the ball straight without any effect, and it's always very tiring. She can more or less feel Lou Fan's struggle, so she really tried hard in the early stage, but after working hard for a while, she feels like she's back to her original form, very tired, and she doesn't have a God's perspective. Maybe this is the world of adults. Life is not easy nine times out of ten, so make good use of what you have. Although it is said that love can overcome all difficulties, it is really tiring to keep pulling and pulling. The spectators are very happy, but in fact the person involved is very tired. Even if he knows that there will be a good ending, he still misses a lot in the pulling. I hope you won't be hesitant in the years to come and will always be together, so that you can make up for the difficulty of getting here 🤩 Come on, author! 🤩
Is there still a risk of being together? [Lie flat]
Ah, I just wrote a very long comment, but my hand slipped and disappeared 😭, it doesn't matter, I will rewrite it, and the author's writing is very good, it will get better and better, the next comment will not praise you, I will just talk about the novel.
Thank you to the author for insisting on writing their story. Although in the middle, I felt that the relationship between the two was a bit delayed, but later I thought about how many couples are like this in reality. They are immersed in their own understanding of the relationship without truly facing up to what this relationship has brought to both parties. Seeing that the two of them finally recognized themselves and reconciled with themselves in their relationship, it can be regarded as watching them grow up. The young lovers will hold hands and walk together, and the teacher will continue to cheer 🤗
Die Qin Peiran quickly,,,
Why are you so stubborn? It's even worse when you use the method later🔥
Qin Peiran, this idiot, is really speechless to her. You know that the other person also likes you, but if you don't take the initiative to approach, you still have to doubt yourself and wait for the other person to conquer himself. So what does rebirth mean to you? Fortunately, Lou Fan is the ultimate bitch. Not only is he unwilling to let you chase your wife to the crematorium, he will also chase you to the crematorium in the opposite direction. What are the consequences of a licking dog falling in love with wood? Let's talk about the essence first: wood has no emotions and will not take the initiative to give back. No matter how much emotion, time, and flattery you invest, it will take it all as it is. It will not feel sorry for you, accommodate you, or take a step toward you. First level consequences (short term) You constantly output, compromise, lower your bottom line, and are used to adjusting yourself around the other person's preferences. At first, you feel that as long as you are sincere enough, you can always keep warm; the best reward you get is: the other party does not hate you, occasionally gives a little response, lets you see a little bit of slim hope, and encourages you to continue investing. Second layer of consequences (mid-term, maximum damage) You will slowly transform yourself and lose your original boundaries, hobbies, and confidence. You regard the other person's approval as your only source of value. If the other person is a little colder, you will doubt yourself and desperately reflect on what you have done wrong; if the other person occasionally gives you a kind word, you will be happy for several days. The initiative is completely handed over to the other party, who can manipulate your emotions at any time. Wood doesn't feel guilty, it won't be soft-hearted just because you pay a lot, and it has no conscience pressure. The humbler you are, the clearer the other party is: Even if they neglect you, you will not leave. Third level consequences (long-term) Two endings: 1. You are exhausted until you are completely exhausted, and one day you suddenly wake up, feel cold and pull away, leaving very heavy internal scars in your heart, and you will not dare to be sincere to others for a long time; 2. There is a very small chance that the other person will stay with you because they are moved. But the foundation from the beginning is your unilateral accommodation. The other person is not attracted by your charm, but is used to your unconditional giving. In the future, whenever you get tired and give less, the other party will immediately fall behind hugely, conflicts will break out, and it will be difficult to last long. The most heart-wrenching sentence: The only one you can move is yourself. Wood can never become a lover. A truly healthy relationship is two living magnets attracting each other; it is not a piece of hot meat stuck tightly to a piece of wood that does not heat up. If you are willing, I will tell you how to slowly withdraw the emotions you have invested and no longer revolve around the other person.
I think of Li Juan's interview saying, "If you are not loved strongly, you don't think love is such an important thing. But when someone loves you deeply, you will despise this love. This is my disability, and it is a part of me that I cannot overcome." Lou Fan! This is wrong. Although happiness is so close at hand, you still have to act love, and maybe you will fall in love. Love is so strange. It may exist at this time, but then it fades away and is given to other people. Fighting and fighting is the best way. 😏 Can you look for each other like Bae Zhuhyun did when she drank wine in the restaurant recently?
Can Lou Fan sleep like this?! Can you go crazy on the spot?
Is it okay if we cry together? What can we do? 🐰