[The main story is complete. The original, with all edits, is published exclusively on Jinjiang Literature City. Other versions may contain many errors. Chapters after the VIP paywall have not yet been revised. If there are later edits, I'll make up the word count with bonus scenes, but there won't be any major changes.]
“Nothing is enough to reward him, not even the highest power. We might as well kill him, then worship him as a god.”, The Notebooks of Albert Camus
[Plot-focused blurb]
“When all things lose their color, all that remains is the hunger of black and white.”
A strange entity known as the Gray Abyss has infected the planet. Infected creatures have their souls devoured and gradually lose their color.
At the human bases that remain, order is on the verge of collapse.
The bloodstained medals of military district rivalries, the dark dealings behind a glittering facade, secret experiments buried for years, political power games among the highest levels of the council... At the brink of extinction, humanity is still making one final grab for illusory power.
When the dead open their eyes again, have their loved ones truly returned, or are they something else wearing human skin?
The lieutenant colonel stands on a hillside blasted by artillery, listening to a distant song in his ear...
How can the end, where civilization is replaced, be overturned?
The alien beast hung high above. Can there still be genuine feeling amid a struggle between species?
What is selfishness, what is justice, what is desertion, and what is true love for all?
[Romance-focused blurb]
1.
Mi Sheng is the king of the Gray Abyss. He needs to find his kingdom a queen who will “willingly” offer up her soul.
He fashioned himself a human male body, but could only develop the appearance of a ten-year-old.
Humans bring him before Feng Chouyun, a man once hailed as the “God-General Lieutenant Colonel” for his extraordinary combat talent. Now infected by the Gray Abyss, his right leg is nearly useless, and he has little time left to live.
2.
Feng Chouyun has been single for twenty-seven years. Now retired ahead of schedule, he has no real fantasies about finding a partner. All he wants is to adopt a sweet little girl and satisfy his “gardener's” heart.
He never expected his superiors to send him Mi Sheng.
Still, although Mi Sheng has the same physical structure as he does, he has rosy lips and pearly-white teeth, and looks lovely no matter how he's dressed.
3.
Mi Sheng's human body evolves three times.
The first time, he becomes a bright-eyed, adorable human child.
The second time, he sees Feng Chouyun grinning as he picks flowers for a pretty young woman. He goes home, grits his teeth, and maxes out his looks in front of a mirror.
The third time, after Feng Chouyun complains that he's growing too delicate and pretty, like a pretty boy, Mi Sheng proves he can make this “real man” Feng Chouyun cry.
4.
Feng Chouyun swears he's never neglected the education of humanity's future blossoms. If anything, he's been conscientious to the point of being a model instructor.
He teaches Mi Sheng to be responsible and to care for and protect the vulnerable. So why does Mi Sheng pin him down and leave him unable to move whenever they fight?
He teaches Mi Sheng to be kind, respect his teachers, and honor his elders. So why does Mi Sheng insist on bathing and dressing him when he's perfectly capable of doing it himself?
He also teaches Mi Sheng that, as a human, he should contribute to his people. So why does Mi Sheng win every battle, yet always get injured, end up unable to lift a finger, and demand to be fed?
Finally, he tells Mi Sheng that it's best to start a family in the apocalypse, so he won't end up lonely like Feng Chouyun. So why does the guy turn around, tie him up, and drag him to the Gray Abyss's lair?
5.
Everything in the Gray Abyss is Mi Sheng's subject. The Gray Abyss has no souls, so it devours living creatures and controls them.
Mi Sheng watches coldly as the feeble human race struggles to fight back, unable even to break a fraction of his power.
He excels at silently drawing close, parasitizing, and claiming what he wants, but has always believed that creatures with souls are filthy.
But with Feng Chouyun, Mi Sheng wants to possess everything he has, yet doesn't want him to lose himself. So Mi Sheng takes him back to his kingdom, dragging him into his own lair.
Coming soon: [Beautiful, poisonous, scheming long-haired top x dark-skinned, violent, hot-tempered, handsome and strong bottom]
How Can My Nemesis Be So Beautiful?
Theme: Protect peace, strive tirelessly, and bravely pursue love.
A very delicious renwai green tea x savior male mother, this xp can be considered as my bl enlightenment xp when I was very young! When I saw the author writing in Chapter 28, "Being suffocated to death by breast muscles is considered a joyful death," I couldn't help but smile knowingly and vulgarly. While reading the article, I was often amused by inexplicable points, such as tomato scrambled eggs, and the plot number 111, where I thought I was a bachelor but was actually positioning my little husband. As a first article, it is already very good! I feel very sorry for the author when I read the ending. I can really feel the love for Feng Qiuyun from the lines as my own mother. He is a very kind and charming uncle, very hot 😣 and the brave puppy enjoys daddy first, and the wet smell comes up after being scratched! Very delicious! (Wipes mouth) Come on! Hope it gets better and better!
Oh my gosh, this book is so great.
The writing is great. Although I think this story could be longer, it is good to end it like this. I hope mental illness will stay away from the author. Thank you for writing this story. See you in [Xingxingyan] for the next novel.
[Covering face and laughing and crying] The author is great, I hope we can all find our own happiness🥰
At first, he was a pervert who joined the army. He was tricked into seeing a big-breasted male mother. After reading it in one go, he found that the author's writing became more and more smooth and he had more thoughts. The initial narrative method used straw snakes and gray lines to explain various things in an unintuitive way, which was different from the popular vernacular. This is the same, but it is also the core of the creation - writing for what I want to write. The part where the mother confesses to the mother is also what the author has deeply thought about and wants to convey. I think a lot, worry and hurt myself. I hope everything goes well for the author. I want to see everyone lusting after the mother. I feel that the author is very talented! [Green pants][Green pants][Green pants]
Oh on... It's also very sad even though it's light
This makes me feel so uncomfortable, ugh [bursts into tears]
After reading the essay, is this the first one? 🙏 The writing is very good, with a pure human taste 😣 Looking forward to the extra chapter [empty bowl] [empty bowl] [empty bowl] and I wish you better and better, not only the writing, but also your physical and mental health 🤗
Wow, the plot is progressing very quickly. Why does it seem like it's actually an alien? I first thought it was Cthulhu [the dog-headed beast]. Could it be Mi Sheng's true form? Is Huiyuan actually an alien?
I have a little question, is it because Mi Sheng used some substances from Hui Abyss when repairing Lao Feng? This potentially affected Lao Feng, so Lao Feng felt that he wanted Mi Sheng.