(An old-school, female-led fantasy xianxia story with a broad episodic framework, fulfilling a little dream I had back then. The outline is complete. Tentatively planned after the Demon Lord story. Content warnings: the female lead tends to attract everyone, has two souls in one body, this is not an episodic story in the traditional sense, and it has a bad ending.)
She longs for love but cannot have it. Her past is a secret she cannot tell. Those who hate her don't want her dead; those who miss her don't want her back. Those who love her spend their whole lives telling her lies. Life after life, she never escapes this fate.
If she had to choose between the world and herself, then, with a new life to live, who would choose her, and who would choose the world?
Theme: A lovesick soul is buried in a tomb of longing, while countless knots tie together past lives and this one