I was raised by my older brother. When I was young, he'd just become the sect leader and was so busy that it was his three disciples who spent the most time with me.
I was born beautiful, but there wasn't a single feature I shared with my brother.
We were also worlds apart in cultivation talent. My brother was born with the Dao in his bones, and worked hard and diligently. At a young age, he became the sect leader. I, on the other hand, was born a good-for-nothing. I had no ambition and spent all day eating, drinking, and having fun.
But it didn't matter. Even if I was useless, my older brother was amazing. He would protect me.
When I was nineteen, my brother went into seclusion to cultivate.
That same year, his three disciples led me astray, and I became consumed by romance, indulging in a life of excess.
At the time, I didn't know this was the beginning of my descent into the abyss.
* Third-person narration / irresistible beauty bottom / all the tops are pure in mind and body
* Crazy, twisted, beastly tops / sweet and angsty along the way / open ending
* Lots of rivalry between the tops / dark and amoral / an unrestrained work
Theme: Keep growing and reach for the light
