I Don't Want the Male God Now That I've Got Him

[Main story complete] Getting close to you means getting close to pain. Staying away from you means staying away from happiness. Qi Jia met an unbelievably handsome guy and was so dazzled by his face that she chased after him without a second thought. Who knew he walked so slowly that she had hooked him before she’d even caught up, giving Qi Jia a huge shock! She regretted it. She had looks, money, and a career. How could she date a disabled man? But she was the one who had made the first move, and finding a graceful way to send him packing became a huge headache. Worse, his relentless pursuit was starting to overwhelm her… Li Shu fell in love at first sight with a goddess who actually asked him out to dinner. At first, he thought fate itself was trying to bring them together. But when he showed up to their date leaning on his cane, she was determined to return him. He was still confident. He had looks, money, and a career. He was just a little slow on his feet. As long as he loved her fearlessly and without reservation, he could eventually overcome her prejudice. But the problem was that she didn’t care about anything he could give her, and what she wanted was something he could never give… ♡Thanks to reader ceviche for the cover. [Read the content warnings before starting] - This story puts the male lead through emotional and physical torment. - The story gets very angsty for a while in the later chapters, and all the characters have tragic lives. The plot comes first, so if you only want to read the trope of a woman tormenting a man, this probably isn’t for you. - The male lead’s disability is permanent. - The male lead is confident and proud at heart, not a conventionally self-effacing hero. - Neither lead is perfect, and they both have their own personalities. Their characters and behavior change as the story develops. The heroine cares about other people’s opinions early on, while the male lead goes through a process of being shattered and rebuilt. His mindset and personality change enormously from beginning to end. If you only want a perfect male lead, this probably isn’t for you. I recommend another novel on my profile. If you do read this one, please give him a little extra love. - There isn’t much of a career storyline. The story mostly focuses on the two leads. - I’m a big fan of intense romantic push and pull, so the relationship between the leads has a lot of ups and downs. This isn’t a sweet romance. - I don’t write with readers’ triggers in mind. If you have a lot of triggers, please avoid this story. Also, writing is just a hobby for me. To ensure the story’s quality and give readers a good reading experience, I only publish novels after completing the entire manuscript. I put a lot of care into creating the characters and plot. But first, you can’t please everyone, and second, my writing ability is limited. Putting in effort doesn’t mean everyone has to like it. So if you don’t enjoy the story or the characters, just drop it. Please don’t attack the author or insult the characters just because the story isn’t to your taste, and there’s no need to spend time giving me writing advice either, because I’m beyond help. Theme: Follow your heart and don’t worry about what other people think.