Pretending to Be Blind in Front of My Sister's Wife

After my sister died, her wife took me in. I saw her getting drunk day and night, with one female companion after another, and one day I finally couldn't help but ask. "Can't it be me?" 1. The copy needs to be revised, but the plot remains unchanged. I am attacking in the dark year and pretending to be blind in order to get my sister-in-law. 2. The third person of the text. Concept: dark and dirty love