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The pacing is very slow at first. Read the final line for content warnings.
“She’s had to wait long enough. It’s a good thing for her to divorce me.”
Yang Zexi’s home had gained a young wife. She was lively and smiled at everyone, but whenever she saw him, her face would darken and she would turn away. “Let’s stay out of each other’s way.”
The housekeeper couldn’t stand it. “Isn’t that just her way of telling everyone she doesn’t want to get close to you?”
But he smiled. “It’s fine. Let’s try to understand her. It must be so hard for a young woman to get married right after graduating and move somewhere where she doesn’t know anyone.”
After that, he became a softhearted man.
One day, his assistant came to the house to search for something.
Fan Yan wore a dress Yang Zexi had bought her and held up a pair of red marriage certificates. Looking down at him, she asked slowly, “Are you looking for these?”
The assistant said, “Please cooperate.”
Fan Yan tore the marriage certificate to pieces without expression, using this childish trick to delay the divorce.
Yang Zexi hurried home from work and said to the person behind her, “There’s no need for you to concern yourself with this.”
After the person left, he closed the front door and reasoned with her. “After you divorce me, you can have a normal relationship, something pure, without any interests involved. You can pursue your dreams. Staying by my side will only hold you back.”
She shook her head, crying so hard she could barely catch her breath.
But he said, “One day, you’ll thank me.”
Her work was borrowed for exhibitions in several countries, but Fan Yan refused and donated it anonymously to the Qing City Cultural Affairs Bureau. It was placed in the Qing City Museum’s collection.
People from the television station invited her to an awards ceremony. After the event, a business van was waiting outside the building.
Yang Zexi asked, “Did you see her?”
The driver said, “Yes. Miss Fan asked me to pass on a message.”
Yang Zexi thought it would probably be some kind of greeting, but he never expected to hear:
“She said, ‘Thank you.’”
Yang Zexi’s breath caught. Suddenly, his nose stung. He lowered his head, and something rolled down his cheek.
He had presumptuously thought he was doing what was best for her.
He had pushed her away so forcefully.
Reading notes:
A HE story with both leads’ first times.
The female lead isn’t a helpless wife. She’ll build a career of her own later.
Age gap: 9 years and 7 months.
Content warnings: Revised for the nth time. This is the most detailed version.
1. The male lead is 32 at the beginning. He has an ex-girlfriend, and their relationship was platonic. Don’t read if that bothers you. Don’t make yourself suffer. The story is labeled “both leads’ first times,” not “both leads’ first times with each other.”
2. The female lead almost gets together with someone else. They hold hands, hug, and share a kiss on the forehead.
The reason I say “almost” rather than “dated” is explained in the author’s note for Chapter 1.
You don’t need to tell me if you drop the story. Wishing you a happy life.
The author’s content warnings have been clearly stated. Please don’t criticize the story for including those things.
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My next campus romance will be “His Two-Faced Nature.”
The leads have very different personalities from the protagonists of this story.
Theme: People should choose the right path
When I was reading the article, I kept listening to the song "If Love Is Forgotten". Even when describing their daily lives, there was always a hint of sadness. It felt like it had been a long time since I had read a story so carefully. The intensity of Xiao Yang and Xiao Fan's love for each other far exceeded what I could have imagined. Maybe they would love each other for the opposite sex. It is difficult for me to establish an intimate relationship, so it is difficult for me to understand that two people can love each other so much, but this story allows me to understand the love between them even in ordinary daily life. How can people who love each other not have a happy ending? Xiao Yang and Xiao Fan must be happy forever.
The teacher is amazing. Looking forward to the next one. Very well written. It's been a long time since I've read an article that's neither fast nor slow but calm.
In fact, after reading the main text, I wanted to write a little review about this article. Here are some of my personal views: The first thing that attracted me was the copywriting, it was so special. I've been waiting for when the "I thank you" would come along. In the first half, Yang Zeqi always reminded Fan Yan to think of her anger and helplessness at the beginning of this marriage, and she always felt that he was the culprit that delayed her for three years. In his perception, Fan Yan is a complete victim, and he is a vested interest and perpetrator. I was also secretly worried about Fan Yan's "female indifference", and I felt sorry for her as she gradually accepted that she was no longer as "spiritual" as she once was, and felt that that was all. The more this happens, the more I feel that the sentence "Thank you" is too complicated. So much so that later on I wanted them to separate, and when I had this idea, I immediately felt that I was too cruel, and that I was ignoring Fan Yan's love and pain. The early foreshadowing made me feel that separation, growth, and later reconciliation were all so natural and natural. When I saw this, I really felt that the male protagonist had a good name. "A good bird chooses a tree to roost in." He lives up to his name. I just feel that the author's emotions are delicate and his writing style is natural and smooth. Let's talk about my favorite line: Fan Yan's growth. I personally like the description of her alone in Italy very much. It makes me feel that she is alive enough. She is not just having fun. She is like her own name, smart and beautiful. "I walk in the wild and harvest the wheat... What you think is not as good as what I think." It doesn't matter what you say, I will know it when I do it myself. She is full, lush, daring enough to love, or I want to believe that Fan Yan is actually capable of anything. The detailed description of the heroine convinced me that the author loved this character deeply, so I also fell in love with Fan Yan through her writing. In Chapter 25, Fan Yan said "I want to get up" and "I don't want your protection, I want to get up" because of her fear of heights. I thought this was reflecting something, but I saw this as Fan Yan's still firm independence deep in her mind. But it is true that this incident shows that they are not familiar with each other. Fan Yan is just afraid of heights, and Yang Zeqi thought that this meant that when something happened, Fan Yan would immediately change her mind and no longer love him so much. In fact, it was not the case. It seemed that he did not understand how much Fan Yan loved him. She met different people in Italy. One thing that touched me very much is that the women here are full of energy and non-competitive. They will have conflicts and quarrels, and they will also hug each other and cry when they are tired and then fall asleep. She also recognized different suitors. Zhu Cheng was really a good person, but as a reflection, she saw the uniqueness of love: good feelings can be felt by anyone, but love cannot. Fan Yan is a little smart but not afraid of being exposed. She has a little temper and hopes to be tolerated. I love her so much and she deserves all the good things. After the separation, I think the description of the male protagonist is very wonderful and I like it very much. Sometimes a large article is written about the three steps and one kneeling to Mount Putuo. I was a little heartbroken when I read it. It is really difficult for ordinary people to climb up to Mount Putuo in three steps. Fan Yan's love is really surging, unrestrained and passionate; sometimes there are only a few sentences about "dull crying", but Yang Zeqi's love is really like still water and deep flow. He is too rational, too decisive; and too complicated: he cannot give him a better life and delays his lover's best time. Almost everything can be compromised for Fan Yan's life. He had read everything Fan Yan left behind, so that later he heard others talking about Fan Yan, "He hadn't heard anything new from Fan Yan for a long time." "Love is so short, but forgetting is so long." Not to mention that he has no intention of forgetting at all. "My lover has done many stupid things for me." I felt sad when I saw this sentence. What kind of ending is worthy of such a majestic love? After the breakup, he hit Meng Zhenian desperately and cried bitterly, which gave me a subtle feeling similar to "When I am far away from you, I find that I love you more", but the core is completely different. After the separation, he realized that the love Fan Yan gave was too much and full, so that while he was glad that such a beautiful girl finally got back on the right track in life, he cried bitterly at the separation. I think he probably has no regrets, and neither does Fan Yan. The years of separation, pain, love and growth really turned into a "Thank you", I was really crying. He had planned a lot, seizing power, protecting his mother, and after doing everything, he had to ensure that Fan Yan still loved him. This would be considered a success. Fortunately, fortunately. The extra chapter complements the emotional development of the two, how they gradually get along, get to know each other, and fall in love. There is more emphasis on Yang Zeqi, telling how he views Fan Yan, how he wants to bring all the good things in the world to her to make her happy, and his complicated heart, which is a bit like the title of the book. Listen to his eloquent talk. While writing this, I was listening to Guan Shuyi's "A Lover Is Rare", and I also wanted to give this to Fan Yan and Yang Zeqi: "Sweetly flying with my lover in the wind, I cheer loudly that you are affectionate and your life is not in vain. " Hope you are happy. Write down my impression of the author: When I first read the introduction, it said that the male protagonist has an ex-girlfriend, but I thought the author was cute, haha. Later, when I summarized the story without explaining it, I was like hhh, how could there be such a cute person!! It can be seen that the author is a person with extremely delicate thoughts. He does not have any gorgeous words but writes two kinds of deep feelings. I don't have time to read the entire revised version, so I think I will find a sunny day and read it from the beginning, maybe starting from the first encounter in the extra chapter, and listen to his narration bit by bit. Thank you for meeting me this spring. Waiting for the author's new article!
The writing is really great. I haven't cried while reading a novel for many years. This one really made me feel sorry for the heroine and the hero. I felt sad, cried and laughed at the same time. I have read too many plots where the male and female protagonists are separated for the sake of separation. The separation of the male and female protagonists really makes me heartbroken. It seems that there is really no better way. 😭 😭 😭 Following the plot, I am glad that they can still be together. This book must be in the top three of the top books in the past three years. I hope it will be published soon!!!
Start a new article soon!!!! I really like the big words 😭 😭 😭 😭
It's so beautiful, I like the delicate relationship between them and the warm daily life.
A sudden little surprise 🤩 🤩 Lao Yang is still as gentle and gentle as ever
I stayed up late to read it and cried all night. I opened this article without any expectations and was pleasantly surprised.
I can't tell that this is my first time writing an article. It's very well written. It's a different kind of marriage first and love later. One wants to love and the other refuses to love. It's very sad. The male and female protagonists are really in love. In reality, people from rich and aristocratic families are extinct. I wish them eternal happiness in the parallel world.
I think it's really well written. I kept crying while watching it. When I saw it at 3 or 4 in the morning, the most saddening part was the scene where they broke up (probably). I watched it several times 😭 😭