The Coveted God and His Mad Dog

Chen Yan heard from his family that he once had a brother named Chen Shi, who was an adopted child at home. He died trying to save him from drowning when he was five years old. From then on, everyone accepted the fact that Chen Shi left. Only Chen Yan could see someone behind him holding his shoulder affectionately. Someone asked jokingly: "Why do you still keep your brother's things? You can't come back after you die, so you still keep these things to live with your brother." Chen Yan smiled, "How is that possible?" He glanced sideways at the empty place, and the gentle smile on his face became even bigger. Because we have shared flesh and blood for a long time. I am everything to him, and I absolutely control him. We are indispensable, so well matched. ​— Chen Yan's parents often quarreled. It was common for them to scold each other at first and then scold him later. They said that he was not as smart as his brother, that he did not have as good grades as his brother, and that it would have been better if he was the one who died in the first place... Chen Yan stared at himself reflected in the mirror. Many people said that he looked similar to his brother, and he seemed to see his brother looking at him. Chen Yan hated him very much. He hated that his brother had to fight for his parents' love after his death. He hated that his brother was so perfect in their eyes, and he also hated that he was inferior to a dead man. The hatred comes and goes, but he hates his brother for not coming to pick him up. He knelt in front of the mirror in embarrassment and piety, and touched his eyes in the mirror. That was the most similar thing between him and his brother. "Brother, I hate you so much." I also hate that no one in the world loves you more than me. ​— When Chen Yan was feeling most internally sad, his brother covered his ears, knelt down and gently said to him: "Be still and listen to the voice of God loving you." Chen Yan raised his eyes and heard his lover's voice. *It's not Narcissus, Shou is a sub-personality derived from Gong. (?) Intention:.