Sui Sihe is the most contradictory person in the world.
She promised to attend my exhibition, then sent me her will and disappeared;
She said I was the most important person in her life, then forgot me when we met again in a foreign country;
She forgot my name and face, yet kept thinking about having a close friend like me;
She said she fell in love with me at first sight, yet wondered if she had a secret crush on the friend she’d forgotten.
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Have I caught Sui Sihe’s affliction, chasing after her and leaving everything behind?
So, even though I don’t believe love exists
I still can’t let go of her hand.
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Detailed couple profile:
High offense, low defense · maximum self-destructive tendencies · fearfully attached Sui Sihe
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Says one thing and does another · takes action to win her back · emotionally inarticulate Shen Wangxi
[Reader’s Guide]
1. One-on-one, both chaste, switch roles in their relationship.
2. First-person narration, with shifts in perspective.
3. The main story is bittersweet, with mutual pining and a fake reconciliation. Slow burn! There will be many flashbacks early on, then plenty of flirting in the present-day storyline later.
4. A short story, written on a whim. Friendly discussion is welcome; writing advice is politely declined.
5. There is a secondary couple, whose story involves past and present lives. If you’re curious, see my completed novel in my author profile, The Ghostly Godmother of Jian. It’s not necessary to read it to understand this book.
6. More to come.
Coming soon: Getting Back Together with My Amnesiac Yandere Ex-Girlfriend
|Second chance|Love turns to hate|Amnesia|If I can’t have you, I’ll destroy you|
[Obstinate obsessive · aloof beauty · “yandere” x sociable flirt · charms everyone but gets strangled by the first flower · spoiled heiress]
Blurb:
What would you do if you woke up one day to find your ex-girlfriend, whom you’d already broken up with, lying beside you?
Luo Zhinian: Pull the knife I hid under my pillow and put it to her throat…
Chi Tong: Stop, stop, stop! Just because we broke up, does it have to be life or death?
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Luo Zhinian thinks people should spend their whole lives with their first love.
But what if you date and then break up, leaving your first-love spot occupied? What do you do then?
“She’ll be available again if she dies.” She stared coldly at Chi Tong, who had broken up with her, and asked again, “Want to give it a try?”
Thunder and lightning crashed outside. Chi Tong fled, and transferred schools the next day.
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Years later, heiress Chi Tong thrives in social circles while turning down every advance without batting an eye.
Just when everyone is convinced the rumor that her ex-girlfriend scared her witless is true, she suddenly makes a high-profile announcement that she has a new girlfriend.
Long-haired, cool, and aloof, she looks like a flower growing on a high peak.
Those in the know recognize her as Luo Zhinian, the internationally renowned artist who recently returned to the country.
Those who know their history recognize her as the ex-girlfriend who once vowed that she and Chi Tong would never rest until one of them was dead.
Seeing that Luo Zhinian has amnesia, Chi Tong shamelessly pursues her again, her eyes twinkling as she says, “What ex-girlfriend? She’s my first love!”
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Sometimes, Chi Tong feels a little wistful.
Luo Zhinian’s promise to love only one person for a lifetime was nothing special. Sure, they got back together, but the fact that she forgot Chi Tong was still true, wasn’t it?
Until the night the other woman regained her memories. A violent storm raged outside as Luo Zhinian pulled out a pair of handcuffs and shackled her. Leaning close, she kissed Chi Tong without expression.
“Chi Tong, do you know?”
She sounded as if she were saying something sweet.
“Every time it rains, I want to tie you up just like this.”
Theme: May you and I find a place to perch, like birds
I feel really sorry for her. Sihe's past experience has made her live like an island. Love is a curse, but love should be something that makes people happy. The love between her mother and Sihe is so strange. It feels like they only regard each other as spiritual sustenance, or a habitat, just like the title of the novel. Then after her mother left, Sihe lost her existing sustenance, and with her mother When they were in this habitat, she couldn't let go, because they were relatives, and love existed between them, but it was also painful. After losing her mother, Sihe's concept of love was bound to pain, so Sihe would be afraid when Wangxi showed the characteristics of "love", because she knew that she might also fall in love with Wangxi, but she didn't dare to love anymore.
It's a narration, so you have to read it carefully.
What, I thought it was just the beginning, it finally started to get sweet 🥺
I hate that the moonlight cannot illuminate me alone [Glasses]
The chapter that best fits the one-sentence introduction, I'm totally in love with it, I keep being stubborn and denying it... It makes me sad to read it 😣 😣
Oh my god, love so deeply
Is this okay?
😭 😭 😭 😭 I want to see it, update soon!!!
I feel like Shen will go crazy if I don't see him again.
It's time to meet next, huh?