The Abstinent Man Can't Help but Live His Life Again

Gong was born in a conservative and eccentric rich and old-money family. He does not smoke, drink, or have sex before marriage. He goes to bed at 9pm every night and gets up at 5am. He spends two hours a day exercising, meditating, and writing in a diary. He makes charity donations and volunteers at least three times a year. He even rations water for three meals a day... He is self-restrained and abstinent, does not like to show his emotions, and speaks very little. Apart from his family wealth and appearance, he is also low-key himself. He found out that Zeng had ridiculed him: "You live like a true monk. Don't you yearn for freedom? Look at a certain young master who not only refused to take over the family business but also ran to become a star. He spends all day drinking and drinking in such a cool and unrestrained way. Don't you envy him?" - First, I think there is a problem with Faxiao's definition of freedom. Secondly, he couldn't agree with a certain young master's debauched life. The young master had been his classmate since high school, and he had even sent him several party invitations. Unfortunately, the banquet time was after nine o'clock in the evening, so he had no choice but to politely refuse each time. For this kind of thing, people would stop inviting people if they refused too many times. However, neither the inviter nor the invited had done anything, but suddenly there was a rumor in the school that they were missing. From high school to college, such rumors are just a joke to adults. If it really has an impact, it can only be said that when I am not busy, I do occasionally read news about a certain young master. - A certain young master and he were completely different people. The other one smoked, drank, danced, and raced cars. He had a silver head, and it was said that he even wore nails on his body. It seemed that he had many temporary partners in that field. Moreover, the other party is not engaged in business and is an actor. His work and rest routine are completely irregular, and his mood swings are very high. He cries and laughs all the time on the set. In his spare time, Gong specially used Excel to pull up a list for comparison. Even the AI ​​said: It is completely reasonable and insightful for you not to make friends with the other person. It is difficult for two people with such a huge gap to be friends, and even less likely to be partners. Therefore, Gong skillfully used his own reason and restraint to suppress the insignificant heartbeat. But... Every weekend, he would still ask his assistant to collect some information about a certain young master and read it. He will check to see what drama the other party is going to act in, what new business he has taken on, what interviews he has participated in, what highlights there are, and he will even print out and read the fans' messages. This kind of step-by-step and conventional life, which was only slightly enhanced every weekend, lasted for many years. Until the weekend when Gong was about to celebrate his thirtieth birthday, the assistant lady did not print out any new information about a certain young master to him. Except for one piece of news, it was the death of the young master. - The sanity that had been maintained for thirty years suddenly collapsed the day he learned of the other party's death. Gong sat in front of the computer all night, and after reading the dirty information about a certain young master that burst out on the Internet overnight, he was convinced that this death was definitely not an accident. In the past, his restrained and polite personality prevented him from investigating the other party's private life, so that he only found out today that the other party was not the biological son of that family at all. More than ten years ago, not long after high school started, the biological son that the parents had been looking for for a long time was finally found abroad. The biological son reunited after a long absence, and the fake son as a substitute, no matter how good he was, could not take care of him for a while. In this way, a certain young master's name, room and attention had to be handed over to his brother who had returned from abroad overnight. Even so, the elder brother still worries about gains and losses, and often says: You are so good at studying, your parents feel more at ease with you, you understand your family company so clearly, I really envy you... Every time the other party said something envious, the young master would take the initiative to give up something. It was not until many years later that a certain young master gave up all his property inheritance rights and even entered the entertainment industry that was least related to the family. Only then did the parents realize that these "brothers" didn't seem to be close. So my brother came back again: "I was ignorant when I first came home. I always liked to worry about this and that. You are obviously my younger brother, but you always let me go. I'm sorry for you. Now that my parents are getting older, they are always worried that we can't get along well. How about this? I will set up an entertainment company, and you will sign in and become the second largest shareholder, starting the first step of brotherly cooperation and making my parents happy, okay?" The young master longs for a complete family. So he foolishly jumped into the situation that would cost him his life. - Gong regrets it very much. He thought to himself that if he had not been so restrained and rational, if he could have been closer to the other person, and even gazed at and kissed the other person for a long time like in the dream, maybe this thing would not have happened. The other party must still be active on the screen in a cool and flamboyant manner, saying funny words, changing into strange looks, and acting in various movies with trendy concepts that he can't understand. At least it shouldn't be a cold corpse. In order to attend the other party's funeral three days later, Gong returned home in a hurry. But a sudden air crash caused the passenger plane to go straight into the sea, and he was unable to see the other party for the last time. When I opened my eyes again, it was a few years ago. Before that young master signed into his brother's company. - After re-living, my sanity has already collapsed. Restraint? Gentleman? Abstinence? In the face of possessiveness, get out of here. Intention: Join hands with each other and live toward the sun