Writing about Ze Nian is difficult. He is too complicated, far from as simple and pure as people think. He has his own world, and that invisible threshold has always been there. I'm not sure whether he would resent my attempts to cross it.
And yet no one is complete. We can only try to find in others what we have lost in ourselves. It doesn't matter whether it's material things or feelings; the other person is just someone with their own shortcomings. I often can't see my own cowardice, because I compare myself to others instead of to who I used to be. Afraid of hurting myself, I never dare move forward. Even when I walk right up to the door, I eventually turn away.
But if we hadn't all lived so selfishly and stubbornly, perhaps the outcome would have been different. Jiang Zhongyan was like that, Yang Sheng was like that, Ze Nian was like that, and so was I.
I'm finally starting this story =.= Is it a Christmas present?
A friendly warning before you jump in:
This story has no cute moments whatsoever. You could even call it a very twisted story. It's nothing more than an obsession of the author's (serious face).
Premise:
My favorite BL novel is "Good Night, Paris". I have read many novels, but the tone of this one is my favorite and the one I remember the most.
Alas, I personally prefer Shengsheng. Zenian and Qingpei are together inexplicably ╮(╯▽╰)╭, and Jiang Zhongyan is also incomplete. The best ending should be that Qingpei and Jiang Zhongyan are together, and Shengsheng and Zenian are together. I really want to cry.
I have always liked Jinse's light writing style and I will always support you.
You can say a blessing every year, but you lost it.
It hurts. The diction is worth recalling, and every sentence touches people's hearts. I don't know how Ah Jin wrote this article. Every sentence seems to be pulled out from the pit of my heart. How can I bear it? I like it very much, thank you very much. Nice to meet you.
Love does not necessarily mean trying to erase every past thing about the other person's past in a coercive manner. Qingpei's love is the kind of love we need to learn in love. In this rainy and cool windy weather, I read "Small World" while lying on the bed. I am not a Zenian, but I still feel soothed, understood and cared for. This book feels different from the Shao Guang and Good Night I read a long time ago. It doesn't feel distorted. I feel warm. Sumireki, if possible I would really like to watch an extra episode or something.
Youth without secret love or unrequited love is incomplete youth. Presumably many people feel deeply about this article and resonate with it. It's so heart-piercing, and you can see your past self in them. The few tears she shed were for the people in the article, for myself, and even more for the lost youth. Anyway, I like it very much, Jinniu, keep up the good work!
After reading this article, I feel a little uncomfortable because Jiang Zhongyan. To be honest, he is my favorite in this article. He is a cheerful and simple person. Hmm.
Suddenly one day I realized that I had never dared to read this article carefully.
So I came down and watched it again.
Then I understood why Sumireki said this was a difficult article to write.
And it's the article that's most prone to bottlenecks when writing.
I want to write a long review of YVY when I have the chance.
I haven't finished watching them all until today. I really like Jiang Zhongyan.
My favorite BL novel is "Good Night, Paris". I have read many novels, but the tone of this one is my favorite and the one I remember the most.
Alas, I personally prefer Shengsheng. Zenian and Qingpei are together inexplicably ╮(╯▽╰)╭, and Jiang Zhongyan is also incomplete. The best ending should be that Qingpei and Jiang Zhongyan are together, and Shengsheng and Zenian are together. I really want to cry.
I have always liked Jinse's light writing style and I will always support you.
You can say a blessing every year, but you lost it.
It hurts. The diction is worth recalling, and every sentence touches people's hearts. I don't know how Ah Jin wrote this article. Every sentence seems to be pulled out from the pit of my heart. How can I bear it? I like it very much, thank you very much. Nice to meet you.
Love does not necessarily mean trying to erase every past thing about the other person's past in a coercive manner. Qingpei's love is the kind of love we need to learn in love. In this rainy and cool windy weather, I read "Small World" while lying on the bed. I am not a Zenian, but I still feel soothed, understood and cared for. This book feels different from the Shao Guang and Good Night I read a long time ago. It doesn't feel distorted. I feel warm. Sumireki, if possible I would really like to watch an extra episode or something.
Youth without secret love or unrequited love is incomplete youth. Presumably many people feel deeply about this article and resonate with it. It's so heart-piercing, and you can see your past self in them. The few tears she shed were for the people in the article, for myself, and even more for the lost youth. Anyway, I like it very much, Jinniu, keep up the good work!
After reading this article, I feel a little uncomfortable because Jiang Zhongyan. To be honest, he is my favorite in this article. He is a cheerful and simple person. Hmm.
Suddenly one day I realized that I had never dared to read this article carefully. So I came down and watched it again. Then I understood why Sumireki said this was a difficult article to write. And it's the article that's most prone to bottlenecks when writing. I want to write a long review of YVY when I have the chance.
I haven't finished watching them all until today. I really like Jiang Zhongyan.