Angst, the More Heartbreaking the Better 刀子，CH越刀越好。

1. 1 蓝 Blue Star: Hammers Smash the Altar, Sickles Reap the Mad 蓝星：锤子砸神坛，镰刀斩神经 ice Shiningice闪耀Modern Romance1.8M WordsOngoing This book is also known as How to Wipe Away the Gods and Hunting the Supernatural Time is like a vehicle loaded with despair, crushing blood and tears as it rolls relentlessly onward, unstoppable. Chi Zhong raised his sickle and hammer, carving open the gray sky. The gods descended from their altars to take part in the many facets of life. 824Reads8.4Score143Shelves

   Reader note

   If you're looking for a knife, you've come to the right place. This is my first book with both provincial and national themes, and the knife-wielding made me cry buckets. Shining is best at killing the reader with its slashes, it doesn't care about anything else. I was laughing happily at the interactions between the family members at the beginning, and the next second a big knife was slapped in my face.

2. 2 末 Apocalypse Game: On the Run Across Blue Star 末世游戏之在逃蓝星 Rose WineRose酒Two Male Leads515k WordsCompleted [Apocalypse] [Game] [Virtual Space] [Zombie Siege + Rampant Crime + Balance of Good and Evil] [Multiple Couples, 1v1] In the future, Blue Star is suffering from increasingly severe pollution. To save the planet as it crumbles, an apocalypse game suddenly descends from the heavens. After waking up, everyone finds themselves in an unknown game world. [Welcome to the game world. This game is called “Apocalypse Escape.”] [Everything here is a one-to-one, high-definition replica of Blue Star. We hope 1.4kReads9.4Score248Shelves
3. 3 洲 Cross-Continental Check 洲际查杀 Lemon Deuterium柠檬氘Mystery382k WordsOngoing [Pseudo-Infinite Flow] [Death Game] [Light Ensemble Cast] [Amnesia] [No Romance] [Wild Horror Premise] [Humanity’s Constellation Shines] Welcome to “Continental Checkmate,” a place you enter but never leave. One “lucky person” is “randomly” selected from each country around the world to take part in this deadly game. Seven continents, seven factions, seven ranks... Beware of being killed by the System. Beware of false friends. Beware of deadly temptations. This will be an exhilarating game. Give 3.6kReads8.6Score588Shelves
4. 4 天 Born to Attract Psychos [Infinite] 天生吸引疯子圣体【无限】 A Deer Has a Little Gray One鹿有一只小灰灰Two Male Leads249k WordsOngoing [Infinite Flow] [Two equally powerful leads] [Both crazy] [1v1] One day, he found himself in an Infinite Flow world. He fought his way through every obstacle to survive, only to realize the instances were targeting him and that everyone around him was a lunatic. The first lunatic died, turned into a male ghost, and still wanted to imprison him. The second lunatic fancied himself devoted and joined the first in imprisoning him. The third lunatic coveted his corpse every single day. He gave each o 579Reads9.4Score102Shelves
5. 5 夏 A Summer Melody 夏日乐章 Mo Mengnuo陌梦诺Two Male Leads72k WordsCompleted [Pure romance] [My darling, you are the springtime I longed for and pursued, the last springtime of my life.] [You seem to have fallen into darkness, so let me take you to see spring.] [One soft sigh from you left me lost for half the summer, only for winter to arrive at last.] [You are the spring within my reach, the endless rain at dusk, the winter that came too late.] [“I found my eternal spring.”] ["I have waited for my eternal spring."] “What is spring, to you?” “Life and hope.” “And us?” “ 46Reads6.7Score—Shelves
6. 6 吾 My Fate: A Captive for the Rest of My Life 吾命·俘虏余世 Lemon Deuterium柠檬氘9k WordsCompleted My Fate: Captive for the Rest of My Life 251Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 7 瓷 Porcelain Spirit 瓷灵 Night Rain Over Jiangcheng夜雨江城Mystery22k WordsCompleted Porcelain Spirit: I’ll endure a lifetime of tribulations to wash away your lifetime of tears. 643Reads8.5Score108Shelves

   Reader note

   The second book was so good it made me cry, really, believe me.

8. 8 末 Apocalypse Survival: Snowmelt Night 末世生存：消雪夜 Goji Berry Ca枸杞礤Two Male Leads144k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Equally Matched + Infinite Flow + Apocalypse, 1v1, a touch of ensemble cast][They’re all crazy] When a biohazard outbreak struck, humanity began to flee. People were weak and small, forming groups that soon fractured as they fought against the mutated. Perhaps we will persevere. Perhaps we will return to the sea of flowers. Perhaps we will meet in a city shrouded in gray. Welcome to this wilderness, you bright souls. May we always turn toward the sun. May we sleep together bene 1.1kReads8.7Score223Shelves
9. 9 迎 Marrying My Archrival’s Love Interest, Then Reaching the Top 迎娶死对头对象后，走上巅峰 Qie Zhuo且卓Two Male Leads510k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + both exceptionally powerful, unhinged characters + xianxia + blood pacts and spirit clans + dog and snake vibes + a seductive, seemingly innocent but calculating beauty + love and hate + a battle royale of romance + HE] 1 At the Frostfall Holy Temple, in the middle of a wedding, a beautiful, cool and aloof man with ink-black hair approached with graceful steps. “Yuci, so what if you don’t want to? You still have to marry me.” Just as Bai Ye reached for his fiancée’s hand, a str 11.4kReads9.3Score1.3kShelves

   Reader note

   I even wrote a book about all of this myself. Anyone interested in taking a look? 😳

10. 10 无 Infinite Flow: The Fall 无限流：坠落 Elegy qw挽歌qwTwo Male Leads334k WordsOngoing [Dual male leads · Infinite Flow · no live comments · lighthearted comedy] This game of the gods will eventually be overturned by love and obsession. The sun may set, but my love never will. In this endless, recurring world of nothingness, I have come to find my sun. Do we still have hope? If this terrifying game is nothing more than a god's idle amusement, then I will slay the god. Desire that clings until death. The romance of going down together. Love is poison; hatred is nourishment. 1kReads7.4Score216Shelves
11. 11 先 Dear Sir, You’re Twenty-Eight Years Older Than Me 先生长吾二十八 Mute Yuri失音尤里Modern Romance79k WordsCompleted Calling all Guo Ni fans~ You can tell who it is just from this number, so I won’t say more. Anyway, it’s a parents’ love story, yes, that’s right. “You’re my greatest advantage, my strongest trump card.” “You’re the meaning of my existence, the reason I was born.” 292Reads—Score106Shelves

    Reader note

    These books are really great, especially the one about Blue Star. Yam is known for her sudden, dramatic twists. If you're interested, you can check out my other work, "Waiting for the Sunrise Together"—the writing is so-so.

12. 12 祂 His Sanctuary 祂的栖息地 Goose Emperor for a Thousand Years鹅皇千千岁Two Male Leads242k WordsOngoing National personifications, but the characters’ names have been changed Apocalypse + infinite worlds + two powerful leads + ensemble cast + puppy-like aggressive top + gentle beauty bottom “Could you love me, please?” Mei Lier froze for a moment, then laughed. “Sure,” he said. “Then let’s go together.” Five hands clasped together. Mei Lier counted down: three, two, one. Jump. 1.2kReads8.6Score199Shelves
13. 13 请 Please Die for Me: Infinite 请你赴死【无限】 ice Shiningice闪耀Mystery103k WordsOngoing [No CP + Infinite-Flow Instances, Everyone’s Smart + Consciousness Entities + Mental Entities] A higher-dimensional [Game] descends upon the world, randomly selecting humans to take part in death games. Clear an instance and it shuts down. Fail, and you die. Humanity’s leaders quickly take notice and unite to establish the “Administration Bureau,” preparing to handle the humans who gain supernatural abilities by clearing the games. That is freedom. That is a shackle. That is the beginning of the 870Reads6.7Score195Shelves
14. 14 你 We’re Already Players in the Game 你我已是局中人 Dawn's Score黎明奏章Modern Romance255k WordsCompleted My writing is average; apologies for any out-of-character moments. Read at your own risk. I used software to standardize the character names, so some errors are unavoidable. The work was completed a long time ago, and I can't go back and revise it, so please understand. This is a fictional setup, not an everyday-life story. "This is a psychiatric hospital. Only normal people can leave." "This is a trap, an almost unsolvable death trap." "You've entered a place you shouldn't have come to. But you 362Reads8.7Score102Shelves
15. 15 流 Firefly! 流萤！ The Real Luo Jiuli洛九黎本黎Mystery722k WordsOngoing [National Fortune + Infinite Flow + Rules Horror + Smart Protagonist + No CP] Also known as: "A Bizarre Instance? The Nation's Incarnation Joins the Battle" The paranormal descends, and disasters erupt everywhere. As humanity faces life and death, this may be its final miracle: the Blue Star protection mechanism activates, gathering the full national strength of every country to form national incarnations. They face the paranormal and the powerful in a contest of strength and wits. SSR+ instance 1.8kReads8.8Score329Shelves

    Reader note

    Looks so good, looks so good, looks so good (loves knives) Anyone reading this? 🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚

16. 16 玫 The Rose Falls, Disguised as a Roommate 玫瑰沦陷，伪装室友 Acid Oxygen Carrier Pigeon酸素信鸽Two Male Leads491k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads | Two Powerful Leads | Pure Love | Spy Romance | Fake Couple] They are born to balance and overcome one another, thriving without end. Four of the sharpest blades are imprisoned beneath the same roof. Sheng Huan × Qing Yu, ordered to pose as lovers. One blazes with bold, fiery confidence; the other is cool and aloof as ice. By day, they are fake roommates testing each other behind their masks. Late at night, over the airwaves, they confide their innermost thoughts to the one per 973Reads8.6Score231Shelves

    Reader note

    This is good. You can also check out "Under the Laws of Heaven" on my bookshelf; I cried while reading that one.

17. 17 小 Careful, Even Between Blue Stars, It's a Deadly Game 小心，蓝星之间也要玩死亡游戏 CH Hun Chun Jian XueCH魂春剑雪Mystery189k WordsCompleted [Horror Game + Battle Royale] [Multiple Couples + Parallel Worlds + On-Screen Comments] There are no laws here. Staying alive is all that matters. They thought hurting each other was just a dream, only to discover that the deaths were real. They thought the life cards were part of a game, only to find it was a deadly game. They thought the scenes of bloodshed were a movie, only to discover they were being livestreamed to the world. A girl coming of age, a sweet and obedient girl, a boy who seems 472Reads6.5Score130Shelves
18. 18 病 The Ailing Willow 病柳 Boating Through Mountains and Rivers山水行舟Two Male Leads179k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Infinite Flow + Two equally powerful leads + Ensemble cast + Urban setting + Horror worlds + Alternate universe + Multiple timelines] A friendly warning: This probably won’t break your heart. The top isn’t human, and is an avatar of an evil god with many forms. Is its final form a snake? The bottom is sickly and unhinged, so read with caution. What fun things might happen when a sickly man enters a horror instance? Liu Ye is perfectly normal in every medical examination, but hi 38Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 西 The Western Church Became Followers of the Eastern Gods 西方教会成了东方神袛的信徒 The Liver Emperor Who Updates Daily坚持日更的肝帝Two Male Leads91k WordsCompleted (Lighthearted, 1v1, HE, laid-back Eastern nature spirit bottom X ambitious Western duke top) Lin Ci is an Eastern wood spirit who cultivates in peace on his mountain. One day, he wakes up to find himself a new “product” in a slave market in another world. He can't speak the language, his spiritual power is sluggish, and his life is hanging by a thread. The man who buys him is Duke William, a powerful figure in the empire, known for his composure and ambition. The duke gives him protection, hires 59Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 不 Aren't You a Doctor? Why Are You So Fierce?! 不是医生吗？咋这么凶猛？！ Lazy Fish xy咸鱼躺xyTwo Male Leads175k WordsOngoing ch. There are two secondary couples and no main couple. Feel free to ship whoever you like. Also known as “The Parasitic Flower” and “Crushed to Dust, Yet Fragrant as Before” (The original plan was to write “The Parasitic Flower” after “All Alone.”) “My name is Chen Qing. Qing, as in ‘a name that will go down in history.’” “My name is Su Sheng. Sheng, as in ‘victorious in every battle.’” “My name is Nan Gui. Gui, as in ‘all roads lead home.’” A virus spread across the globe. Natural disaster 235Reads—Score103Shelves

    Reader note

    I also have some of my own writings on my bookshelf; feel free to take a look if you're interested.

21. 21 震 Shocking: The Arrogant Young Master Wants to Be Friends With Me? 震惊：傲慢少爷要和我做朋友？ Qianmo Yuqian阡陌于浅Two Male Leads309k WordsOngoing [Two male leads]+ [Both strong]+ [School life]+ [Romance]+ [Youth] At an elite private school, there is one domineering young master. He is the only son of a top financial conglomerate, heir to a fortune worth hundreds of billions, and the undisputed top dog at the school. In his first year of high school, a new student joins his class. He is gentle and reserved, keeps a low profile, and is not intimidated by authority. He is ambitious and hardworking, steadily making his way to second place in 636Reads8.8Score102Shelves
22. 22 社 The Office Drone Transmigrates 社畜穿越ch Steeping Longing in the Years相思煮流年Anime Fanfiction421k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support is what motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell every story well! 429Reads8.7Score116Shelves
23. 23 柯 Detective Conan: Forced to Save the Day, I Just Want to Fake My Death and Get Away 柯南：被迫拯救后只想赶快死遁 A Moon Rabbit一只月兔Anime Fanfiction554k WordsOngoing [No romance + everyone adores the protagonist + beautiful yet tragic + madman literature 3 + ambiguous factions] Chiyahara Nozomu was the most useless codename operative in the organization. He couldn’t lift a finger to carry anything or fight, and he was out of breath every other step. Even climbing a flight of stairs could kill him. He also wore a device to monitor his heartbeat, various tracking devices, and even a collar around his neck that dispensed sedatives. Everyone else in the organiza 1.4kReads9.2Score210Shelves
24. 24 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 183.4kReads9.5Score25.3kShelves
25. 25 攻 The Conqueror Seems to Have Gotten the Wrong Ideal Lover Script 攻略者他好像拿错白月光剧本了 Fish in the Year of the Cat猫年有鱼Mystery149k WordsOngoing After spending nine years completing the ninety-nine missions issued by the System Center, Jiang You became a rising star at the Space-Time Administration. To sever ties with the Space-Time Administration, Jiang You accepted his final mission: a strategy mission rated SSS+ that nine consecutive strategists had failed to complete. Yet within the first hour of starting the mission, Jiang You encountered a target with sound values who was "disabled but determined," and used his unwavering beliefs t 152Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 26 我 Our Meeting Was a Miracle 我们的相遇为神迹 Goose Emperor for a Thousand Years鹅皇千千岁Two Male Leads305k WordsOngoing Uses the Black Tower setting; please mind the tags and avoid if they aren't for you. It was God's guidance that brought us together, so no matter the illness, no matter what society thinks, we must have a Best End. “We'll go together to a place where no one else is.” The characters have nontraditional personalities 179Reads7.9Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    The first one is definitely a killer, the other two are okay, and the last one is very good. I recommend it.

27. 27 会 The Singing Butterfly: Apocalypse 会唱歌的蝴蝶【末世】 ice Shiningice闪耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse61k WordsOngoing [No romance + Pure wish fulfillment, no angst + Mutated plants and animals in the apocalypse + Humanity’s last base + Our whole family are villains + Searching high and low for the kids] The apocalypse is a grand stage. If you’ve got what it takes, come on in. A villainous celebration, where right and wrong blur into black and white. 834Reads—Score195Shelves

Other lists with Blue Star: Hammers Smash the Altar, Sickles Reap the Mad