Test Subject, Pure Angst

1 重 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character Suoda's WifeModern Romance406k WordsCompleted 41.4kReads9.2Score5.9kShelves

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This book is particularly sad and heartbreaking

2 重 Reborn as a Test Subject: Escape the Laboratory Tangerine52Urban180k WordsCompleted 791Reads8.5Score118Shelves

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Friends who like sadistic stories should check it out! "Rebirth as Experimental Subject: Escape from the Laboratory" can definitely satisfy your ultimate pursuit of torture. The protagonist is reincarnated into a different world, trapped in a strange laboratory, his body is no longer human, he loses his freedom, and suffers various cruel experiments and abuses. Even his name is forgotten in the long period of torture. This is not love-related abuse, but 360-degree abuse with no blind spots! But it may get better in the later stages. Can the protagonist escape from the laboratory, and how will he survive in this strange world? This kind of extreme torture and unknown suspense, if you like torture novels, you must not miss it!

3 重 Reborn, the Villain's Older Brother Is Doted on Like a King Wood and Grass, No Human518k WordsCompleted 21kReads9.3Score2kShelves

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Pamper me brother🤧🤧🤧

4 她 She Stopped Comforting Him Autumn ChillModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 89.5kReads9.6Score15.6kShelves

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🌿📖She stayed in the midsummer of eighteen years old forever "It's a pity that Jiang Qiao can't hear it, and will never hear it." Xu Si's words made Jiang Zhixu burst into tears again. 🌧 At the age of eighteen, which was supposed to be the age when flowers bloom the most, her life ended abruptly - as if a silent pause button had been pressed, and she could no longer hear the sounds of the world. 💔 Those unfinished youth movements are forever frozen in the folds of time. #PAin# #Youth Elegy# #silent sigh#

5 季 President Ji, Stop Tormenting Me. Miss Shu Has Married Someone Else Warm WordsModern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted 45.9kReads9.2Score4.8kShelves

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I cried a lot after reading it. The second book may not be as sad.

8 潇 The Sound of Rain Is Late Meng ZhiwanModern Romance120k WordsCompleted 115.1kReads9.7Score17.2kShelves

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📖"The Sound of Rain is Late"｜Peak of BE Aesthetics｜She has won the whole world, but lost to the boy. "Ye Xiao will not lose." This sentence is engraved in her bones and blood - the gold medal in the competition must be grasped in the palm of the hand, the number one in the grade must be nailed on the list, even if she confesses, she must straighten her back and wait for the other party to speak first. But Ruan Yusheng, who was always rubbing shoulders at the end of the corridor, refused to pay her any attention. She remembered that the third button of his school uniform was always unfastened, that his little finger would unconsciously curl up when he turned his pen, and that his right shoulder got wet when he held an umbrella for others. But she stood in the rain with her hands full of pride, and it wasn't until her youth was over that she realized that some losses were terminal illnesses that had been buried in her blood for a long time. Later, she stood on the podium and was cheered by thousands of people, while he quietly applauded outside the crowd. ——It turned out that the moment when they were closest was actually a deliberately created encounter when they were fifteen. She stepped on the water and splashed his trousers, and he frowned and called out "classmate". ✨"I have never lost, except for loving you." ✨"You can obviously see me when you turn around, but you are stingy even with your back." #Chi #BE # secret love into mourning #Youth Pain Literature TOP1

9 练 Cultivate Yin and Yang, Unite in Bliss, Attain the Great Dao Shacha NoodlesEastern Fantasy5.1M WordsCompleted 218.3kReads9.1Score24.6kShelves

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It's very good. It's one of the best dark fantasy novels. The plot is very compact and the insertion is not stiff. It's just a little too sudden and some plots lack some foreshadowing, but overall it's definitely better than most.

11 我 Huo Yanci Regretted It After I Left Jin Mengze7k WordsCompleted 252Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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Dear book friends, please be careful with your heart 🫀

14 最 Last Farewell Letter SuiyingModern Romance24k WordsCompleted 1.7kReads9.2Score506Shelves

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Be text abuse makes me cry

15 逃 Falling Away Daoist Makes People LaughModern Romance310k WordsCompleted 13kReads8.9Score1.9kShelves

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Pei Jin's face was expressionless. He stared at the girl who was crawling towards him step by step to his feet. It was obvious that her spirit had collapsed. It was originally a pure white face, but now her beautiful eyes were half covered with tears. Almost immediately after seeing the man, they were covered with dust and mist, and the clothes that had not been changed for a long time had already become dirty. Shi Ying knelt on the ground, her eyes were red, and she was frightened and frightened. She was not as arrogant and unruly as usual. No matter how ferocious the beast was, one day it would be tamed by the evil dragon. He kicked her gently with his foot, like teasing a puppy. "Hey, hey, hey." The voice was magnetic but also had a teasing smile. "I shouldn't have found someone to kill you in the first place, Pei Jin - I was really wrong!" "Okay." Pei Jin chuckled. Shi Ying relaxed, but she didn't have time to wait for a smile to form on her lips. The next second - the short knife was inserted into the heart quickly and accurately, and the tip of the knife was twisted inside repeatedly. In an instant, blood spurted out, and the entire white wall was covered with blood red. The girl opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling with bulging eyes. Her eyes were filled with unwillingness, but she had long since lost her breath.

16 咬 Bite the Scales A Fish Enters the Boat708k WordsCompleted 21.9kReads9.6Score3.2kShelves

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I'm on the verge of hitting the gun. Hahaha, I just happened to have only read this one.

17 冰 The Ice Queen CEO’s Long Road to Winning Back Her Husband Clouds Faintly Over a Fleeting LifeUrban233k WordsCompleted 21.9kReads6.6Score892Shelves

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Abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse! ! !

18 蚀 Love That Cuts to the Bone Hua BaoyueModern Romance534k WordsCompleted 23.6kReads8.3Score1.7kShelves

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# Sadomasochism#Chasing Wife Crematorium#

23 双 Double A, Forced to Love by a Crazy Experimental Subject Shan Gui167k WordsCompleted 31Reads—Score—Shelves

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"Double A, forced to love by a crazy experimental subject" - When the controller becomes the prey, who is the real hunter? ** The night in Hong Kong city is full of excitement and undercurrent. Fu Yuheng, the heir to a top tycoon, has always been cold-blooded and ruthless, but one day he suddenly took action against a mysterious advanced research institute. No one knew why, until—— In the deepest part of the laboratory, he met a "monster" that shouldn't exist. It was an imprisoned experimental subject, numbered X-07, with nearly perfect genes, but was classified as the highest risk due to his out-of-control killing instinct. He should have been destroyed, but Fu Yuheng saw shuddering madness and... Possessiveness in his scarlet eyes. "You were the one who released me." "Escape? You can't escape." "I have planted my poison in your blood a long time ago." A sick and extreme forced love, sinking in conspiracy and desire. ** "Double A, Forced to Love by Crazy Criticism Experimental Subject" - When the Crazy Criticism Beauty Experimental Subject turns against the guest, who is the one who is tamed? **

24 你 You Broke Your Promise Shi QingyaoModern Romance138k WordsCompleted 72.1kReads9.5Score13kShelves

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Reconstructing Pain Using Object Metaphors and Existential Philosophy

25 他 He Is in Yunnan Jing XingModern Romance209k WordsCompleted 27.9kReads9.7Score5kShelves

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① These two books are really sad. The first one is really sad. The male and female protagonists are diving together and encounter an accident. The male protagonist passes away. The female protagonist survives by chance, but she is always accused of suffering from bipolar disorder. Her friends have been silently accompanying her and there is love. It's hard to say that people who are alive are in pain. In the end, the heroine also fell into the sea [crying] [crying] [crying] "I don't want to say that I love you forever, I just want the flowers to bloom and the moon to be full and the tired birds to return to their nests. I don't want to say that I will definitely leave with you, but the breeze and the rain know the season." ②The second book is a story about a drug police officer. The drug lord is cruel and ruthless. I feel that the male and female protagonists are really sorry. After reading it, I couldn't calm down for a long time. I felt unspeakably uncomfortable [crying]

26 暗 Secret Love Is a Sad Little Thing Meng ZhiwanModern Romance122k WordsCompleted 71.4kReads9.7Score13kShelves

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I highly recommend these emotional novels

27 交 I Traded My Father and Brothers, So Why Are You Crying When I'm the Prince's Favorite? A Toast And A TaleAncient Romance781k WordsCompleted 31kReads8.4Score5.8kShelves

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This book made me feel so sad

28 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped Seagull Swimming1.0M WordsCompleted 23.8kReads9.5Score2.2kShelves

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This book shows the brilliance of youth, the purity of love, the fragility of life and the cruelty of fate. Xu Si's ardent anticipation and Jiang Qiao's peaceful farewell met and separated at exactly five o'clock in the afternoon, leaving behind irreparable regrets and eternal pain. Jiang Qiao's farewell to everyone at the end of his life, especially his unspoken "goodbye" to Xu Si, makes the whole story full of deep tragic beauty and unforgettable sadness. The bouquet of white roses that could not be sent has become the most poignant symbol of this youthful love.

29 无 No One Came to Save Her from the Deep Liang ShiqiModern Romance135k WordsCompleted 18.6kReads8.9Score3.9kShelves

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Highly recommend these novels

30 暗 Secretly in Love with This Huge Pantomime Meng ZhiwanModern Romance126k WordsCompleted 19.3kReads9.6Score4.1kShelves

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Very cruel. Recommended.

33 渣 The Scumbag Can't Have Me, Quick Transmigration Shui Mu QingAncient Romance315k WordsCompleted 5.1kReads9.1Score434Shelves

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This, this, really makes me cry. Even though the name is so ridiculous, it is a very niche article. I read it quite a while ago. There are several small worlds, especially the first one that made me cry.

34 梧 Wutong Lane Song Che Doesn't Eat FishModern Romance174k WordsCompleted 35.3kReads9.6Score7.8kShelves

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I strongly recommend these books. It's very sad. I shed tears while reading [crying]

35 二 Erha and His White Cat Master Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat1.4M WordsCompleted 116.7kReads9.7Score22.6kShelves

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Good-looking [learned] [learned]

36 我 After I Left, the Stunning CEO Regretted It Bitterly Yan Zi LouUrban1.1M WordsCompleted 42.5kReads8.2Score2.8kShelves

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"Autumnal Equinox Night Rain: After I Left, She Finally Regretted" On the rainy night of the autumnal equinox, Lu Han stood in front of the window, and the rainwater snaked on the glass into tear-like traces. For the 17th time, a mechanical female voice came from the phone: "Hello, the number you dialed has been turned off..." His slender fingers unconsciously rubbed the edge of the phone. On the dining table, the cool steak was condensed with white fat, and the edges of the rose petals began to curl. The candlelight dinner on the second anniversary now seems like a bad joke. "Ruoyan, where are you?" Lu Han looked out the window at the neon lights blurred by the rain, and his Adam's apple rolled. He remembered that Chu Ruoyan said when she went out this morning that she was going to the library to check information and would be back early in the evening. But now, the hands of the clock on the wall have overlapped the number "8". As the rain got heavier, Lu Han grabbed his coat and rushed into the elevator. The elevator mirror reflected his tight jawline, and the silver lapel pin that he specially put on this morning was pinned to his collar - it was Chu Ruoyan's birthday gift to him last year. The library has long been closed. Lu Han stood in the rain, and the rain dripped down his hair into his collar. He suddenly remembered that Chu Ruoyan mentioned the newly opened cafe near the school last week. The wheels ran over the standing water, and the splash wet his trousers. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the cafe, Lu Han saw that familiar figure. Chu Ruoyan was smiling as she fed a spoonful of tiramisu to the man opposite her. Today she was wearing a burgundy dress that Lu Han had never seen before, with unfamiliar pearl earrings dangling from her earlobes. And her mobile phone was placed on the table, with the screen facing up. Lu Han's fingertips left mist on the car window. He knew that man, he was Xu Qian, a senior in Chu Ruoyan's graduate research group. At a dinner party last month, the image of Xu Qian's hand "inadvertently" resting on the back of Chu Ruoyan's chair suddenly flashed back to his mind. The phone vibrated in the palm of his hand. It was a message from Chu Ruoyan: "I'm looking up information in the library. My phone is out of battery. I'll call you back later." Lu Han looked at this late lie and suddenly felt breathless. The wipers fanned the windshield like cracks in his heart. It was almost midnight when Chu Ruoyan got home. When she opened the door, she was stunned - the candlesticks on the dining table were burned out, the roses were scattered, and Lu Han was sitting on the sofa reading a book, his expression terrifyingly calm. "Explain?" Lu Han closed the book. The words "Love in the Time of Cholera" on the cover stung Chu Ruoyan's eyes. She noticed that he had changed out of his soaked clothes and there was still moisture on the tips of his hair. "Just... I met the seniors in the library to discuss the topic, and then I went to drink a cup of coffee when it rained." Chu Ruoyan lowered her head to change her shoes, her burgundy skirt stained with rainwater, "Didn't I send a message to say so?" Lu Han smiled softly. This smile made Chu Ruoyan's heart tremble. She had never seen him smile like this - like a frozen lake in winter, beautiful and cold. "What topic were Xu Qian discussing when he fed you dessert?" Lu Han's voice was very soft, "You are wearing a new skirt and new earrings, and your phone is on the table but turned off. Chu Ruoyan, do you think I look like a fool?" Chu Ruoyan's face turned pale instantly. She wanted to defend herself, but found that all excuses were pale in face of the facts. Lu Han stood up and walked to the bedroom, and she subconsciously grabbed his wrist: "Lu Han, let's talk..." "No need." Lu Han broke away gently, "I have given you many opportunities. Last month you said you were going shopping with your best friend, but you were actually singing a love song with Xu Qian at a KTV; last week you said the research team had a dinner, but you and him were the only ones clinking glasses in the photo." He paused, "I thought I was being careless, and even blamed myself for it." The sound of suitcase rollers was particularly harsh in the silent night. Chu Ruoyan stood in the middle of the living room, watching Lu Han pack his luggage in an orderly manner, and suddenly realized that he was not angry. "You want to leave? Just because I came back late today?" Her voice was trembling, but there was still a hint of luck and coquettishness, "Tomorrow is your birthday, we agreed to..." "No need." Lu Han closed the suitcase, "Happy second anniversary, Chu Ruoyan." He left a beautifully packaged box and walked into the rainy night without looking back. The moment the door closed, Chu Ruoyan's legs softened and she knelt on the ground. She opened the gift box tremblingly. Inside was a pair of couple's rings, with the date they first met engraved on the inner ring. There was a note pressed at the bottom of the box: "I planned to propose tonight." The sound of rain suddenly became deafening. Chu Ruoyan grabbed her cell phone and frantically dialed Lu Han's number, but only heard a busy signal. She looked through the chat history and found that every message sent by Lu Han in the past three months was filled with cautious concern, and her replies were becoming more and more perfunctory. The latest photo in the album is a secret shot of Lu Han's back in the kitchen preparing dinner this morning. On the balcony, the succulent plants grown by Lu Han swayed in the rain. Chu Ruoyan remembered that he always said that these plants were like her - they looked delicate but were actually tough. Now I don't know whether it's rain or her tears rolling on those leaves. Three months later, Chu Ruoyan met Lu Han by chance in the mall. Next to him stood a girl in a white dress, and the two of them were choosing wedding rings. Lu Han's smile was as warm as before, but it no longer belonged to her. Chu Ruoyan hid behind the pillar and watched them leave with their fingers intertwined, still holding the ring that she had never worn before. That night, Chu Ruoyan saw Lu Han's wedding certificate photo on Weibo. The caption was simple: "Every day is an anniversary when you meet the right person." She opened the comment area tremblingly, typed a long string of words and deleted them all. In the end, I only left a like, which was like stamping a humble seal on my ridiculous past. On the bedside table, the succulents were wilted. Chu Ruoyan finally understood that some departures were not temporary decisions, but decisions made after enough disappointment. Just like the rain on the night of the autumnal equinox, once it rains, the season will never return.

37 终 In the End, He Couldn’t Keep Her Captive Superior PersonModern Romance451k WordsCompleted 3.5kReads6.5Score1.1kShelves

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Crying until I lose oxygen! This heart-anchored sadomasochism left me unable to get out for three days. Help... I burst into tears after reading this book💔 The "love" of six years of marriage turned out to be a surrogate scam! ! When Jiang Ruanruan married Duan Ci, everyone thought it was a two-way marriage, but he didn't know - the way she looked at him hid the shadow of another boy🌙 The boy who spoiled her into a princess for ten years and donated his heart to Duan Ci on his deathbed was the light in her heart. Duan Ci held on to his lover's heart, but did everything to hurt her, and finally fell again because of this heart... Substitute, heart attack, broken mirror is difficult to make up, a knife stabs the heart! "I will turn everything into everything around you", the young man's dying promise is like a curse, trapping Jiang Ruanruan and the readers. Lovers of BE aesthetics are ecstatic and tortured to the point of trembling their souls. They couldn't stop watching it for three days!

38 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die The Music Never CeasesModern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted 14.5kReads8.7Score2.3kShelves

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She stood up, said thank you, turned her head and left the diagnosis room. When he came out of the hospital, it was raining outside. The drizzle was mixed with the cold wind. The blow on his face was as painful as a knife. Shen Zhichu opened the bag and took out the umbrella inside. The drizzle was drifting diagonally, and even the umbrella could not protect him from the cold. The temperature in March was not that cold, but Shen Zhichu's coldness penetrated from his bones, and the continuous coldness extended along his blood to his limbs and bones.

39 行 Stop Late Zhi ErAncient Romance138k WordsCompleted 37.4kReads9.6Score4.5kShelves

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Look, no one said a word after looking at it

41 豪 Rich Family Grudge: Return of Dead Wife Zhuge LobsterModern Romance887k WordsCompleted 239Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Wow, I will really cry to death. Pure abuse

42 顶 Defying the Odds Wild BodhisattvaModern Romance263k WordsCompleted 25.2kReads9.2Score3.4kShelves

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A little [send heart]