I Want to Read Angst. Please Recommend Something. I've Already Read You Broke Your Promise. 我想看虐文 求推荐 我现在已经看过你失信了

1. 1 再 I'll Never Love You Again 再也不要爱你 Hard to Kill难杀Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted A short, heart-wrenching story. Extremely heartbreaking! So much melodrama and angst! Read with caution! Please ignore the extra chapter. The author wrote it while losing their mind, and sincerely apologizes! Jian Meng is dying, and Ji Jing’an doesn’t know. He’s busy worrying about his wedding to someone else, indifferent to the poor woman at home. He has always believed Jian Meng would wait for him forever, just as she has for the past ten years. It was the last winter, and Jian Meng’s last bir 11.9kReads8.2Score740Shelves

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   Highly recommended!!! I've seen them all, and you won't lose money if you invest in them.

2. 2 十 Fourteen Letters 十四封信 Mo Wen Sheng墨文笙Modern Romance33k WordsCompleted Ruan Shengsheng × Zhou Mingsen (The contents of the fourteen letters are on Weibo ♥) Ruan Shengsheng had already come to accept death in peace, but his arrival made her begin to fear her own disappearance. He said, “Shengsheng, don’t cry. I’ll always be by your side.” She said, “I went to the temple to pray for your safety for the rest of your life.” At the very end, he held her hand tightly. Tears slid down his cheeks and fell onto their clasped hands. Summer in Yuncheng ended, and their s 994Reads8.4Score325Shelves
3. 3 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.9kReads9.7Score4.9kShelves
4. 4 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 104.6kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves
5. 5 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 85.5kReads9.6Score15.3kShelves
6. 6 云 When the Clouds Are Deep and the Waters Clear 云深清浅时 Running East and West东奔西顾Modern Romance336k WordsCompleted Xiao Yunxing is the dashing, top-of-the-class heartthrob admired by every girl at school: someone to admire from afar, but never touch. Yet he smiles only for Chen Qinghuan, the “childhood sweetheart” who transfers to his school, and spoils her in every way. Chen Qinghuan is a proud, domineering, yet adorably naive math genius. Math is her talent, and loving him is her dream. She stays by his side, always. One waits, the other pursues, and together they earn places at their dream university. Aft 18.7kReads9.6Score2.4kShelves
7. 7 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 73.4kReads9.7Score13.4kShelves
8. 8 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 69kReads9.5Score13kShelves
9. 9 十 Fourteen Sentences 十四句 Eat More Vitamin C多吃维CModern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Fourteen Lines, bearing the same title, is now available on multiple platforms.] Life is like duckweed on the water, so why doubt that people will meet and part? Morality and ethics clash with matters of the heart. A realistic story. If that’s not your thing, don’t read. The greatest regret isn’t that people enter your life at different times, but that you’re meant to meet without being meant to be together. A remorseful husband tries to win back his wife. Written as realis 4.5kReads8.9Score432Shelves
10. 10 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 2.7kReads6.6Score357Shelves
11. 11 江 Fishermen’s Lights on the River, Keeping Me Awake with Sorrow 江枫渔火对愁眠 Can't Catch不能扑Modern Romance54k WordsCompleted She waited for him all her life, but he would never come back. 1.1kReads8.6Score184Shelves
12. 12 终 At Last, I Admit Defeat 终于愿赌服输 Spring Thunder Cannon春雷炮Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted “Why couldn't you be the one who got sick?” “Why couldn't you be the one who died?” With drunken eyes, the man bends down and whispers the most heartless words in the gentlest voice. But he doesn't know that she really is going to die. 9.5kReads8.2Score618Shelves
13. 13 爆 Upset: a Top Celebrity Was Abducted by a Bastard 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 9.3kReads9.3Score876Shelves

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    I find it quite cruel. I often secretly wipe my tears in the middle of the night.

14. 14 他 His Long-Overdue Love 他迟来的深情 Rock Sugar Cherry冰糖车厘子Modern Romance54k WordsCompleted Three years into their marriage, Xia Mo discovers that Fu Zhe has been cheating. When Xia Mo falls ill, Fu Zhe travels the world with his mistress. He uses marital assets to buy her a mansion and luxury watches, spending lavishly. Desperate, Xia Mo asks for a divorce. She stays calm and level-headed as she deals with the mistress, gathers evidence to reclaim the assets, and takes revenge on the scumbag, leaving him with nothing… 475Reads8.4Score105Shelves

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    It's so cruel! I always prepare a pack of paper every time I read it, and it's a short article. If you like short articles and also read them, you're lucky.

15. 15 一 A Blossom, A Cup of Wine, An Immortal Life 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 231.1kReads9.5Score26.3kShelves

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    The writing is superb, and the writing is immortal, but in fact it is parting again and again. "When I decided to stick to this, I will be forever entangled with the word parting." "High-rise buildings rise and fall, guests and friends gather and disperse. No matter how noisy outside, there is always a person standing behind him with a lantern. It is really my life novel, the only shortcoming is that it is too cruel. The stamina is stronger than vodka, and I am still crying in bed a week after reading it! [Cry] [cry] [cry]

16. 16 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 16.3kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves

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    It's really easy to cry [crying]

17. 17 婚 Passionate Love After Marriage: You Are Everything I Ever Hoped For 婚后热恋，你是我的得偿所愿 Liu ll刘llModern Romance375k WordsCompleted The physical book has been signed with a publisher. “Short drama now available on Hongguo. Search: The Seventh Heartbeat” Rumors in Beijing’s elite circles said that Lu Jingchen, heir to the Lu family, had no interest in women. That changed one day when he opened a private Weibo account and posted a photo. A head of long black hair lay across the bed, and he was holding someone’s hand, fingers intertwined. The internet erupted. Everyone wondered who had managed to win the heart of this aloof, un 4.8kReads9.1Score1.7kShelves

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    Lu Jingchen, a big boss in the Beijing circle, waited for Qin Ruyan for 8 years. After they reunited, he made a strong confession that he would marry first and fall in love later. It was so sweet, come and watch!

18. 18 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 33.9kReads9.6Score3.9kShelves

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    Well, if you just want to watch torture, you can just watch the first ten worlds, and it is the kind of high-level torture, not the kind of emotional ups and downs, but the kind of small details that make people feel sad [crying] Anyway, I cried in each of the first ten worlds. But the back is very sweet!

19. 19 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 20.8kReads9.6Score4.6kShelves
20. 20 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 21.1kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves
21. 21 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 31kReads9.6Score7kShelves
22. 22 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 59.6kReads9.7Score8.8kShelves
23. 23 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 16kReads9.6Score3.7kShelves
24. 24 安 An’an Never Grows Up 安安长不大 Yan Xiaojiu盐小玖Modern Romance163k WordsCompleted He was Xu Shuyan, the top student in his year and the school’s untouchable heartthrob. He was naturally aloof, wanted nothing to do with people, and always kept to himself. One day, in a torrential downpour, with lights blazing all around, he sat quietly on a stool outside the door, drenched to the skin. She couldn’t understand why, so she held an umbrella over him and took him somewhere out of the rain. After that day, she began bringing him breakfast, walking to and from school with him, and d 813Reads9.0Score155Shelves

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    It's sad, but it's so beautiful and I can't help crying.

25. 25 顶 Top-Tier Taming 顶级驯服 Sang Ning桑宁Modern Romance321k WordsCompleted Lin Yan is a relationship evaluator. She has three rules: no sex, no kissing, and no getting involved with married men. A notorious playboy's girlfriend comes to her, asking her to test her boyfriend's fidelity. Once the job is done, she plans to leave. But instead, the man becomes obsessed with her, his eyes bloodshot. “A Yan, look at me.” Relationship evaluator x playboy 2.6kReads8.9Score256Shelves

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    These three are really beautiful! Especially the first and second books, I have read them many times and I cry every time I read them.

26. 26 白 A Summer Daydream 白日梦的夏天 Diptyque蒂普提克16k WordsCompleted For the sake of appearances, my fiancé slapped me hard in front of everyone. That very day, I deleted every one of his contact details. No one could believe it. Shen Zhixu and I grew up together. From the age of six to twenty-four, I chased after him like a shadow for eighteen whole years. On the day I left to study abroad, he stopped me, his voice filled with a bewilderment I'd never heard before: "Why? Just because I hit you?" I looked him straight in the eye and said, one word at a time: "Yes 233Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Abuse articles are all short articles

27. 27 当 When the Burning Heat Falls Into the Sea 当炽热坠海时 Eighteen Pomegranate Seeds石榴籽十八12k WordsCompleted When the Blazing Sun Plunges into the Sea 23.1kReads—Score129Shelves
28. 28 那 When the Flowers Bloomed That Year 那年花开 Icy Peach冰晶桃子12k WordsCompleted The day I divorced Song Yu, I set off for my hometown. In my suitcase were a white cotton-linen dress and a plain headband. I casually picked a blooming rose from the garden. That was everything I had brought with me when I came to S City. The group's old butler kept his eyes on me, afraid I'd take something from the mansion. “The young master went to business school today, and the young lady went to international school. If you want to see them one last time...” “No need.” I said gently, for th 650Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 29 我 I'm Finally Dead. Are You Satisfied, Mr. Huo? 我终于死了，霍少可还满意 Shi Tu Jiu Jiu师荼九九13k WordsCompleted I'm finally dead. Young Master Huo, are you satisfied now? 65Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 30 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die 厉总，夫人她罪不至死 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted Shen Zhichu had given him her whole heart for sixteen years, only to be told to leave with nothing, just so he could make room for the woman he had always loved. Li Jingshen thought he would be happy once that woman was gone, until he received her diagnosis... He rushed over in a panic, only to find her holding someone else’s hand. “Why didn’t you tell me you had stomach cancer?” “Weren’t you hoping I’d die sooner?” Shen Zhichu laughed scornfully. “Li Jingshen, I don’t want to spend the last of 11.1kReads8.7Score2.1kShelves

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    Pure abuse, too much imagination. When I was reading the book, I was thinking about when the heroine will be out and the tragedy will end... I feel that this body is comparable to real steel and concrete. Later, when I chased my wife in the crematorium, the heroine met a normal man. After three views, I can enter [shy][shy][shy]

31. 31 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 72.8kReads9.4Score6.5kShelves

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    Short article❗❗❗The kind that makes you cry while reading it [crying]

32. 32 听 Listen to the South 听南 Parting Words诀别词Modern Romance196k WordsCompleted Ten years ago, Xia Tingnan was in her third year of middle school, while her next-door neighbor Xu Bingran was a sophomore in high school. Both the Xia and Xu parents were busy, so Xia Tingnan, who loved sleeping in, was put in Xu Bingran's care. Xu Bingran was disciplined, sensible, a good student with dreams, and known as “Xu Bingran of No. 1 High School.” Xia Tingnan was lazy, scatterbrained, a happy slacker with decent grades, and everyone's beloved “cutie.” And so began a four-year routine: 32.7kReads9.6Score5.2kShelves
33. 33 行 Late in the Day 行止晚 Zhi Er织尔Ancient Romance138k WordsCompleted [Devoted love + emperor and empress + tragic palace romance] 145,000 readers gave it top ratings, and countless readers cried their way through it! The year’s breakout historical romance, a heartache readers can’t forget. A clear-eyed, sweet empress VS a proud emperor whose love never wavers. Born into the imperial family, how can everything ever go as you wish? May we remain together forever, and may I keep you safe and at peace. A gentleman’s word is his bond. In a daze, I saw the moon rise. 29.1kReads9.6Score3.7kShelves
34. 34 我 I Died in the Year He Hated Me Most 我死在了他最恨我的那一年 He Sees Qingmuchuan他见青木川11k WordsCompleted I died the year he hated me most. Unable to bear his hatred any longer, I chose to take my own life. When the funeral home handed my ashes to Nan Heting, he patted the urn and smiled for the first time that day. “It's too dirty. She should have been reduced to dust!” He swept his hand, and the urn crashed to the floor. That's right. He thought I had caused the death of the woman he loved most. He had stayed by my side for years, all for this moment. He walked away, trampling my ashes, but before 16.4kReads—Score610Shelves
35. 35 偏 Spoiled Rotten 偏偏宠爱 M Ming HaoxuanM铭浩轩97k WordsCompleted Unconditionally Cherished 2kReads—Score175Shelves

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    🔥Help! I stayed up late to read this novel and cried straight away😭!! "Love" is really the ceiling of yandere redemption novels! The cool academic tyrant Jiang Ren x the tough girl Meng Ting, the ultimate romance from campus to wedding dress💘. He was covered in scars but gave all his tenderness to her. She lit up his gloomy life with a beam of light✨. "Jiang Ren, you are my favorite place in my heart." Just these words directly broke the defense!! Highly recommended to all those who love to watch stories of sweetness and abuse, and stories of two-way running, you won't lose money by investing in it!

36. 36 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 131.1kReads9.8Score15.2kShelves

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    Basically, they are all short stories. The articles are very short, but the abuse is extremely lethal. . It takes almost a few hours to read each article, but it has a lot of stamina, so read with caution.

37. 37 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 28.2kReads9.1Score5.3kShelves
38. 38 暗 Stealing Kisses in the Dead of Night 暗夜偷欢 Young Master Ximen西门少爷Modern Romance840k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, angst before sweetness, a mad and obsessive domineering CEO] In her previous life, she did everything she could to escape Nanchuan and marry his uncle, Gong Ye. In the end, her heart and eyes were cut out, and she died a gruesome death. Reborn on the night they broke up, she vows never to leave him again in this life, and to make him pay! But Gong Ye suddenly falls hopelessly in love with her. The more she hurts him, the more he loves her... Nanchuan: “You're mine. Let him die!” Gon 21.1kReads9.0Score1.7kShelves
39. 39 娘 The Empress Refuses Love, While the Tyrant Goes Mad and Turns to the Dark Side 娘娘不入爱河，暴君疯批入魔 Huang Dandan黄蛋蛋Ancient Romance635k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, devoted couple + palace intrigue + regretful pursuit, clear-headed heroine, everyone's unattainable ideal] Meng Tang is a gracious, gentle empress who never competes for favor. Everyone thinks she is a true white lotus standing tall in the harem, and even the tyrant believes it. He takes a new concubine, and she smiles, congratulates him, and arranges for the newcomer to spend the night with him. He sends her restorative medicine, and she obediently takes it, knowing full we 28.5kReads9.3Score2.7kShelves

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    ✨The palace walls are deeply locked in love and hatred, and "The Queen is not in love, the tyrant is madly in love" staged the ultimate sadomasochism✨ The queen is gentle and undisputed, but she can't escape the emperor's complicated mood, and even the hope for an heir becomes a luxury 💔 The tyrant's old illness relapses, she cuts out the blood from her heart to survive, and the mispayment of affection ends up ruining her... When the rebels besieged the city, she resolutely jumped off the building and died, leaving him to collapse and scream in the crematorium of his wife 🔥 The heroine regained consciousness in the human world, and the male protagonist went crazy and entered the devil's path. The palace fights and sadomasochism are heart-wrenching and tortured to the point of angina 💥 Come and join the game to watch this imperial tragedy of love and hate 🎭

40. 40 世 The Person Who Loves Me Most in the World 世界上最爱我的人 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.0M WordsCompleted The purest kind of love is this: you rejected me, and I’ll never resent you for it, but I won’t come near you again. If you ever need my help, I’ll still give everything I have to help you... 59.3kReads9.3Score7.3kShelves

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    🌌 **"The person who loves me most in the world" dream critical attack: She in transparent clothes heals loneliness with a non-existent song** 🌌 When I woke up from my nap, the alarm clock showed **7:08** - three minutes more of the biting loneliness of reality than the healing love song "7:05" in my dream. 🦋 **The woman in the transparent dress** sang in the boundless green field: ✔ The wind lifted up her hair and clothes, and also lifted up the old scars in the hero's heart ✔ She said the song was called "Seven Points and Five" - shorter than dreams ✔ When love and freedom perfectly blended in the illusion... 💥 **The sound of the whip cruelly tore the illusion apart** 🌃 **The most painful awakening for urbanites**: In the dim light leaking through the cracks in the window, the alarm clock numbers become the cruelest countdown - **Is the extra 3 minutes enough to forget the body temperature of a dream? ** 📖 **Click to enter**: When she appears in reality, do you dare to confirm that she is "the person who loves you most in the world"? #Urbanlove #dreamsandreality #curedepression #lonelypatient #the person who loves me most in the world

41. 41 清 The Pure and Sweet Campus Belle Flirts with Me, but Every Move Hits Like a Knife 清纯校花傻白甜，撩我却刀刀暴击 Night Rain i夜雨iUrban1.2M WordsCompleted [Everyday romance] [One female lead] [Mutual healing] Because of a promise made in childhood, Chen Lu spent seven whole years pursuing the girl he’d grown up with. In the end, all he got was a cold rejection. Chen Lu smiled in acceptance, but his heart had turned to ash… until he met the sweet, clumsy girl who’d come to thank him. The girl was lovely and innocent, standing alone in the rain right where the two of them had agreed to meet. “Why haven’t you left…?” The girl slowly lifted her head. 136.8kReads9.7Score16.8kShelves

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    The goddess who comes is the always calm and elegant eldest lady of the Mohist family. You are used to being admired by the stars, used to rejecting others, used to being superior. So you won't be embarrassed, you won't be bothered - you'll just be bored. Chen Lu watched Mo Yuqing approach step by step. Her steps were light and her skirt swayed slightly, like someone walking out of a painting. The noisy surroundings gradually quieted down, and everyone held their breath, waiting to see the outcome of this "ultimate dog-licking confession". Finally, Mo Yuqing stopped in front of him. She raised her eyes slightly and looked at him calmly. Her voice was very soft, but it was enough for everyone around to hear: "Chen Lu, how many more times do you want me to say this?" Chen Lu clenched the rose in his hand, and the thorns pierced his palm, but he felt no pain. He already knew the answer. But he still wanted to hear her say it herself. "For the last time." He whispered, "Give me an answer, and I will... Never bother you again." Mo Yuqing sighed softly, as if helpless and tired. "We can't." She said calmly, "You're very nice, but I don't like you." She paused and added: "And, never." There was a sound of lamentation around, some sympathized, some laughed, and some took out their mobile phones to record secretly. Chen Lu stood there and suddenly smiled. He nodded, placed the rose gently on the ground, turned and left. When he walked out of the crowd, he heard someone whispering behind him: "It's so pitiful. I've been chasing him for seven years..." "Isn't Mo Yuqing too cruel? I'd like to give him some face." "What do you know? It's weird for someone with that kind of family background to look up to ordinary people..." Chen Lu did not look back. He walked slowly but steadily. It wasn't until he completely left the playground that he took out his cell phone from his pocket and made a call. "Hello, Dad." His voice was calm, "I have decided to study in England." After hanging up the phone, he looked up at the sky. In the spring in Hangzhou, the wind is still cold. But it doesn't matter. From today on, he will never humble himself for a person for seven years again. (To be continued)

42. 42 不 Wait, Bro, How Did You Become a Succubus Everyone Loves? 不是，哥们？你是咋成魅魔万人迷 A Long Sigh长叹一声Urban3.8M WordsOngoing (Succubus + winning back the husband + lighthearted comedy + everyday campus life + no System + not reborn + sweet and angsty) A gambling-addicted dad, an alcoholic mom, a sick little sister, and a broken-hearted him. To make money, Lu Xing chose to provide emotional support instead of doing either brainwork or manual labor. Everyone knows Lu Xing is the humble pursuer of the aloof campus beauty Wei Qingyu. He loves her to his very core and takes care of her in every possible way! Wei Q 274.5kReads9.5Score18kShelves

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    Really pretty

43. 43 身 Living with Cancer, I Kiss the World with Song 身患癌症，以歌痛吻世界 Little Bird Stewed in an Iron Pot铁锅炖小鸟Urban332k WordsCompleted [Entertainment + Singing + Sickly Hero + Healing + Tearjerker + Positive Energy + Redemption] Bai Chen transmigrates to a parallel world, only to discover that he has cancer and needs a huge sum of money for treatment. A singing contest hosted by pdd is underway, drawing a massive audience and offering a huge cash prize! So Bai Chen joins to earn money for his medical bills. In the preliminaries, Bai Chen sings “Under the Sea,” and the entire livestream falls silent, lost in thought. In the knoc 20.8kReads9.3Score2.1kShelves

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    Okay, Tweet Master will bring you this heart-wrenching tweet, focusing on the unforgettable love between Mr. Bai and Lin Wan in "Suffering from Cancer, Kissing the World with Song". The number of words is about 2,000 words. --- **Tweet title: The swan song he wrote with his life was the last "Good Night" for her | Tortured to the point of suffocation! "Suffering from Cancer, Kissing the World with Songs" is now online! ** **Text:** The cold air was filled with the smell of disinfectant, and the ECG monitor made a regular ticking sound, like a countdown. This is the intensive care unit of the ICU of Modu Hospital, a place where the boundaries between life and death are blurred to the point of suffocation. "Mr. Bai," the doctor said, holding the newly released test report, his voice was as heavy as a huge stone, and every word hit the heart of the pale and thin man on the hospital bed, "According to the latest test results... Your condition is already very dangerous." The man on the hospital bed, Bai Yu, was once a brilliant musical talent on the stage, but now he has been eroded by the disease and only has a handsome skeleton. He struggled to open his eyes. His long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, but his eyes were unexpectedly calm, as if he had anticipated this moment. "Even... It has begun to spread." The doctor spat out these words with difficulty, with unbearable and strong professional responsibility in his eyes. "The cancer cells are more ferocious than we expected. The spread... Means..." "It means there is not much time, right?" Bai Yu's voice was hoarse, like sandpaper rubbing against rough wood, but with a strange gentle smile, as if he was talking about other people's affairs. The doctor nodded heavily, his eyes behind the lenses filled with a sense of powerlessness: "Yes. If you don't operate as soon as possible, we... We can't do anything." The words "operate as soon as possible", at this moment, sound more like a slim gamble with huge risks. The chance of success is hopelessly low. Bai Yu looked past the doctor and out the window. Outside the window is a gray city sky. Raindrops hit the glass and flow down like silent tears. He did not immediately answer the question about the surgery, but asked softly: "Doctor... How long do I have? If... No surgery is performed." The doctor was silent for a few seconds, seeming to consider the words, and finally chose the cruelest and most true answer: "If active conservative treatment... Maybe... **Seven days**." He paused and added with difficulty: "At most... No more than **ten days**." **Seven days. ** **Ten days. ** These two simple numbers, like needles tempered with ice, pierced Bai Yu's heart and the nerve endings of every reader. The sand in the final hourglass of his life was passing by at an alarming rate. "Thank you doctor, I understand." Bai Yu's voice was very soft, but extremely clear. His eyes refocused, and there was no fear or hysteria in them, only a tenderness that was almost compassionate, and a... Decisive calmness. The doctor hesitated to speak, and finally could only sigh and leave, leaving the heavy silence to Bai Yu again. The moment the ward door closed, the calm Bai Yu had been holding on to suddenly collapsed. He coughed violently, and his thin body curled up in pain, like a leaf about to wither in the cold wind. Cold sweat soaked the broken hair on his forehead. With trembling hands, he fumbled and took out an old, worn-out MP3 player from under the pillow, and an equally old notebook. On the title page of the notebook, Juanxiu's handwriting reads: > **"A song for Wanwan - Baiyu."** > **"The first song: "The day I met you, the sun was just right""** **Lin Wan. ** This name is the only light in his life, and it is also the deepest and most painful disease that gnaws at his bones and heart at this moment. He was once a talented but unruly musical prodigal, and she was the warm and tenacious sunshine that pulled him back from the abyss. They had the sweetest time, writing songs in a small rental house, singing in simple bars, and making promises about music and the future under the stars. Lin Wan is the muse of all his inspirations and the lover hidden in every song. However, the script of fate is always full of malice. Just when he was at the peak of his creation, and his career was just about to pick up, the sudden and persistent high fever unveiled the prelude to his nightmare - terminal cancer. A bolt from the blue. He loved Lin Wan to the core of his bones. Because of this, he chose the cruelest way - **push her away**. He made up a clumsy lie, saying that he fell in love with someone else, was tired of being ordinary, and needed to pursue a broader stage. He tore up all Lin Wan's trust and expectations, and used the coldest words to hurt her completely. Seeing her crying and leaving, seeing the light in her eyes completely extinguished, Bai Yu's heart was broken into powder by Ling Chi on that day. He was admitted to the hospital alone, cutting off all ties with his past. He used his remaining strength and waking time to do two things: **fight the endless pain caused by the disease**, and... **Write songs for Lin Wan**. He knew his time was short. Operation? Behind the slim success rate are greater risks: paralysis, aphasia, disfigurement... And even possible death on the operating table. He was not afraid of death, but he was afraid of appearing in front of Lin Wan in such a mess, losing his dignity and even losing his ability to express himself. He was even more afraid that if there was any hope of success in the operation, it would drag down Lin Wan's life - she was so young and beautiful, and she should not be restrained by a dying patient. ** He would rather she hate him, forget about him, and start a new life with resentment towards him for being "unfaithful" than let her witness the tragic situation of him being devoured by the disease bit by bit, and suffer the heartbreaking pain of separation and death. ** So, these last days became his own war, a silent creation that was carried out with his life. He endured the violent vomiting, heartbreaking bone pain, endless fatigue and dizziness caused by chemotherapy. During the short period of time when the painkillers took effect, and on the edge of confusion and clarity, he struggled to write down lines of lyrics and melodies in his notebook. With trembling fingers, he recorded his increasingly hoarse and weak a cappella singing on MP3. Every song is his unspoken love, his regret that he can't be with her, his blessing for her future, and his... Last farewell. > **"The Seventh Sunrise"**: Written on the seventh day of their separation, the lyrics contain the thoughts and suffering day after day. > **"Midnight when the painkillers failed"**: Recording that when the cancer pain was at its most severe, he bit the corner of his quilt to prevent himself from shouting, but her warm smile was all in his mind. > **"If the Wind Can Hug You for Me"**: Full of regrets about not being able to see each other again and prayers for her freedom. > **"Don't Cry for Me, Wanwan"**: This is the elegy he reserved for himself, and it is also his last plea to her. In the notebook, the writing became more and more scrawled and frail. The singing voice in the recording is getting shorter and shorter, and the coughs are getting louder and louder. His body was collapsing accelerating, his fingers were so swollen that he could barely hold the pen, and his vision was so blurred that he couldn't read the writing on the paper. But he is still writing and recording, as if this is the only belief that supports his survival. **He was using the last candle of his life to brew an antidote called "forgetfulness", hoping that it could heal Lin Wan's injury from being "betrayed" by him. ** **He is using his sick and broken body to build a musical tombstone for his beloved girl, engraved with the love that he cannot express in words. ** The seventh day, dusk. The afterglow of the setting sun shines through the window, coating the cold ward with an illusive layer of warm gold. Bai Yu's condition deteriorated rapidly. The severe pain made him confused. With the assistance of a ventilator, every breath was extremely difficult. The nurse whispered that he might not survive the night. In his chaotic consciousness, there was only one last obsession left. He used all his strength to find the MP3 player and pressed the record button with trembling fingers. He opened his mouth, but he could only make a faint breath sound, mixed with the whine of the ventilator. He tried again, and again... Finally, a broken, almost inaudible word was recorded with difficulty. That was the last note he left to the world, and the deepest mark he left on her. At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open violently! Lin Wan stood at the door, dusty and pale, her eyes were as red and swollen as peaches, and her chest was heaving violently. She clutched a piece of paper tightly in her hand - it was a letter that Bai Yu secretly sent to her best friend and entrusted to be delivered "after his death". In the letter was his belated and tearful confession and apology, as well as... The password of the MP3. **She still knows! On the seventh day of "Deadline"! ** She saw the emaciated man on the hospital bed, full of tubes, the man she thought about day and night and hated deeply. All the resentment, grievances, and incomprehensions collapsed at the moment of seeing his appearance, leaving only the heartache and fear of annihilation. "Bai Yu!" Lin Wan cried heartbreakingly, threw herself to the bedside, and held his cold hand tightly, "Bai Yu! Wake up! Look at me! I am Wan Wan! I'm here! How could you... How could you do this to me..." Bai Yu seemed to hear the voice that was engraved in his soul. Miraculously and with great difficulty, he opened his heavy eyelids a little. When her distracted eyes touched Lin Wan's tearful face, a faint light seemed to light up for a moment. That light was filled with indescribable tenderness, relief, and... Deep reluctance and apology. His lips moved very slightly, without making any sound, but Lin Wan understood the shape of his mouth: "Wan... Wan..." Then, as if he had exhausted his last bit of strength, his eyelids slowly closed, and he grasped Lin Wan's hand, completely losing the last bit of weak strength. On the ECG monitor, the curve representing the rhythm of life suddenly turned into a dazzling, cold straight line—— **Beep—** A long and piercing beep announced the final outcome. The world was completely silent in Lin Wan's ears. She knelt beside the bed blankly, still holding Bai Yu's increasingly cold hand, with wet tears still hanging on her face. The huge grief overwhelmed her like a tsunami, leaving her unable to even cry. She didn't know how long it took before she tremblingly picked up the old MP3 player that had fallen beside the bed, as if she had been burned. She remembered the last sentence of the letter: > **"Wanwan, the password is your birthday. It contains all the words I want to say to you but can no longer say... And songs. Don't be sad, listen to them as if it's me... Saying good night to you."** Lin Wan entered her birthday tremblingly. There are only seven folders in the player, corresponding to the names of seven songs. She clicked on the last song, which had only one word in its name: "Late". After a brief silence, Bai Yu's extremely weak and broken a cappella singing accompanied by the hissing of the ventilator and weak coughing came from the speakers. The melody is so simple that it is almost sad, and the lyrics only contain a few intermittent words: > "Late... Wind... Cool..." > "Don't... Cry... Ah..." > "Star... Light... Bright..." > "Light... Your... Road..." > "Forgot... Me..." > "Good... Good... Life..." The song is intermittent, breathless, and every word seems to be draining life. By the end, the sound was almost inaudible, leaving only labored breathing. Just when Lin Wan thought it was over, an extremely weak voice came from the speaker, as if squeezed out of his soul: "Good night..." Then, there was a long, suffocating silence. This broken "good night" became Bai Yu's last words to Lin Wan, and also became the last straw that broke Lin Wan's mind. "Ah——!!!" The heartbreaking cry finally broke through her throat. Lin Wan hugged the cold MP3 player tightly, as if she was holding the last remaining warmth of Bai Yu, and cried in front of the hospital bed. **He pushed her away in the cruelest way, just to swallow all the pain alone. ** **He spent the last seven days of his life suffering every moment to compose seven bloody songs for her. ** **He thought he had built a high wall to protect her with "betrayal", but he didn't know that the moment this wall collapsed, what hit her was a disaster called "late truth" and "eternal loss of love" that was heavier than death. ** He thought the last "Good Night" was a gentle farewell, but he didn't know that for Lin Wan, it was a curse that was engraved in the bone marrow and could not be healed forever - ** From then on, every night was filled with endless loneliness. ** --- ** "Suffering from Cancer, Kissing the World with Songs" - This is not a story about cancer, this is the ultimate sadomasochism about "I love you, so I must leave you". ** **Look at how Bai Yu, in the desperate situation of life, used singing to fight against the disease, used lies to protect his loved ones, and composed heart-wrenching life songs. ** **See how Lin Wan struggled in the whirlpool of love and hate, and was finally defeated by the belated truth, burdened with the heavy yoke of never losing her love. ** **Get the tissues ready, and prepare a heart that has been crushed, put back together, and crushed again. ** **Click to read and experience this ultimate sadomasochism where life is the price and singing is the sacrifice! Do you dare to come? **

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    These three books are highly recommended!! Come and see, babies

45. 45 叫 How Could I Not Fall for Him? 叫我如何不恋他 Jiao Yangyang焦羊羊Modern Romance351k WordsCompleted [Unrequited love turns mutual | Winning her back after taking her for granted | College romance | Both leads are each other’s first and only | Sweet romance, happy ending] [Gentle, soft-spoken girl & charming, cool guy] [The male lead is a peacock, a master of playing innocent, and clingy] In high school, Li Nian was practically invisible. Lu Baichuan was her complete opposite: dazzling and carefree, a rising star in the swimming world, someone she could admire but never reach. No one knew that 9.4kReads9.2Score1.1kShelves
46. 46 缚 Bound by Spring 缚春情 Ren Huanyou任欢游Ancient Romance603k WordsCompleted [The print edition is available on the homepage; film and television rights have been sold] The Jiang and Song families have been close for generations, and Song Wan was betrothed to Jiang Xingjian before she was even born. They grew up together, but she was confined to the inner quarters, where everything she learned was meant to prepare her to become a Jiang family wife. The young man was dashing and ambitious. Before he had even turned twenty, he went off to the frontier to make his name. Bef 117.7kReads9.6Score16kShelves

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    They are all abuse articles. Every one of them makes me cry [cry][cry]

47. 47 何 Why Not Sail Together 何不同舟渡 Xian Yuke羡鱼珂Ancient Romance483k WordsCompleted "The print edition under the same title is available to buy online" [No golden finger, no transmigration, no rebirth. A pure historical romance about family and country, with high-IQ espionage and political intrigue] [A double agent undercover + a petty thief who grows: a lone wolf plays a game of raising a rabbit, gives her fangs, then insists they run away together] In a chaotic age, she is a thief worth less than a blade of grass, willing to do whatever it takes to stay alive. She steals ten 158.1kReads9.7Score54.1kShelves
48. 48 王 My Lord, the Princess Consort Says She’ll Never See You Again 王爷，王妃说此生不复相见 Jing Mo旌墨Ancient Romance421k WordsCompleted [Historical Romance Tragedy + No Getting Back Together + Second Male Lead Takes the Lead] A tragic romance! A tragic romance! A tragic romance! Ye Chuyan loved Pei Xiuyan for twelve years, but never moved him in the slightest. All she got in return was Pei Xiuyan wiping out the Ye family and having her father and brothers tortured to death over three days in the snow. At last, she understood: for the rest of her life, there would be no love between her and Pei Xiuyan, only hatred, until one o 17.5kReads9.3Score1.5kShelves
49. 49 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 106.1kReads9.2Score7.4kShelves

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    In my first sadistic novel, the most dazzling red rose in Shanghai became the lowest common man in the city. I still can't forget Shen Xiujin's words "I will give you my kidney, and you give me your heart." However, Jian Tong has looked down on love and wants to pursue the distant place that A Lu said.

50. 50 乖 Be Good, Don’t Bite 乖乖别咬 Turkey-Flavored Pot Rice Soup火鸡味锅巴汤Modern Romance568k WordsCompleted [Capital’s golden heir + devoted romance + the sweetest pampering + a long road to winning her back] At their engagement party, Liang Yuchen cheated on Xie Fanxing, sneaking off to sleep with his mistress. Unfazed, Xie Fanxing went abroad and kept herself a gorgeous young gigolo. Their first night together... The young gigolo was both seductive and irresistible. After a night of passion, Xie Fanxing couldn’t get enough. After a month of flirtation and being kept, Xie Fanxing tossed him a check a 3.7kReads9.1Score671Shelves

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    We still have many 'tomorrows' to meet

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