No Matter How Much I Hate You, I Still Only Hate That You Don't Love Me Enough (Male Lead Gets Tormented)

151 重 After Rebirth, Master Qianyi Is Obsessed with My Body Fragrance Mu ZeyouchenModern Romance590k WordsOngoing 27.7kReads8.6Score1.6kShelves

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I love the male protagonist of this book very much

152 何 How Can a Green Plum Wait for a Bamboo Horse in the End? Snow Falling in Border Town10k WordsCompleted 102Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Throughout her youth, the boys in her class teased and teased her every day, hiding their love in their playfulness. After her third year of junior high school, her personality changed drastically and she became more sensitive and worried. She focused on preparing for exams and immediately pushed away all her feelings in college, including him. The young man had low self-esteem and returned to his hometown to start a family. He failed to start a business and his marriage was broken up. He went to the capital alone. When they met in the workplace many years later, he transformed into the person in charge of legal affairs, transcending the regrets of his youth and overcoming the obstacles of reality to recover her.

153 豪 Rich Game: After I Got Pregnant, He Bet Me 30 Million Chasing the Wind's Porridge15k WordsCompleted —Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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The one you fall in love with first is destined to be broken

154 一 One Room Dark Light Jump into the Sea to Avoid FishModern Romance813k WordsOngoing 2.8kReads5.8Score163Shelves

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It must be like this

155 我 I Seduced a Wealthy Young Master, the Young Master Seduced Me, and the Young Master's Good Brother Also Seduced Me. Tangerine Sand8k WordsCompleted 395Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Hate comes and goes, but I just hate that you don't love me enough. The male protagonist learns that the female protagonist only likes his good brother because of love, and starts to seduce and possess the female protagonist, and breaks off the relationship with the family. But in the end, the male protagonist can tolerate it.

156 和 What Is It Like to Play a Couple with Your Yandere Ex? Teacher Xiao GuoModern Romance304k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads8.0Score—Shelves

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In these books, the male protagonist hates the female protagonist on the surface, but he always hates her because she doesn't love him.

157 一 I Accidentally Slept with an Amorous Man Evil Rice BugModern Romance283k WordsOngoing 5Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Can't you care more about me? !

158 完 Perfect Life: in His Previous Life, He Bet on Me, but in This Life, He Will Risk His Life to Taste It. Amany Ai Miye27k WordsCompleted 18Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Sour and twisted literature

160 顾 Mrs. Gu, Please Stop Being Abusive. Mr. Gu and His Son Are Running Away. Tangerine SandMarriage & Romance11k WordsCompleted 293Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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He hates that she only loves the scumbag and doesn't love him. After rebirth, he wanted to stay away. He died for her in the previous life. Even if she was cheated and tortured by the scumbag, she would still live with him. After her rebirth, she only loved him and did not want the scumbag. He ran away with the child and was afraid that her love would contain the scumbag's arsenic. She chased her husband to the crematorium.

164 对 Sorry, I Was Wrong. I'll Try Again Next Time. Medium Ripe PersimmonModern Romance1.2M WordsOngoing 7.6kReads8.4Score2.2kShelves

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A Southeast Asian gangster seizes a pure-desire heroine by force [Adoration]

165 恶 What Happened to the Evil Villain? Can't Practice the Common People's Way Shi ShujuanFantastical Romance158k WordsOngoing 1.2kReads—Score193Shelves

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In this book, the male protagonist is very resentful towards his husband.

166 我 I Don't Want to Drive You Crazy Either. Wen LuoModern Romance200k WordsOngoing 44Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Babies, please look at me and see if I'm okay [send heart][send heart][send heart]

167 难 It's Hard to Escape the Prince's Favor Mountain Trace42k WordsCompleted 4Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Six years ago, she wiped him clean and then disappeared without a trace, leaving only a swaddled baby behind. Six years later, when we met again on the battlefield, he shot her mask open with a shot, his voice trembling: Madam, you owe me a wedding night, it's time to pay her back.

169 重 His Highness Prince Rui of Rebirth Has a Crush on Me YanqingAncient Romance320k WordsOngoing 4Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Well, there is a section where the male protagonist sees the female protagonist having sex with a man who looks very similar to her ex-fiancé. The male protagonist goes crazy with jealousy and traps the female protagonist in a dark alley. In other words, am I no better than a stand-in? Xu Lingyi, can't you look at me?

170 夫 Madam Hit Me, You Have to Pay Me Back for the Rest of My Life To Purple12k WordsCompleted 299Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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1️⃣: The male protagonist served the female protagonist seriously in his previous life, but the female protagonist thought that he tortured him on purpose. After rebirth, the female protagonist took revenge on all the things the male protagonist did in her previous life. The male protagonist thought that the female protagonist did this because she liked him, so she cooperated with the female protagonist. However, in the end, the female protagonist told him to go away, and the male protagonist directly turned into a black man. 2️⃣: The male protagonist cared about his master from the beginning, but his master didn't love him. Later, he found out that his master was flirting with him, so he thought that he and his master had the same mind. However, the master deceived his body and mind and then turned around and married someone else... The male protagonist directly knocked out the groom on the female protagonist's wedding night and forcibly consummated the marriage with the female protagonist.

172 他 He Promised Wan GuHistorical17k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads9.2Score—Shelves

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She said peace for the eleventh time, and he nodded. She thought he would beg her to stay like before, but she waited for a divorce note. When we met later, she married a merchant, filled houses, washed and mended clothes for others, and had gray hair on her temples - a full nine years older than him. He got off his horse and walked toward her step by step. She retracted her hands and backed away: "What are you doing here?" He smiled, his eyes red: "I'm here to tell you, I have never recognized the 'harmony' you mentioned in this life."

178 蝶 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ah55k WordsCompleted 208Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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I am Xiao Qihao. Everyone in the world says that I ruined Lin Dieer, but who knows - what I ruined was myself. I am Xiao Qihao. In the story you read, I was the heinous villain, the villain who pushed her into the abyss, and the lunatic who imprisoned her in another courtyard using despicable means and asked her to give birth to my child. Yes, I recognize all of this. But today, I want to take you to look at this story again with my eyes. Look at how that woman named Lin Die'er destroyed a man's life - no, how she made him destroy himself with his own hands. I hate Zhang Zhiming, starting from the moment I was born. He is the eldest son of the Zhang family, and he has everything when he is born. Fame, family fortune, respect from everyone. And what about me? I am the illegitimate son left behind by my father outside. I take my mother's surname of Xiao, and I am not even qualified to call him "Brother". It's okay, I'm used to it. I can tolerate being dependent on others and looking at people's faces. Until I met her. I will always remember the first time I saw Lin Die'er. She was standing in the courtyard of Zhang's Mansion, with a pond full of koi carp behind her. She was wearing a light green skirt with a silver butterfly hairpin in her hair. She looked like she had stepped out of a painting. No, he's even prettier than the person in the painting. She glanced at me. Just a light glance, polite and distant. Then she turned around and walked towards Zhang Zhiming. At that moment, something in my heart broke. Why? How come Zhang Zhiming, who was born with everything, can even have such a woman? And I am not even qualified to let her take another look. I started to be crazy jealous, and also started to fall crazy. I started to deliberately extend my stay in Zhang Mansion. I know her daily routine, knowing when she goes to the rouge shop in the morning, when she returns home in the evening, and when she turns off the lights at night. I hid behind the rockery and watched her sitting alone by the pond in a daze. She crumbled the white-flour steamed buns and threw handfuls of them toward the koi in the pond. There was no smile in her eyes, only bottomless loneliness. She is unhappy. Zhang Zhiming, don't you love her? Don't you regard her as a treasure in your palm? But you make her unhappy. That idea took root at that time - since you don't cherish it, then do it for me. I know you will call me despicable and shameless. But I want to ask - if a person has nothing since birth, how should he fight for what he wants? My methods are really bad. I colluded with Zhang's mother, plotted against Zhang Zhiming, and ruined his business. I took advantage of her danger and tricked her into my other courtyard. That night, I said to her who was struggling desperately and with tears on her face: "Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. From now on, you are mine." I admit that at that moment, I felt a twisted sense of joy in my heart. I finally beat Zhang Zhiming once. I finally took something from him, something he valued most. But that kind of pleasure lasted less than one night. Because every tear she shed pierced my heart like a knife. I thought that getting her was enough. I thought that as long as she was by my side, one day she would accept me. I started to learn to be nice to her. I tidied up the other courtyard to be exquisite and warm, and collected her favorite snacks and favorite treasures. I put aside all my negative thoughts and learned to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. Late at night, she curled up in my arms and fell asleep, mumbling a name indistinctly. I held my breath and listened carefully - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing straight into my heart. In her dream, she was calling another man's name. Not hate, not resentment. It was a dependence that even she herself was unaware of. It was something she would never admit to in her waking life. I knew at that moment that I would never be able to win her heart in my life. But I still refuse to let go. I became addicted to smoking and wanted to use it to numb myself. I became decadent, crazy, and unreasonable. I guarded her every day, and was pushed away by her every day. The moment she gave birth to her baby, I was ecstatic. I thought it was my flesh and blood, the only bond between me and her. Did you see it? I will believe until my death that Yi An is my son. I never discovered that there was a silver necklace hidden in the swaddling clothes - it was the token she left to her child, the only blood link between him and Zhang Zhiming. The day she was secretly sold to Yihongyuan by my mother, I was quitting smoking. When I came out, there was no news from her. I searched frantically everywhere, traveling through the streets and alleys, but there was still no news about her. I have been searching for several years, waiting for several years, and obsessing over it for several years. The last thing that awaited was the news of her death. She blocked the gun for someone and died in the arms of another man. That man is not me, nor is he Zhang Zhiming. I didn't even see him for the last time. I didn't even get a chance to say "I'm sorry." I hugged the golden butterfly hairpin she left in another courtyard and locked myself in the room. I didn't eat or drink for three days and three nights. I remembered what she once said to me. When I lost control that night, she looked at me and said coldly: "I'm just your trophy." No. Die'er, no. I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy. But I never had the chance to tell her this. Even if I tell her, she won't believe it. You all know what happened next. I poured all my guilt and longing for Die'er into Yi'an. I devoted everything I had to being kind to him, teaching him how to read and write, and to remember the righteousness of my family and country. I made Ping'er my wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But when it comes to Yi'an, I am partial. It's so biased that everyone can see it. Because I owe his mother, and I will never be able to pay it back in this lifetime. And what I owe Zhang Zhiming - the man I have hated my whole life - I repaid in another way. When the national crisis hit, I turned all the scheming and methods I had used on him, as well as the connections and financial resources I had managed in the dark, into a force to support the front line. I can point the blade at my brother, but I will never point it at my own country. This is my bottom line. It is also my final salvation. In my life, I have loved someone I shouldn't love and hated someone I shouldn't hate. I destroyed her and myself. But I have never regretted meeting her. If there is a next life - I hope not to meet her again. It's not because I don't love her anymore, it's because I hope that she won't have to suffer the same pain in this life again in the next. If possible, I hope she and Zhang Zhiming can be together well in the next life. This is my story. Confessions of a Villain, Confessions of a Madman If you only see Zhang Zhiming's affection and Yang Yanchen's protection in this book, then I ask you to also take a look at Xiao Qihao. Take a look at this man who loves in the most despicable way, destroys with the deepest obsession, and spends his life to redeem. He is not a good person. But he loves Lin Die'er, it's true. "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is not a story about forgiveness. This is a story about obsession. It's about a man who spends his whole life repaying the sins he committed. It's about a woman who spends her whole life missing the person she should love the most. [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry] If you prefer deep feelings and extreme regrets, you might as well read it slowly and carefully. This book is enough to reach the peak of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. Although the flowers bloom again, love is destined to never be reunited. The butterfly shadow returns to dust, and there is no time to wait for its return. ——Xiao Qihao

180 趋 Follow the Trend Ostrich ShengshengModern Romance192k WordsOngoing 1.2kReads5.8Score—Shelves

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The female protagonist fell in love with the male protagonist at first sight and ran in both directions. The male protagonist was heartbroken and had a secret love for ten years.

181 去 I Went to Find My Relatives and Recognized My Wrong Brother, and Lost My Memory of My Ex Ye Ye Hongwen. Mountain MirrorModern Romance537k WordsCompleted 8.9kReads6.7Score839Shelves

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Shen Tingyuan looked at the sisters, then at Jiang Xuxue who was feeding the horse outside the window, and fell silent. The subordinate asked cautiously: "Do you want to change them back?" Shen Tingyuan said: "No." The subordinate was confused. Shen Tingyuan said: "This is what I like. Whoever loves the fiancée will want it." The subordinate thought to himself: It's over, the leader is serious.

183 每 Every Tree Has a Name UnequivocalModern Romance128k WordsCompleted 213Reads—Score—Shelves

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These two books, I hate you again and again, but I just hate you for not loving me enough and treating me as a substitute.

185 浪 The Waves Trust the Whiteness of the Clouds Qinghe QingheModern Romance333k WordsOngoing 146Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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HE No misunderstanding and reconciliation in seconds. But just across the dream... The head of the border guard team was injured and fell into a coma. He firmly believed that he was reborn in high school, and MSF took sedatives to fall asleep every night. Two patients, a mature man and a mature woman, fell in love in a dream. Double vest, switching between reality and dream is super smooth.

186 霸 Thirty-Six Strategies for a Domineering President to Pursue Love Wang GongziModern Romance160k WordsOngoing 62Reads—Score—Shelves

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The male protagonist loves the female protagonist to the extreme. The female protagonist's love makes the male protagonist feel very insecure. The male protagonist hates that the bright moon is not shining alone on me.

187 回 Back Before You Became the Light Jiujiu Doesn't Want to 996Modern Romance241k WordsOngoing 149Reads—Score—Shelves

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[Eat melon] [eat melon] [eat melon]

188 孤 Alone as a Prisoner Liujiang Under the MoonModern Romance291k WordsOngoing 527Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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A gloomy and affectionate scumbag in his youth, he only begs for a little love from the heroine. The heroine has a very upright outlook on life and keeps resisting and escaping. She is a completely tenacious and unyielding little white flower.

189 穿 Dressed as Li Mochou? Throw Away the Ice Soul Silver Needle and Go to Reclaim the Wasteland Lan Xiaoba214k WordsOngoing 268Reads—Score—Shelves

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Hate comes and goes, I only hate that the heroine doesn't love me enough

190 太 Master, Don't Go Crazy, Her White Moonlight Is Not You Show My Heart 17Ancient Romance344k WordsOngoing 18.8kReads5.8Score2.1kShelves

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The male protagonist is really good after discovering that he is a double. . . It was fun before I discovered it! Nice! !