Any Really, Really, Really, Really, Really, Really Angsty Books?! 有没有很很很很很很虐的书啊！！！！！！！！！

1. 1 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.8kReads8.2Score2.4k14d adds

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   1. "How absurd is the love of a lifetime, leaving one to wander alone," the aftertaste is powerful. Can't all these addiction treatment centers just disappear?! It reminds me of a certain old friend; Xiu Man must have found his brother who's waiting for him by now 😭 2. I remember thinking it was a comedy when I first started reading, but then… my pillow was soaked with tears: "The blood on the long steps hasn't dried yet, that's the path he took you home!" 😭😭😭 Everyone cried so much; there are no truly bad people, they're all pitiful 😭 The husky will always be my Top 1. 3. The whole story survived only because of the protagonist's amnesia at the beginning and the extra chapters. Also, please don't kill me with a cat knife 😭😭

2. 2 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.9kReads9.7Score19.5k14d adds
3. 3 泛 Daydreams Run Wild 泛滥白日梦 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads190k WordsCompleted #He told me he loved me 365 times, but not a single one was true# Rekindled romance / loving and hurting each other / a balanced mix of sweet and angsty / HE / groveling to win her back / slight sci-fi Flirtatious, spoiled crown prince vs. cold, withdrawn patient Amnesiac, goofy at first, then a sickly, possessive puppy-like lover vs. aloof genius beauty I found a little dog in a garbage dump. Later, he became my boyfriend. The handsome guy hauling bricks at the construction site is my boyfrie 287Reads9.4Score5514d adds
4. 4 异EN The Creatures That We Are 异兽迷城 Peng Pai彭湃Urban3.0M WordsCompleted Gao Yang was an orphan. At the age of six, he transmigrated to a parallel world and began living in a warm family of five. When he turned eighteen, Gao Yang accidentally discovered the truth about the world: this was not a parallel world at all, but a mysterious realm, and all the relatives and friends around him were terrifying Beasts! Gao Yang nearly lost his life 479.8kReads9.7Score65.9k14d adds

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   The quality of No. 1 is undeniable; it's impossible for the entire book to be "without any angst." Even the protagonist dies in the end—"Gao Yang, you're so lucky!" No. 2: Highly recommended. The novel has far more regrets than the movie. "I love you, remember me."

5. 5 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 180.3kReads9.5Score25k14d adds

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   🔥 [Heartbreaking! A Celestial Lord Becomes a Demon for His Deceased Wife, Washing Away the Three Realms in Blood!]💔"Xie Chenzhou hates Sang Nian?"—But when her soul is scattered, he abandons his immortal bones and burns his divine essence, slaughtering his way through three thousand miles of the Yellow Springs! Amidst the wailing of evil spirits, his blood-stained hands hold up a wisp of her remnant soul: "Nian Nian, this time it's my turn to chase you for ten lifetimes." 🌹High-intensity angst warning! A Xianxia version of "chasing-after-the-wife crematorium," the male lead destroys the Celestial Realm he believes in with his own hands, just to reverse Yin and Yang and resurrect her! Search "Spring Returns to the Tree Branches of a Sick Tree" on Tomato Search, tissues ready, it's heartbreaking! 💥Highlights: ✔️A seemingly innocent but actually ruthless and crazy Celestial Lord × A female lead whose soul is scattered ✔️"I hate you" is the biggest lie in the Celestial Realm ✔️A nuclear-level plot twist at the end! #NovelRecommendation #Angst #ChasingAfterTheWifeCrematorium #Xianxia

6. 6 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 79.3kReads9.7Score13.8k14d adds

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   It's so touching towards the end 😭😭😭, it has a really strong aftertaste... I highly recommend it, it's about a painful unrequited love 😭

7. 7 我EN Learning to Slay Gods in the Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 984.6kReads9.9Score161.8k14d adds
8. 8 我EN I'm Not a God of Theater 我不是戏神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.0M WordsCompleted The brand-new masterpiece by San Jiu Yin Yu, author of Slay the Gods | Winner of the Best Science-Fiction Web Novel Award at the Macau International Science Fiction Awards | A Chinese grotesque epic that turns the tide of an era After a scarlet meteor streaked across the sky, human civilization ground to a halt. From that day onward, humanity could no longer build a rocket, a nuclear bomb, an airplane, a car... The pyramid of civilization built upon modern science collapsed with a thunderous roa 1.7MReads9.9Score178.8k14d adds
9. 9 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 80.8kReads9.7Score14.1k14d adds

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   I highly recommend the first one!!!

10. 10 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 68.9kReads9.5Score12.5k14d adds
11. 11 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.4kReads9.6Score14.8k14d adds
12. 12 沈 President Shen, Stop Hurting Her. Your Wife Is Really Dead This Time 沈总别虐了，夫人这次真的死了 Flame Color焰色Modern Romance608k WordsCompleted “Take off one pant leg and spread your legs.” On the cold operating table, Su Yu killed her own child with her own hands... But all she got in return was Shen Anzhou saying, “It was just a bastard. So what if it died!” The man who once treasured her above all else now wanted to tear her apart and drink her blood. Su Yu was finally tired. “Shen Anzhou, let me go. I’ll let you go too...” Only now did Shen Anzhou realize that his heart could hurt this much. “Xiaoyu, give me one more chance.” His vo 5kReads5.4Score32314d adds

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13. 13 海 Peace Across the Land 海晏河清 Zhou Yanqing周晏卿9k WordsCompleted Peace and Prosperity 115Reads—Score2614d adds
14. 14 蚀 Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨虐情 Hua Baoyue花抱月Modern Romance534k WordsCompleted [Tragic Romance]+ [The Husband’s Long Road to Redemption] Ruan Yunzheng loved Fu Yinghan deeply. But when his only sister was harmed and all fingers pointed at her, he sentenced her to death without hesitation! He tormented her relentlessly, body and soul, but she never gave in! Only when she was on the brink of death and explained one last time that she hadn’t done it, and he still refused to believe her, did she finally give up on him! So this man’s heart really was made of stone! When news ca 20.3kReads8.3Score1.5k14d adds
15. 15 她 After She Died, Lord Bo Knelt Before Her Tombstone and Cried Like a Dog 她死后，薄爷跪在墓碑前哭成狗 Lu Jinye陆尽野Modern Romance1.8M WordsCompleted Six years ago Qiao Yu was a pampered, spoiled heiress who had never lifted a finger around the house. Bo Hanshi was a poor, lonely, and aloof scholar from a humble family, wearing a cheap white shirt. Six years later Qiao Yu is a single mother struggling to make ends meet, humble and alone. Bo Hanshi is a distinguished figure on the Forbes list of the world's richest people, elegant and peerless. When they meet again, his eyes bloodshot, he presses close to her ear and says bitterly, “Qiao Yu, I 28.5kReads9.3Score3.2k14d adds
16. 16 又 So Sweet, So Alluring! The Tipsy Young Master Held Her Close and Coaxed Her All Night 又乖又欲！太子爷醉酒夜抱她轻哄 Tan Qingzhu檀青竹Modern Romance512k WordsCompleted [Print edition available] The deeply devoted, dangerously unhinged scion of a powerful family × the cool, fallen heiress [Originally titled "A Night of Desire in the Capital"] A pure-hearted socialite from Beijing's elite circle + a rekindled romance + an ex who will do anything to win her back + an older lover who takes the lead + falling for him all over again Jiang Wanzhi comes from a prestigious family and is known throughout the capital as a pure, well-behaved young woman. Few people know 113.7kReads9.4Score119.3k14d adds
17. 17 渣 My Ex-Girlfriends Beg for Forgiveness After My Diary Exposes What a Jerk I Was 渣男日记被曝光，前女友哭求原谅 Cat-Crazy宠猫狂魔Urban418k WordsCompleted Lin Luoxue, the only queen of the entertainment industry in Daxia! In four years since her debut, she released ninety-nine songs, and all ninety-nine became massive hits. Her many musical styles were even praised for having advanced Daxia’s music scene by nearly a century! But at the launch of her hundredth new song, Lin Luoxue suddenly changed the subject and revealed that she once had a scumbag ex-boyfriend who made her life a living hell! He was a vile man who cheated her out of money, used h 651Reads8.4Score10214d adds

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    You're welcome. I've read them all several times. The rating isn't high because not many people read this type of book. I specifically searched for similar novels beforehand, and these are some of the best.

18. 18 反 Villain: Rewriting Fate from the Start, Leaving the Heroines in Tears 反派：开局改写命运，女主们接连泪崩 Be Sure to Come See Me务必来见Eastern Fantasy1.1M WordsCompleted Liang Lin transmigrates into the world of a novel and ascends to the throne as the Imperial Lord! But he is also the story's greatest Villain. Sealed away by the protagonist and a group of empresses, he awakens a Fate Simulation System just as his body is destroyed and his cultivation is lost. From this moment on, fate will be rewritten! Liang Xiaoxiao: “So the Imperial Lord sacrificed so much to save me! I misunderstood him all this time!” Rong Lianxue: “So 26Reads7.3Score514d adds
19. 19 反 The Villain's Memories Are Exposed, and the Female Emperor Begs for Forgiveness 反派记忆曝光，女帝跪求原谅 Beauty Under the Moon月下美人Eastern Fantasy552k WordsCompleted Chu Yang transmigrates to a fantasy world and becomes an Emperor Venerable, only to be besieged by the Child of Destiny and the female emperors of the heavens. At this critical moment, Chu Yang awakens the Life Replay System, which can reveal his memories from the past. When he was still a child, he struggled to survive while caring for Chu Nuannuan, who was even younger than him. To save her, he had his Supreme Bone removed and given to her. As her older brother, all Chu Yang wanted was for his 455Reads8.0Score10514d adds
20. 20 蘑 Back to Field: Ten Suicide Notes Revealed, Leaving the Entire Internet in Tears 蘑菇屋：十封遗书曝光，泪崩全网 I Am Ten Yuan吾乃十元钱Male-Channel Fanfiction179k WordsCompleted Season 6 of Yearning for Life premiered. As soon as everyone arrived, they were stunned by the beautiful scenery. Before long, they discovered a strange little cabin. Inside, they found ten letters. The first read: “Nuan Nuan, the flowers on the island have bloomed. That means I’ve come to see you…” Lin Feng The whole internet buzzed: Had Lin Feng come to the island to pursue Nuan Nuan? Who was this Lin Feng? They read the second letter, then the third… all the way to the tenth. Only then did th 2.7kReads9.1Score31814d adds
21. 21 难 The Hard-to-Coax Sang Yan and Wen Yifan 难哄的桑延和温以凡 Five Shidian People from Linghai City凌海市的五士典人Female-Channel Fanfiction6k WordsCompleted The hard-to-woo Sang Yan and Wen Yifan 314Reads—Score—14d adds

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    She was a dazzling school beauty with countless suitors; he was an ordinary, unassuming student with a heart yearning for love. A chance encounter shattered his mundane life. From then on, he began his "strategy," watching how an ordinary boy, with sincerity and courage, won the heart of the school beauty.

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