Any Books About a Heroine with Depression Who Thinks About Suicide Every Day? 有没有女主患有抑郁症,天天想着自杀的书
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Keeping a Dog 饲犬
[A sensitive girl with depression vs. the finance department’s campus heartthrob + mutual devotion + healing + both leads’ first love] Her father died young, her mother had ignored her for years, and her stepfather harbored ill intentions. Jiang Yao’s life was unbearable. She could never escape the shadow of her family, and her pain grew so great that she could no longer go on living. Her life was so awful that she wanted to end it early. She climbed out of the abyss, only to be forced back into
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On the Road to Die, I Always Run Into Hopeless Romantic Male Leads 寻死路上总有恋爱脑男主
[A timid, easily usurped twin System + an immortal heroine who wants to die and can't be carried by her System + a seemingly aloof, overthinking male lead who later turns into a tsundere wolf-dog, sometimes sweet, sometimes salty] Yu Wanyin died. Huh, she came back to life. Not only that, she transmigrated too. Yu Wanyin twirled a knife in her hand, watched the two Systems babbling away, then plunged the blade straight into her own heart. The two fox Systems were so terrified they shrieked. Red
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The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up 丧系恶毒病美人女配摆烂了
1v1. A sickly heroine who falls ill at the slightest provocation. The male lead supports her unconditionally. Neither the original male nor female lead is vilified. The heroine truly has little will to survive, so please proceed with caution if that bothers you. There are some showbiz elements, but not many. The male lead’s legs are fine; he won’t stay disabled, so don’t worry. Yun Nuan, who died after enduring a long illness, discovers that she has entered a book. In the story, she uses her su
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Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护
A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live!
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The Flowers Faded Before Spring Arrived 未见春来花已逝
[The main story has a tragic ending; the bonus chapters have a happy ending. Both are complete.] [Pure love + romance + angst + school life + a touch of ensemble cast + slice-of-life + depressed heroine Gu Xihuan and sunny hero Liang Suian] Gu Xihuan thought she would remain in pain like this forever, until the day she died. After entering Ling'an No. 1 High School, she meets many kind and lovable classmates. Most of all, there is Liang Suian, her friendly deskmate and class president, whose
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Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀
Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa
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When a Person with Depression Meets a Hopeless Romantic 当抑郁症患者遇上恋爱脑
[Love-struck computer science heartthrob VS depressed literature student] Jiang Li, whose family life was deeply unhappy, thought her bleak existence would remain stagnant. But someone’s arrival upended her plans and sent her life in an entirely new direction. Tips: “ I… I wasn’t abandoning you. I was wrong. It was my fault… I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you.” Pei Yanci’s expression darkened. His eyes reddened as he rested his chin on Jiang Li’s soft, fluffy head and struggled to speak. “It w
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- 8 We Agreed to Go Our Separate Ways, So How Did We End Up Living Together? 说好的各自离开,怎么就同居了? [One heroine] [Living together] [Campus belle] [Saving each other] [Heartwarming] [The story lingers with you] “I saw this spot first. You can't cut in line. Get down!” Zhou Mo felt a bit of a headache coming on. “Let go. I'm not jumping anymore.” “Really? If you're lying to me, you're a puppy!” “...” Seeing how stubborn she was, Zhou Mo could only give in. “Thank you. I was so happy today, really...” I've never begged anyone before, but if there really are gods, I'm begging you now: please let 40.5kReads9.5Score5.2kShelves
- 9 Riddled with Illness, I Refuse Treatment. Why Are You Crying? 诸病缠身,我不治,你们哭什么 [Also known as: "Your Son Has Been Gone for a Long Time" and "My Depression Was Getting Better, but I Still Had Stomach Cancer"] Guo Lu was just passing through, a person suffering from depression, schizophrenia, and stomach cancer. After learning that he had only a few years left if he did not seek treatment, Guo Lu wanted nothing more than to end it all on his own terms. After the conflicts with his family accumulated and finally exploded time and again, the people close to him at last learned 4.4kReads8.8Score392Shelves
- 10 Day N of My Depression 我得抑郁症的第N天 Severe depression, bipolar disorder. Do you really understand me? The power of emotions gave rise to supernatural abilities, allowing people to soar through the sky, burrow underground, and move mountains and overturn seas. As a result, people's hearts began to change in different ways. Was it for the sake of protecting others, or for their own enjoyment? Perhaps an even deeper secret lay buried beneath it all? I can't make a choice, because I'm sick. Do you want to change the world with overwhe 5Reads—Score—Shelves
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Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖
They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an
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He Lives in the Moonlight 他住在月光里
A moving story about a young woman with depression who gradually finds the courage to confront it and fight back.
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- 13 After Mr. Xiao Was Reborn, He Had to Pamper His Depressed Young Wife 萧总重生后,抑郁小娇妻全靠哄 Han Jinxi married Xiao Huainian at twenty-one. In their three years of marriage, she bet everything she had and ended up losing miserably. The last time Xiao Huainian saw her, she was a twenty-four-year-old girl smiling sweetly on a cold tombstone. But in his memories, she... had a troubled look on her face most of the time. Even when she died, Xiao Huainian felt no sorrow. But he couldn't bring himself to be happy, either, because he realized... that after Han Jinxi was gone, his heart seemed t 2.7kReads8.6Score5.2kShelves
- 14 Sweet Potatoes Stewed in Ink 墨汁炖红薯 [Brooding, possessive man + warm and healing romance + sweet enough to make you feel like an auntie] He suffers from severe depression and has been rescued after three suicide attempts. He fears crowds and hates the sunlight. All he wants is to hide in his dark world until the day he can finally be free. But that changed when he followed the family driver to the countryside. “Pig, want a sweet potato?” “Good, mean chicken.” “Ah, that goose bit me!” He stared wide-eyed in fright and turned to run 4.4kReads9.2Score491Shelves
- 15 When a Depressed Girl Meets a Yandere Boy 当抑郁少女遇上病娇少年 Depressed teenager Lin Yuening was hospitalized after a suicide attempt, and fell for the boy in the next bed at first sight. But the feelings she’d suppressed under the weight of her own insecurities finally surged out the day he transferred to her school. 3.2kReads7.5Score546Shelves
- 16 Her, Forgotten by Everyone 她,无人问津 A silent crush: young love is a surging undercurrent, timid and full of fear. Through a twist of fate, they became husband and wife. Misunderstandings piled up. She was afraid of being hurt and afraid of losing him. In the end, she couldn’t hold on to anything, not before, and not in the future. Even when she left, she did so without a sound. Later, in the dead of night, the Best Actor posted a response: “She is my wife.” But by then, she was already his ex-wife. Ji Li: “I don’t belong to an 50Reads—Score—Shelves
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Keeping Jingjing All to Myself 私藏婛婛
[The cool, distant rose ✘ the possessive, rabid hound] [Old flames rekindled ➕ coercion and possession ➕ forced love and confinement ➕ no strong female lead, the male lead is wicked ➕ training the dog later on ➕ she runs, he chases, and neither can escape!] * In her previous life, Yu Yishu had grown so exhausted that in the end she couldn’t even squeeze out a tear. She asked the man, “When our agreement ends, will you let me go?” The man turned the ring on his finger and murmured, “You’re my wif
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- 18 She, the Gloomy Madwoman, Was Read Like a Book 她,阴郁疯批被读心 [Everyone’s Darling + Unconventional Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Family + The Long Road to Winning Her Back + No Fixed Couple + Otome-Game Vibes] [Main story complete. It’s recommended that you turn off the comments while reading.] She, Lan Yetan, is a mentally ill girl with no desire to stay alive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrates into the novel Green Tea Sweetheart: Soft and Sweet. At first, she plans to drift aimlessly through the world as a lonely ghost. Wait. Why has she bee 11.2kReads8.9Score923Shelves
- 19 A Depressed Girl Meets a God 抑郁少女遇到神明 [School Life / Healing / Comfort / Intellectual Romance] [Depressed girl × Sunny top student] After Chen Shishi's father failed in business, he sold their luxury cars and mansion and moved the family back to his hometown to start over. There, Chen Shishi met Xu Liu, a childhood friend she couldn't remember at all. At his parents' urging, Xu Liu looked after her, and as they spent time together, he couldn't help being drawn to her. Chen Shishi, who lacked a sense of security, didn't dare accept X 44Reads—Score—Shelves
- 20 Pull the Moon Down 扯月亮坠落 - Fortunately, this was already the following spring. Somewhere in the world, they would bloom and flourish, nourishing their souls with freedom. - (Brash crybaby × repressed, broken artist) (Reunion after a long separation, healing, both are pure, happy ending) 4.6kReads9.3Score367Shelves
- 21 No One Came to Save Her from the Deep 无人救她于深海 [Signed for publication] [Youthful unrequited love + prodigal son turns over a new leaf + bittersweet romance + plenty of unresolved heartbreak + tragic ending (The male lead is hard to like at first. It's not exactly a tearjerker, but sensitive readers should proceed with caution.)] Youth is a foolish thing: foolishly falling for someone. At the beginning of the story, Xu Nuo falls in love with Zhou Yiming at first sight, as if sinking into the deep sea. At the end, Xu Nuo holds the box contai 19.2kReads8.9Score3.8kShelves
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The Valley Master's a Depressed Patient 药王谷谷主是个抑郁症患者
[A delicate white-lotus exterior + unconsciously playing the pig to eat the tiger + the power to crush five scumbags + doted on by everyone = an immensely satisfying story with a strong female lead] [After being diagnosed with depression, she transmigrates] [She thinks she has transmigrated from China to a fantasy world] [No, she has always belonged to this world] [She thinks she can live a quiet, uneventful life] [No, she bears a blood feud, and her mother gave her life to secure her future] [S
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- 23 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜,她装的 Synopsis: [Male lead is a fake playboy + Female lead has sunny-type depression] [Reborn + School life + Saving each other] Xu Li was reborn. In this life, she was still a fun-loving party girl who liked pretty young women and had a smile sweet enough to make your teeth ache. Liang Ji had never met anyone who smiled so sweetly and seemed so carefree. Before he knew it, he was drawn to her sunny aura. The more he got to know her, the more deeply he fell, until he was hopelessly in love with her. L 4kReads9.2Score440Shelves
- 24 Quick Transmigration: After Dying Suddenly, I Bind to a System to Save the Depressed 快穿:猝死后我绑定抑郁拯救系统 [Healing quick transmigration, 1v1 happy ending, not a strong female lead, heroine grows over time] Shen Jinzhi thought her life was a complete tragedy. She was ill, but didn’t know why; her memories were intact, yet she knew perfectly well they were an illusion. Then one day, she suddenly died. Before she could even celebrate in secret, she was forced to bind herself to a big-tailed dog who claimed to be a depression rescue System. Shen Jinzhi: I don’t want to live, but why can’t I even die? Te 352Reads—Score—Shelves
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After Cutting Ties with My Family, I Was Forcefully Spoiled by an Obsessive CEO 断了亲情后,我被偏执总裁强制宠
After Cutting Ties with My Family, I Was Spoiled by an Obsessive CEO Against My Will
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Help! Whose Obsessive Villain Gets Kissed Until He Cries? 救命!谁家偏执反派被亲哭啊
[Complete] [1v1 sweet romance] [Pseudo-transmigration into a book] [A brooding young palace master who wants to die at any time × a demon hostage who grovels and is good at pretending] She transmigrates into the role of the vicious female side character, the foil to the adored heroine of a cultivation novel, and is also the cannon-fodder fiancée of a sinister villain. Worse, the villain is going to dismember her that very night. Faced with the System's unreasonable demands, Ning Xiyuan decides t
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The Summer We Could Never Reach 不能抵达的夏天
[Transformation + A Little System + Not a Power Fantasy + Mental Health] Zhuang Shen had only gone to sleep, but when he opened his eyes again, he had returned to the past and become Zhuang Xiaomeng! One day, she discovered that she was bound to a System: a “Heart and Mind” diary. It often offered only vague hints, and in the end, it even started mocking her, using Zhuang Xiaomeng’s voice! “I want to write a story, just one story, and give it meaning...” Tormented by memories, Zhuang Xiaomeng
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Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Determined to Die 快穿:宿主她一心求死
Troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide, then inexplicably got bound to something that called itself a System. It said, “What’s the fun in dying? I’ll take you to three thousand worlds to be the villain, destroy heaven and earth, and unleash chaos and bloodshed.” Ruan Xiaoli thought that sounded pretty interesting, so she agreed. But... hey, hey, hey! System, wasn’t the deal that I’d just play the villain? I’d destroy heaven and earth, then once I got bored, the world’s male lead would kill
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Stealing a Kiss from Socrates 偷吻苏格拉底
He went from telling her, “Stay away from me,” to saying, “Lin Jianqing, you haven’t paid attention to me for three whole minutes!” It took Zhou Wuwang less than a year to train her into this. Lin Jianqing went from trusting no one to naturally leaning into his arms, using his resources, abilities, and shoulder to climb higher and take in even better views. Zhou Wuwang: “I don’t just want you to grow wings. I want you to have a sky of your own. I’ll let you stand on my shoulders and see the s
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- 30 After I Tried to Kill Myself, I Saw My Childhood Sweetheart Who Had Been Dead for Years 自杀后我见到了死去多年的竹马 After I Killed Myself, I Met My Childhood Friend Who Had Been Dead for Years 17Reads—Score—Shelves
- 31 I’m Trapped in a Cage 我困在囚笼里 [Everyday life ♡ theatrical couple ♡ older man/younger woman, one-on-one] Part One: I Stand in a Cage Part Two: I'm Trapped in a Cage This is more or less an extra, with post-marriage events. Proceed with caution: tragic ending. Content warning: Later chapters include raising a child. Shi Ci thought that after taking her revenge, she would be able to cast off her burdens and live happily with the one she loved. But without her obsession, without the hatred that had kept her going, she thoug 21Reads—Score—Shelves
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An Ordinary Girl's Redemption 普通女孩的救赎
An Ordinary Girl's Redemption
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WYLM
Boy Band / Everyday Life / ABO / AA Romance / Idols / Friendship / Healing / Gender Swap / Happy Ending Synopsis: If love can't keep me alive, then hate can. But later, there was love, too. “Linlin, your big brother loves you.” “Jinglin, Tongtong will protect you.” “Cheng Jinglin! Look at me! Only look at me!” “Linlin is so pretty. I like you so much~” Ten years of protection, a warm embrace, a blazing fire, and a gentle deception. Do they love Cheng Jinglin, or just this beautiful body? On the
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A Heartthrob Takes Over His Body, and the Timid Doormat Takes the Whole School by Storm 被男神魂穿,软糯受气包飒翻全校
The refined, scheming crown prince VS the soft, timid little bunny with an inferiority complex Healing | Unrequited Love Comes True | Soul Transmigration | Reborn and Pursuing His Wife Xie Yanci opens his eyes and finds that he has transmigrated into someone else’s body! He has ended up in the body of Song Qiwan, a girl who lets everyone walk all over her. The girl clutches a diary filled with his name as her bullies pin her down in the restroom and pour dirty water over her head. The school’s
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- 35 The Queen Returns: The Seer 女王归来预知者 After her husband breaks her heart and leaves her physically battered, the heroine’s heart meridians are severely damaged. This is her journey back to life. Her brother uses every resource at his disposal to save her, and she unexpectedly gains the ability to foresee the future. The queen returns. 1Reads—Score—Shelves
- 36 I Met an Immortal Spirit and Somehow Came Back Reborn 偶遇仙灵,我竟然重生了 Her father, Chen Bohong, and her mother, Liu Yingmiao, had been deeply in love for many years before finally having a daughter. Her mother suffered a massive hemorrhage during childbirth, giving her life to bring her daughter into the world. From then on, the couple doted on her endlessly. Chen Yingshu’s parents died one after the other, leaving behind a vast inheritance that no one knew about. At university, Chen Yingshu met Tang Hanyue, a man who had appeared in her dreams many times. Through 1Reads—Score—Shelves
- 37 My Most Outgoing Friend Died by Suicide 我最活泼的朋友自杀了 My most vivacious friend killed herself. The news headline was restrained, just one line: “Teenage girl falls to her death, suspected academic pressure.” But I knew that wasn’t true. Lin Miaomiao was the kind of person who would hum and spin around twice just to go downstairs and pick up a delivery. How could she have quietly jumped from the eighteenth floor? Stranger still, on the day she fell, she was wearing a white dress, fully made up, with even a smile on her lips. The coroner said it 3Reads—Score—Shelves




































