Looking for Heartbreaking Jia Xiao Stories, the Kind That Make Me Cry. I'm in the Mood for Angst Lately 求伽小虐文，虐到我哭的那种，最近想吃刀子了

1. 1 血 Blood Seal and Bonds 血印与羁绊 Does Jiajia Not Love Xiaoxin?伽伽不爱小心吗Anime Fanfiction157k WordsCompleted In a narrow alley in the old district, the paths of Galo, an out-of-control vampire noble, and Careful Superman, who had been going about his business cautiously, crossed unexpectedly. At the moment fangs pierced skin, there was no fear, only Careful’s calm “It’s okay.” An accidental blood contract made Careful Galo’s blood servant. He was a cool, taciturn superhero whose hidden skills he never showed off to his teammates; Galo was an elegant, restrained noble, whose bloodthirsty instincts conce 97Reads—Score—Shelves

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   You probably already know how heart-wrenching the second book is. I really don't want to criticize the first one; just read it yourself. I feel like it'll make you cry a lot of tissues 🙃. Anyway, I think my tolerance is pretty good; I only used six or seven tissues for the second book. With the first book, I just wanted to cry, but I didn't actually 🌚. I just finished reading a few minutes of the first book 🙂. I've personally tested it; if it doesn't make you cry, come find me 😄

2. 2 英 [Jia Xiao] The Hero's Story 【伽小】英雄的故事 Qing Tang Yu庆堂余Two Male Leads153k WordsCompleted [Complete: 59 main chapters + 5 extra chapters.] CPs: Jialuo and Xiaoxin, Junjun and Kaka, Hatan. Avoid if these aren't your cup of tea, and please don't ship characters who aren't paired. (Feel free to ship my original characters Banqi and Yunze, but please don't break up the established couples.) The worldbuilding is adapted from the original series. It includes events from the original, as well as original characters and a heap of freely invented details. Sorry if anyone is out of character; 472Reads8.9Score101Shelves
3. 3 伽 Jia Xiao: Sickly 伽小：病微 I Have a Plan Y我有一计YTwo Male Leads80k WordsCompleted Welcome to "Jialuo and Xiaoxin: A Trace of Madness" This book consists of four volumes. Big Brother: “A Patient’s Secret Crush” Because he wanted happiness, he created all of this with his own hands. Second Brother: “Taking You to See the World” Searching for someone and uncovering the truth. Third Brother: “Mistake” You search for your true love, only to find that they are just a reflection in a mirror. Meanwhile, your real beloved has become food for the sea, sinking forever to the ocean floor 147Reads6.7Score—Shelves

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   I think it's pretty good 😁

4. 4 见 Meeting Baiyue 见白月 Qing Tang Yu庆堂余Two Male Leads89k WordsCompleted (Complete: 35 main chapters, 3 bonus stories, and an author’s note) This is the story of him and me. I named it Wind. The wind said he had come, bringing my whole life with him; The wind said he had left, taking my whole life away. (Jia Xiao, military AU, secret school crush, apologies for the OOC and personal headcanons. Told primarily from the uke’s perspective.) Please don’t mention the author or this novel in unrelated threads, and don’t bring up other authors under posts about the author or 345Reads8.9Score103Shelves

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   The first two books had a mix of sweetness and angst, while the last one was all sweetness except for the ending.

5. 5 伽 Jiaxiao: Adeli Star 伽小：阿德里星 Rain over Jianghuai江淮雨上Two Male Leads141k WordsCompleted [Mainly focused on the top, Jia Luo and Xiao Xin pairing, Xiao Xin transmigrates, set before the destruction of Adeli Star, Jia Luo is 20 and full of youthful confidence] (The story is complete. Enjoy!) The romance is a slow burn at first, with Jia Luo mistaking Xiao Xin for a spy. The relationship picks up speed later. The two share plenty of sweet little moments, including kisses. After Jia Luo sacrificed himself, Xiao Xin never expected that sitting on a rooftop, gazing at the stars and remem 1.7kReads8.7Score342Shelves

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   The first book, *Happy Heroes Alliance: The Forgotten Road*, is particularly heart-wrenching. It tells the story of Xiaoxin being swapped in life and forced to join the Dark Demon Organization, among other things. It's incredibly tragic; I cried several times while reading it. It has both happy and sad endings. Highly recommended!!!

6. 6 星 Fallen Stars Become Gods 星落为神 Blueberry-Flavored Chocolate蓝莓味的巧克力Anime Fanfiction316k WordsCompleted A vast sea of stars surges, each star preserving its own last glimmer of light. When blue starlight cuts through the endless night and falls, what lies ahead may be extinction and silence, or a chance to break through and be reborn. A human life is precious, and we have only one. To sacrifice oneself to protect all living things has always been the most heroic choice. The name of a hero endures throughout the ages, across the river of stars. Scattered starlight spreads into the grandest firework 782Reads7.4Score161Shelves
7. 7 伽 Jia Xiao: Conquest 伽小：攻略 Jade in the Clouds云上玉Anime Fanfiction211k WordsCompleted [Garo and Xiaoxin, out of character; romance route] After Garo exhausts his energy and falls into a coma, Xiaoxin enters Garo's mind with the help of the elders of Adeli Star in order to wake him. He must win over Garo, who has lost himself, and make him trust and grow close to him in both body and heart, so he can bring Garo's true consciousness back to reality. 511Reads8.4Score102Shelves

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   It looks pretty good, you can try it.

8. 8 伽 Jia Xiao: A Meeting of Hearts 伽小：愿与心而遇 Not Like a Ditch不似沟Two Male Leads160k WordsOngoing Gentle, fiercely biased, crazy-hot God of War Jialuo × cool, carefree, beautiful outsider Xiaoxin Synopsis: As if transmigrating to Adeli Star for no apparent reason weren’t enough, Xiaoxin discovers that Jialuo, who came along with him, has gone missing too! While searching for Jialuo, Xiaoxin runs into another Jialuo. This slightly inexperienced General Jialuo immediately brands him a “spy” and grants him the “honor” of living together under his personal surveillance. But somehow, their relati 184Reads7.3Score—Shelves
9. 9 伽 Xiao Jia: A Second First Meeting 伽小：第二个初识 Qing Tang Yu庆堂余Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Happy Heroes fanfiction + tons of original headcanons + many couples] The story is complete and revised: 66 chapters plus three extras. (Couple warnings at the end) "What would you do if someone who had already died suddenly appeared in front of you one day, having lost all their memories of you?" Five years after the explosion of Adelia, Xiaoxin had grown from a young, inexperienced boy into a mature and capable adult. He had thought Jialuo was dead, but one day, he saw him again on the street 779Reads8.7Score126Shelves
10. 10 最 Final Directive: Freedom 最终指令：自由 Lord Li Ci漓辞大人Two Male Leads120k WordsCompleted Beneath the appearance of peace lies a dark organization called Delusion. They conduct illegal experiments to modify people with superpowers. Carefree Super Man is one of their most successful creations: test subject A-1113. After enduring countless brutal modifications and tests, he escaped with a body covered in scars and powers he could barely control. After being adopted by Dr. House, Carefree Super Man gained a home and a family. But the violent energy of the test subject inside him and the 328Reads8.2Score109Shelves
11. 11 开 Happy Heroes: Dark Core Crisis 开心超人联盟之暗核危机 Leng Nai冷奈Anime Fanfiction498k WordsCompleted [Jia Xiao + selfcest + original characters] A mysterious meteorite suddenly falls on Planet Xingxing. The next day, it vanishes without a trace, leaving only a huge crater behind. Just as the people of Planet Xingxing think nothing of it, something seems to be on the verge of being born. Then Careful Superman meets his alternate personality. A man in black implants a crystal in Careful Superman’s body, causing his main personality to fall into a coma and leaving the alternate personality in cont 577Reads7.3Score101Shelves
12. 12 伽 Jia Xiao: The Killer Ling Yun 伽小：凶手凌云 Lone Island, Secluded Bamboo Grove孤岛幽篁Two Male Leads124k WordsOngoing This is my first story, so please be kind if it's not to your taste. [Two powerful leads + Galo/Careful Hero pairing + Galo is a police officer + Careful Hero is a trainee officer + Mystery elements + Angst + Planet Adriel is not destroyed] #Apologies for OOC# Original-character setting warning "This is a world where people have supernatural abilities. Everyone has a different kind of magic, which they can use to do anything. Strange things have begun happening on a planet called Adriel..." "“Lo 81Reads6.5Score—Shelves

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    They all carry hidden knives.

13. 13 伽 Jia Xiao: After I Transmigrated into a Book, Two Jialuos Made Things Difficult for Me 伽小：穿书后被两个伽罗为难了 Do Re Mi Ya哆来咪呀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted [Main pairing: Xiao Dian x Jia Xiao | love rivals | happy ending] Xiaoxin Superman suddenly transmigrates, only to find that his “original self” is a disgraced deputy captain. Unexpectedly, his completely different personality from the “original” helps change everyone's impression of him as a hothead. But his superior, the head of the “Knights,” has the same face as Jialuo. In response to Xiaoxin Superman's cold avoidance, he is all warmth and enthusiasm. Not only does he insist on eating Xiaoxi 351Reads7.1Score100Shelves
14. 14 手 The Flower in My Hand 手里的花 Angry Rabbit生气的兔子Two Male Leads84k WordsCompleted Dual male leads [Adri Star's God of War x Planet Ball's assassin] [1v1 / rekindled love / happy ending / equally matched leads]. An unconventional story of chasing after the man who got away. When they meet again, their roles have switched, and they stand on opposite sides. Jia Luo: “Xiao Xin Chao Ren, you know that this counts as illegal entry, right?” Xiao Xin Chao Ren: “I'm here on vacation. Probably.” Xiao Xin Chao Ren: “You know better than anyone what will happen 211Reads8.7Score102Shelves

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    These feelings are quite agonizing.

15. 15 伽 Jia Xiao: Hero's Mission 伽小：英雄使命 Dong Ren DL东人DLTwo Male Leads941k WordsOngoing Jialuo and Xiao Xin pairing. In character, not AI-generated. Happy ending for Jialuo and Xiao Xin. The original title was Jialuo and Xiao Xin: A Hero's Mission, a five-volume collection. My love for you is a pursuit, an instinct, and an act of willfulness. Angst first, then sweetness. Jialuo and Xiao Xin are not brainless, heavy drinkers, melodramatic, naive and innocent, or the sort to think only about romance. They retain their original personalities and temperaments. This is a pure love story 94Reads7.7Score—Shelves
16. 16 伽 Jia Xiao: The Time We Can Never Get Back 伽小：回不去的时光 Sheep Mi Writes羊咪写作Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted When the forces of darkness return, Planet Xingxing is plunged into crisis once more. The partners who once fought side by side are struck by an accident, and he completely forgets his name. “Who are you?” Those three simple words hurt Jialuo more than any clash of blades. Their old understanding, their vows to stand together, and all those times they faced life and death side by side have become memories they can never return to. He stands before Careful Superman, yet it feels as if an entire w 141Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Another heart-wrenching ending, yet also a stunning one.

17. 17 伽 Jia Xiao: The Tribulation of a Deluded Heart 伽小：妄心劫 Wishing You Wellz愿君安zAnime Fanfiction208k WordsOngoing [Jia Xiao/Dark Demon, parallel worlds, dual personalities, beastfolk, corruption, tragic romance, side couples] Obsession comes from the heart. Who is whose calamity? And who has fallen into whose trap? “Wake up...” “Jialuo, wake up...” Drops of blood ran down his fingers, mingling with his tears as they fell into Jialuo’s half-open mouth. Dark Demon awakens, and a conspiracy begins to emerge. A deluded heart, tears of parting: who is right and who is wrong? What is the truth? Beneath the conspi 302Reads8.8Score101Shelves

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    These books are all quite good. If you want to read pure slash fiction, you can check out my other works ( *ˊᵕˋ)✩︎‧₊

18. 18 小 Careful Hero: The Lost Heart 小心超人之失去的心 459367641Anime Fanfiction463k WordsCompleted Season One is complete. Season Two is updating. Also known as Beware the Careful Soul: When the Illusion of the Old Days Fades This novel has a complex structure and many character subplots. A serious introduction: The first time I opened my eyes, a man wearing a purple hat gently reached out to me. “Let’s go home together, Xiao Xin.” We walked hand in hand. My friends gathered around us, all delighted. Part One: The Lost Heart (Complete) The second time I opened my eyes, a white-haired girl’s w 274Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 伽 Jia Xiao: The Crisis of the Interstellar Alliance 伽小：星际联盟的危机 Jade Rabbit on the Moon月亮上的昱兔6k WordsCompleted Jia Xiao: The Crisis of the Interstellar Alliance 56Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 穿 After Becoming the Villainess, the Princess Gives Up! 穿成恶毒女配后，公主她摆烂了！ Cen Shinian岑十年Modern Romance677k WordsCompleted [Short drama now streaming] [Showbiz + CEO + Secret Crush + Married First, Love Later + Face-Slapping Everyone + Sweet and Satisfying] Jiang Yue transmigrated into a book. She became the villainess in a CEO romance novel. In the original story, she did every evil thing imaginable: drugging the male lead, abusing her biological son, who would grow up to become the villain, bullying the female lead, whom everyone adored, and tormenting the male supporting characters, who would all go on to become 37.8kReads9.2Score3kShelves

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    The epilogue to this book is truly heartbreaking. The male protagonist accidentally kills the female protagonist, and they then enter a series of reincarnations. However, their fate is not yet sealed, and they are never meant to be together. In their final life, they become husband and wife, but the female protagonist is left with only her lingering affections, and the male protagonist feels he doesn't love her as much as he thought. Then, in the end, the female protagonist dies due to the loss of her soul, and the male protagonist regains his memories of that past. It's incredibly tragic, especially considering their son.

21. 21 伽 Jia Xiao: Dawn in the Dark 伽小：暗夜黎明 A Breeze at Dawn清晨微风临Two Male Leads307k WordsCompleted Night falls, and it is unknown who is righteous or wicked. [Bamboo Shadows] Literary Studio Bamboo Shadows Literary Studio The waning moon hangs over the western tower; I tread through snow and ride the wind. Ink-dark bamboo casts its shadow, carefree as a dream. [Phantom Pavilion] The shattered dream is gone; phantoms are powerless. [Cold Broken Cypress] Literary Society 199Reads8.1Score114Shelves
22. 22 伽 Jia Xiao: Dull Ache 伽小：钝痛 Zi Jin Nian子衿年Two Male Leads76k WordsOngoing [Jialuo and Xiaoxin Couple + A Visiting Student Unexpectedly Becomes a Classmate] A visiting student from Planet Xingxing arrives at Aderi Academy. On Xiaoxin's first day of enrollment, he accidentally takes the notebook of Jialuo, a long-term student. After an awkward introduction, their campus life begins. But when disputes over interests and the smoke of war begin to take shape, how many people will be buried in their homeland... (Intelligent and loyal Jialuo × cool and perceptive Xiaoxin) Th 81Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 23 伽 Jia Xiao: The Final Destiny 伽小：最后的宿命 Xiao on the Rice Stalks稻谷上结潇Anime Fanfiction114k WordsCompleted Galo and Xiaoxin from Happy Heroes: Alliance, with a tragic ending. “He's like the blazing sun, and he's like the bright moonlight.” “If only one of us can stay, I hope it's you.” “Galo, I feel the same way.” 307Reads8.4Score108Shelves
24. 24 伽 Jia Xiao: Look at the Questions, and Look at Me Too 伽小【看题也看我】 Read the Prompt, Six审题sixTwo Male Leads342k WordsOngoing [Happy Friends fanfiction + original character details / apologies for out-of-character portrayals + Jia Luo / Xiao Xin pairing + campus romance + two top students + pure love + openly in love] Jia Luo and Xiao Xin, both top students in their first year of high school, become deskmates at the start of term. They go from competing in class to tackling difficult questions together after school. Later, the dorm arrangements change, and by chance the two end up sharing a room, often staying up late 436Reads8.2Score100Shelves
25. 25 你 Are You My Little Careful? 你是我的小心吗！ Incompetent Playboy无能纨绔Two Male Leads340k WordsCompleted If I could, I’d want to become the fifth rib on the left side of your chest. Even if I couldn’t touch you, I’d be the first to feel your heart beating. “Even if I forget everything, I’ll still remember my beloved cat, and you.” One loves but cannot be loved in return; the other loves but cannot act on it. There’s sweetness, angst, and comedy. 54Reads6.7Score101Shelves
26. 26 伽 Jia Xiao: Glass Starry Sky 伽小：玻璃星空 Yan Qingjun晏清君Anime Fanfiction153k WordsCompleted New readers, look here. New readers, look here. If this is your first time reading, start with “When We First Met.” Then move on to “The Best Time of Year in the World.” After that, don’t read any further; skip to the first story in this novel, “Return,” and then read “Battle for the Light.” Trust me, or you’ll get totally confused. 255Reads6.8Score112Shelves
27. 27 伽 Jiaxiao: The Little Heartache of a Secret Crush 伽小：暗恋是件难过的小事 Qing Tang Yu庆堂余Two Male Leads117k WordsCompleted Liking someone feels wonderful, liking someone is painful. This world exists because I love you, and it is both painful and happy. Content warnings: College AU, with a little showbiz. No real-life inspirations, so please don’t associate it with anyone. All locations, names, organizations, and events are unrelated to reality. The main pairing is Jia Xiao, no switching or breaking them up; a tiny hint of Jun Ka. Apologies for any out-of-character moments in this alternate setting. Mutual secret cr 230Reads—Score103Shelves
28. 28 伽 Jia Xiao: Your Dad's Here with More Advice 伽小：你爹又来给你支招了 Shu Ying疏盈Two Male Leads171k WordsCompleted [Jia Xiao. Entirely a personal headcanon. Apologies for any out-of-character moments. Humorous. Happy ending.] Completed May 26, 2025. Read with confidence. The interstellar exploration report of the cold, formidable General Jialuo is unexpectedly thrown off course by the homebody little ice prince, Xiaoxin. “You’re not in my report.” “You’re not in my schedule, either.” “Son! This thing you’re writing is a secret-love diary, isn’t it?” a red-haired adjutant teases. As a medal engraved with star 483Reads8.4Score104Shelves
29. 29 伽 Jia Xiao: The Blue Wolf Pact 伽小：蓝狼誓约 A Breeze at Dawn清晨微风临Anime Fanfiction362k WordsCompleted Xiaoxin, a wandering interstellar traveler, meets the blue wolf Jialuo, who became trapped in an ambush during Operation Cocoon, while searching for the truth. When the fog clears, which way will the gears of fate turn for them? As the stars wheel overhead, they join hands to explore a mystery-shrouded city engulfed by the flames of war! 162Reads6.9Score—Shelves
30. 30 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 68.9kReads9.5Score12.5kShelves

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    This is incredibly heart-wrenching; don't miss this amazing read!

31. 31 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.2kReads9.6Score14.8kShelves

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    Wow, I personally tried it and it's so good it made me cry!!!

32. 32 季 Mr. Ji, Stop Hurting Me. Miss Shu Is Already Married 季总别虐了，舒小姐已嫁人 Warm Words温言暖语Modern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted As Ji Sihan’s secret lover, Shu Wan stayed by his side for five years. She thought that if she was obedient and sweet, she could warm his heart. But she never expected to be abandoned in the end. Shu Wan had always been gentle. She neither argued nor made a scene, and didn’t even ask him for a penny. She simply walked out of his world. But when she was about to marry someone else, he suddenly pinned her against the wall and kissed her like a madman. Shu Wan couldn’t quite figure out what Mr. Ji 27.4kReads9.2Score3.1kShelves

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    The second book is such a classic. I didn't cry at all during the whole book. Maybe I've read too many angst-filled novels and become immune to them. But the last chapter, just a few sentences, made me cry. It was written so deeply that I still can't get over Shen Xiujin's narrative!

33. 33 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 68.3kReads9.2Score5.1kShelves
34. 34 他 After He Escaped Death, He Forced Me to Sign a Penance Contract 他死里逃生后，逼我签下赎罪契约 I Returned to the Crowd我重返人群Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted A handsome, powerful, tragic, obsessive, and deranged man with a double face × a patient, clear-headed heiress fallen on hard times Five years later, we meet again. He's Jiangcheng's most ruthless obsessive man, and I'm an heiress with nowhere left to turn. He hangs me over a cliff and says, “Let me show you the despair I felt when I jumped into the sea back then.” He forces me to sign a contract of atonement and says, “I won't spare a single member of the Lin family.” I thought he hated me so m 2kReads—Score109Shelves

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    Super knife-like, knife-filled throughout, every strike is deadly, and it gets increasingly brutal as it progresses! The torture points are unique and incredibly satisfying!

35. 35 长 Changhua Hall 长华殿 Yan Xixi晏西西Ancient Romance372k WordsCompleted [Two unhinged leads + ruthless pursuit + regretful pursuit + no getting back together] Everyone said Sheng Zhaoning was the most loyal dog at Wei Yi's side. She came when summoned and left when dismissed, as lowly as the mud beneath his feet. One night, after drinking, someone asked Wei Yi, “Do you really not like her?” Wei Yi looked as if he'd heard a joke. “She's just a dog. What makes her think I'd like her?” Everyone laughed. Outside the door, Sheng Zhaoning lowered her eyes and finally gave 13.2kReads9.1Score1.1kShelves
36. 36 娘 The Empress Has Had Enough and Flips the Table: Why Are You Crying, Tyrant? 娘娘掀桌不干了，暴君你哭什么 Mo Ning漠宁Ancient Romance583k WordsCompleted [Both leads are pure + Later forced possession and obsessive pursuit + Love and hate + Transmigration + The powerful one bows down] Resilient beauty vs. brooding crown prince The Crown Prince, Dongling Jing, is of noble birth and the highest-ranking commander of the Su Bei Army. But fate is cruel: after he is left with a leg injury in the war against Nan Yue, his position as crown prince hangs by a thread. An imperial decree arranges a marriage, and Su Jin, who has transmigrated here, is chosen 4.5kReads8.7Score424Shelves
37. 37 藏 She Hid Her Pregnancy and Left the Child Behind; Reborn, I Won't Chase Him Again 藏起孕肚去父留子，重生我不追了 Wu Li Chouchou乌里丑丑Ancient Romance456k WordsCompleted (Publication deal signed) Reborn, one-on-one, both pure, aloof beauty goes mad for love, husband-chasing crematorium (A heartbroken heroine x a hero who wants to be her dog) A Shang stole the position of Xie Hengyu's wife. Everyone knows Xie Hengyu is a sword cultivator prodigy with a brilliant future in the cultivation world, while A Shang is merely a lowly half-demon who became his wife through underhanded means. In the end, she was falsely accused of colluding with the demon clan and died a t 38.5kReads9.1Score3.3kShelves
38. 38 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 23.3kReads9.6Score5.8kShelves

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    1. Told from the male protagonist's perspective, a tragic love story: "Why not leave all the memories and regrets to me? Shen Qingqing, happy marriage." 2. The young man's love was passionate, but ultimately couldn't withstand reality: "Sister, you accompanied me as I grew up, I'll accompany you on your wedding." 3. She died in the year he loved her most. "Our meeting was in the height of summer, and our parting was also in the height of summer; his little rose is forever hidden in that summer," that summer held her unspoken secret. 4. Originally, he thought the female protagonist, who had disappeared for twenty-one years due to a time warp, had returned, and the two could live happily together. But all of this was just a fantasy born from the male protagonist's deep love; everyone around him was just playing along.

39. 39 赤 Scarlet Farewell 赤别 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The signature youth BE romance by popular author Shi Qingyao. Sincere young Bei Jiang × cool, distant dream girl Nan Zhi. From the south to the north, one glance lasts a lifetime. Between her and her boy lie countless mountains they can never cross. When they first met, she smiled brightly. “My name is Nan Zhi. Nan as in south.” The boy looked up and gripped the hem of his shirt. “My name is Bei Jiang. Bei as in north.” They met for the first time in summer. The air was sultry, stirring the brig 2kReads9.4Score584Shelves
40. 40 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 74.8kReads9.4Score6.8kShelves
41. 41 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 323Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Two male leads! Bad ending! Short and angsty story! It gets more and more heartbreaking as you read on!

42. 42 爆 Explosive! The Undercover Big Shot Has Fallen for Me 爆！卧底大佬他沦陷了 Spring Returns Beneath the Trees林下又见春Modern Romance312k WordsCompleted [BE] [BE] [BE] [Undercover police officer in Myanmar × genius doctor with a split personality] [No arguments, misunderstandings, or groveling] [Both leads are devoted only to each other] Myanmar, a rainy night, Guanyuan. A muffled thud came from the backyard. She saw him and glanced over without a trace of emotion. “Disgusting. Throw him out.” Lu Chen froze, then hurriedly spoke up. “I have money. Lots of money.” Su Qingyan stopped and glanced back at the man on the ground. “Take him inside.” .. 139Reads—Score104Shelves

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    This book, everyone's doomed.

43. 43 退 After Breaking Off the Engagement, I Became the Bloodthirsty Mad Emperor's Beloved 退亲后，我成了嗜血疯帝的白月光 Bright and Awkward灼灼囧华Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Reborn + remorseful pursuit of the wife + devoted couple + court intrigue + historical romance] In her previous life, Xiao Yan was demoted from crown prince to commoner. Lin Zhaoyue helped him return to the Eastern Palace and ascend the throne. He once promised she would be empress and that they would spend their lives together. But later, she could only watch helplessly as he married another woman. He not only let that woman torment Lin Zhaoyue's maid and cause her eight-month-old baby to die 5.7kReads7.6Score427Shelves
44. 44 她 She Is Like the Deep Sea 她似深海 The Strange One at Midnight夜半的诡Modern Romance630k WordsOngoing [A love story about growing up.] She was like the deep sea. After knowing Su Nian for twenty years, and loving her, then hating her, that was the most accurate way I could describe her. My name is Lu Chen. Ten years ago, she left me and returned to another man. I built a company and a respectable life without her. Ten years later, she sent her resume to my company. A contract full of schemes bound us together once again. This time, was she here to come ashore, or to sink with the ship? 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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    "She Is Like the Deep Sea" is a reunion that begins with revenge, and an ultimate reversal about substitutes, misunderstandings, and a love as deep as the sea. When ten years of hatred collide with ten years of silent protection, when the hunter thinks he has everything under control, little does he know that he has stepped into that seemingly calm but deep sea that can swallow up everything in the past.

45. 45 你 Your Memories Are Worth Thirty Million: You're Worth More Dead Than Alive 你的记忆值三千万，死了比活着值钱 Alone, Becoming the Wind孤落成风10k WordsCompleted Your Memories Are Worth Thirty Million. You’re Worth More Dead Than Alive. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    If I tell you there's a knife, can you dodge it?

46. 46 我 I Finally Lost You 3: He Sleeps in the Wind 我终于失去了你3·他睡在风里 Mai Jiu麦九Urban136k WordsCompleted The bestselling heart-wrenching classic, the third and final book in the I Finally Lost You series, now with a sweet bonus epilogue! I like a boy who has a cat named Ruanruan and likes a girl named Niaoniao. He was fostered in a little city far, far south, and often missed someone who lived far, far north. People around him privately said he was precocious as a monster. He was born only because his mother wanted to keep the person she loved from leaving. That was, until he came to Baicheng and m 707Reads9.4Score169Shelves

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    I've finally lost you. I couldn't bear to watch the third part after only seeing the beginning. It's too depressing; it must be incredibly painful and agonizing, but the ending is happy.

47. 47 长 The Blood Curse of Immortality 长生血咒 Guan Tangzi观棠子Ancient Romance531k WordsCompleted [The mystery of immortality + palace intrigue at its peak + battlefield schemes + devastating romance + dynastic upheaval] This is an intense political romance full of heartbreak. Get yourself emotionally prepared before reading! Twist after twist! Every character is clever! The plot is logical, the foreshadowing is rich, and the emotional impact lingers. It took me three days to recover after finishing it! Princess Yongzhao carries unusual blood, making her the most precious “medicine” in the 32Reads8.8Score147Shelves

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    Both of these books are excellent!!! Highly recommended!

48. 48 锦 A Letter of Love, Undelivered 锦书不渡 Guan Tangzi观棠子Ancient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted The Letter Never Reached You: Heir, I Couldn't Care Less About Your Atonement A carefully orchestrated scandal, a disastrous bond born of cruelty and darkness. Lu Zhan, heir to the Duke Who Guards the Nation, was as radiant as the moon, gifted in both letters and arms, and the ideal match every noblewoman in the capital dreamed of. He and Song Yiren, the prime minister's legitimate daughter, were a perfect couple, with only their wedding date left to set. But one birthday banquet and a cup of so 55Reads—Score102Shelves
49. 49 开 I Got a Big Slap in the Face from the Start 开局就送一个大比兜 Zhu Yihuanghuanghuang朱一慌慌慌10k WordsCompleted A Smack in the Face from the Start —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's a little bit angsty, but not much.

50. 50 姐 My Sister Is a Prophet 姐姐是个预言家 Coconut Watermelon生椰西瓜瓜13k WordsCompleted My Sister Is a Prophet —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The older sister became the darling of the relatives because she always kept her word, but they were unaware of the incredibly painful price she would pay.

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