Looking for a Female Lead with Depression or Autism, Smiling All the Time While Already Broken Inside 求女主有抑郁症或者自闭症，满脸笑容，实际早已坠

1 无 No Official Relationship 无实名关系 Three Three Days三三日Modern Romance349k WordsCompleted 15.5kReads8.1Score1.5kShelves

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The female protagonist is really heartbreaking. She is a quiet person, so well-behaved that she bursts into tears [crying] [crying]. After she separated from the male protagonist, she suffered from depression, hallucinated and almost died. The moment when the male protagonist knew the truth was really sour and refreshing.

2 恶 Maliciously Lured 恶性诱捕 Song on the Eaves檐上歌Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted 9.2kReads9.1Score1kShelves

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🍇Don't look at the entertainment industry name, but the heroine is really sick, her depression is very deep, and she is affected too much... She broke up with the hero because of her illness and went abroad... After she came back, there was still no way to relieve it...

3 碎 Light Shattered in Glass Candy Wrappers 碎在玻璃糖纸里的光 The Rabbit's Corner兔子的角落Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 736Reads—Score101Shelves

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The first one will really make you cry! ! ! The female protagonist suffers from depression and anxiety, but she meets a male protagonist who is like sunshine

5 读 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite 读心，求死失败后我成了万人迷 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted 12.3kReads8.9Score1.2kShelves

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These are the three books. The heroine suffers from depression. She looks cheerful and lively with a smile on her face. In fact, she is depressed inside and has already fallen into the abyss. She just wants to burp and live again, and finally waits for redemption by others!

7 灼 Bright and Glowing at Dusk 灼灼晚言 Zhi Zhikou之之蔻Modern Romance294k WordsCompleted 34Reads—Score—Shelves

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The female protagonist is depressed, and after meeting the male protagonist again, she is afraid that the male protagonist will find that she is more restrained due to depression. In the end, they separated due to a misunderstanding and the depression worsened. The male protagonist is actually very gentle from beginning to end.

8 她 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜，她装的 You Qian尢浅Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted 5kReads9.1Score639Shelves

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The male protagonist really gave all his love and patience to the female protagonist, but the female protagonist had too low self-esteem or lack of confidence before, so she panicked and said that she didn't like the male protagonist, and the male protagonist wanted to make the female protagonist happy and asked the female protagonist to talk to the person she likes (but the female protagonist did not talk about it!) Then the female protagonist got sick twice, and the male protagonist would appear when the female protagonist needed it... This is a double redemption story. The families of both male and female protagonists are not good (I like to read sweet and sadistic books, this one is very good)

10 终 The Ultimate Sacrifice 终极献祭 Clouds of Rough Noodles Again又见糙面云Modern Romance819k WordsCompleted 39.2kReads9.4Score5.1kShelves

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It's a magical book, the writing is divine, it's super delicate, the business battles are exciting, the male and female protagonists and all the supporting actors are very good, the character setting is very high-end, there is no similar version in Tomato, no one can copy it. For the discerning bookworm. Unique extreme pulling, not cliché at all, the rhythm is very steady, the driving is low and the driving is high, the further you go, the sweeter it gets.

11 我 I'm Bad? Then, Brother, Stop Locking Me Up and Kissing Me 我坏？那哥哥别囚着亲我啊 Fermented Rice Wine Sprite酒酿小妖Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted 6.6kReads6.4Score433Shelves

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The heroine seems to have some mental illness [almost crying] [almost crying]

12 我 I Don't Want to Be the Male Lead's Childhood Friend Either 我也不想是男主的青梅啊 Mixed-Breed Bear混血熊Modern Romance337k WordsOngoing 33Reads—Score—Shelves

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You have to read to the end of this book. In the early days, the heroine was a bit rebellious and a bit sarcastic, but after experiencing various things later, the article slowly revealed the buried trauma. Now in the latest chapters, you can actually feel the heroine's powerlessness, but she still forced a smile for the sake of life.

13 不 An Imperfect Paris Diary 不完美巴黎日记 Yu Qiao'an予乔安Modern Romance383k WordsCompleted 1.9kReads8.7Score107Shelves

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Smiling depression, underneath the mask is still a mask

14 贺 Dr. He Keeps His Desires in Check in Public, but Loses Control Only for Her in Private 贺医生人前禁欲，人后只对她失控 Nine Fields Neurotic Frog九野神经蛙Modern Romance314k WordsCompleted 286Reads—Score—Shelves

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Check out this book, high quality! Highly recommended! [Sparrow Food Masterpiece] The male protagonist is the female protagonist's psychiatrist, a guiding lover + abstinence contrast, [Bookshelf Plus One] Female Growth ➕ Workplace Marriage and Love + Counterattack ➕ Sweet Pets and Cool Stories, healing goes both ways!

15 戎 My Childhood Sweetheart in Uniform, Are You Flirting with Me on Purpose? 戎装竹马，你是不是撩定我了？ Yan Chu燕楚Modern Romance392k WordsCompleted 959Reads9.2Score103Shelves

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🌈This is about the heroine being depressed, and the hero redeeming her by being gentle and firm to her! ! ! ✨The male and female protagonists are each other's first love. After two years of separation, the male protagonist is still the same dazzling young man, while the female protagonist has become a gloomy girl with uncertainties. The male protagonist is the heroine's salvation. He is a super gentle person who will never leave her👍

16 予 Spoiled by You in the Capital 予卿京宠 The Rabbit's Corner兔子的角落Modern Romance974k WordsOngoing 8kReads8.4Score681Shelves

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The back part of this book is really heartbreaking [crying]

17 法 The Judge’s Rule of Forgetting 法官的遗忘法则 Notes from the Barren Fields lucky枯野抄luckyModern Romance198k WordsOngoing 12Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Do you want to try the ptsd heroine?

18 我 The System Punished Me by Making Me Bleed. Why Are You Crying? 我被系统惩罚流血，你们哭什么 Jie Ni Bai杰尼白Modern Romance600k WordsCompleted 18.8kReads9.4Score3kShelves

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🍥Perfect fit! The protagonist suffered from depression and burped in the cold sea water. Her relatives regretted it. 🍥The heroine returned from rebirth and also waited for her redemption. She also slowly got better and started a new life🍥

19 无 Infinite Burning Madness 无限灼心疯 Tangerine Sand桔沙7k WordsCompleted 16Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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It is a single heroine without cp. The heroine gradually lost her relatives. With the ability to resurrect, she can only resurrect other family members, but cannot resurrect her mother, so she becomes depressed and ill, thinking that she can be the salvation of her relatives, but no one can save her.

20 睁 Wake Up! The Crown Prince Has Claimed and Cherished the Poor Little Doormat 睁眼！受气包被太子爷独占娇养了 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance231k WordsOngoing 10Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The girl who was a doormat who committed suicide through the soul of her male god used her body to feel the grievances of being bullied for three years. She also learned about her secret love, understood her caution, and devoted everything she had to redeeming his little girl.

21 涅 Nirvana: Journey to the Isle in the River 涅槃：走向在河之洲 No Idea What to Call Myself不晓得叫啥名Modern Romance731k WordsCompleted 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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The first one is, and the following ones are supplementary

23 痞 Rough and Wild 痞野 Le Man乐满Modern Romance235k WordsCompleted 124Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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"A submissive coward will not defeat the dragon, but a loving warrior will." Sunshine depression, the male protagonist is very, very, very, very good to the female protagonist.

24 幸 Lucky to Have Met Team Leader Song, My Senior 幸得年上宋组长 Snow Drifting Through the Borderlands边城飘雪11k WordsCompleted 11Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Yang Xiaoxi, the heroine who suffers from internal conflicts, has outstanding abilities but extremely low self-esteem. Working with Song Anyu, who was five years older, he saw through her anxiety and guided her to a high position. She is addicted to secret love, and he deliberately avoids being tempted by her. When her ex came to disturb the situation, he was so possessive that he embraced her confession and became her exclusive emotional support.

25 漂 The Beautiful Girl Next Door Wakes Up and Joins the Army. Officers Fight Over Her 漂亮白月光觉醒随军，首长争又抢 Nan Wanwan南绾绾Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 19.3kReads6.8Score1.8kShelves

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😭 In the third year after separation and divorce, she began to have precognitive dreams - she dreamed of being imprisoned by her brother-in-law, her sister's accomplice, and her tragic death. The man who said he hated her killed people and ruined her future. When she woke up, she took the switchblade and sent the scumbag to the police station, and then went to the army to reunite with He Shaoyan. Chief He looked wary: "Ye Qingzhi, you just want to play with me again!" Later, when he saw that she was being stared at by a single officer, he exploded: "That's my wife!" Everyone: Didn't you say she was a cousin? Reunion + Space + Military Marriage + Chasing Wife Crematorium, Too Top!

26 去 I Went Looking for My Family and Mistook the Wrong Guy for My Brother, While My Amnesiac Ex Loses His Cool Every Night 去寻亲认错哥，失忆前任夜夜红温 Luan Jing峦镜Modern Romance537k WordsCompleted 9.2kReads6.7Score838Shelves

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Everyone in the Corps knew who Chief Shen was talking to, and that person was Dr. Jiang, who knew how to grow vegetables and save people. Someone asked Shen Tingyuan to treat him, but he said with a straight face: "What's the treat?" The next day, he asked someone to bring back a cart of watermelons, and each person in the company was given two. Everyone tacitly understood that this watermelon was the chief's wedding candy.

27 女 The Queen Returns: The Seer 女王归来预知者 Chen Liying陈莉滢Modern Romance309k WordsOngoing 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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