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1 After We Reunited, My Ex-Boyfriend the Homicide Detective Became My Neighbor Qiqi CubModern Romance315k WordsCompleted 28.2kReads8.3Score3.3kShelves
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After the heroine and the hero broke up, she suffered from depression. When they reunited, they hid it from everyone and replaced the Yao bottle with a vitamin bottle. Once the heroine was in a bad mood and liked to go to the top floor to relax. Passers-by thought she jumped off the building and called the police. When the hero came back, he was very scared, but the heroine still ignored it. In the end, he didn't know until the heroine got sick in front of him.
2 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years Er QiaoModern Romance324k WordsCompleted 83.1kReads9.4Score7.2kShelves
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"Then the fog came, and you said you loved me very much, but why was your love even lighter than the fog, so faint that I couldn't see clearly." A big abuse article, ranked among the top three on Tomato [like] [like] [like] [like] [please pay attention]
3 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It You QianModern Romance209k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads9.1Score607Shelves
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The first book "You smile so sweetly, but crying is heartbreaking." Liang Ji is the only one who can see through Xu Li's disguise. When he witnessed Xu Li stepping on the broken glass with his bare feet in the bedroom, his heart was completely broken. From then on, he was no longer the prodigal son who only knew romance. He became Xu Li's most solid support, using all his tenderness to warm her cold and broken heart. The second book "The rose in midsummer will eventually become the eternity in the heart" After reading "She Will Not Coax Him Anymore", my heart felt like it had been hollowed out, but also like it was filled tightly with something warm. The story of Xu Si and Jiang Qiao is a grand farewell about "two-way redemption". The young man wearing a white shirt and smiling openly met the only "little rose" in his barren wasteland. She used up the last light of her life to accompany him through the darkest time, teaching him to grow and love; and he also tried his best to chase her, even if he could only chase her back in the end.
4 She Stopped Comforting Him Autumn ChillModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 89.2kReads9.6Score15.6kShelves
5 When Patients with Depression Encounter Love Brain Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves
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Hello everyone, I am here again aspiring to be a book pusher [already planted] ①The shadow of his native family makes Jiang Li's life as barren as stagnant water. Even though she was held in the palm of the hand by Pei Yanci, the top student in the computer department, she still felt that she was not worthy of being loved. All the anger and pushing away are the desperate whispers of depression. When he finally understood the suffering behind her smile, he realized that the seemingly intact heart was already full of cracks and on the verge of breaking. ②She is a good girl swallowed by darkness, and he is the only light she longs for. Xu Zhunian cleverly calculated everything about death, but he only missed the young man's passionate love. When she said goodbye in front of him in the most tragic way, Kyono realized that those daily greetings contained her deep depression and silent farewell that no one knew about. ③She was labeled "rebellious" and suffered many scars in the foster home. It wasn't until blood stained the carpet that the two brothers realized that those sharp thorns were her silent cry for help. Su Yuqing used the most decisive method to uncover the scars of hypocrisy that had lasted for eleven years. When the red light in the emergency room turned on, they realized that beneath her smile was the depression and despair that had spread to her bones.
6 After the Sweet Girl Commits Suicide, the Cold Male Protagonist Finds It Difficult to Calm Down Wood ElmModern Romance160k WordsCompleted 794Reads—Score102Shelves
7 After Committing Suicide, My Brothers Found Out That I Was Covered in Bruises Tea Dew Flower LanguageModern Romance310k WordsCompleted 61Reads5.8Score—Shelves
8 Dr. Ji, I Feel at Ease with You Lead HuaModern Romance73k WordsCompleted 82Reads—Score—Shelves
9 Holding a Rose in Hand, I Give You Military Uniform Liu LiyueModern Romance386k WordsCompleted 8.4kReads9.1Score743Shelves
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This book is very beautiful. The heroine has severe depression. Still a yandere who criticizes and criticizes paranoid.
10 Love Wildly Tong, Just One TongModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 15.7kReads8.8Score1.2kShelves
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Super pretty! [Cry][cry]
11 Indulge in Sweet Dreams with Her Light Comes InModern Romance392k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads8.4Score509Shelves
12 Midsummer Evening The Fire of PaintingModern Romance624k WordsCompleted 12.1kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves
13 Pull the Moon and Fall Beautiful LadyModern Romance175k WordsCompleted 5.7kReads9.3Score519Shelves
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The heroine is a perfectionist and suffers from depression, but she faces others with a smile every day. As a result, she is scarred and she even commits suicide in the process. The ending where she is saved by the hero brings tears to her eyes.
14 The Big Shot Is Always Digging into the Mad Heiress's Secret Identity Shu Nian Is SusuModern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted 11.2kReads9.1Score1.5kShelves
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In this book, the heroine suffers from a very serious mental illness, and they are twins. After rebirth, the hero humbly begs his grandfather, and then they get married to the heroine. The heroine also slowly recovers under the companionship and treatment of the hero, and their ending is HE
15 Breeding Dog Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 4.4kReads8.9Score521Shelves
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🌷✨Reunion! The heroine suffered from depression, and the hero felt very distressed when she found out. The heroine committed suicide in front of him. He humbly prayed, "Zhaozhao, even if it's just for me, can I live well." 🌿 He said, "If you still want to die, then I will accompany you to die for love." He really loves her 💕
16 Maliciously Lured Song on the EavesModern Romance307k WordsCompleted 10.9kReads9.1Score1.3kShelves
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🍇The female protagonist broke up with the male protagonist due to depression and went abroad alone... Before going abroad, her mother suffered from a depression attack and jumped downstairs... 🍇Woo woo woo [almost crying] [almost crying] The female protagonist suffered from sunshine depression, and she was always smiling on the surface... But everything about her was a disguise, she was obviously in so much pain [almost crying].
17 He Came Too Late, Bai Yueguang Won Rice Cake CornModern Romance698k WordsCompleted 6.3kReads8.7Score334Shelves
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She became ill after Bai Yueguang's death and would never recover.
18 Every Day People Worry That I Will Commit Suicide Alice's Forest HouseModern Romance334k WordsCompleted 5.7kReads9.0Score403Shelves
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The heroine suffers from depression, but no one knows about it. She died peacefully in the cold sea water in her last life and stayed at the age of 24 forever... In this life, everyone except the heroine was reborn. They carefully cared for the heroine for fear of losing her again. The heroine's life also improved step by step and she had a new life...
19 The Light Broken in the Glass Candy Wrapper Bunny CornerModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 768Reads5.8Score101Shelves
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I really feel sorry for the heroine! ! The first one! Wen Muyang is really super healing, ceiling level!
20 After Pretending to Be Blind for Three Years, Bai Yueguang Said She Already Knew Bunny CornerMarriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted 3kReads8.9Score—Shelves
21 His Rose Heart Beats Meet HanxiModern Romance116k WordsCompleted 932Reads6.3Score—Shelves
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The heroine suffered from depression in the early stage, but the hero didn't know that they broke up. After returning from abroad, the hero has been carefully protecting the heroine.
22 Favor! Crazy Criticism of the Yandere and His Fierce and Soft Baby String of CoinsModern Romance131k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads8.1Score208Shelves
23 The Branches Surround My Heart Tang Xia XiaModern Romance209k WordsCompleted 15.4kReads9.0Score1.3kShelves
24 Dr. He Was Abstinent in Public, but He Only Lost Control of Her Later in Life. Jiuye Neural FrogModern Romance314k WordsCompleted 307Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The heroine in this book is depressed and manic! High quality! Highly Recommended [Like] The male protagonist is the female protagonist's psychiatrist, [The God of Sparrow Food] Guiding Lover + Abstinence Contrast, Female Growth ➕ Workplace Marriage and Love + Counterattack ➕ Sweet Pet and Cool Story, healing goes both ways!
25 After Awakening, He Will Pamper His Sweetheart to the Heavens! QianlinModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads6.6Score101Shelves
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Suicide at the beginning, sweet all the way in the later stage, sweet to the point of being a little sad for a few chapters, then sweet all the way [Adoration]
26 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite Hui LiModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 11.4kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves
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She, a mentally ill girl who didn't want to live, traveled through time and became a real daughter who was about to be kicked out of her home. "My head hurts so much. I was hit by a car, so it won't hurt anymore..." When all her feelings were known to her family, they began to want her to live well... [Love] [Love] [Love]
27 Can You Get Salvation After Soul Piercing? Suoda's WifeModern Romance274k WordsCompleted 3.6kReads9.1Score269Shelves
28 I Heard That You Have Two Opinions, so I'm Here to Break up with You. Yun XijunModern Romance172k WordsOngoing 2Reads—Score—Shelves
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"Depression is not a flood, you have to learn to wait for the ebb with it." "Depression is not the end, it is a journey of learning to reconcile with yourself." But at this moment, she no longer wants to start the journey. @
29 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! Near Death, I Sat Up in ShockModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 10.7kReads8.9Score865Shelves
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I love them all, especially the third one which is a bit sad.
30 My Deskmate Brings Me Light Qi ChengModern Romance190k WordsCompleted 6.6kReads9.5Score768Shelves
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The heroine has depression
31 The Cheapskate Is Angry Again AilmentModern Romance230k WordsCompleted 3.2kReads8.8Score540Shelves
32 His Strawberry-Scented Rose Qi ChengModern Romance281k WordsCompleted 8.3kReads9.5Score714Shelves
33 Disguised as a Man: Playing a Heartbreaker in a Wealthy-Family Novel Lazy WordsModern Romance231k WordsCompleted 7.1kReads9.4Score903Shelves
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When a woman disguises herself as a man, Ci Wen is the gentlest person in the world. [Crying] It's not that Ciwen doesn't understand love, it's just that her love and hate are too extreme. Everyone wants light to shine on themselves, but dear, first, you have to leave a gap for that light. In the church, I don't know who was reading the Bible along with everyone - John Chapter 3 Verse 16: "God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life." Will not perish. But have everlasting life. Eternal life.
34 Be Good, Manman! Lean Closer, Young Master Ji Is Clinging to You Again Li WuModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 16.1kReads9.2Score1.9kShelves
35 Back Before His Wife Committed Suicide Gazing at Mountains and SeasModern Romance723k WordsOngoing 36.1kReads9.0Score4.3kShelves
36 Moonlight Hangs Low Behind Her Xiao QijuModern Romance286k WordsCompleted 3.2kReads9.4Score355Shelves
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The first one is about the male protagonist being reborn and redeeming the female protagonist. The other ones are about the female protagonist suffering from depression, but no one else knows about it. They are all very interesting! ! (Lack of language expression skills, you will know it by yourself~ [Blowing a kiss])
37 Ah Ye, I'm Leaving A WuModern Romance88k WordsCompleted 44Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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🔥🔥①The heroine's father died in a car accident very early, and her mother raised her alone. She suffered from depression after being jealous and severely bullied at school. Later, after her mother also passed away, she committed suicide at the end of the hero's wedding.
38 I Apply to Permanently Cancel My Account Ming YuxinModern Romance22k WordsCompleted 3.6kReads8.1Score412Shelves
39 After Becoming the Villainess, the Princess Gives Up! Cen ShinianModern Romance677k WordsCompleted 54.9kReads9.2Score4.4kShelves
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🍒🌈If the heroine hadn't thought she was traveling through a book and lost her memory, the extra would be! The heroine is actually the eldest princess in ancient times who transformed into a vicious female supporting character in a book. She is married and has a baby, but she is sick. She doesn't love the baby, but Chuchu is a good child and has always loved her mother. If line Chuchu has never been able to get her mother's love
40 After Returning Home, My Livestreams Doting on My Childhood Friend Went Viral Yu Mo ShuningModern Romance82k WordsCompleted 175Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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This is a very, very, very popular novel on Douyin. I highly recommend it to everyone. Just read it. You won't be able to say anything after reading it. It's super addictive and the quality is super high!
41 You Broke Your Promise Shi QingyaoModern Romance138k WordsCompleted 72.1kReads9.5Score13kShelves
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"She used to panic when he frowned, but now he slams the door and roars, and she doesn't even raise her eyelids. The girl who used to buy him medicine in the middle of the night and bow her head first after an argument, now just packs her luggage calmly without even shedding a tear. Until he dug out her hidden medical records - terminal gastric cancer. 'Please... Coax me one more time...' The former arrogant boss knelt in the rain and shivered, and she gently closed the door." (The gentle dog-licking female protagonist VS the cold and regretful male protagonist, the contrast between humble and flattering to despair, using terminal illness memes to enhance the sense of abuse)
42 Stars Whisper Deer Deer Fish FishModern Romance239k WordsOngoing 98Reads—Score—Shelves
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The heroine in this book has depression.
43 His Little Sweet Pomelo Chang LeModern Romance551k WordsCompleted 197Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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On the day she received the certificate, she disappeared alive in front of him
44 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree Sweet MelonAncient Romance476k WordsCompleted 620.5kReads9.5Score89.9kShelves
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Eligible.
45 The Evil Heroine's Daughter Is Reborn Lazy Uncle ShuAncient Romance252k WordsCompleted 798Reads9.0Score102Shelves
46 Wind Kissed White Rose Qipao ZhizhiModern Romance117k WordsCompleted 158Reads8.9Score—Shelves
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I really feel empathy. I hope she can be a truly free little Jiang Ye in the next life. Jiang Yu's Yu is the one who has more than enough every year.
47 The Bad Woman from Prison Who Could Be My MatchMystery1.0M WordsCompleted 641Reads9.2Score101Shelves
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Except for the police, no one in her family knows about the heroine's mental illness, and no one cares about her. [Female Suspect Vs Male Protagonist Police Station Flower] He didn't believe her at first, and even sent her to the women's detention center, treating her as a criminal. But the moment they fell in love, he tried his best to hold her back from falling into hell.
48 Mr. Fu, Your Shadow Lover Ran Away Again Lu LuModern Romance346k WordsCompleted 63Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The pharmaceutical tycoon who was pulled down from the altar VS the doctor who looked cool but was actually depressed and mentally ill. People all over the world said that Mrs. Fu was a mentally ill person and had never loved him. But Mr. Fu said that although it was mental illness, it didn't matter, it was love, but she was still stubborn enough to jump right in.
49 Reborn and Doted On by Everyone, She Takes Her Twin Sons on a Parenting Reality Show Candied ChestnutsModern Romance469k WordsCompleted 21.8kReads9.1Score2.5kShelves
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This book [Bookshelf plus one][Bookshelf plus one][Bookshelf plus one] The heroine suffered from mild depression at the beginning, suffered from severe depression after experiencing Internet violence and other incidents, and eventually committed suicide [crying] After being reborn, she became sober, strong, and rational, and decided to make up for her husband and son.
50 Crazy Mom in the Attic SmurfwoodModern Romance207k WordsOngoing 3Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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After meeting again after a long separation, she went crazy