Any Stories About a Female Lead with Severe Depression Who Hides It Behind Her Kindness and Eventually Dies by Suicide 有没有女主重度抑郁症没人知道一直很温柔最后自杀

1. 1 重 After We Reunited, My Ex-Boyfriend the Homicide Detective Became My Neighbor 重逢后，刑警前男友成了我邻居 Qiqi Cub柒柒崽Modern Romance315k WordsCompleted [The print edition, “When Your Neighbor Is Your Ex, Our Reunion Feels Like Yesterday,” is now available] [Reunion After a Long Separation] [Mending a Broken Relationship] [Both Leads Have No Previous Relationships] [The Cold-Faced Male Lead Does the Laundry] [Happy Ending] What is it like to be summoned to the police station for writing steamy stories and run into your ex-boyfriend of five years? Li An never imagined she would see Qi Yan again under these circumstances. She was mortified! Even m 32.9kReads8.3Score3.8kShelves

   Reader note

   After breaking up with the male lead, the female lead developed depression. When they reunited, she kept it a secret from everyone, replacing her bottle of medicine with a bottle of vitamins. Once, when she was feeling down, she went to the rooftop to clear her head. Passersby thought she was going to jump and called the police. When the male lead returned and found out, he was terrified, but she still brushed it off. Finally, she had a breakdown in front of him, and he finally realized what had happened.

2. 2 我 My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 我的暗恋不算话 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 381Reads—Score—Shelves

   Reader note

   She suffered from severe depression, and no one knew she would eventually commit suicide. She confessed her love to him with bittersweet emotions, but he treated it like a game of truth or dare. When she was inseparable from his best friend, he inexplicably became jealous of her unrequited love. Even after they went to university, he and his best friend fought over her, forcibly taking her away. Then she received a call to ask for money for her grandmother's hospitalization. Returning home, she couldn't see her grandmother one last time, leaving her heartbroken. As a left-behind child, she deeply resented her mother for abandoning her. She had no more ties to this world.

3. 3 她 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜，她装的 You Qian尢浅Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Male lead is a fake playboy + Female lead has sunny-type depression] [Reborn + School life + Saving each other] Xu Li was reborn. In this life, she was still a fun-loving party girl who liked pretty young women and had a smile sweet enough to make your teeth ache. Liang Ji had never met anyone who smiled so sweetly and seemed so carefree. Before he knew it, he was drawn to her sunny aura. The more he got to know her, the more deeply he fell, until he was hopelessly in love with her. L 4kReads9.2Score440Shelves

   Reader note

   The first book, "She smiles so sweetly, yet her tears are heartbreaking," tells the story of Liang Ji, the only one who sees through Xu Li's facade. When he witnesses her bare feet stepping on broken glass in the bedroom, his heart shatters completely. From then on, he is no longer the carefree playboy; he becomes Xu Li's strongest support, using all his tenderness to warm her cold, broken heart. The second book, "The Summer Rose, Ultimately an Eternal Love," leaves a void in the heart, yet also a feeling of being filled with warmth. The story of Xu Si and Jiang Qiao is a grand farewell about "mutual redemption." The boy in the white shirt, with his flamboyant smile, meets his only "little rose" in his barren wasteland. She uses the last light of her life to accompany him through his darkest times, teaching him to grow and to love; and he, in turn, chases after her with all his might, even if in the end he can only chase her retreating figure.

4. 4 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.2kReads9.6Score14.8kShelves
5. 5 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 74.8kReads9.4Score6.8kShelves

   Reader note

   "Later, a thick fog rolled in, and you said you loved me very much, but why was your love even fainter than the fog, so faint that I couldn't even see it clearly." A very angsty story, ranked in Tomato's top three. [Thumbs up][Thumbs up][Top post][Please follow]

6. 6 放 Dare to Love 放肆去爱 Tong, Just One Tong桐一个桐Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, both leads are virgins, reunion after a long separation, rekindled love, mutual devotion, happy ending] [Hot-tempered, jealous, secretly soft-hearted, healing, loyal puppy x gentle and sweet, inwardly insecure, severe depression, little bunny] In high school, Chi Pei was a troublemaking menace with dyed blond hair who would fight without caring if he got hurt. Ye Qing was the only person among the students and teachers who dared to drag him aside and lecture him. Speaking slowly an 14.9kReads8.8Score1.1kShelves

   Reader note

   It's so beautiful! [Crying][crying]

7. 7 与 Sinking into a Beautiful Dream with Her 与她沉溺美梦 The Light Shines In光照进来Modern Romance392k WordsCompleted Jaded, aloof wild rose × sharp-tongued, straight-laced math genius | Rekindled love × angst and sweetness × yandere × mutual salvation × devoted couple, happy ending In just five years, Zhou Shuci went from a math genius to the founder of the Wanshi Group, ruling over a six-hundred-billion commercial empire and controlling half of Jingzhou City. Yet all he wanted to know was whether she regretted leaving him for twenty million. When they met again after years apart, her mere presence brought 5.1kReads8.4Score330Shelves
8. 8 他 He Says It's Not Too Late 他说不晚 Huohuo the Painter画画的火火Modern Romance624k WordsCompleted [Mutual devotion | Healing | A playboy turns over a new leaf | School days to city life | Reunited after years apart | Wealthy families] When they were young, Li Zhiwan stumbled out of a secluded alley, covered in blood, and collapsed to the ground. Gu Yuqian stood at the far end of the long alley, holding a black umbrella as he looked at the girl’s desperate, pleading eyes. In the end, the boy ran toward her, radiating cold, and saved her from the brink of despair. After that, whenever heavy 12.2kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves
9. 9 斯 Sheesh! A Romance Show Gets Steamy! The Rebellious Top-Tier Star Wraps an Arm Around Her Waist and Kisses Her 斯哈！恋综撩爆！桀骜顶流揽腰吻 Song on the Eaves檐上歌Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted [Rekindled romance | He pursues her | Entertainment industry showbiz story] [Cool, gloomy little princess X rebellious top-tier star] When Jiang Ning returns to the country, a rumor spreads through their circle: “The young master of the capital's elite, Xi Yue, hid his identity and dated her, but she thought he was a poor guy and dumped him.” On the first day after returning, she politely turns down the blind date her father had forced on her. After a meal with the man, she is about to leave whe 8.3kReads9.1Score661Shelves

   Reader note

   🍅🍅① The female lead suffers from depression and is suicidal, yet she still swears in front of the male lead [almost crying]. A story of reconciliation and mutual redemption. ② The female lead has depression, and the male lead is her devoted follower. Even after she dumps him, he obediently comes back to her [learned something new]. Follow and like to read countless wonderful novels!

10. 10 每 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Alice's Forest Cottage爱丽丝的森林小屋Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5.1kReads9.0Score371Shelves

    Reader note

    The female protagonist suffers from depression, but no one knows. In her previous life, she died peacefully in the cold sea, forever frozen at the age of 24... In this life, everyone except the female protagonist is reborn and carefully cares for her, afraid of losing her again. The female protagonist's life gradually improves, and she begins a new life...

11. 11 扯 Pull the Moon Down 扯月亮坠落 Beautiful Lady美人娘Modern Romance175k WordsCompleted - Fortunately, this was already the following spring. Somewhere in the world, they would bloom and flourish, nourishing their souls with freedom. - (Brash crybaby × repressed, broken artist) (Reunion after a long separation, healing, both are pure, happy ending) 4.6kReads9.3Score367Shelves

    Reader note

    The female lead is a perfectionist with depression, but she smiles at everyone every day, while she herself is covered in wounds. She even attempted suicide, but was saved by the male lead. The ending brought tears to my eyes.

12. 12 碎 Light Shattered in Glass Candy Wrappers 碎在玻璃糖纸里的光 The Rabbit's Corner兔子的角落Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Campus × Mutual Pining × Sweet Romance • Flirting × Older Male Lead] At twenty, Lin Yinuann tucked all her feelings into transparent candy wrappers, living quietly, with thorns beneath the surface. That was until Wen Muyang collided with her world. Only then did she realize that even barren places could be touched by the warmth of sunlight. At first, Wen Muyang was simply curious. Why had a girl who once been so lively and dazzling grown so quiet and cautious? Once her disguise was seen through 1.1kReads—Score114Shelves

    Reader note

    I feel so sorry for the female lead!! This is the first book I've read! Wen Muyang is incredibly healing, top-tier!

13. 13 装 I Pretended to Be Blind for Three Years, but My White Moonlight Said She Knew All Along 装瞎三年，白月光却说她早就知道了 The Rabbit's Corner兔子的角落Marriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted I Pretended to Be Blind for Three Years, but My Dream Girl Said She Knew All Along 3kReads—Score—Shelves
14. 14 他 He Came Too Late, and the White Moonlight Won 他来得太迟，白月光赢了 Rice Cake and Corn年糕玉米Modern Romance698k WordsCompleted [Substitute & White Moonlight] There's a rumor in Chuancheng that Shen Qing Huai's wife loves him so much she goes mad whenever she can't see him. Even Shen Qing Huai himself believes Wen He loves him deeply. Only Wen He knows that the person she loves is really the one with a face just like Jing Ran's. The day Wen He asks for a divorce, Shen Qing Huai, usually so refined and gentle, loses his mind. He forgets all dignity. Eyes reddening, he kneels before Wen He. “Please, don't divorce me. I'll 3.9kReads8.7Score189Shelves

    Reader note

    She fell ill after her beloved died and never recovered.

15. 15 疯 The Madcap Heiress Falls Addicted to Seduction 疯批大小姐，诱爱上瘾 Liu Liyue琉离玥Modern Romance386k WordsCompleted [Two people from Beijing's elite circles] [Both Pure] [Childhood Sweethearts] [Reunited After Years Apart] [Substitute] [Mutual Flirting] [Obsessive, Unhinged Heiress x Highest-Ranking Military Commander] The short drama The Heiress's Forced Heartlock is now streaming. As the little princess of one of Beijing's most powerful families, Li Su had always gotten everything she wanted. There were just two things missing from her otherwise perfect life. She was orphaned as a child and raised by the Sh 6.2kReads9.1Score513Shelves

    Reader note

    This book is exceptionally good. The female protagonist suffers from severe depression. She's also a crazy, obsessive, and yandere type.

16. 16 当 When a Person with Depression Meets a Hopeless Romantic 当抑郁症患者遇上恋爱脑 Empty Mountain in Spring春山空Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted [Love-struck computer science heartthrob VS depressed literature student] Jiang Li, whose family life was deeply unhappy, thought her bleak existence would remain stagnant. But someone’s arrival upended her plans and sent her life in an entirely new direction. Tips: “ I… I wasn’t abandoning you. I was wrong. It was my fault… I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you.” Pei Yanci’s expression darkened. His eyes reddened as he rested his chin on Jiang Li’s soft, fluffy head and struggled to speak. “It w 8.6kReads9.0Score939Shelves

    Reader note

    Hello everyone, I'm back again, determined to become the book-recommendation king! [Already recommended] ① The shadow of her family of origin left Jiang Li's life barren and stagnant. Even though she was cherished by Pei Yanci, the most handsome guy in the computer science department, she still felt unworthy of love. All her sulking and pushing away were the desperate whispers of depression. When he finally understood the torment behind her smile, he discovered that her seemingly whole heart was already full of cracks and on the verge of breaking. ② She was a good girl swallowed by darkness, and he was the only light she longed for. Xu Zhunian cleverly calculated everything about death, but she overlooked the boy's burning love. When she said goodbye to him in the most tragic way, Jing Ye finally understood that those daily greetings hid her severe depression and silent farewell that no one knew about. ③ She was labeled "rebellious" and was scarred in her foster family. It wasn't until blood stained the carpet that her two brothers realized that those sharp thorns were all her silent cries for help. Su Yuqing used the most resolute method to expose the eleven-year-old wound of hypocrisy. Only when the red light in the emergency room came on did they realize that beneath her smile lay a depression and despair that had long since seeped into her bones.

17. 17 乖 After the Good Girl's Suicide, the Coldhearted Hero Couldn’t Let Go 乖乖女自杀后，冷酷男主他意难平 Mu Touyu木头榆Modern Romance160k WordsCompleted A girl born into darkness and raised under oppression meets a free-spirited boy who shines like the sun. Though she keeps trying to get closer to him, she has no idea that he has fallen for her too. Kyono eagerly looks forward to hearing a reply to her confession. Unable to wait any longer, he goes to find her, only to learn that she has taken her own life. Xu Zhuniang is clever. She calculates the time, place, and manner of her own death with meticulous care. But for all her calculations, she 729Reads—Score102Shelves
18. 18 自 Only After I Took My Own Life Did My Brothers Learn How Wounded I Was 自杀后，哥哥们才知我遍体鳞伤 Tea Dew and Flower Whispers茶露花语Modern Romance310k WordsCompleted [False kindness and abuse / cherished by everyone / campus / healing and redemption / modern romance / sweet coming-of-age love] [Heroine traumatized by 11 years in foster care × healing male lead, six years older] “Go see your uncle's family.” She had only just let her guard down around these two brothers who had appeared out of nowhere, and now they were sending her back to that hellhole? Su Yuqing's grip tightened around the craft knife. As her consciousness began to fade, she seemed to hear 24Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 纪 Dr. Ji, With You, I Feel at Ease 纪医生有你便心安 Lead and Splendor引铅华Modern Romance73k WordsCompleted Jiang Yu never imagined that the person she met during an ordinary consultation would become the one who helped save her for years to come. He was always there during her hardest times, keeping her company and guiding her as she grew. He taught her so much about how to deal with people and navigate life, things she had never known before. It seemed that he was part of every difficult moment. Trusting someone can be incredibly hard, but Ji Hangbo truly found his way into Jiang Yu's heart. He told 35Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 大 The Big Shot Is Always Digging into the Mad Heiress's Secret Identity 大佬每天都在扒疯批大小姐的马甲 Shu Nian Is Susu舒念是苏苏Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted [Unhinged Young Lady x Sickly Nobleman, Both Reborn + Secret Identities + Strong Female Lead + Putting Scumbags in Their Place + Redemption + Everyone’s Favorite] Who in their circle doesn’t know that the eldest daughter of the Yu family was unloved by both parents from childhood, abandoned in a small county town to fend for herself, and is a useless nobody who can’t do anything? Rumor has it she never even went to college. And yet this good-for-nothing is actually getting engaged to that big sh 5.3kReads9.1Score577Shelves

    Reader note

    This book also features a female protagonist suffering from a very serious mental illness. They are twins, and after their rebirth, the male protagonist humbly begs his grandfather for help, eventually marrying the female protagonist. With the male protagonist's companionship and treatment, the female protagonist slowly recovers. Their ending is a happy one.

21. 21 他 His Rose Stirs His Heart 他的玫瑰心动了 Meeting Han Xi遇见寒兮Modern Romance116k WordsCompleted Depression + utterly doting romance + not all sugar / breaking up and getting back together / reunion after years apart A simple, sweet little romance. The jasmine of youth bloomed in the mountains as snow fell all around. The System sorted this into the CEO-romance genre [against my will]. If that bothers you, please don’t read!!! 431Reads6.3Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    The female lead suffers from depression, which the male lead is unaware of at the beginning. They break up after he returns from abroad and carefully protects her.

22. 22 宠 Spoiled! The Mad Yandere and His Fierce, Softhearted Baby 宠！疯批病娇和他又凶又软的宝宝 String of Coins钱串串Modern Romance131k WordsCompleted [Unhinged, dangerously obsessive male lead + soft, vulnerable female lead + male lead hopelessly in love + healing + forced love + devoted one-on-one romance] For the first half of her life, Wen Ruan was unloved by both her father and mother. Because of her rare blood type, she was kept in a cage and drained of blood like a stray cat or dog, trampled on and humiliated. Until she met Li Beiyan. He was the older boy who had depended on her in hell for two years when they were children. A child bor 1.7kReads8.1Score171Shelves
23. 23 枝 Zhizhi, You Wind Around My Heart 枝枝绕我心 Chan Xiaxia缠夏夏Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted [Both leads are devoted only to each other + happy ending] What Shen Zhiyi doesn’t know is that from the moment she returned to the country, a massive net had already been laid out for her. All Sheng Hanzhou’s plans for revenge collapsed the moment he saw Shen Zhiyi. Now that he’s seen her again, all he wants is to keep her bound to his side forever. The past no longer matters; all that matters is their future. When Shen Zhiyi falls ill, he holds her tightly and wonders why it couldn’t have been 13.6kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves
24. 24 她 She, the Gloomy Madwoman, Was Read Like a Book 她，阴郁疯批被读心 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Unconventional Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Family + The Long Road to Winning Her Back + No Fixed Couple + Otome-Game Vibes] [Main story complete. It’s recommended that you turn off the comments while reading.] She, Lan Yetan, is a mentally ill girl with no desire to stay alive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrates into the novel Green Tea Sweetheart: Soft and Sweet. At first, she plans to drift aimlessly through the world as a lonely ghost. Wait. Why has she bee 11.2kReads8.9Score923Shelves

    Reader note

    ——[Almost crying] The sunshine is gentle [Almost crying]—— "Years"—— Actually, Nian Nian has never truly moved on. She just appears to breathe normally, eat and walk normally... But everyone can see that her will to live is too weak, like a wisp of fog that can be blown away... Just like her relationship with him. (Hint: Illness, Bad Ending Aesthetics, Tissues Needed) "Mind Reading"—— The beautiful and spirited female protagonist is filled with longing for her own creation, and she's overjoyed when she transmigrates into the cannon fodder fake heiress... Wait! She's not favored! She's going to be kicked out of the house! Finally, she can be created! (Hint: Mary Sue, Pampered, Mind Reading)

25. 25 同 My Deskmate Brings Me Light 同桌予你光亮 Qi Cheng栖橙Modern Romance190k WordsCompleted The physical book is now available under the published title Moonlight Comes for Me [The author's debut work. The writing is still immature, so readers, please proceed with caution] [School Life + Devoted Couple + Sweet Romance + Healing] Gloomy, cool, and gorgeous Orange Darling × Arrogant Young Master Mu “Brother Chen, the new transfer student is as beautiful as a fairy!” “Not interested. Leave me alone!” Later, Young Master Mu corners the little fairy in an alley and whines, “Baby, I'm sorry. 5kReads9.5Score705Shelves

    Reader note

    The female lead has depression

26. 26 大 The Big Shot's Stingy Darling Is Angry Again 大佬的小气鬼又生气了 Hui Yang绘恙Modern Romance230k WordsCompleted Pessimistic, melancholic girl × arrogant, roguishly handsome upperclassman [Mutual devotion + sweet youth romance + healing + love that grows over time + happy ending] A well-behaved new girl transfers to No. 3 High School. She has a quiet, lovely face, especially those big, clear, innocent doe eyes. Even her name sounds lovely: Ji Xuan. She’s just a little withdrawn, always seeming listless. One day, the school heartthrob climbs over the wall to skip class with a bunch of his rowdy friends, 1.4kReads8.8Score162Shelves
27. 27 他 His Strawberry-Scented Rose 他的草莓味玫瑰 Qi Cheng栖橙Modern Romance287k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + both leads are devoted to each other + healing + mutual pursuit] [Theatrical, depressed girl and cold, wild school bully] Scene 1: Jiang Qiyu looked at the girl, who was much shorter than him, as she said into her phone, “This internet café is pretty laid-back. They’ve got a kid running the place.” The girl sucked on a strawberry lollipop and looked up at him. “Hey, buddy, I’m almost seventeen. Can’t you tell?” Scene 2: Lin Yunchu leaned over her desk and asked, “How much does y 5.1kReads9.5Score553Shelves
28. 28 觉 After Awakening, I Spoiled the Childhood-Friend Second Male Lead Rotten! 觉醒后，将竹马男二宠上天！ Qian Lin牵临Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted [Second Male Lead Wins + Quickly Rekindled Romance + Childhood Sweethearts + Mutual Devotion + Two Wealthy Families + White Moonlight + Both Leads' First and Only Love!] [Brilliant, Flirtatious Designer × Gentle, Devoted Business Mogul] Qi Yunqing and her childhood sweetheart, Shen Huaixu, had been in love for four years. She thought she and Shen Huaixu would be together forever, but everything changed after she met Gu Wenxuan. Every time Qi Yunqing saw Gu Wenxuan, she found herself drawn to him 1kReads8.0Score101Shelves

    Reader note

    The story begins with a suicide, then it's all sweetness and light, with a few slightly angsty chapters halfway through, before returning to pure sweetness. [Admiration]

29. 29 贺 Dr. He Keeps His Desires in Check in Public, but Loses Control Only for Her in Private 贺医生人前禁欲，人后只对她失控 Nine Fields Neurotic Frog九野神经蛙Modern Romance314k WordsCompleted [Workplace Romance + Female Growth + Comeback + Sweet and Satisfying Romance + The Contrast of a Chaste Exterior] He was the doctor who helped her heal: gentle, aloof, and restrained. He taught her not to put up with things anymore. From then on, Xu Ke, once an easy pushover for anyone to manipulate, became a “certified madwoman” who went wild with a license. Whether it was people picking fights, using psychological manipulation, or harassing her at work and shifting the blame, she took them d 315Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    This novel features a female protagonist suffering from depression and mania! High quality! Highly recommended! [Thumbs up] The male lead is the female lead's psychologist. [Sparrow's Masterpiece] A guiding lover + abstinence contrast, female growth + workplace romance + comeback + sweet and satisfying story, healing and mutual support!

30. 30 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Near Death, I Sat Up in Shock垂死病中惊坐起Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 10.4kReads8.9Score757Shelves

    Reader note

    I enjoyed them all, especially the third book, which was a bit angsty.

31. 31 阿 Aye, I'm Leaving 阿也，我走了 A Wu阿午Modern Romance88k WordsCompleted [Sensitive, self-conscious heroine x gentle, sunny hero] When Lin Zhiyou was six, her father died in a car accident, and her mother raised her alone. After her mother changed jobs, eighteen-year-old Lin Zhiyou transferred to Nancheng No. 1 High School. There, she met Jiang Ye... A sensitive, self-conscious girl falls in love with a gentle, sunny boy, but the wheels of fate have not turned in her favor... 34Reads6.9Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    🔥🔥①The female lead's father died in a car accident when she was young, and her mother raised her alone. After being severely bullied at school due to jealousy, she developed depression. Later, after her mother also passed away, she committed suicide after the male lead's wedding.

32. 32 我 I Request Permanent Account Deletion 我申请永久注销账号 Ming Yuxin明玉心Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted There isn't much of a synopsis. This is simply the story of a life born on the wrong track, reset to zero... Shen Shi'an: "The world is so vast, yet when I look around, there's not a single person who loves me!" There are bonus chapters, so check out the author's notes in Chapter One! #The tags don't match the story. The author didn't choose them (breaks down)# My new work is here! Welcome to read my story. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell 2.9kReads8.1Score398Shelves
33. 33 我 I'm Not the Original Host. It's Okay If I Leave, Right? 我不是原主，离开也没关系吧 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance274k WordsCompleted [Content warning: The spirit realm is a fictional world; this is not a female-led power fantasy or a wish-fulfillment story. The heroine is like someone transported from ancient times to the modern day and is unfamiliar with the present] As the Lou family's illegitimate daughter, Lou Jiner was the most powerful being in the spirit realm. Yet after she sacrificed herself, the Lou family left her in a mass grave and took away her spirit tablet, the symbol of honor. “An illegitimate daughter has no 2.8kReads9.1Score205Shelves
34. 34 归 After Returning Home, My Livestreams Doting on My Childhood Friend Went Viral 归国后，我直播宠竹马爆火了 Yu Mo Shuning余墨书泞Modern Romance82k WordsCompleted Also known as Five Years in the Human World. Five years ago, Nan Shujin left without a word and went abroad. Li Congyan, her childhood friend, watched the girl who had always been inseparable from him vanish without a trace… Five years later, they meet again on a variety show, and Nan Shujin discovers that her childhood friend has become even clingier. 90Reads8.5Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    This is a novel that's incredibly popular on Douyin (TikTok). I highly recommend it to everyone. Just read it, you won't be able to stop reading once you start! It's super addictive and of extremely high quality!

35. 35 饲 Keeping a Dog 饲犬 Empty Mountain in Spring春山空Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [A sensitive girl with depression vs. the finance department’s campus heartthrob + mutual devotion + healing + both leads’ first love] Her father died young, her mother had ignored her for years, and her stepfather harbored ill intentions. Jiang Yao’s life was unbearable. She could never escape the shadow of her family, and her pain grew so great that she could no longer go on living. Her life was so awful that she wanted to end it early. She climbed out of the abyss, only to be forced back into 4.9kReads8.9Score610Shelves
36. 36 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 68.9kReads9.5Score12.5kShelves

    Reader note

    "Before, a mere frown from him would send her into a panic, but now, when he slams the door and roars, she doesn't even lift an eyelid. The girl who used to brave the rain to buy him medicine in the middle of the night and be the first to apologize after an argument now calmly packs her bags without shedding a single tear. Until he finds her hidden medical records—late-stage stomach cancer. 'Please… comfort me one more time…' The once arrogant CEO kneels trembling in the rain, while she gently closes the door." (A gentle, devoted female lead versus a cold, regretful male lead; the stark contrast between humble devotion and utter despair, a powerful emotional punchline amplified by the terminal illness trope.)

37. 37 回 Back Before My Wife Took Her Own Life 回到妻子自杀前 Gazing at Mountains and Seas见山海Modern Romance741k WordsOngoing [Male lead reborn + winning back his wife + gloomy, multifaceted heroine + unconventional redemption story] [The early synopsis is the male lead’s own self-delusion] [Starting in Volume Two, flashbacks to the past life run alongside the main narrative of his rebirth] Xu Dongmu is the long-lost daughter of the Shen family, missing for twenty-three years. Not long after they find her, she marries Qin Jiu, the heir to the Qin family. Naturally, there is no love between them. They are a couple in na 22.5kReads9.0Score2.3kShelves
38. 38 穿 After Becoming the Villainess, the Princess Gives Up! 穿成恶毒女配后，公主她摆烂了！ Cen Shinian岑十年Modern Romance677k WordsCompleted [Short drama now streaming] [Showbiz + CEO + Secret Crush + Married First, Love Later + Face-Slapping Everyone + Sweet and Satisfying] Jiang Yue transmigrated into a book. She became the villainess in a CEO romance novel. In the original story, she did every evil thing imaginable: drugging the male lead, abusing her biological son, who would grow up to become the villain, bullying the female lead, whom everyone adored, and tormenting the male supporting characters, who would all go on to become 37.8kReads9.2Score3kShelves

    Reader note

    🍒🌈If the female lead hadn't thought she'd transmigrated into a book and lost her memory, the epilogue would have been a tragic ending! The female lead is actually an ancient princess who transmigrated into a book as a villainous supporting character. She's married with a child, but she's sick and doesn't love her child. However, Chu Chu is a well-behaved child who always loves her mother. In the "what if" scenario, Chu Chu never receives her mother's love.

39. 39 女 Disguised as a Man: Playing a Heartbreaker in a Wealthy-Family Novel 女扮男装：在豪门文里演海王 Lazy Words词慵Modern Romance231k WordsCompleted [Everyone's favorite + no central romance in the main story + girl disguised as a boy] The new god Ci Wen was unable to understand human emotions, so her memories were erased and she was sent to the human world for a trial. After binding to a mission System, she dutifully began playing all kinds of second male leads: The childhood sweetheart who is the first love of a poor, fragile girl; The gentle senior admired by the school's icy beauty; And the childhood friend of the heroine in a redemption 5.2kReads9.4Score527Shelves

    Reader note

    Disguised as a man, Ci Wen is the gentlest person in the world. [Crying] It's not that Ci Wen doesn't understand love; she's just too extreme in both love and hate. Everyone hopes the light will shine on them, but dear, first, you must leave a crack for that light. In the church, someone joined the crowd in reciting the Bible—John 3:16: "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." Not perish. Have eternal life. Eternal life.

40. 40 闻 I Hear Your Heart Is Divided, So I Come to Part with You 闻君有两意，此来与君绝 Jun Yun Xi昀熙君Modern Romance172k WordsOngoing My name is Shen Guining, and his is Lu Feng. Perhaps our names made it clear from the start that we were never on the same path... The promises we made when we were young cut into my weary heart every day that followed. It turns out there’s no warning when two people begin to loathe each other, and no warning when they stop clinging to one another. This is a story about breaking apart and rebuilding, like an old film soaked through with rain, slowly unfurling the strength to grow within its damp —Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    "Depression isn't a flood, it's about learning to wait for the tide to recede." "Depression isn't the end, it's a journey of learning to reconcile with yourself." But at this moment, she no longer wants to begin that journey. @

41. 41 曼 Be Good, Manman! Lean Closer, Young Master Ji Is Clinging to You Again 曼曼乖！侧耳，阴湿季少缠上来了 Li Wu黎巫Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Complete [Transmigrate into a book + romantic tension + everyone's darling + both leads are each other's first] [Gloomy, obsessive heir x affection-starved, foul-mouthed little rascal] [They push and pull to the limit and save each other. Everyday-life story, sweet and indulgent, with a light comedic edge] (The author is bad at writing blurbs. Read the story.) Lu Shiman transmigrates into a book as the vicious supporting actress who caused the heroine deep childhood trauma. There are four more v 11kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves
42. 42 星 Whispers of the Stars 星星耳语 Lu Lu Yu Yu鹿鹿鱼鱼Modern Romance239k WordsOngoing A sweet, hearing-impaired girl with depression x a sunny, optimistic, upright boy During the summer break of their second year of high school, Su Rang steps in to save a girl. When they meet again, they become classmates. From then on, Su Rang’s world has a quiet, taciturn girl in it. Her name is Ning Zhinan. And Ning Zhinan’s world has a shining star in it. His name is Su Rang. When their youth comes to an end, Ning Zhinan suddenly leaves Su Rang’s world. When they meet again, this time the sta 129Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    The female protagonist in this book suffers from depression.

43. 43 傅 Mr. Fu, Your Shadow Lover Has Run Away Again 傅先生，你的影子情人又跑了 Lu Lu碌禄Modern Romance346k WordsCompleted A pharmaceutical tycoon brought down from his pedestal VS a female doctor who seems cool and composed but is actually a depressed, unhinged patient with a mental illness. Everyone in the world says Mrs. Fu is mentally ill and has never loved him, but Mr. Fu says, “So what if she’s mentally ill? It’s fine. This is love.” 166Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    A pharmaceutical tycoon brought down from his pedestal versus a seemingly aloof doctor who is actually depressed, insane, and mentally ill. Everyone in the world says Mrs. Fu is mentally ill and has never loved him, but Mr. Fu says that even though she's mentally ill, it doesn't matter; it's love. But she stubbornly jumps off the cliff anyway.

44. 44 重 Reborn and Doted On by Everyone, She Takes Her Twin Sons on a Parenting Reality Show 重生团宠，带着双胞胎儿子上娃综 Candied Chestnuts冰糖炒栗子Modern Romance469k WordsCompleted In her previous life, she was blinded by greed and mistook wolves and tigers for family. She died by suicide after falling into depression, and only after her death did she see who truly loved her. Reborn with her memories, all she wants is to make things right with her husband and children. 13.9kReads9.1Score1.4kShelves

    Reader note

    This book [Add to bookshelf][Add to bookshelf][Add to bookshelf] The female protagonist initially suffered from mild depression, but after experiencing cyberbullying and other events, she developed severe depression and ultimately committed suicide through self-harm [crying]. After being reborn, she became clear-headed, strong, and rational, and decided to make amends to her husband and son.

45. 45 我 Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护 Dian Lan滇岚Modern Romance156k WordsCompleted A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live! 172Reads—Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    This should be a good fit; you can flip through it if you have nothing else to read. It tells the story of an ordinary mother accompanying her depressed daughter in the hospital. There are many other patients with depression in the hospital; they play games together and undergo physical therapy together. In a secluded corner, they find solace in each other.

46. 46 来 The Bad Woman from Prison 来自监狱的坏女人 Who Could Be My Match谁与为偶Mystery1.0M WordsCompleted Original title: The Chaste Police Commissioner: I've Locked Away Your Heart Workplace romance + suspenseful romance + soul swapping + unhinged villainess forces her love + forbidden cop-and-criminal romance + the queen returns I'm Su Yu. The “Goddess of Finance” admired by everyone in the business world. A meticulously planned car accident sent me tumbling from the clouds into the mud. I became the “suspect” everyone cursed and was personally delivered to a detention center. My best friend betra 839Reads9.2Score114Shelves

    Reader note

    The female lead suffers from mental illness; apart from the police, no one in her family knows or cares about her. [Female suspect vs. Male lead, the aloof beauty of the police station] He initially doesn't believe her, even sending her to a women's detention center and treating her as a criminal. But in the moment they fall in love, he desperately wants to pull her back from the brink of hell.

47. 47 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 188.6kReads9.5Score25.6kShelves

    Reader note

    Meets the requirements.

48. 48 恶 The Villainess's Daughter Is Reborn 恶毒女配的女儿重生了 Lazy Uncle Bookworm懒也书叔Ancient Romance252k WordsCompleted [Completed] In the eyes of most people in the Celestial Realm, Bai Yi was a bastard, a good-for-nothing born without a shred of immortal power. Bai Yi had possessed other people's bodies, practiced forbidden arts, and fallen into demonic cultivation. Countless people had died at her hands over the years, and her enemies had hunted her down in droves. She had escaped by the skin of her teeth time and again, yet in the end, she still died without so much as a body left behind. She was sacrificed a 576Reads9.0Score102Shelves
49. 49 月 Moonlight Hangs Low Behind Her 月色在她身后低垂 Xiao Qiju肖七橘Modern Romance286k WordsCompleted [Both leads devoted only to each other, a sweet story of healing, sweet from beginning to end. The reborn male lead saves the heroine. School life in the first half, cozy everyday life later. A gentle, refined business tycoon hero x a dazzling, striking comic artist heroine] Jiang Yan and Nan Tang lost each other for ten years. When they met again, neither expected it to be their final farewell. The burdens society placed on the girl were too heavy, and they drove her away from him. Reborn in hi 2.4kReads9.4Score243Shelves

    Reader note

    It's absolutely amazing, just watch it! It's so good it'll blow your mind!

50. 50 风 The Wind Kisses the White Rose 风吻白玫瑰 Qitao Zhizhi柒桃枝枝Modern Romance117k WordsCompleted A cheerful girl with depression vs. a lonely, gentle top student Chen Yan meets a strange person at the hospital. That day, he sees many sides of her. One moment she is chatting away, the next she is silently crying. Since high school, she has called herself “Young Master Xiao Jiang” and become everyone’s mood-maker. Everyone thinks that is just who she is, but Chen Yan is the only one who has seen the side she keeps hidden. So he says, “Don’t be afraid. I’m here to save you.” He has seen her at 77Reads8.9Score—Shelves

    Reader note

    I really empathize with her. I hope that in her next life she can be a truly free "Little Jiang Ye," with the "Yu" in Jiang Yu meaning "abundance year after year."

Other lists with After We Reunited, My Ex-Boyfriend the Homicide Detective Became My Neighbor