A Knife, a Huge Knife, but the Protagonist Is Gentle and Kind, a Book About Sunny Depression
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I want to read a book like "How do I live around Conan when I vomit blood from time to time". The protagonist is gentle and kind, but suffers from depression and is very caring towards others.
At first, Wu Sheng just wanted to follow them on their adventure, but he felt powerless to deal with their concern again and again. They are all such good people, how can you just watch them get hurt and even go into darkness? He got along with them with a smile, and tried his best to regain the light that belonged to a few people for them, but he pushed himself completely into darkness. But it doesn't matter, as long as they can be happy. Very consistent
This is not a big deal, it is probably about the hero Jiang who was kidnapped by Jingchi when he was a child. Jingchi (Bai Yueguang) died. He had a dream to become a superstar in the entertainment industry, so the hero Jiang went to the e-sports superstar to go to the talent show to realize his dream •̀֊•́✧
Adapted from real experiences and taken from the top martial arts schools domestic! Purely realistic themes, no fantasy! The friendship between young people in a martial arts school is built day and night. We endure the pain of training together, share the few joys we have together, stay together in a harsh environment for warmth, and after graduation and entering society, we find the direction of life in the current of reality...
This book is totally a knife, a sour redemption, the gentle background of the heroine is actually self-destructive depression😭😭😭, especially in the later stage, the heroine is so sick that she has hallucinations, the hero opens the cabinet and finds that it is full of the heroine's medicine, his heart is broken
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"I just hope that he will only hate me in this sword pavilion in the future." He casually pulled out a decorative peach blossom branch from the vase on the side. The branch was slender and graceful, and there were even scattered peach blossoms on it, which were beautiful and delicate. "I will use this as a sword to compete with you..." "If you succeed in the competition and a peach blossom falls on this branch, you will win." Not wielding a sword, but holding a flower. Applause immediately broke out from all directions, and everyone stood up and exclaimed, "I am banishing the immortal." "Regret? What's the use of regret?" Can a person who regrets survive? "Of course it's cold, after all, it's in the north." The snow is falling all over the sky, it's really cold... Death is not scary, Yan Nanxu has never been afraid, anyway, he has no worries in that world, but... There are a few people, he has to settle the accounts, one by one, and in the end, even if they go to hell, he will have to drag them to hell together! "After he becomes the Supreme, he can naturally make all his wishes come true, but... The joy he gets from eating a piece of candy when he is a child, and the feeling he gets from eating a piece of candy when he grows up, will probably never be the same." When I was a teenager, I always had to leave something worth remembering. Yan Nanxu didn't like snow... The wind here was biting and the snow was falling all over the sky. It was too cold. In a daze, he could always recall the pain of suffocating in the snow in his previous life... He came as ordered and left as he pleased. He vaguely remembered the misty and rainy Jiangnan that he often saw, with catkins blowing in the wind and full of vitality. The south of the Yangtze River has the gentlest scenery and the harshest character. It can be warm in spring or proud of snow and frost. Probably the talents raised in this way are the most flexible and tough at the same time. "Since I am here, why am I not from this world?" "The road ahead is uncertain, life and death are uncertain." "Everyone dies, and there is nothing wrong with it." "I am telling the truth, but I cannot lie. The fate of meeting by chance has been looked back on a hundred times in the past life, how can I expect too much?" The bright moon that came to the world to save people was stained with blood in the end. The living are passers-by, and the dead are returnees. Heaven and earth travel against each other, sharing the same sorrow for eternity. There was only desolation left in those eyes, a wasteland and desert. Without the starry sky and bright moon in the sword pavilion that I once missed, I can't see the strong and soft Jiangnan character that I once pursued. "The original intention lasts forever... Don't lose it, don't let it go..." "Why did you kill Master?! Do you think he was not good to you? He was the one who saved you twice! He was also the one who deliberately walked away knowing that you wanted to eat candied haws on a stick! He even made this sword for you himself!!" - "'Nanxu'? Jiangnan Feixu? What a nice name." What does the fireworks look like in the prosperous age? "It's the east wind that blows thousands of flowers and trees down at night, and the stars are like rain." "Just imagine that the stars in the sky gather into countless light spots, and then explode into the shape of flowers, and the stars fall like rain." "What about killing people? Where do you think the best place to shoot is?" "It's the heart." "The heart of most people is located in the lower left part of the middle of the chest, right here..." "Shoot." "Nan Xu, are you kidding?" "I asked you to shoot." "Why do I have to shoot my friend?" "Because if you don't shoot, more people will die!" "Maybe there are other ways." "No matter how many ways there are, at that moment you have only one choice, which is to shoot! We don't have so many opportunities and choices anymore. Look at the world, what do you think we can lose?" "Newborn children cannot grow up, half-grown teenagers die early, and if this continues, the only thing waiting for mankind is destruction. Therefore, for the survival of mankind, your determination must be able to risk everything." Look forward, don't look back, never look back. No matter what you lose, the future is ahead. What is lost can no longer be recovered. Remember that those who have gone by cannot be admonished, but those who have come can still be pursued... "Nan Xu, the sky has dawned. We no longer have to look for light in the dark night. The sky has dawned..." - "Cruel?" "He will be a monarch. It doesn't matter if the monarch is ruthless. After all, one general will become famous and thousands of bones will wither. But this 'ten thousand bones withered' can be a soldier on the battlefield, his political opponent, or his competitor, but he should not be a common person!" The petals fall, falling red all over the ground... Expectations may be in vain, hopes may be shattered... ——The bare branches are no longer as blooming as in the memory, what a pity... "I... Can I, can I take a look at the flowers blooming again?" The flowers on the road have not yet bloomed, and the prosperity of the world has not yet ended. Who can truly be free from worries? I once risked everything for revenge, but now it is for rebirth and the future. ——It's late at night, you should go back, there are still people waiting for you. "Isn't it pretty? Xiao Xu'er, I've asked before. This is called Lingcao Herb. It's really beautiful! It's so big!" Thousands of hectares of purple light warm people's hearts, and thousands of miles of fragrance soaks people's hearts. "Xiao Xu'er!" "I've counted the lotus flowers. There are seven hundred and twenty-one lotus flowers in total!" Why? Because you call him "Xiao Xuer", because you always cling to him, because you like to hold the corner of his clothes when walking, because, because... "You, you counted a whole pond of lotus..." Because of his coaxing words, you spent a few days counting the whole pond of lotus... Flowers are buried, green grass is laid as a memorial, blood stains on the clothes are like red plum blossoms, clothes and black hair are scattered on the ground, it is a very beautiful picture, but... Yes, it will be very happy, just like the system will be sad when it sees Yan Nanxu disappear. It will understand the joy and sorrow from it. This is the joy and sorrow that Yan Nanxu gave it. It is magical and unforgettable, as if it has been given a real life. "This," "He, he finally gave himself a trace of spirituality and repaired his soul..." There seems to be something hidden under this calmness. It may be just a touch of loss, or it may be a heavy heartache... "The land is very beautiful. I want to walk around. Wen Tian also likes the flowers and sunshine there. I will accompany him." This journey to the ends of the earth has no return date, and there is no return date. "What he picked casually, and what I planted casually, can it really sprout?" Unintentional planting? So is it really unintentional now? I'm afraid that the flowers won't bloom even if I plant them intentionally. "Where are you going?" "To the distance." "Is the distance death?" "You will cough so much that you can't sleep at night, and often stay up all night." "No, the distance is not death, never." He may have stopped somewhere, maybe a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, a border village, or a small boat, a wilderness... Or maybe he did not stop, and continued to travel, looking for the distance... Is the distance death? Of course not, it is a beautiful way home, the home of old friends, the end of all pursuits and expectations... In the final analysis, distance is comfort. ——Wearing a sword in green clothes, he looks cool and graceful, full of the style of a knight-errant. "Nanxu? What a name! I like Jiangnan, and I also like catkins. When the catkins fly, it means spring has arrived." "Well, let's call it 'Taoyuan sworn brotherhood'!" What happened that day seemed like a nightmare. When I woke up from the dream this morning, my old friend was gone. What if he was already dead? "Let's put it this way, you saved me twice. The first time you said you saved me easily, but the second time... You saved me with your life." "So," "He is a good friend, a good brother, and a savior. In short, he is a very important person." "What did you say my name was before?" "Nanxu, Yan Nanxu." "It's a good name." "It's your name!" "Is there anything else you want to know? Oh, and the peach grove, the place where we became sworn brothers, is now in flowering season. I'll take you there to see it next spring..." "I don't remember what happened before. I don't remember anything you said." "What's there?" "Forget it if you really don't remember. There will be new memories in the future." As long as everyone is well, the future will always be more worth looking forward to than the past. However, your heart is not my heart, and I have lost my love for you. However, my heart is at peace, and I am as happy as sweet wine. It's an old friend I know, an old friend I can connect with... Name? It's not important, he doesn't need to know that he will have a truly free future after leaving Xuangu, and the past memories belonging to Xuangu and himself in this memory do not need to and should not be recalled. There will be no Xuan Gu or "Ming Qi" in his future. This is the best outcome. The heart is bound, where to look for, where to return? Whether it's atonement or judgment, Ming Xu will accept it. What's a little ridiculous is that at this moment, he still has a sense of luck - maybe it's not her, maybe there is someone else behind him... But there is only one person behind him. Ming Xu suddenly understood that when Zhou Wan looked at her before, the gentle look in her eyes was not because of love in her heart, but because it had always been like this. It was because she was being sentimental, but... Just... Just, why did she lie to him? Why use that method to deceive him? In my memory, Zhou Wan has always been very gentle. She smiled gently and said gently that she would treat this place as her own home. She was really gentle, cruel and gentle. "I don't care where he is from. To me, his only identity is that of my friend. Now I want to find him, please get out of the way!" "I don't listen? Yes, I don't listen. I never thought that in the end, my parents were accomplices in his crimes! Do you know how many people died?!" "Nan Xu..." "He became like that because of me. If he has any sins in this world, I will share half of them with him!!" "Why are you here to ask for repayment from me? You didn't do anything to me..." "Why are you doing this, mother, why are you doing this? You said you like him, you said you hope he is also your child, why are you doing this, why... What did you ask him to do? It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me..." "I've been thinking about it, what did Nan Xu do wrong? I thought about it over and over again, and finally thought of it." "It's to save me. The worst thing he did was to save me. He shouldn't have saved me at all in the first place!" It can bloom in the flowers for a long time, but only day and night are left after picking them out. "It's strange." "What about you? Why are you so persistent?" "Because Brother Immortal, I want to save him." "By the way, I never asked, why do you call Nan Xu that way?" "Because Brother Immortal is very good-looking and gentle to people." "Then let me remind you that sometimes he may not be as gentle as you think." "What do you mean?" "To put it simply, he can also kill people with a sword. He is not always as gentle and harmless as you remember." "I know this. I've seen it. Brother Immortal's swordsmanship is very powerful." "Then aren't you afraid? Immortals can also kill people with blood." "Why should you be afraid?" "It's like a saying, 'Bodhisattva lowers his eyebrows, King Kong's eyes are angry.' He is not a god and is not stained by dust. Sometimes he may even be stained by blood, making him look like a demon but not an immortal. Immortals can also be stained with blood and kill people. "Is it true that some people will eat people to enhance their skills?" "Yes, there are many people who are willing to do so..." I didn't expect that there are so many... After seeing each other for years, the flowers fall into nothingness, and the past becomes a dream, but it is not too late to say that everything is in vain. Don't be sad. Life and death are parted. The blue sky is falling and the bones are gone. "Because it is never anyone's responsibility to save the common people. No one has the obligation to take on this responsibility. If you are poor, you can be alone, and if you are rich, you can help the world. As for the people in this world, everyone's power is very small. The people should not rely on one person to save them. It is too difficult to be a human being." "You just want revenge. You can't kill Mr. Xuan, so why do you think we can? Or just let us die?" "No, you can, only you can." "What do you mean?" "My poison can kill Mr. Xuan, but the problem is that I can't let the poison enter Mr. Xuan's body unconsciously. Once he is prepared, he will fail..." "Then I found you. You are the medicinal material he carefully cultivated. He will definitely eat you, unprepared and serious." "... You gave me the poison and asked me to kill him?" "This is our only way." "This is your way!" "You didn't ask me at all and made your own decisions!" "If you don't go, you will die. The poison is too strong and your bones will melt in more than a month!" "I won't bother you, but I will die before then!" "With my ability, do you think it would be too easy for me to quietly poison everyone in this hospital?" "Or maybe the poison has already been administered." The mission is just to let Ye Chen practice the Blood Cloud Scroll. The mission has been completed, so let's just leave. It's because he is incompetent. He can't be good in this world anyway! "Brother Immortal, saving the common people is really thankless when you think about it. Whoever wants to do it can do it, let's go." "I don't want to save the common people." "But don't say that, you still have a long way to go." "No, I have come a long way, I..." "You have to keep walking, a longer way." "What about you, you went to pave the way for us, and then what?" "Then I will go home." "Go home?" "Yes, I've been away for a long time, and it's time to go home." "Can't we go back now?" "I hope that when I leave, your road ahead will be bright and sunny, so that every time I am happy for the beautiful scenery at home, I can imagine that you have the same mood at a certain moment. I hope you have a future, otherwise I will leave irreparable regrets." Saving people is indeed an outrageous task, but the people and things I care about are also one of all living beings. "Then..." "Then when will I go find you?" "You don't have to go to me. I will go home after everything is done." "Home?" "Where is your home? I can take you back." "I can only walk home alone, otherwise I won't be able to go back." "I really want to go back." "Then can I go see you in the future?" "Sorry, no." "I..." "I feel, I don't know, Nan Xu, I don't know, is this right? Should I do this?" "Then do you believe me?" "But it's so unlucky. I haven't bought a bamboo hat yet, and I feel like your bamboo hat and mine are really incompatible... Also, there are all the flowers in the peach grove. The fruits will probably grow this month, and there will be no flowers at all... It's really unlucky..." "The flowers will bloom again next year." But it's just that the flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year. Regret? It's hard to say that Yan Nanxu didn't regret anything, he was just very sad... He thought he could go back. Why couldn't I go home in the end? ——The other shore is peaceful, but it always represents the past; this shore is complicated, but it can write the future. Yan Nanxu walked to the barrier under the eyes of her parents, stared at the peach branch, looked back and smiled at her parents, with tears shining, not of sadness, not of joy, but of having gone through thousands of sailings and thinking about eternity. Catkins drift with the wind, peach blossoms drift with the water, and the spirit of spring flourishes. A sudden storm, half a lifetime of ups and downs, is it a misfortune or destiny? When I wake up from this dream, it is not because of the demise of the destiny. I use the clear wind and bright moon as a record, and use the mountains and rivers as a picture. I say that life and death will be over, and the spring scenery will remain the same. ——One thought is eternal. This thought is prosperous and untainted, waiting for the flowers to bloom. It is a square of heaven and earth, a three-foot podium. All the past is like fallen flowers that have gone with the waves. They can be seen but cannot be found. No one can forget them, but there is no need to be bound by them. There are still blooming flowers on the branches, so don't let the present day pass you by. Winter is passing and spring is coming, the snow is disappearing and the flowers are blooming. The world is so close, but the road ahead is not yet finished. We still have countless spring, summer, autumn and winter. "In the final analysis, proofs and memorials are all for the living. The deceased is gone. Whether we, the descendants, boast, revere, or criticize, who can really empathize with them?" "It is your fault, not yours. Life and death are decided, and the past is gone." The spring water is green in the sky, the willows on the embankment become smoke, the breeze passes by, the catkins dance in the wind, and scatter all over the sky. It is neither snow nor flowers, but snow is also a flower. It confuses the eyes of tourists, but it never stops, traveling all the way... "Flying catkins... Jiangnan flying catkins?"
My wife is super sick in every book. She likes the fifth and sixth books the most. I really like the author's series of articles. I have read them all. They are very good. I thought that after watching too much, my endurance would be stronger, but in the end I still couldn't hold back my tears. However, I feel that He He is the best among them (I don't know how to describe it, it's not quite right), that is, he is not so ruthless or ruthless in his early actions, and the road to chasing his wife is relatively easy. After all, it takes almost a hundred chapters for the other chapters to reveal the truth. Ran Ran is a very good baby! Watching the extra story broke my heart. I really hope He He knows the truth. Although this is cruel, I really don't want Ran Ran to leave silently alone without anyone remembering him (except Xiao Liu). Every one of you is a treasure [almost crying][crying]
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