Male-Male Romance, Extremely Angsty From Start to Finish, No Happy Ending, Pure BE Aesthetics 双男，特虐，不要前虐后甜，要从头虐到底，BE美学

1. 1 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4kShelves

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   You want to be angsty? The first book is angsty enough.

2. 2 神 Father, Kneel Down and Satisfy Me 神父，跪下，喂饱我 Wan Louyu万楼愈Two Male Leads390k WordsCompleted [Full Audiobook Now Available] [Both Pure + Intense Push and Pull + Flirtatious + Shou Imprisons Gong] [Yandere Vampire Shou Ji Wangxian × Priest Gong Wicher] Ji Wangxian, the first of the vampires, was sealed away for hundreds of years. After breaking free, he was weak and on the run from his pursuers, so he disguised himself as a woman and went to stay with the priest, Wicher. Wicher’s aim was to kill him, yet Ji Wangxian became intoxicated by Wicher’s sweet blood. The more Wicher resisted and 13.6kReads9.4Score2.7kShelves
3. 3 不 You Say You Hate Me? You'll Behave Once Your Master Dies 不是恨吗？师尊死了就老实了 Mu Yao Qian暮遥千Two Male Leads283k WordsCompleted The rating is low because it just came out. [Angst] [Imprisonment] [Regret and Redemption] [Faked Death] Wen Shiyan transmigrates into a book and becomes the villainous master in a BL harem novel. After he arrives, the System binds itself to him and orders him to reform the novel's sickly, possessive second male lead: his disciple, Ling Xianyuan. Ling Xianyuan was originally a gloomy, obsessive boy. In the original story, his unrequited love drives him to turn evil and become a Demon Lord. He im 6.2kReads6.9Score918Shelves
4. 4 靠 Saved the Furnace Cauldron Junior Brother Through Death-Seeking, Only to Be Counter-Attacked 靠作死拯救炉鼎师弟后被反攻了 Du Jiuqi度九七Two Male Leads845k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Both Pure + System + Younger Love Interest + Everyone's Favorite + Ensemble Cast + Multiple Couples + Plenty of Foreshadowing + Many Twists] Chu Siqiao is bound to a death-seeking System and transmigrates into a trashy, sexually explicit novel as a cannon-fodder male supporting character. The protagonist bottom, Mu Zisheng, is his junior martial brother and a cultivation furnace. What he doesn't expect is that the original novel is a pirated book. In the authentic version, Mu Z 7.2kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
5. 5 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.9kReads9.7Score19.5kShelves
6. 6 假 After Faking My Death as an Undercover Agent, the Enigma Went Mad 假死卧底后，Enigma他疯了 Qu Chuan渠川Two Male Leads522k WordsCompleted [Completed] Undercover mission + post-apocalypse + younger love interest + rekindled romance + lovers turned enemies + ABO (EA) Chu Shen, an undercover agent forcibly mutated over ten years, x Qu Zhuqing, a devoted human commander In the post-apocalyptic world, Chu Shen, the highest-ranking law enforcer on the dark web, is gravely wounded during a mission, awakening the bloodline of the mutated. From a decorated law enforcer, he falls to become one of the mutated, hated by everyone. · He eventu 3.3kReads8.8Score642Shelves
7. 7 强 Imprisoned Against My Will: Master, You Can't Escape 强制囚禁，师尊你逃不掉的 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted "The rating just came out low, but it’ll go up."“Master, you’ve been naughty. You’ll have to be punished~” [Two male leads / forced love / yandere / younger love interest / mutually devoted / redemption] Mu Chenyuan transmigrates into a forced-love novel, becoming the vicious master who mistreated his disciple and forced him to fall into demonic cultivation. The original owner did the damage, but he has to pay for it. From the start, he’s imprisoned by his disciple. Luckily, the System tells him 7.4kReads9.0Score1.2kShelves
8. 8 被 The Imprisoned Immortal Lord, Captured in War 被囚禁的战俘仙君 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted The story of an imprisoned captive Immortal Lord, held by his archenemy Demon Lord for the sake of all living beings. “Two male leads / forced hatred / imprisonment / humiliation / abuse / coercion / draw-a-bead game” The Immortal Lord and the Demon Lord fought each other for ten thousand years. In their final battle, the Immortal Lord was captured. His archenemy brought the captive Immortal Lord back to the Demon Palace and locked him up. “Kill you?” The Demon Lord gave him a half-smile. “That 7.1kReads8.5Score761Shelves
9. 9 死 After Faking My Death and Returning, My Deranged Disciple Forces His Love on Me 死遁回来后，疯批逆徒对我强制爱 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads254k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads / Bittersweet Angst / Forced Romance / Unhinged Top / Confinement / Both Pure / 1v1] The patriarch of the sword path fell overnight, only to become the most hated person in his sect. And now he was being forced to marry the Demon Venerable for political reasons? Ji Chen said, “I’m just someone who transmigrated into a book to complete a mission. It’s not my fault the Sword Ancestor I transmigrated as raised the Demon Venerable.” Besides, he had already faked his death and disappe 1.1kReads8.7Score109Shelves
10. 10 疯 Crazy Crazy Crazy's 22nd Book 疯疯疯落第22本书 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads156k WordsCompleted The title is the name of the game and has little to do with the plot. The real title should be "The Paper-Doll Character Whose Affection I Maxed Out Is Forcing Me to Love Him". Although it’s tagged as historical, there’s quite a lot of modern-day story, too. The first few chapters take place in the game, then it moves into the modern-day plot, and there may be more game-related story later. It’s probably a mix of the historical and modern settings. [Two Male Leads / Forced Love / He Chases, He R 301Reads8.3Score105Shelves
11. 11 死 After Faking My Death, My Disciple, Who Hates Me to the Bone, Went Mad 死遁后，恨我入骨的徒弟他疯了 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads241k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Coercion] [Imprisonment] [Yandere] [Deranged Obsession] [Love Triangle From Hell] [Comedic Yet Angsty] [Angst First, Sweetness Later] After transmigrating into a book as the villainous Demon Venerable, Sheng Muxue gets sent to the Execution Platform by the very disciple he raised for two hundred years, all because of the original body's many evil deeds. Sheng Muxue asks the System, “Is this even right? I never abused him like the script says. Why does he hate me?” System: “Coul 2.2kReads8.5Score290Shelves
12. 12 为 To Survive, I Became the Madman's One and Only Prisoner 为活命，我成了疯批的唯一囚宠 Reckless Moon Embers妄月烬Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted A wicked book fell from the sky and dragged Xu Hang into a bloody cycle of hell. Every time he opened his eyes, he was in the same private room, tortured to death. The man in the corner merely watched with cold indifference, then ordered, “Feed him to the dogs.” Xu Hang tried to fight back, beg for mercy, even kill the man first, but death was just a button that reset everything. He died and came back, lived and died again. The cycle repeated seven times, and every agony was etched into his bone 4.5kReads8.9Score470Shelves

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    There's also "The Other Shore Flower in the No Man's Land," which is angsty from beginning to end, with no possibility of sweetness—a tragic ending! It features two strong, clean-living, and insane male characters, plus a quick transmigration and taming element.

13. 13 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3kShelves

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    It's truly heartbreaking, my heart really aches. I cried while reading the second book; the main characters all suffer so much in these books 🥺🥺🥺😢😢😢 The first part of "The Husky" is basically all about suffering, but the later parts are a bit better, kind of bittersweet. The last book even has a scene from "Addicted to Adulthood" 😢😢

14. 14 万 After Everyone's Least Favorite Person Collapsed, They Panicked 万人嫌倒下后，他们慌了 Flowers Fill the Islet花满渚渚Two Male Leads362k WordsCompleted A melodramatic, somewhat angsty story with two male leads. It has a happy ending!!!!!!! Jiang Huai’s mother died when he was too young to remember much. His father remarried, his grandmother hated him, and he had no friends or money. He had never known what it meant to be loved. Some children invited him to play, and Jiang Huai went happily. Then an accident broke his leg, leaving him lame for life. Like a blade of grass, he fought to grow between the cracks in the bricks, but not a ray of sunli 6.5kReads8.8Score452Shelves

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    It's truly heartbreaking, my heart really aches. I cried while reading the second book; the main characters all suffer so much in these books [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]. The first part of "The Husky" is mostly tragic, but the later parts are a bit better, kind of bittersweet. The last book includes a drug rehabilitation center [crying][crying].

15. 15 周 Zhou Jingchuan, You're Too Late 周敬川，你来迟了 A Li Le阿黎勒Two Male Leads112k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + terminal illness + chasing your husband back + angsty romance] The thing Pei You regretted most in his life was following someone into an alley that night. He lost the prayer beads his older brother had given him, saved a girl, and then caught the attention of her brother, Zhou Jingchuan. Zhou Jingchuan was gentle and considerate, maneuvering closer one step at a time. Pei You thought it was love, until he saw the prayer beads bearing his own name fall from Zhou Jingchuan. 7.2kReads8.3Score583Shelves

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    This is going to be torture! [Crying]

16. 16 我 After I Died, They All Started to Love Me 我死后，他们都开始爱我 Flowers Falling in Misty Rain烟雨花落Two Male Leads147k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Angsty, Tearjerking Romance + Everyone Gets Their Comeuppance] The person Shen Yanci envied most in this life was his twin brother, Shen Zhiheng. Everyone said Shen Zhiheng had been born frail because Yanci had taken nutrients from him in the womb. His biological parents demanded to know: Why was Yanci the one who could run and jump around? Why was he the one who got to live a healthy life? The man he had loved for ten years told him, “He’s your brother, your own flesh and bloo 4.1kReads7.1Score436Shelves

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    It's guaranteed to end badly! Trust me.

17. 17 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4kShelves

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    This is so incredibly heartbreaking [crying]

18. 18 王 My Lord, This Secret Guard Knows He Was Wrong and Begs to Be Punished 王爷，暗卫知错了，主动求罚 Mu Chenze慕辰泽Two Male Leads405k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + prince and bodyguard + domineering top and loyal bottom + sweet romance + a little physical angst] A romance between two men: a prince and his young shadow guard. The domineering Prince Jun Yu, the top, versus Ying Mo, his loyal shadow guard, the bottom. In his previous life, Jun Yu spent ten years fighting on the battlefield, devoting himself to supporting his elder brother. He was the renowned Prince of Qin of the Dayan Kingdom, a young hero praised by the people. Yet when h 18.7kReads9.5Score2.1kShelves

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    I still have to recommend the books. You can read the first one, which is very fitting for the topic. And, seeing so many readers in the comments section who were heartbroken, the second book can comfort you—it's so sweet!

19. 19 强 Forced Love: From Shadow Guard to the Prince’s Most Cherished One 强制索爱：从暗卫成为王爷的心尖宠 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生14k WordsCompleted Forced to Love: From Hidden Guard to the Prince's Cherished One 759Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Come on, let's see.

20. 20 我 Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 我死后，师兄才知他爱我 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生20k WordsCompleted Only After I Died Did My Senior Brother Realize He Loved Me 768Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 21 世 The Young Lord Planted a Night-Pleasure Gu, and the General Wept 世子种下夜欢蛊后，将军哭了 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生17k WordsCompleted The Heir Apparent Wept After the General Planted the Night-Pleasure Gu 415Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 22 太 The Crown Prince Returned, but His Shadow Guard Never Came Back 太子归来，却再也等不回他的暗卫 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted The Crown Prince returns, but can never again wait for his secret guard 207Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 23 暗 After His Shadow Guard Betrayed Him, the Crown Prince Hated Me to the Bone 暗卫背叛之后：太子他恨我入骨 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生18k WordsCompleted After the Secret Guard’s Betrayal: The Crown Prince Hates Me to the Bone 553Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 24 千 A Thousand Years of Waiting: I'd Become a Tree for You 千年守候，我愿为你化作一棵树 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted After a thousand years of waiting, I would become a tree for you. 90Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 25 民 The Unfinished Romance of a Republican-Era Major General and an Opera Singer Who Transmigrated Through Time 民国少将与戏子穿越时光的未了情缘 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生13k WordsCompleted An Unfinished Romance Across Time Between a Republic-Era Major General and an Opera Performer 177Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 26 和 After Clearing a Deadly Game in a Team with the CEO, We Fell in Love 和总裁在致命游戏里组队通关后，我们恋爱了 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生23k WordsCompleted After Teaming Up with the CEO to Clear a Deadly Game, We Fell in Love 40Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 27 死 After Faking My Death, I Took on a New Secret Identity, but the Cold-Faced Prince Knew Everything 死遁后我换了马甲，冷面王爷他全都知道了 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生19k WordsCompleted After Faking My Death, I Took on a New Secret Identity, but the Cold-Faced Prince Knew Everything 289Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 28 替 The Princess Who Took Her Sister's Place at the Wedding Is a Man 替姐出嫁的王妃是男儿身 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生17k WordsCompleted The Princess Consort Who Took Her Sister's Place Is a Man 57Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 29 我 Have We Met in a Past Life? 我们是不是前世见过 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生17k WordsCompleted Have we met in a past life? 9Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 30 世 Three Years After Fleeing His Wedding, the Young Lord Was Carried Into the Sedan Chair by the General 世子逃婚三年后，被将军抱上花轿 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生14k WordsCompleted Three years after the heir ran away from his wedding, the general carried him into the bridal sedan 128Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 31 霸 The Domineering Prince and His 'Little Wildcat' 霸道王爷与他的“小野猫” Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生9k WordsCompleted The Domineering Prince and His “Little Wildcat” 17Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 32 王 Your Highness, How About a Male Consort? 王爷，男妃了解一下？ Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生19k WordsCompleted Your Highness, How About a Male Consort? 61Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 33 都 They All Say the Immortal Lord Has Gone Mad, Yet He Insists on Spoiling That Demon Lord 都说仙君疯了，偏要宠那个魔君 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生24k WordsCompleted Everyone Says the Immortal Lord Has Gone Mad, Yet He Insists on Spoiling That Demon Lord 104Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 34 强 After His Forced-Love Tactics Failed, the Mad CEO Fell to His Knees 强制爱失效后，疯批总裁下跪了 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生17k WordsCompleted After His Forced Love Stops Working, the Unhinged CEO Falls to His Knees 67Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 35 狐 The Fox Demon Reigns Supreme: Exorcist, Don't Even Think About Running Again 狐妖在上：捉妖师休想再逃 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生Two Male Leads571k WordsCompleted This life and the next, a thousand years of reincarnation! In my past life, the one I waited for, hated, and loved was always you! Dual male leads, multiple couples, tragic romance, transmigration through time, past and present lives, reincarnation, xianxia cultivation, modern urban life, equally matched leads, happy ending! He waited for ten thousand years; he searched for a lifetime. When his lost love returned to his side, this time he swore he would never let go. From living in seclusion dee 45Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 36 痴 After the Foolish Emperor Turned Evil, the Prince Was Forced into Love 痴傻皇帝黑化后，王爷被强制爱了 Su Mu Yijin苏木一槿Two Male Leads391k WordsOngoing [Two male leads # equally matched powerhouses # physical and emotional angst # love and hate # imprisonment # groveling redemption # mutually unhinged] A gloomy, unhinged emperor top × a cunning, patient prince bottom He was once a regent who held power over the entire court, feared and respected for his iron fist. Later, he became the new emperor’s hidden captive, kept on his bed and out of sight. His legs were broken and he was shackled. The regent who once looked down upon the world became 5.5kReads8.7Score429Shelves

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    So beautiful! So beautiful! So beautiful!

37. 37 冷 After the Cold War, When He Finally Thought of Me, I Was Already Married 冷战之后，当他想起我时，我已经结婚了 Hong Ao弘骜7k WordsCompleted After the Cold War, by the time he thought of me, I was already married. 897Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Except for the third book which is a happy ending

38. 38 他 He Said Elves with Pointed Ears Are Selfish and Unfaithful, So I Deserve to Die? 他说精灵耳自私多情，所以我该死？ Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted He Said Elf Ears Were Selfish and Promiscuous, So I Deserve to Die? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
39. 39 哭 The Weepy Minister Fakes His Death, and the Emperor Goes Mad 哭包尚书死遁，皇帝疯了 Hong Ao弘骜7k WordsCompleted The Weepy Minister Faked His Death, and the Emperor Went Mad 568Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 40 重 Reborn, I’m No Longer My Twin Brother’s Stepping Stone 重生后，我不再是双胞胎弟弟的垫脚石 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After being reborn, I will no longer be the stepping stone for my twin brother 241Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 41 气 Fate Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 气运转移，他却以为是我薄情 Hong Ao弘骜10k WordsCompleted My Luck Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
42. 42 八 My Eight-Year Crush Gave Me 11,000 as a Wedding Gift on My Wedding Day 八年暗恋对象，我结婚那天他上了一万一的礼金 Hong Ao弘骜6k WordsCompleted My Secret Crush of Eight Years Gave Me 11,000 Yuan as a Wedding Gift on My Wedding Day 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
43. 43 被 After He Threw Me Off a Cliff, I Became the Progenitor Vampire He Could Never Have 被他扔下悬崖后，我成了他求而不得的始祖血族 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After he threw me off a cliff, I became the Progenitor Vampire he could never have 778Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 44 我 I Died, and He Held My Corpse, Begging Me to Speak 我死了，他抱着我的尸体求我说话 Hong Ao弘骜9k WordsCompleted I died, and he held my corpse, begging me to speak 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
45. 45 小 The Foolish Boy Died, and He Went Mad 小傻子死了，他疯了 Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted The Little Fool Died, and He Went Mad 6kReads—Score101Shelves
46. 46 小 After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 小傻子重生后，我成了他的狗 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 1.5kReads—Score—Shelves
47. 47 奴 Just a Slave. So What If He Dies? Why Are You Crying? 奴隶而已，死就死了，为什么哭 Hong Ao弘骜15k WordsCompleted Just a Slave. So What If They Die? Why Are You Crying? 2.4kReads—Score—Shelves
48. 48 重 Reborn: I Don't Want You This Time, So Why Are You Panicking? 重生，这次我不要你了，你急什么 Hong Ao弘骜9k WordsCompleted Reborn: This Time, I Don't Want You Anymore. Why Are You in Such a Hurry? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
49. 49 我 I Don't Know. He's Dead 我不知道，他死了 Hong Ao弘骜Two Male Leads187k WordsCompleted [Calm and composed top]+ [A timid little bunny at first, then a dark, unhinged, smiling tiger]+ [Angst]+ [Ghosts and lovers beyond death]+ [Supernatural]+ [Reborn]+ [Workplace]+ [Business rivalry]+ [Xuanhuan]+ [Mutually devoted]+ [Rekindled romance] When he dumped me, he said he was tired of playing with me. He deleted every message we’d shared, sold our home, and erased all our memories. It took me two years to find out that he’d spent four years preparing that villa. One entire wall was line 326Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 50 以 A Life Offered in Sacrifice 以身唯祭 Raise a Toast from Afar遥敬一杯酒Two Male Leads314k WordsCompleted Severe physical torment | Severe heartbreak | Possessive love | Happy ending | A love born of hatred | He’ll regret losing him | One-on-one | True love | Love rekindled after heartbreak | Political scheming and misunderstandings | Both leads are each other’s first Only then did Xiao Jingyan finally understand: he had taught Jing Heng the art of war, but Jing Heng had learned how to offer himself as a sacrifice for love. Xiao Jingyan had once believed that Jing Heng’s betrayal was the greatest sh 7.5kReads8.5Score721Shelves

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