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1. 51 星 Honkai: Star Rail: Slaying Gods with Jingliu and Cutting Through the Past 星铁：从镜流弑神开始杀穿往世 Maples Stir in Form枫动于形Anime Fanfiction184k WordsCompleted (Single heroine: Jingliu; sponsored by Aha; no need to think too hard, just enjoy; special guests: Yingliu, white-haired Huahuo, Marshal Hua) Beyond the story, in the eighth worldline, where no Trailblazer ever arrived. The avenger named Jingliu ultimately merged with the divine remains of Propagation and took her place at the forefront of the god war, using the Swarm of Propagation to tear apart the benevolent facade of Abundance. On the eve of Xianzhou Cangcheng's destruction, she charged 81Reads—Score614d adds

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   They're giving out knives, hahaha!

2. 52 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: I, the Mechanical Marshal, Am Saving the World Online! 崩铁：我，机械元首，在线救世！ Shi Yunshe施允舍Anime Fanfiction118k WordsOngoing [Honkai: Star Rail] + [Multiple female leads] + [Jarilo] [Genius Society, Seat 85: Mechanical Overlord] While everyone else is still marveling at the events in Amphoreus and the war between the Xianzhou and the Abundance, there’s a forgotten corner called Jarilo, the so-called beginner’s world that everyone knows about. Jarilo was invaded by the Antimatter Legion and ravaged by the Eternal Freeze. Without the Trailblazers, Jarilo would have had no hope of survival. Why not turn your eyes to this 175Reads—Score—14d adds
3. 53 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: From Destruction to the End 崩铁：从毁灭走向终末 Seasoned Slacking Expert资深摸鱼专家Anime Fanfiction676k WordsOngoing An otherworldly soul that witnessed a miracle of Destruction is reborn in the world of Honkai: Star Rail, until it reaches the final End... On Jarilo-VI, it establishes the Imaginary Foundation and merges with a Stellaron. On the Xianzhou Luofu, it usurps the will of the Heliobi and schemes with Phantylia to seize the Ambrosial Arbor. On Penacony, it harvests minds and wills, exploiting wishes to create an artificial god. On Amphoreus, it steals the Emperor's Scepter's computing power, elevates 687Reads8.0Score—14d adds

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   I'm recommending a new, less-known book that's guaranteed to be good. It's almost 500,000 words long, with a faithful adaptation of the original setting. The protagonist is initially caught in a horrific tragedy, his actions are morally ambiguous, and he's not bound by conventional morality. He steals the Star Core from Yalilo, possesses the body of Suiyang in the Immortal Boat to become his second will, schemes against Huanlong to seize the Jianmu Tree, and Pinocchio invades his dreams to harvest his spirit and will, exploiting his willpower to create an artificial god. Ongfa steals the computing power of the Emperor's Scepter, creating a divine kingdom in his palm and replicating the memories and data of the Golden Descendants.

4. 54 穿 After Transmigrating into Honkai: Star Rail, I Made the Entire Universe Become Dads 穿越崩铁后，我让全寰宇喜当爹 Heng Ge横戈Anime Fanfiction982k WordsOngoing (The rating was artificially boosted; it was 9.1 before.) Lan Ge transmigrates straight to the heart of the void, where he’s about to be assimilated when a System descends. On the verge of breaking down, it tells him to draw cards to obtain characters, who must earn recognition in order to exist. With nothing to lose, Lan Ge draws a card in desperation Wait, what do you mean, Dan Feng is the genetic donor? What do you mean, my health is at 20%? What do you mean, my Immortal energy is out of c 54.7kReads8.8Score4.5k14d adds
5. 55 C After Cosplaying Battle-Damaged Caelus, I Became the Astral Express Crew's Darling COS战损穹后我成了列车组团宠 Yinglong on the Wing Shoulder翼肩的应龙Anime Fanfiction1.1M WordsOngoing Qiong had put together a battle-damaged Caelus cosplay outfit, and the next second, he was aboard the train, covered in horrifying wounds. Faced with the horrified Express crew and another living, breathing version of himself, Qiong was at a loss. Qiong: I'm fine. The wounds don't hurt. March 7th (bursting into tears): Waaaah, he's been tortured so badly he can't even feel pain anymore! Dan Heng (gripping Cloud-Piercer): ... Welt (adjusting his glasses): This child... has endured a despair we ca 3.7kReads8.8Score28714d adds
6. 56 崩 Honkai: Star Rail Cosplay as a Battle-Damaged Star, Pulling Her Spine Makes Everyone Weep 崩铁cos战损星抽脊骨全员哭死 Qing Muye青木叶Anime Fanfiction1.1M WordsOngoing [Honkai: Star Rail] + [Cosplay] After transmigrating into Honkai: Star Rail, I cosplayed as Stelle in the scrapped fan design, “Heart of the Swarm: Destruction Vessel.” My body is covered in bone spikes, my organs hang in midair, my blood is boiling golden ichor, and all I can do when I speak is make insect noises. The good news: I have “Pain Suppression,” so I can’t feel a thing. The bad news: the Astral Express Crew have no idea. When the Doomsday Beast arrived, I found the bones growing too 5.4kReads8.2Score42914d adds
7. 57 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: I Want to Check the Cards, and There's Nothing Wrong with Them 崩铁：我要验牌，牌没问题 The Bright Mirror Was Dustless to Begin With明镜本无尘Anime Fanfiction969k WordsOngoing [A completed work with over 2 million words and a 9.1 rating.] [This book's initial rating is in: 6.7, and slowly rising.] [No alternate-timeline pairings] [The protagonist transforms into male and female characters. If this kind of plot isn't for you, please move along.] Qin Suian transmigrates into the world of Honkai: Star Rail and discovers that everyone has countless shimmering cards above their heads. They reveal the fates of characters in various alternate timelines or as counterparts fro 71.9kReads8.7Score5.8k14d adds
8. 58 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: The Story of How I Became Jingliu's Senior Disciple 崩铁，我是镜流大师兄这件事 Eastern A-Kong东方阿空Anime Fanfiction1.7M WordsOngoing Comrades, who do you think is the most famous general in the Xianzhou? Is it General Zhuyuan Huaiyan, who has lived the longest? No. Is it General Tianji Feixiao, who has won the most great victories? Not that either. Then is it the Divine General Jing Yuan, who leaves nothing to chance? Of course not. Allow me to make a grand introduction: Veteran of the Second War of Abundance Luofu's First Senior Disciple The strongest Emanator of seven Paths Xianzhou's fastest Starskiff racing god Leader of 1.5kReads6.8Score13614d adds

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   So far, it seems only the protagonist's master has died.

9. 59 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: The Emanator of Abundance's Lie-Flat Life 崩铁：丰饶令使的躺平生活 Xiao Yue Lan魈月澜Anime Fanfiction88k WordsOngoing (This book is sponsored by Aha. You’re sure to love it! If you don’t, you can take it up with Ahaദ്ദി˶>ω<)✧) [One Heroine: Fu Xuan] [Emanator of Abundance] After transmigrating to the Xianzhou Luofu, Xingli becomes an Emanator of Abundance. On the Xianzhou Luofu, headquarters of the Aeon of the Hunt, Xingli takes his time settling into a laid-back retirement, running a street stall. Then one day, a tiny pink-haired girl shows up at his stall, and everything seems to change. That tiny pink-haired 514Reads—Score—14d adds
10. 60 崩 Honkai Impact 3rd: Rewriting Tragedy Starting in the Previous Era 崩坏：从前文明开始改写悲剧 Wen Yuhua温与华Anime Fanfiction1.1M WordsCompleted When Yun Xuan woke up and opened his eyes again, the dull routine of his life was gone. What he saw was a Honkai Beast rampaging through the streets and attacking pedestrians. Just as he wondered if he had woken up on the wrong side of the bed, a Limited Replication System suddenly activated in his mind. Ding!!! A replicable target has been detected within 100 meters… Hua (during her days as a martial arts schoolgirl), replicable talent: Mastery of All Martial Arts. Elysia (before merging with a 1.3kReads8.5Score17114d adds
11. 61 在 Surviving in the Honkai World: Is Something Wrong Here? 在崩坏世界生存，是否搞错了什么 Xiao Ming-chan小铭酱Anime Fanfiction1.6M WordsOngoing The protagonist was once a Star God of the Path of the Ultimate, and a dragon scion of the Path of the Undying. After attaining the rank of Star God, he pursued greater strength without end. In pursuit of even greater power, he used a wondrous dragon-transformation art to be reincarnated as Jiang Ming, then comprehended the laws of the universe: swordsmanship, lightning, space, time, causality, reincarnation, imperial flames, extreme cold, memory, destruction, stars, strength, formations, wisdom 1kReads9.2Score11914d adds
12. 62 星 Honkai: Star Rail: The First Emissary Under Aha 星穹铁道：欢愉座下第一令使 I'm Not Genshin Impact我不是原神Anime Fanfiction1.7M WordsCompleted [Multiple heroines] [Heavily altered plot + original story] [Aha is a heroine too!] As an Emanator of the Aeon of Elation, Su Yun just can't understand it. They're all working for Aeons, so why do everyone else's Aeons live it up while he has to take the blame for Aha every single day? “So next time you do something bad, could you stop pinning it on me?” “Ehehe, nope.” Aha very sincerely turned down Su Yun's request. If he weren't weaker than Aha, Su Yun would have already brought a shovel down 3.3kReads9.2Score37114d adds
13. 63 星 Honkai: Star Rail: My Master Is Jingliu, My Landlady Is Fu Xuan 星穹铁道：家师镜流，房东符玄 Dawn Knows Not Dusk朝不知暮Anime Fanfiction372k WordsCompleted (No toxic content, no NTR. Honkai: Star Rail. A slacker at the Divination Commission, head of the Slacker Sect, retired Stellaron Hunter. The protagonist's personality is similar to the Lazy King. Ruan Mei, Jingliu, Fu Xuan, Silver Wolf, Qingque, Huohuo...) After leaving the Stellaron Hunters, he completed a month-long probation and became a diviner at the Divination Commission. He'd planned to slack off every day, but his mentor Jingliu came looking for him of her own accord. Fu Xuan: Lin Chen, 595Reads9.0Score10014d adds
14. 64 崩 Honkai Impact 3rd: The Captain's Schizophrenic Girlfriend 崩坏：舰长的精神分裂女友 Fate Cannot Be Defied天意不可逆Anime Fanfiction1.5M WordsOngoing “Servant, I’m giving you two choices: one, choose me; two, choose the Herrscher of the Void!” The Herrscher of the Void sits within the void, watching Gao Su. Beside her is Kiana, her mouth covered by the Herrscher's hand. “Once I’ve dealt with Fu Hua, that old fossil who doesn’t know how to have fun, let me be your partner, Captain!” The Herrscher of Sentience wraps her legs around Fu Hua, who is charging at her in a fury, and winks at Gao Shu. “Captain... I’d support you with both hands if you 3kReads7.4Score43214d adds
15. 65 崩 Honkai Impact 3rd: The System Captures the Herrscher of Sentience from the Start 崩坏：开局系统捕捉识之律者 Immortal in the Temple庙里仙Anime Fanfiction1.2M WordsCompleted In 2014, Chang Kong City. Fu Ming looked at himself in the mirror. He had long, waist-length gray hair and clear, bright blue eyes. He was exactly like Fu Hua from Honkai Impact 3rd, except this Fu Hua was a man. “The Anything-Goes Item System has detected a Host and is initiating binding.” [Ding! A special aura has been detected near the Host. Attempting to capture it.] [Captured a Herrscher of Sentience who ran away from home in a rage after her own mother scammed her.] (She transmigrated from 7.8kReads9.4Score67914d adds
16. 66 崩 Honkai Impact 3rd: The Herrscher of Sentience Falls from the Sky from the Start 崩坏：开局天降识之律者 Dreams of a Foolish Phantom痴人魑梦Anime Fanfiction673k WordsOngoing The Herrscher of Sentience has altered your consciousness. Now you really want to read this book (๑•̀ㅁ•́๑)✧ Also known as: “In Honkai Impact 3rd, My Familiar Is the Herrscher of Sentience” The story includes, but isn't limited to, the main plot and various event stories. [Transmigration + Comedy + Anime + System] This story features a Captain, and the plot won't be exactly the same. Some fan-created details differ slightly, but it definitely won't disappoint anyone who wants to read it! (If you' 447Reads9.1Score10314d adds
17. 67 崩 Honkai Impact 3rd: Starting My Wanderings with Kiana 崩坏：从和琪亚娜一起流浪开始 Caged Oriole's Song樊笼莺歌Anime Fanfiction1.7M WordsCompleted [Contains some game plot. If that bothers you, don't read.] [Honkai Academy 2 + Honkai Impact 3rd] [Girls get close, but there won't be any knotting.] [The characters and plot go completely off the rails in the middle and later parts. If you can't accept that, stop reading. It's garbage.] Jiuxiao was supposed to go to the world of Honkai Academy 2, but accidentally ended up in the world of Honkai Impact 3rd. After transmigrating to the wrong world, Jiuxiao meets Kiana and wanders with her to Cha 353Reads9.4Score—14d adds
18. 68 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: I Will Question the Tree of Existence! 崩铁：我将质问存在之树！ Good at Slacking Off擅长摸鱼Sci-Fi & Apocalypse65k WordsOngoing No female lead, abstract System, lighthearted tone, no transmigrator, lots of original worldbuilding and plot. Before I could even process what had happened, I was already in the middle of the ocean. I couldn’t swim, so I was terrified, but someone rescued me, and I survived. She named me Clark Charatu. From now on, I will bear this name forever, until... I relight the extinguished sun. At the end of “Will,” Clark Charatu will truly bring his fourth rebirth to an end... Note: The protagonist tra 12Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 69 永 Eternal Damnation 永世沉沦 Knife刀子Mystery1.3M WordsCompleted When I was little, my family was very poor. My father made me a kite out of paper, but when it came down from the sky, it was covered in blood... After that, all kinds of strange, inexplicable troubles began to descend upon me. To deal with them, I traveled across the country and ventured into one forbidden zone after another, places where no one knew there was life. It took me years to understand that what is truly terrifying is the human heart. When raging desire intertwines with the ugliness 765Reads7.9Score10414d adds

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20. 70 星 Honkai: Star Rail: Mutation 星穹铁道：异变 Yifang Yangbai一方阳白Anime Fanfiction364k WordsOngoing Also known as "Honkai: Star Rail: The Beginning of the Mutation" and "Honkai: Star Rail: I Can’t Change a Thing" (The title can’t be changed, but that won’t affect your reading.) Fan fiction, alternate universe, slight sanity loss, semi-antagonist No System, no invincibility The protagonist isn’t a selfless saint and doesn’t hesitate to kill Note: The first four chapters are a prologue, similar to an introduction. Preface: This is just an ordinary fanfic set in an alternate-universe version of H —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Let's go in and take a look, just in case it's a knife.

21. 71 星 Honkai: Star Rail: My Moment as a Hero 星穹铁道之我的英雄时刻 Mandarin Ducks Playing with a Stick鸳鸯打棒Anime Fanfiction524k WordsCompleted “System, tell me, what is a hero?” [Host, a hero is someone who faces tremendous challenges and chooses courage over fear, responsibility over escape, compassion over indifference, and justice over self-interest, ultimately shining with the light of humanity. As one author from your hometown said: {A hero is an ordinary person who can find a little strength in adversity and keep going.}] “Is that so... Then do you think I'm a hero?” Lin Zhen lay on the ground. He was at the end of his strength. 102Reads7.7Score—14d adds

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    It's impressive, but there's just a bit too little.

22. 72 崩 Honkai: Star Rail: Herta's Tales of the Future Keep Coming True 崩铁：说书黑塔，怎么都成真了 Ten Thousand Words a Day万字更新Anime Fanfiction100k WordsOngoing Bai Mo has lived through a hundred reincarnations in the Honkai: Star Rail universe. In his first life, he was Little Herta’s teacher, spending several carefree years with her… In his second life, he was Firefly’s comrade, spilling his blood on the battlefield to protect her… In his third life, he was Ruan Mei’s childhood friend… In his hundredth life, Aha, the Aeon of Elation, suddenly invaded his System. Aha changed his final task to: become a storyteller, make Herta cry, make Firefly cry, mak 13Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Believe me, this cut will really make you cry. [Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying]

23. 73 召 Summoning System: Will the MiHoYo Heroines Fill My Hall? 召唤系统，米家女角色坐满堂？ Wen Bai Would Rather Die Than Eat Cilantro文白死也不吃香菜Anime Fanfiction1.7M WordsOngoing [Summoning] [No golden finger] [Characters stay in character] [Angst and sweetness] [Reverse transmigration] [Everyday life] Lin Xuan is an office worker who lives in a modest apartment and enjoys playing anime-style games. But one day, a System suddenly appears and says it will randomly summon a female character for him at irregular intervals, giving him a new codename: Guide. It seems the characters are from Genshin Impact, Honkai: Star Rail, and Honkai. He has no chance to refuse the summons, 105Reads8.1Score—14d adds

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    I'm promoting this myself, and I hope everyone will take a look at my portrayal of Liu Ying. Although it's currently angsty, it will be better later on.

24. 74 星 Honkai: Star Rail: What's Wrong with Being a Self-Annihilator? 星铁：自灭者怎么你了？ Su Hai Yanyu粟海岩雨Anime Fanfiction388k WordsOngoing [Slightly slow start] [Two female leads] [Gender-bending] [Sweet] [Healing each other] [New March 7th fanfic plot] Nothingness believes that everything is meaningless. It does not even respond when someone asks it for power. In theory, it has no Emanators. Faced with this meaningless Nothingness, as long as you are not assimilated, it will not care how much power you ask for... March 7th pointed uneasily at the black hole in the distance. “If that's the case, then whose Emanator is she?” Herta r 106Reads9.3Score—14d adds

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    Very sweet. Very... Sweet.

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