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1. 1 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds

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   Wen Ci, porcelain loses its luster and becomes tile. It's truly heartbreaking! I personally find it hard to accept; a once-proud child now reduced to such a state. Ming Ci should be on a pedestal, not fallen into the mud. After reading this book, you can actually understand each character's motivations; their actions aren't without reason, but rather logical and well-founded. (A little spoiler!) The historical context is that Jiang Qin couldn't understand same-sex relationships and intervened, but her actions were excessive, causing her to destroy Zhou Ying's last vestige of familial affection. Zhou Ying, due to family pressure and his mother's psychological manipulation and moral blackmail, gradually became insecure and held distorted views, which also created a rift between him and Wen Ci. Um, Wen Ci, because she lost her family, suffered from extreme insecurity, always doubting herself and looking for problems within herself. She was too kind, never asking questions, only bearing everything herself. Sigh, I don't want to say more. Can't we all speak up? Everyone!!! Hahaha, I'm so sad I could cry! Author, please pay me back for my tissues! 😢😢😢😢😢

2. 2 赝 The Counterfeit 赝品 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Synopsis: Song Cheng had been with Qin Minghua for five years. He always thought that even if he couldn’t win Qin Minghua’s love, at least he was someone special to him. But when that person appeared, he finally understood that both his feelings and his life were nothing more than tools Qin Minghua used to protect them. Out of love, Song Cheng resigned himself to giving up everything he had, but everything slowly began to move in a different direction. A fierce love and hatred, like an endless b 53Reads6.3Score1014d adds
3. 3 折 Bending at the Waist 折腰 Qi Nian其念Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Blurb: Zhou Xingzhi x Su Zheshen Su Zheshen sacrificed all his pride for love, but never got so much as a confession of affection from Zhou Xingzhi. Some people are destined to be inescapable, yet impossible to love. 25Reads6.4Score—14d adds
4. 4 影 After the Movie Star Jumped Into the Sea, President Qin Went Mad 影帝跳海后秦总疯了 Li Xiaoju鲤小橘Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [Angst-ridden romance, groveling, bad ending, guaranteed tears] Popular entertainer Leng Qing approaches Qin Kun to save her younger brother, unaware she has fallen into a trap. The hunter becomes the prey, and by the time she realizes she's trapped, it's already too late! His possessiveness ensnares the person he loves deeply, and himself as well, becoming an impassable barrier between them. 143Reads8.8Score—14d adds
5. 5 重 Reborn: Please Don't Give Up on Me, Okay? 重生：不要放弃我，好不好？ Huaihuai, Are You Bad?淮淮坏不坏Two Male Leads266k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance, devoted couple] [A little cathartic, mostly slice of life] [Cold, taciturn CEO x innocent young master] ● Complete, happy ending for everyone. Come on in! (The first in the “Getting Hit by a Car” series) After being hit by a car and killed, Chu Zhi became a spirit. Seeing the world from an outsider’s perspective, he finally understood who had truly cared for him and who had only been pretending. Jian Yuchuan, the CEO Chu Zhi had once despised and gone out of his way to avoid, tur 3kReads9.3Score26114d adds
6. 6 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score39314d adds
7. 7 只 Just a Toy 只是玩具而已 Sweet Sugar Su甜糖苏Two Male Leads46k WordsCompleted 66Reads8.4Score—14d adds
8. 8 命 He Was Never in My Destiny 命中无他 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted He hated the other person’s betrayal and hated how they kept running away from him, again and again. But he also loved them to the bone. He gave them his whole heart, only to have everything taken from him by the person he respected and cared about most. Everyone thinks a lifetime is long, but sometimes it’s too short to grasp. If I could live again, I hope I’d never have met you. 256Reads7.2Score—14d adds
9. 9 我 I Won’t Fall for You 我不会喜欢你 Falling Blossoms and Flying Rain落花飞雨Two Male Leads110k WordsCompleted Mo Qian spent six years trying to warm a cold, unyielding heart. But life is full of disappointments, and love is one of them. Even on the day he died, he never received the love he had yearned for. But he could never have imagined that after his death, the one he had loved in this world would finally awaken, overcome with grief. Day after day, they knelt before the tiny pile of ashes he had become, sobbing and weeping, until they died beneath those ashes. ***Content warnings: * A groveling ex a 953Reads8.8Score10314d adds
10. 10 我 I Was Twenty-Eight When I Died 我死的时候二十八岁 Yi Mo Yao以沫瑶Modern Romance416k WordsCompleted At twenty, Song Jiniao was hailed by the entertainment world as the “Nation's Goddess,” while Lin Ti died unexpectedly at an awards ceremony. She would never forget what happened that day, or the bone-chillingly cold look in that man's eyes. From then on, Shen Jiulin dragged her from her pedestal and plunged her into the abyss. The Nation's Goddess fell from grace overnight, her fame as fleeting as a flower that blooms for one day. At twenty-one, forced to choose between her mother and stepfathe 680Reads8.5Score10414d adds
11. 11 快 Quick Transmigration: Ding! Your Crematorium Has Arrived. Please Pick It Up 快穿，叮，火葬场到货请查收 Just Ink就墨Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Quick Transmigration + Putting scumbags in their place + Feel-good story + Regret and redemption] After finally avenging his great grudge, Gu Yao is left all alone. Cancer takes him naturally, and he becomes bound to a System. To keep the world's storylines running, he conscientiously fulfills his role as a supporting character. But why has he become the white moonlight of every Child of Fortune?! The emperor he admired as a boy uses him as a stepping stone to the throne. G 5.5kReads9.3Score50914d adds
12. 12 各 Each Gets What They Want 各取所需 Qi Nian其念Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Once a celebrated actor, Yu Tang is now the plaything of a rich young master. Sheng Yaonian humiliates him in every way he can, yet still feels empty inside. The person he wants isn't the one before him, but that heart, battered and broken. 17Reads8.0Score—14d adds
13. 13 情 Our Love Was Deep, Yet Never Reached Forever 情深未可到白头 Pu Yang Su Sheng普杬蘇生Two Male Leads185k WordsCompleted [Two male leads | Bad ending] They met in the prime of their youth. Both hid their feelings, each thinking their love would last forever. It wasn't until Kong Huan met Lin Zhaonan that he believed the saying: “The first person you fall for is the one you'll love for your whole life!” He did just that. Sadly, his whole life lasted only a couple of decades... Lin Zhaonan cried as he told Kong Huan, “You have to come on my wedding day, promise me! I can only feel safe if you're there!” Kong Huan pl 55Reads8.4Score—14d adds
14. 14 妈 Mom Says: Having a Son Like Me Is a Total Failure 妈妈说：有我这种儿子，真失败 The One Chasing Shooting Stars追赶流星的人Urban403k WordsCompleted Rising star Li Chulu appears on the show Little Lu's Appointment and openly admits that she failed as a parent. She says her son has loved fighting since he was little, hates reading and studying, likes going out to fool around, and comes home late every night. “Having a son like that is a failure!” But when the production crew gets in touch with Li Chulu's son and projects his memories onto the big screen, everyone discovers that things aren't quite as Li Chulu described... He fought from a you 1.1kReads7.8Score14314d adds
15. 15 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4k14d adds

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    Two male leads, angst

16. 16 全 Everyone in This Story Is Crazy. Please, Won't You Kill Me? 全文疯批，请杀了我好吗 Jiu Jiu Ziqi酒酒子琪Two Male Leads297k WordsCompleted [Power couple + Mutually faithful] [Angst early on, more angst in the middle, the male lead turns into a lovesick puppy later; tragic ending, but with rebirth] The pursuer thinks the pursued betrayed him. The pursued spends two years hiding away, then gets caught and brought back. The pursuer starts beating and tormenting him in every way, and even brings his fiancée to see him. She'll stop at nothing and wants to kill him every day. After enduring endless humiliation, Bai Feiying tries to escap 2kReads9.0Score26414d adds

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    Highly recommend it! It's incredibly good. You absolutely must read the first one; it's very angsty in the beginning and middle, and it has a tragic ending. The seme (dominant partner) believes the uke (submissive partner) has betrayed him. The uke has been running away for years, but the seme catches him and brings him back. The seme abuses the uke, breaking his legs, killing ten people around him, and personally carving the word "slave" on his back.

17. 17 宿EN Host, Your Movie-Star Ex's Darkening Level Is Rising! 宿主，影帝前男友黑化值+1+1 Phoenix Soaring to the Ninth Heaven凤凌九霄Two Male Leads308k WordsCompleted Jiang Chiyan, the fifth young master of one of the capital’s most powerful families, defies his father for the first time in twenty years for the sake of a young male star. Without hesitation, he gives up power and wealth to choose love. But fate has other plans, and they break up. Six years later, that once little-known star has become a nine-time Best Actor, with a face that could stop time, a slender neck, and a lean, elegant frame beneath his white shirt. He is like snow on a distant mountai 10.4kReads9.6Score1.3k14d adds
18. 18 恶 Malicious Seduction 恶意引诱 Zhou Mengmeng周萌萌Two Male Leads205k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, two male leads, both reborn, unhinged × obsessive] In the twelfth year of being imprisoned by Gu Linxian, Chen Qingchi is reborn. Chen Qingchi decides to strike first. The night Gu Linxian comes to see him, he shoves him into his family’s basement. “Brother Linxian, you like me so much. Surely you don’t mind being locked up by me?” 185Reads9.4Score10614d adds
19. 19 森 Leafless Forest 森林无叶 Yan Si言似Two Male Leads105k WordsCompleted Winter break is finally here. “Even when you go home, remember to miss me,” Gu Sen said. She was already holding herself back, but still wanted to take things further. Bai Ye nodded and turned away, putting on a carefree air. Back in the quiet countryside she had always known, Bai Ye realized something was missing. Then the person she missed showed up at her door with roses. “If you like something, I’ll buy it for you. If you miss me, I’ll come find you.” That day, Bai Ye felt that something spe 18Reads8.5Score—14d adds

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    Two male characters, extremely angsty

20. 20 快 Quick Transmigration: Conquering the Target Is a Bit of a Challenge 快穿之攻略对象有点难搞 Bu Zhifujin不知芙锦Two Male Leads344k WordsCompleted In 2300, the C Nation National Laboratory launched the E.I.P. Project, hoping to use games to change the harmful emotional habits of their targets and help the people involved refine their personalities and change themselves. [For rare talents with personality flaws] To ensure the project could be carried out safely, they selected 100 people from various fields to test it. Li Xianzhi was the only one of the 100 engineers involved in the test to make it to the second-level world. [Heartless Ar 489Reads8.9Score11314d adds

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    ●I just finished the first one. In a sense, it's a redemption story, but the ending was predetermined from the very character design. ●The rest I read recently. They're not necessarily angsty, but the smaller worlds all have tragic endings. They're good though.

21. 21 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death, the Scumbags Regretted Everything! 快穿：死遁后，渣男们后悔莫及！ Zhu Zhi竹吱Two Male Leads997k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads. A groveling ex tries to win him back? Sorry, I’ll die first! Follows the original storyline, entirely fictional, so don’t apply it to real life. All the background details serve the story. There’s more romance than plot. No original characters; half-immersive missions. Content warning: lots of potentially upsetting plot points that may leave you reeling. Don’t read if that’s not your thing!] (I’m really bad at writing blurbs ಥ_ಥ) After Lu Suixin died, a System told him it could 191Reads8.9Score—14d adds
22. 22 我 Quick Transmigration: The Male Supporting Character Has His Eye on Me 【快穿】我被男配盯上了 Gu Yiling古依灵Two Male Leads724k WordsCompleted At twenty-six, Shi Yanru has been the campus heartthrob ever since he was a child, and luck has always been on his side. Even after death, a System binds itself to him and sends him to transmigrate through one world after another to save other people from their fates. Shi Yanru is perfectly happy just to stay alive, but there’s always a deranged male side character who shows up to sabotage his missions. The System says, “Host, stay calm. Whatever you do, stay calm. He’s insane and could kill you 425Reads7.9Score10214d adds
23. 23 不 Misbehaving Gets You [Quick Transmigration] 不听话是会被【快穿】 So Good at Making Things Up好会编Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted In the first world, Chen Erxing was a CEO... and offended the System. #As a result In the second world, Chen Erxing became a mama's boy with “no opinions of his own.” This mama's boy always listened to his mother and knew how to act cute. He couldn't handle even the smallest setback or hardship, a fragile porcelain doll of a man. # In the third world, Chen Erxing became a man “whose ambitions reached the heavens.” But this pretty boy was a smooth talker, using sweet words to trick rich young wom 326Reads8.3Score10014d adds
24. 24 系 System, Give Me Back My Sweet Romance Plot! 系统，还我甜文剧本！ Little Spring, Little Monkey小泉小猴Two Male Leads735k WordsOngoing [Two male leads, quick transmigration, a mix of sweetness and angst, obsessive, yandere, star-crossed love, HE] Synopsis: After I died, a System bound itself to me and turned me into a task-taker. It said it was a quick transmigration System that did sweet romance plots. I believed it. But when I was lying on the ground in the first world, waiting to bleed to death, things started to seem a little off. In the second world, I stared blankly at a plot about coercive possession. Was this really sup 241Reads8.2Score—14d adds
25. 25 快 Quick Transmigration: After I Was Forced to Toy with the Villain’s Feelings 快穿：被迫渣了反派后 Promise Me Seven Days of Peace许我七安Two Male Leads214k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + episodic stories + protagonist is the pursuer + bad ending] The System in the Space-Time Department is the finest in the entire quick transmigration bureau, but it has terrible luck: every Host it binds to is hopelessly lovesick. Its lovesick Hosts have no interest in their careers. All they want is to go home to their wives. System: “But you have missions to complete!” Lovesick Hosts: “What mission could be more important than my wife?” “My wife’s about to be gone! You want me 281Reads8.0Score—14d adds
26. 26 醒 Wake Up, Bro, You're Not the Heroine 醒醒，哥不是女主 Xiao Si枭祀Two Male Leads839k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + two male leads + uke protagonist + both virgins + love and hate + angst + bad endings in some worlds] System: Hello, Host. Your task is to play the great villain, help the male and female leads grow, then fake your death and leave. Mo Li: Is making the male lead fall in love with me part of the mission? System: ...? Mo Li: The male lead... Wait, do I lose points for dying with him, too? World 1: The little enemy I raised myself x Underworld kingpin World 2: Gentle, devo 4.5kReads8.9Score56514d adds
27. 27 快 Quick Transmigration: Everyone Wants to Drive Him into a Dead End 快穿：所有人都想把他逼上绝路 Galaxy Sea星河海域Two Male Leads567k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + bottom-focused + quick transmigration + universally disliked/ universally adored + emotional and physical angst + love and hate + monogamous, both pure + happy ending] [Genuinely split-personality, lovesick madman top x Falsely coldhearted, ruthless, hot-tempered bottom] Xiu Wen died, only to be sent by a life-record keeper to relive the miserable lives he’d lived in his previous incarnations. Xiu Wen: You’re saying… I died horribly because of that guy in seven separate lives? 152Reads8.1Score12614d adds
28. 28 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is a Seductive Beauty 快穿之宿主是钓系美人 Wei Zhi微沚Two Male Leads194k WordsOngoing (Quick transmigration + main character is the bottom, 1v1) Jiang Qinian is a notorious playboy. Plenty of people want a sincere relationship with him, but none of them end well. Jiang Qinian comes from a good family and is handsome. He has a contradictory charm: restrained yet wild, affectionate yet callous, making people unable to resist getting close to him. He's always in control of his relationships. He just had the bad luck to meet an obsessive madman who wanted them to die together. A roma 34Reads—Score—14d adds
29. 29 快 Quick Transmigration: The Villainous Ex Is Forced to Reform 快穿：恶毒前任他被迫洗白 Luo Luo Ying洛洛嘤Two Male Leads471k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novels. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support is what keeps me writing, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well! 9kReads8.8Score58614d adds
30. 30 不 I’m Not Faking My Death, I’m Just Chasing a Sales Target! 不是死遁，我只是冲业绩！ Sparrow Really Looks Good雀实好看Two Male Leads373k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration, two male leads, protagonist is the one being pursued, both devoted only to each other, from universally disliked to universally adored, tragic endings in every world] CP: a ghost bailiff and an evil spirit; the gong is split into fragments Let me introduce myself. My name is Yan Luo, and I’m a ghost bailiff. Let’s make a deal. I’ll grant your wish, and your soul will belong to me! To fulfill his duties as a ghost bailiff, Yan Luo travels through various small worlds, mak 242Reads8.7Score—14d adds
31. 31 神 The Gods Show Mercy [Quick Transmigration] 神明垂怜【快穿】 Lu Xi Yan陆喜厌Two Male Leads308k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, one-on-one romance, one-sidedly pursued bottom, devoted top, both pure; bad endings in the small worlds, happy ending in reality; bittersweet angst with satisfying payback, including a groveling-after-the-breakup arc] The first world has some major flaws and is still being revised. Readers can start with the second world instead, without affecting the overall experience. Nan Rong, no one in this world could ever fail to love you. Everyone should be grateful for your favor. But t 871Reads8.5Score10414d adds
32. 32 快 Quick Transmigration: Don't Mess with the Villain, or He'll Really Die 快穿：别惹反派，惹急了他真死 Feasting with the Bears 666大宴群熊666Two Male Leads891k WordsOngoing [Angst and catharsis, with a bleak start and an uplifting finish; includes faked deaths and happy endings. The gong's personality determines the story: soul fragments, scumbag gongs, jokester gongs, devoted gongs, wooden gongs…] (The first six instances are complete. Dive in without worry.) On a replay of the instance, an all-powerful villain falls into the protagonist's hands, reduced to a prisoner. The once aloof villain is now at death's door. "Let me go." "Want to die?" "Yes." "Hah. Dream on 5.1kReads9.3Score59114d adds
33. 33 全 After Everyone Got a Bad Ending, the Worlds Merged 全员be后，世界融合了 Courtyard of Still Water止水之庭Two Male Leads463k WordsCompleted The Ex-Wife-Chasing Crematorium Blurb: Yan Mo, an ordinary young man, is whisked away by a conquest System and somehow becomes someone else's beloved wife. A complete novice who has never been in love, he diligently learns how to love someone. Other people rely on their acting skills to win someone over. He relies on sincerity. All his efforts and sacrifices, all his waiting and affection, earn him nothing but ruthless abandonment. At last, utterly disillusioned, Yan Mo loses his temper. He's do 3.2kReads8.1Score50114d adds
34. 34 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is a Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing 快穿之宿主是个白切黑 Bing Bing Ziya病病子牙Two Male Leads4.1M WordsCompleted What should Ji Sishen do when he runs into a white lotus in a mission world? Obviously, he should use the white lotus's own tricks and leave her with nowhere to turn! When the male lead's first love tearfully plays the victim in front of the domineering CEO: “Jinnian, I know I'm just his replacement. Go to him. I love you, so it's okay.” “No, Shenshen. You're the one I love.” When the white lotus pouts at the brutal prince: “Your Highness, Shenshen wants you to hug me, kiss me, and lift me up hi 22.5kReads9.5Score1.3k14d adds

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    The sea will drown the past, extinguish evil spirits, and seal away love. Cloudy days, sunny days, sun, moon, black, white. May my god retain the power to leap over mountains and swim across ocean waves; may my god dwell here forever, with fireflies in his eyes.

35. 35 城 The City Nomad and the Watcher in the Rye 城市自由者与麦田守望者 Mo Nan Seventh Uncle漠南七舅11k WordsCompleted The City Free Spirit and the Rye Field Watcher 15Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Take a look at this article, a short, slightly angsty story.

36. 36 嬴 Ying Zheng Gets Struck by Lightning and Spawns a Clingy Doppelganger 嬴政被雷劈出个黏人分身 Su Qingyu苏倾羽Male-Channel Fanfiction7k WordsCompleted A Lightning Strike Gave Ying Zheng a Clingy Doppelganger —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This is very cruel.

37. 37 癫 Crazy Baby: Cuddle Me or I'll Die! 癫宝：不贴贴就会嘎！ Alone in Chang'an独自长安Two Male Leads229k WordsCompleted [A parallel timeline where many things differ from the normal world.] Jiang Lan died, then came back to life. He also got bound to a System that would kill him if he didn’t get close to the villain. In this new life, he asks for neither true love nor genuine affection, only eternal life~ Love? Just an obstacle on the road to survival. But why does this darn System insist that he follow the plot? He’ll get killed if he doesn’t follow it, too… This is so hard! 165Reads8.4Score—14d adds

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    It's quite touching, and it's a double male NP story. Not bad at all.

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