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Twenty Years Side by Side: A Memoir of Youth 二十年并肩：青春备忘录
[A must-read for anyone born in the 2000s: a yearbook of youth for our generation] [Realistic youth + ensemble cast + growing up + regrets + period piece] Twenty years in the lives of five boys and girls, from youth to middle age. An unspoken crush, ideals crushed by reality, friendships that slowly drift apart. No over-the-top comeback stories, only the pain and warmth of growing up for real. We once thought youth would last forever, but in the blink of an eye, it was all over. This is the echo
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This Time, Let Me Spoil You 这一世，换我来宠你
She is a sweet, gentle student of traditional Chinese painting in the Fine Arts Department at Xijing University. He is Ning Yanzhou, a cool and dignified academic ace in the physics department at the same school. They meet by chance, and their feelings gradually spark. As time passes, they come to realize that they were lovers in a previous life, reunited in this one through quantum entanglement-----
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A Divine Girl Descends into His World 他的世界里，神明少女降临
[Rekindled romance · redemption across two lifetimes · 1v1 · youth on campus · both leads are each other's first and only love · happy ending] What? A small-town girl has to take on a redemption arc too? Am I supposed to save this gloomy, depressed young man from Haicheng, born into privilege? [Passionate, vibrant girl who seems touched by the divine X world-weary, aloof, melancholic boy] (The author says: A realistic story set in a small city, not melodramatic, about a group of young people gro
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A Midsummer That Doesn't Let Time Go to Waste 盛夏不负时光
If we had both been a little braver back then, would we have avoided missing out on all those years? Years later, when they meet again, Sheng Tianli’s gaze at Lin Zhixia carries a trace of sadness. But Lin Zhixia smiles and says, “Love isn’t about charging ahead alone. We met and parted during the best years of our lives so we could become better versions of ourselves, and have the confidence to stand by each other’s side.” “But the road I took to reach you was so long, so long. It feels like I
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The Stubborn Childhood Friend: Brother Lu Was the One Who Fell First 嘴硬青梅：是陆哥他先动的心
[A new author and a new novel. Not a wish-fulfillment story, no System, no one reborn.] [Both leads are inexperienced in love; one-on-one romance, a little angst and lots of sweetness, with a focus on everyday life.] [Everyday life, Chinese-style school setting.] When Lin Jing starts at Experimental Middle School, she has two wishes. First, she hopes no one finds out that the aloof heartthrob Lin Yi is her older brother! Second, she wants to stay far away from Lu Yun. She manages to keep her fir
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The Arrogant Campus Hunk Bows Down to Her 校草他嚣张狂妄，却对她俯首称臣
[A Good Girl on the Surface × The Rebellious School Hunk, Two Powerhouses Unmasking Each Other, A Super-Sweet Treat] Lu Ye, the unruly school bully everyone fears, has had an empty seat beside him for an entire semester. No one dares go near him. Sixteen-year-old Ruan Xingmian, a transfer student who skipped a grade, is assigned to sit beside him on her very first day. The whole class waits to see her get chased away on the spot. The boy furrows his brows and spits out a single word: “Get lost.”
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From School Uniform to Wedding Dress, She Was My Whole Youth 从校服到婚纱，我的青春全是她
[No System + One Female Lead + School Life + Sweet Romance] [I slipped my love letter into the wrong pocket and gave it to the school’s famous “romance-proof” guy. He picked it up, then frowned at the math-themed love poem: “You got the derivative wrong.”] At the start of their second year of high school, a mix-up with a love letter brings Jiang Ning, the top student in her grade, together with Gu Yu, the guy who seems immune to girls. She’s a top student living in a perfect script; he’s an oddb
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Summer, Warm Sunshine, and Our Yishui No. 6 High School 夏日，暖阳，与我们的颐水六中
[Chinese-style school life] + [no romance] + [ensemble cast] + [everyday life] + [comedy and lighthearted fun] The inscrutable math and sciences, complicated relationships, chatting during evening study hall, conversations between teachers and students in the office, the dreaded announcement “Girls, get on the track,” intense exam revision, upcoming tests, and sleepless nights before the results come out... That was Ji Xiayang’s ordinary three years of youth. One question made the difference, an
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- 109 From Middle School to College, My Youth Was All About Her 从初中到大学我的青春全是她 [No System] + [One Heroine] + [Sweet Romance] In middle school, Jiang Ningyue was a top student ranked among the top ten in her grade. Fu Yunshen sat quietly at the back of the classroom, a shy, pure-hearted boy who was almost invisible. Apart from his handsome face and the occasional flash of brilliance on the basketball court, all she remembered about him was the slight tremble of his fingers when he handed in homework, and his lowered lashes. When the high school entrance exam results came ou 115Reads7.1Score—14d adds
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Love Blossoms Under the Perfect Moonlight 心动恰逢好月光
[Devoted love on both sides + high school romance + tragic love] [Resilient, melancholic heroine × gentle, moonlike hero] [Li Mo met Chi Ze when she was little, on a night when the moon was very, very round… The warm breeze of youth swept through the three years they spent in high school together, like gardenias ringing with laughter. Li Mo thought that sitting beside him was like savoring a bittersweet candy, intoxicating. Youth was a crowd of people facing the wind, striving, chasing the light
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Wild Winds Stir the Flames 野风撩烈焰
(The rating has only just opened and will rise later) [Two Strong Leads] + [Sweet Romance] + [Jianghu Intrigue] + [Passionate Youth] + [Multiple Identities] A brash young woman, descended from a jianghu big shot, flirts with every pretty girl she meets and even plans to snag a pure-hearted young master as her sidekick. One night, Jiang Qingyan catches Su Xiaofeng jumping out of a second-floor dorm window. “Did you get kicked out by the dorm supervisor for taking things too far?” Su Xiaofeng fire
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- 112 They’re All Awful, but I’m Going to Be Just Fine 他们都很坏，我要好好的 After my mother died, I felt a kinship with the son of my father’s mistress. Because of our scumbag dad, who made a living by cheating women out of their money and affection, we became orphans while we were still little. How will we face such misfortune in a complicated world? What kind of people will we become? [A story for those of us who keep striving, for youth, and for love, friendship, and ambition. Two people find redemption in each other and learn to live toward the light.] The best r 4Reads—Score—14d adds
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The First Gift 第一份礼物
[Campus] [Secret Crush] [Realistic] [Healing] "In those days when exam papers crushed us, you were the best gifts I ever received. Maybe whether it was caramel chocolate or avocado yogurt, they were both the first gifts you gave me, and the things I cherish most." At the time, Chen Yuanyang still didn't understand what Le'er meant by that post on her social media. By the time he did, news came that Le'er had been hit by a car... He froze in shock and didn't dare go to the hospital to see her. He
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The University Days of 102 Handsome Guys: A Stunning Encounter 102靓仔们的大学时光之惊鸿
[Easygoing everyday life] + [One heroine] + [No System] + [No rebirth] + [Youthful campus life] + [Cool, aloof upperclasswoman] “Hi! Could you help me scan my student card? I forgot to bring mine!” Wu Yan looked at the girl before him shyly, his words coming out in a stammer. “Ah…! Sure!” The girl looked surprised. She'd thought he was trying to hit on her again. Five guys had already asked for her WeChat that day, so she'd taken to going to the library at night because she was afraid to g
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Last Summer 昨夏
In a summer filled with the din of cicadas, jacaranda blossoms came and went year after year. Xu Qing’s youth was a long, quiet confession, directed at three beams of light he could never reach. In middle school, he believed that “forever” was hidden in a promise made for twenty years, until the heavy snow came and buried everything. In high school, he became a silent shadow beneath someone else’s dazzling light, folding every heartbeat into notes that were eventually burned to ash. At universit
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The Fox Spirit Is Flirtatious and Seductive 狐狸精他又撩又骚
All sweetness, no angst. So sugary you’ll be sick, and then we’ll pile on even more. No reunion after a long separation, no misunderstandings, no conflict. The male lead has plenty of energy and plenty of ways to get what he wants. [Slow-to-warm, reserved porcelain doll VS. charming, flirtatious fox] [First Love for Both × Love at First Sight × Open Affection That’s Hard to Resist × Straight-Shooting Ace] After transferring schools, she finds herself in an awkward relationship with her unreliabl
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My Childhood Sweetheart Has Princess Syndrome 我的青梅是公主病
[Pampered, spoiled young lady vs. gentle top student] [Bickering couple + sweet romance + reunion after years apart + mutual devotion] The Zhao and Lin families are neighbors. The Lin family is well-off and had a daughter, Lin Xinran, late in life. Treated like the apple of her family’s eye, she grew up with a princess complex. The neighboring Zhao family runs a small grocery shop, and Zhao Tian grew into a social butterfly as a result. Lin Xinran is 15 days older than Zhao Tian. From childhood
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Mulberry Jade 桑璟
She was radiant and dazzling; he was obsessive and insecure. The gentle summer breeze brushed her cheek, sweeping away the heat. Cicadas buzzed noisily, plane trees shaded the streets, and sunlight filtered through the branches to fall on her. She was still so beautiful and kind... Lu Jingan’s secret love was like summer sunlight: within reach, yet impossibly far away. Like the summer wind, it was there and not there at once. Before Sang Yu died, Lu Jingan gave his life to protect her. “In my ne
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Light Shattered in Glass Candy Wrappers 碎在玻璃糖纸里的光
[Campus × Mutual Pining × Sweet Romance • Flirting × Older Male Lead] At twenty, Lin Yinuann tucked all her feelings into transparent candy wrappers, living quietly, with thorns beneath the surface. That was until Wen Muyang collided with her world. Only then did she realize that even barren places could be touched by the warmth of sunlight. At first, Wen Muyang was simply curious. Why had a girl who once been so lively and dazzling grown so quiet and cautious? Once her disguise was seen through
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Brighter Than the Stars 璨若星辰
[Sweet romance] [Ensemble cast × multiple couples] [Everyone’s darling × a hidden wealthy-family intrigue] [Cold, sharp-tongued top student vs. gentle, healing girl] The start of freshman year blows up the whole school! The city’s two top scorers, dubbed “the twin geniuses,” haven’t even had a chance to compete before a teacher pairs them up as deskmates with the words, “Good students belong together.” On one side is a sharp-tongued top student, ice-cold to everyone else, with a frosty stare and
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Reborn, My CEO Husband Turns Into a Poor College Heartthrob 重生后，总裁老公变清贫校草
[Both Reborn + School Life + Underachiever and Top Student + Devoted Love + Sweet Romance + Devoted to Each Other + Happy Ending] A rich heiress who’s hopeless at school vs. a poor campus heartthrob with a brilliant mind and perfect memory In her previous life, Zhao Shangyu was Jiang Mubai’s devoted, lovesick wife. During their ten-year marriage, she tried everything to make him love her, but in the end, she got cheated on. In this life, she wants to be a rich, happy heiress and enjoy a sweet ro
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- 122 Maple's Flight 枫飞记 A hilarious, unconventional campus novel with unhinged leads, a touch of mystery, and a romance that blossoms over time. Chapter Two describes the heroine's dream, which also foreshadows a future crisis. Don't let it scare you off, folks! No System, no transmigration: surviving in a harsh future school! Watch the heroine tackle bizarre classes and deal with bizarre exams! At a campus five hundred years in the future, the heroine Chen Fengfeng and the hero Yang Fei go from loathing each other at 3Reads—Score114d adds
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A Cruel Mother, a Broken Home, and Me, Unbroken 狠心的妈，破碎的家，不屈的我
[Male-Oriented, Rural, Family, Comeback, Power Fantasy, Inspirational] Abandoned by his own mother, abused by his stepmother, and struck by his father's sudden misfortune. Su Yang, a poor boy from the mountains, has been left battered by his family's cruelty. With no one to lean on and no support to count on, he can only fight his own way to survival. He studies hard, weathers turmoil on campus, and makes his way in the business world. His heartless relatives come crawling back to latch onto his
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I Transmigrated Into a School Novel and Formed a CP with the Male Lead Through Our Shared Soul 穿书到校园，我与男主灵魂组CP
[Transmigrate into a book + Campus + Supernatural + Pure wish fulfillment + Wacky comedy + Comeback + Youthful romance + Mystery solving] Have you ever read a campus story about love between a human and a ghost? Zhong Churan, a web novelist skilled in both writing and martial arts, accidentally transmigrates into her own supernatural novel, and becomes the timid heroine she created, Zhang Siyuan, who is bullied every day. After transmigrating into the book, she counters every move made by her bu
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Reborn, I’m Done Chasing Love. I’m Becoming a Top Student 重生后，不做舔狗做学霸
Reborn, I Quit Being a Simp and Became a Top Student
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Class Monitor, They're Blocking Me Again 班长，他们又堵我了
[Youth and School Life] + [Multiple Heroines] + [No System] + [Not Reborn] + [Brotherhood and Passion] + [Mystery and Deduction] Trouble is brewing at Hechuan High School, where the second-year students are caught up in a storm of intrigue. When Xu Wanzheng stands up to school bullies, she accidentally gets entangled in a murder case. The ensuing police investigation brings the dark side of bullying at the school fully to light. Xu Wanzheng’s best friend, Su Yang, has secretly had a crush on cla
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- 127 Reborn in 2009: The Northwest Boy’s Rise 重生2009之西北少年逆袭 At 35, Hai Lang drops dead and wakes up back in his second-year junior high classroom in 2009. Fate rewinds, and his regrets are piled high. This time, starting with nothing, he fights his way to the top. He earns his first fortune with the lottery, stuns the whole school with the guqin, writes his own songs on the guitar, and becomes a legend on the basketball court and in the street dance club. When punks block his way, teachers doubt him, and his father worries, he simply plays his instru 11Reads—Score—14d adds
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Hello, Princess 公主，你好
This is the story of an ordinary girl who transforms into a butterfly as she pursues the boy she likes. She can’t do anything but stubbornly persevere. She has nothing but a sincere heart that he tramples again and again, yet still loves him. He says, “If you like someone, shouldn’t you act like it?” The story is based on real people. A Leo woman versus a Scorpio man. The novel’s title comes from something he said during an argument, and many of the scenes and conversations really happened. To m
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The Wutong Trees, Beneath the Fine Rain 梧桐更见细雨
[Reunion after a secret crush + youth and campus life + age gap] At seventeen, beneath the parasol trees, Ji Weiyu first met Fu Tingsheng at her best friend's house. He opened the door, his expression and eyes cool and distant. She didn't know that for many years to come, she would never be able to forget that first glance. In the year of the college entrance exams, she covered her desk with sticky notes bearing the name of his university, believing that if she worked hard enough, she could get
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A Lifetime of Quiet Happiness, Just for You 予你一世清欢
[School life + sweet romance + devoted to each other + mutual love] One breathtaking glance in their youth, and the rest of their lives seemed to unfold before them. On the first day of high school, a torrential rain poured down over Xiacheng. Shen Xihe and Chen Moqian met for the first time just as she found herself in an awkward predicament. He reached out to help her. She thought he would be like all the people she’d crossed paths with before, someone she’d never see again. But how could the
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Because of Delusions 由于妄想
After accidentally falling into the water, You Yu is bound to the Regret System. Her greatest regret in life is the sudden death of her best friend, Du Jingwan. To save her friend, You Yu resolutely returns to the past, changing her friend's fate and preventing the tragedy from happening again. Along the way, she meets the dazzling young Qin Shrang. When he confesses, he says, “I like you. I only like you!” When they start dating, he says, “Being in love is wonderful!” He is devoted and passiona
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The Amazing Little Flower Farmer 神奇小花农
An ordinary high school student happens to buy a secondhand book on the Way, and from then on, his life takes a different path. A top-student protagonist, but this isn't a wish-fulfillment novel, an invincible-protagonist novel, or a rebirth novel. It portrays an authentic high school life, with intelligent characters and believable events. There are no advanced martial arts, powerful officials, or influential clans. These are things that could happen to you or me. Blending cultivation element
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Parallel Worlds, the Moonlight That Never Was 平行时空，不存在的白月光
Did you have someone in your youth you could never forget, your moonlight from the past? Lin LecI had one. He was part of her entire youth, then transferred schools without warning during her second year of high school. For sixteen years, she thought she had forgotten him. Then she suddenly dreamed of him again. In the dream, the boy still had the fresh, youthful look of his younger self. Smiling, he asked her, “What took you so long?” When she finally gathered the courage to look for him, every
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The Unnamed Equation 未命名的方程式
[Reunion After Years Apart | Mending a Broken Relationship | Mutual Healing | Cool and Powerful Male Lead | Clear-Headed Strong Female Lead | A Power Couple] Also known as: Three Years Pretending to Be a Slacker, Then I Took the Aloof Campus Heartthrob Home The whole school thinks Wen Yuning is a good-for-nothing loser. Only she knows that the report card showing she ranked first in the city is hidden in a compartment of her backpack. She is used to shouldering everything alone, like a hedgehog
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After I Heard the Campus Hunk Call Me a Toy, I Stopped Chasing Him 听见校草说我是玩具后，我不追了
The rating is low because this just came out and hardly anyone has rated it yet. It’ll go up later! Give it a chance and come have a look! [The Pursuit After the Breakup + Cold School Hottie Turns Jealous + Powerful Man Bows to Love + Mutual First Love + Everyone Plays Matchmaker + Youthful Campus Romance + Sweet Indulgence] Lu Qianyue spent three years desperately chasing Qi Du’an, loving him until she lost herself. Then, at his birthday party, she heard him casually say with her own ears, “She
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Now That I'm Reborn, Who Still Wants to Be a Top Student? 都重生了，谁还当学霸啊
[Reborn, no System, one female lead, youth and campus life, everyday moments, sweet romance] Down-on-his-luck middle-aged Chen Shaoyun is reborn in a parallel world, and from the start faces hellish difficulty: his family is poor, he’s a terrible student, and he’s reunited with the school beauty who was his first love in his previous life, the one he let slip away. With no hope of turning his grades around, he uses memories from his past life to spot opportunities in the stock market. Armed wit
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Burning Isle 燃屿
With his quiet, unwavering devotion, he built a world for him untouched by wind or rain. With his wholehearted courage, he braved the unknown storms for him. You are my flame, lighting my long years; I am your island, promising you a lifetime of peace. Burning Isle
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Moss Never Meets the Stars 青苔不逢星
[Male unrequited-love perspective + younger crybaby + insecure male lead + light ensemble cast + college campus + universally adored heroine] [Gifted heiress × insecure, loyal puppy] Lu Wangyu's youth was a quiet, damp patch of moss. He came from a modest, loving family, had an unremarkable personality, average grades, and was the most ordinary boy in any crowd. He loved someone far beyond his reach... Xia Muzhi, a girl blessed by heaven, lived a life entirely different from his. She was the sol
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When Will I Come of Age? The Campus Arc 何时而立之校园篇
This story, based on real people, is the first installment in the When Will I Come of Age series: When Will I Come of Age: Campus Days. It follows the events in the life of the protagonist, He Li, during his university years, including his daily life, studies, and romance. His self-discipline in both life and study ultimately takes him to the top of his academic field. The novel feels so authentic that readers can relate to it and feel as though they’re right there in the story. Its gripping plo
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When I Became Everyone's Hated White Moonlight 当我成为了万人嫌的白月光
Slice of life / slow burn / second chance romance / long-planned pursuit *Two storylines told in alternating chapters: his many ways of winning her back in odd-numbered chapters, and their memories in even-numbered chapters. *Sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside younger wolf-dog x seemingly emotionally clueless but actually sensitive and passionate, pretending to be calm In their second year of high school, Wang Yang boarded a plane abroad, leaving No. 4 High School and Bai Qingxu behind. Fr
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My Sunshine School Beauty 我的暖阳校花
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- 142 He Sent 127 Private Messages, Yet Couldn't Recognize Me Passing by Every Day 他发了127条私信，却认不出每天路过的我 He sent 127 private messages, yet he can't recognize me, even though I pass by him every day. —Reads—Score—14d adds
- 143 My Desk Mate Is My Online Study Buddy, and He's Secretly in Love with Me 同桌是刷题网友，他默默暗恋我 My Deskmate Is My Online Problem-Solving Buddy, and He's Been Secretly in Love with Me —Reads—Score—14d adds
- 144 I Thought the School Heartthrob Had It in for Me, but He'd Been Secretly in Love with Me for Ten Years 我以为校草在针对我，他却暗恋我十年 I Thought the Campus Heartthrob Was Picking on Me, but He'd Been Secretly in Love with Me for Ten Years —Reads—Score—14d adds
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A Lifetime of Joy, Never Looking Back 一生欢愉，永不回头
[Mutual Secret Crushes + Bickering Rivals + Tragic School Romance] “The boy who seems gentle and timid to everyone else bares his claws only around her. The top student who fell from grace lets down her guard only around him. Though they both fell for each other, they chose never to look back when reality stood in their way. It turns out the greatest pain isn’t never having loved. It’s knowing we both fell for each other, yet never managing to say, ‘I like you.’” An unfair class-placement exam s
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Reborn in 2002: I Won’t Become the Richest Man 重生2002，我不做首富
[Reborn in 2002]+ [A flood of memories]+ [Everyday life]+ [Building the nation through industry]+ [Web fiction superstar]+ [Patriotic] When Yan He woke up, he had returned to 2002, the year he started seventh grade. Reliving his youthful days, he battled against the current, and forged a very different life.
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Chang'an Memories, Day After Day, Night After Night 长安忆，朝朝暮暮
Redemption × tragic romance × a cast of good people × imperfect characters × feminist coming-of-age story Both leads are level-headed and courteous, with their own ideals, careers, and ambitions. The novel follows their changing perspectives from school to the wider world, the intense struggle between reason and emotion, the companionship of childhood friends, and how everyone slowly grows. You head for Xiaoxiang, while I head for Qin; when the music ends, the crowd disperses... Perhaps this st
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Seventeen Years of Secretly Cherishing My Childhood Friend 竹马藏娇十七年
His childhood sweetheart had been kept a secret for seventeen years
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- 149 A Secret Crush in Youth Is Like a Green Plum 青春暗恋就像一颗青梅果 A youthful secret crush is like a tart green plum. 1Reads—Score—14d adds
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A Mutual Secret Crush: So You Were Waiting for Me Too 双向暗恋：原来你也在等我
[Mutual pining + childhood sweethearts + carefully planned romance + sweet campus love + powerful families + rekindled love + pure romance with no angst + a slow, steady sweet romance] One unforgettable glimpse at the school gate when they were seven, and by the time Xu Jingchen was nine, he had secretly tucked that soft, adorable little girl away in his world. He became her invisible knight in the shadows, quietly dealing with her bullies. From elementary school to high school, he planned each
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