An Angsty Story With an Original Format 体裁新颖的虐文

1. 51 烬 Jinli: The Gardenias Haven't Fallen Asleep 烬璃：栀子未眠 Tai Moshen太末生30k WordsCompleted Jin Li: The Gardenia Has Yet to Sleep 18Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 52 他 When Did He Stop Loving Me? 他是什么时候开始不爱我的 Junior Sister123师妹1236k WordsCompleted When did he stop loving me? 66Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Read it slowly, a short sad story

3. 53 我 My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 我的暗恋葬于盛夏 Junior Sister123师妹12312k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Was Buried in Midsummer 306Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 54 可 Maybe I'm Not a Good Person 可能，我不是一个好人 Junior Sister123师妹12317k WordsCompleted Maybe I'm Not a Good Person 59Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 55 一 A Letter Eight Years Too Late 一封迟到八年的信 Junior Sister123师妹12337k WordsCompleted A Letter Eight Years Late 40Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 56 那 He Never Replied to That Message 那条消息，他永远没回 Junior Sister123师妹1238k WordsCompleted That message, he never replied to. 83Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 57 予 I Offer You a Prison: Part One, Diary 予你为牢·上：日记 Junior Sister123师妹12311k WordsCompleted I Make You My Prisoner, Part One: Diary 4Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 58 爆 Explosive! The Undercover Big Shot Has Fallen for Me 爆！卧底大佬他沦陷了 Spring Returns Beneath the Trees林下又见春Modern Romance312k WordsCompleted [BE] [BE] [BE] [Undercover police officer in Myanmar × genius doctor with a split personality] [No arguments, misunderstandings, or groveling] [Both leads are devoted only to each other] Myanmar, a rainy night, Guanyuan. A muffled thud came from the backyard. She saw him and glanced over without a trace of emotion. “Disgusting. Throw him out.” Lu Chen froze, then hurriedly spoke up. “I have money. Lots of money.” Su Qingyan stopped and glanced back at the man on the ground. “Take him inside.” .. 183Reads—Score104Shelves

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   This book, be, is not mindless abuse.

9. 59 芳 A Floral Tale of Fragrant Blossoms 芳菲馥郁花之物语 You Nai r尤奈rAncient Romance255k WordsCompleted In a world of flowers, every blossom carries its own unique meaning, expressing a different kind of affection. Some are passionate, some pure, some noble, and some modest... Each blooms in its own distinctive way. The beauty of flower language lies in its ability to touch the softest places deep within us and help us find a place of peace. 20Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The story of Fuso Flower was very sad in the early stage [crying]

10. 60 我 I Finally Lost You 3: He Sleeps in the Wind 我终于失去了你3·他睡在风里 Mai Jiu麦九Urban136k WordsCompleted The bestselling heart-wrenching classic, the third and final book in the I Finally Lost You series, now with a sweet bonus epilogue! I like a boy who has a cat named Ruanruan and likes a girl named Niaoniao. He was fostered in a little city far, far south, and often missed someone who lived far, far north. People around him privately said he was precocious as a monster. He was born only because his mother wanted to keep the person she loved from leaving. That was, until he came to Baicheng and m 608Reads9.4Score128Shelves

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    When it comes to torture novels, these three must be the ones. Each one is very good-looking and the ending is all the same. Especially the third one, I think it is the best.

11. 61 再 Goodbye, Hansheng 再见，寒生 Ziyue籽月Modern Romance171k WordsCompleted A homeless boy falls in love with a stubborn rose covered in thorns. Though he knows he’ll be left bleeding, he throws himself into saving, embracing, and protecting her. The road to fame in show business is fraught with danger, and the jungle of fame and fortune is full of peril. Fans, idols, unspoken rules... Temptations lie everywhere, and only love can see through them. He is Han Sheng, an orphan who scrapes by with Bai Xiaoqi, his half sister in all but blood. He gives her his hope for a br 603Reads9.3Score120Shelves
12. 62 逃 Escape from His Grasp 逃出他的掌心 Looking Up at the Stars, Sinking Down仰星沉Modern Romance569k WordsCompleted [The heroine suffers early on, physically and emotionally, then is doted on later | Fictional geography | Not a wish-fulfillment story] [Strong male lead and weak female lead. He is arrogant and immensely powerful, but his love goes unrequited.] [The heroine is imperfect: innocent and kind, and kept under control for a long time.] After helping a friend out of kindness, Yu Lu is kidnapped and sold to a mysterious island north of the Atlantic. Thanks to a small act of compassion, she escapes t 1.2kReads8.8Score109Shelves

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    The theme is novel, the characters are novel, the logic is clear, the IQs of all the members are online, and the heroine has no aura as the protagonist. To this world, the heroine is no different. She even encounters a series of setbacks and hardships, but the qualities like a strong pine and a cold plum permeate into the heroine who is as small as a grass, which is very attractive. When an ordinary girl is drawn into the dark torrent, the dark carriage, the swaying cruise ship, the girl's moans, whether it is Penglai or hell ahead, a group of dull and stiff girls in yellow are wandering in the mysterious "Elysium", who is driving them? When the handsome and gorgeous coat fades away, are these mysterious teenagers human beings? , Humiliated and tortured, the girl's hope of returning home was shattered again and again, and all this was just his playing. When the dawn shines on the earth, can it illuminate the heroine's way home... (One thing that needs to be emphasized to everyone is that this book is not a double chastity, the heroine was raped, but this is not her fault, and this is not what she wanted to suffer, so I think I can accept it. This is also the first time for the author to read a chaste novel)

13. 63 快 Quick Transmigration: The Male Lead Turned Evil After the Female Cannon Fodder Faked Her Death 快穿：女炮灰死遁后男主黑化了 Grape Tea, No Ice, 70% Sweet葡萄去冰七分甜Ancient Romance316k WordsCompleted (The rating will go up once more people rate it) [Quick transmigration + romance missions + universally adored, flirtatious beauty + scheming green tea with great acting skills] Lin Ting worked diligently on missions for the Cannon Fodder Wish-Fulfillment System. Just as she had finally accumulated enough points to come back to life, the System told her they had a serious problem: all the male leads she had won over had turned evil! - 1. The blind disciple of an aloof master (winning over an unt 3.1kReads9.0Score268Shelves

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    #Supergood-looking

14. 64 他 After He Escaped Death, He Forced Me to Sign a Penance Contract 他死里逃生后，逼我签下赎罪契约 I Returned to the Crowd我重返人群Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted A handsome, powerful, tragic, obsessive, and deranged man with a double face × a patient, clear-headed heiress fallen on hard times Five years later, we meet again. He's Jiangcheng's most ruthless obsessive man, and I'm an heiress with nowhere left to turn. He hangs me over a cliff and says, “Let me show you the despair I felt when I jumped into the sea back then.” He forces me to sign a contract of atonement and says, “I won't spare a single member of the Lin family.” I thought he hated me so m 1.7kReads—Score102Shelves

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    This book is absolutely mind-blowing. All players compete with each other in a battle of wits, relying on logic and character motivations to create points of abuse through the mechanism! It's definitely not a cliché story about amnesia and terminal illness.

15. 65 快 Quick Transmigration: I Became the Villainess, and the Comments Begged Me to Stop Torturing Them 快穿成恶毒女配，弹幕哭求别虐我 Han yuu寒yuuAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted After Shi Wuqing died, someone claiming to be a System found her. If she collected enough “popularity points,” she could come back to life. Shi Wuqing agreed. Then she was sent into various novels, where she became the cannon-fodder character readers hated most. Her mission was to become the character readers loved most, with the highest popularity, by the end of each novel! World One: Shi Wuqing became the scheming younger sister who took the heroine's place and married the prince. At the begi 43.2kReads9.5Score5.2kShelves

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    It's super beautiful [admiration] [blowing kisses] and shed a lot of tears [crying] The plot is reasonable and logical, and the heroines are very smart and rational [laughing] every aspect is sad [crying] [crying] [crying]

16. 66 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 13.7kReads9.1Score898Shelves
17. 67 他 He Said My Secret Crush Was a Nuisance 他说我的暗恋是困扰 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted He Says My Secret Crush Is a Nuisance 994Reads—Score—Shelves

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    In the process, she and he were childhood sweethearts, but he kept telling everyone about her shameful crush on him and that it troubled him, but she was sour and had not confessed yet, so she could only hide it like a coward. The secret love that she could not tell always made her want to cry. He asked her in person if she had a crush on him. She didn't know that his palms were sweaty. She asked him if he had a crush on her. She His hands were trembling behind his back to try to calm down, his ears were red and his heart was beating erratically, there was something in his pocket and he seemed to be taking it out, but she was a coward and ran away. He transferred to another school, and she and him thought they would never have any entanglement in this life. When they were in college, they heard that familiar voice being confessed by the school belle. She was told that he was his girlfriend but he said it to her as a shield. She was so angry that she insulted him in public. She and he both loved and hated each other. Pulling bitterly, everyone said she was ordinary enough to survive and refused to be the school girl. She ran wildly and didn't know that the yellow pearl hairpin given by her mother was lost. She cried and looked back, but she saw him holding the pearl hairpin to her. The school beauty stepped on the ground and threw 5 yuan to humiliate her. She decided to take revenge and threatened him. The school beauty saw her with her when they passed by. The school beauty later asked how much money he would give her to leave him. , She lost her memory after agreeing, but he took advantage of her amnesia to say that he was her boyfriend. His mother found her and gave him five million to leave him. She also promised to study abroad as soon as possible. After returning to China, she did not know that he had become her president. She regained her memory and he proposed to her. She only saw the ring but not his gift. She was imprisoned by him. After receiving the certificate, she wanted to run away from him and refused to let her escape. Colonel Flower appeared at the wedding.

18. 68 妈 My Mom Is the Other Woman in a Wife-Chasing Romance, and I’m the Illegitimate Daughter 妈妈是追妻文里的小三，我是私生女 Palace Master Yichen逸晨宫主22k WordsCompleted My Mom Is the Other Woman in a Wife-Chasing Romance, and I'm an Illegitimate Daughter 49Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Abuse short stories

19. 69 豪 A Vicious Dog of the Rich? Just My Sister’s Little Puppy 豪门恶犬？姐姐养的小狗罢了 Sea Salt Ice Cream海盐冰激凌Modern Romance357k WordsCompleted [Both leads have only ever been with each other + equally strong leads + older woman/younger man + training her puppy + sweet, satisfying romance + face-slapping + a second chance at love + the male lead goes from lover to husband] [Dark, possessive, yandere puppy boy with a sweet exterior and a hidden ruthless streak x cool, glamorous, flirtatious, proud young heiress] Before she was forced into an arranged marriage, Shen Jiayan's parents discovered her secret relationship with Lin Mubai, the S 3.3kReads9.3Score327Shelves

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    It's a wonderful work. I guarantee that if you go see it, you will definitely cry and won't be able to stop crying. It's so beautiful.

20. 70 嫁 After She Married, the Mad Emperor Seized Her by Force 嫁人后，被疯批皇帝强取豪夺了 A Penguin Who Has to Write Every Day每天都要码字的企鹅Ancient Romance320k WordsCompleted [Coercive Possession + Later Revenge on the Scoundrels + Obsessive, Unhinged Hero + Groveling Chase + No Reconciliation + Second Male Lead Wins] Chu Huaiyu personally offered Lu Zhaoxue to the Crown Prince, using her as bait to frame Chu Siheng. After ascending the throne, Chu Huaiyu imprisoned Lu Zhaoxue deep in the palace, using his favor as a pair of shackles. Night after night, they were entangled in the palace. Biting her earlobe, Chu Huaiyu whispered, “Zhaoxue, do you hate me? Hate me if y 9.6kReads8.1Score430Shelves

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    Very cruel!!!

21. 71 大 Burying My Youth in the Dadu River 大渡河水葬青春 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪9k WordsCompleted Youth Buried in the Dadu River 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Here comes the super sad story

22. 72 清 When the Qingming Butterfly Returns, I Think of You Year After Year 清明蝶归，岁岁念卿 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪9k WordsCompleted The Butterfly Returns at Qingming, Year after Year I Think of You 11Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 73 烙 A Scar Etched Into My Heart 烙在心底的伤疤 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪7k WordsCompleted The Scar Etched Into My Heart 14Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 74 半 Half a Spring Embroidery, Half a Lifetime Longing for You 半剪绣春，半生念君 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪10k WordsCompleted Half-Finished Spring Embroidery, a Lifetime Missing You 10Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 75 在 Gathering Glimmers of Light Amid Suffering 在苦难里拾捡微光 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪Marriage & Romance17k WordsCompleted Gathering Glimmers in the Midst of Hardship 2Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 76 尘 Warmth Amid the Ashes 尘途烬暖 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪17k WordsCompleted Warm Ashes Along the Dusty Road 22Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 77 你 You Watch Her Perform, I’ll Announce Our Divorce 你看她表演，我公告离婚 Little Sister Won't Listen妹妹不听话Modern Romance453k WordsCompleted Tomatoes are the most satisfying! The hero and second male lead get divorced The male lead watches the green tea put on a show, while the heroine goes straight to the newspapers and announces their divorce! A powerful financial magnate * a young lady whose family has fallen on hard times Married first, love later * both leads are sexually inexperienced Every male character in the story is a virgin, whether he's the second or third male lead... Xu Qing'an married Shen Yuanyuan simply because he t 11.5kReads7.1Score355Shelves

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    Tomatoes are the best! The most relaxing! The male protagonist and male partner are divorced! The heroine didn't talk nonsense. The divorce announcement was trending for three days! The chapter begins with the abuse of the female protagonist. The male protagonist refuses to touch the female protagonist for a year after getting married, and then turns off his phone to watch a green tea show. The female protagonist has a car accident, and immediately announces the divorce and disappears from the world. The male protagonist pursues his wife in the crematorium with heartbreaking and heart-wrenching moments!

28. 78 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves

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    I hope the following books will find their way into your eyes. I hope they can alleviate your worries about the lack of books? Is it pleasant to see you? Don't worry about it. Of course, if Shu Huang comes back later, you can come back to Hapi. Hey hey hey😈 The following books are rich in content and have ups and downs in the plot. You can still feel secretly happy while continuing to reason. How can it be so smooth🉐 The following books are guaranteed to be novel and exciting enough. Just make them cry. Please prepare tissues in advance. Beware if you are low in tears.

29. 79 竹 The Young Master Childhood Friend Searches the Internet for His One True Love, Who's Delivering His Takeout 竹马少爷全网找白月光，正在给他送外卖 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted The young master is searching the entire internet for his childhood sweetheart, who's currently delivering food to him. 68Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The theme of the novel is novel and sadistic. In the early stage, the female protagonist was searched by the male protagonist for many years but did not know how to deliver food. She passed by her. In order to save her mother, the female protagonist contacted the male lead and joined the crematorium to pursue his wife. Unexpectedly, she thought it was a good thing but it turned out to be bad.

30. 80 来 The Magician from the Future 来自未来的魔术师 Quiet Silence微黙8k WordsCompleted The Magician from the Future 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Try these two short stories

31. 81 她 She’s My Brother’s Girlfriend, and the One I Love Most 她是我兄弟的女友，也是我的最爱 Quiet Silence微黙6k WordsCompleted She’s my brother’s girlfriend, and the woman I love most —Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 82 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 306Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Take it from me, you're welcome

33. 83 我 I Am His Vermilion Mole for All Eternity 我是他永生永世的朱砂痣 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼Modern Romance186k WordsOngoing [Age gap | Devastating BE | Fate across two lifetimes | Realistic angsty romance | Ye-Tai relationship | Male Ye, female Tai | Love grows over time | School life | Former girlfriends] Falling in love with someone you can't spend your life with is perfectly ordinary in this world. If you've fallen for someone like that too, leave the ending to fate. What belongs to you won't escape you, and reaching for what isn't yours is needless. I, Wu Xile, am eighteen and grew up in a broken single-parent f 12Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 84 等 Waiting for the Word, Mistaking Beauty for Love 等字，误红颜 Mu Feng Wuchen, Branch Office沐枫无尘分号Modern Romance94k WordsCompleted Because of a disability she had from birth, people excluded her. When she grew up, her family’s deep-rooted standing led her parents to arrange her marriage to an ordinary man. But their good fortune did not last. Her parents’ only son had no children after five or six years of marriage. To protect her son’s reputation, her mother came up with a scheme: she had her daughter-in-law conceive a son with another man. Years later, the daughter-in-law could no longer bear the loneliness and found a lo 2Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 85 恰 Just Like Your Sorrow 恰似你的忧伤 Fish Lantern Su鱼灯苏Modern Romance55k WordsCompleted Much Like Your Sorrow 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The long flowing emotions, the story of the heroine and her sharpshooter... I think of what his hand looked like when it was not injured, and how we met. I have seen many handsome and majestic young men, but what I remember in my mind is his smile. He is like a young general on the battlefield, steadfast, forbearing, and responsible for everything.

36. 86 无 The Time Difference No One Entered 无人入局的时差 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted The Time Difference No One Entered 46Reads—Score—Shelves

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    People come and go, but no one is like you

37. 87 被 Forced to Be Single 被迫单身 Xian Geng闲庚7k WordsCompleted Forced to Stay Single 8Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 88 再 Meeting Again 再次遇见 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted Meeting Again 12Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 89 真 I Really Didn't See That Coming 真的是始料不及 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted Truly Unexpected 22Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 90 弃 The Tearless Orphan 弃儿无泪 Mu Feng Wuchen沐枫无尘Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted Abandoned by her family at birth, she was passed from place to place before being adopted by her current parents. Her adoptive mother, determined to support the household, always tries to control her life. Her future is in danger of being ruined, she has no say in whom she marries, and even after starting a family, she will still be under their control. Though she is only a little girl and has already reached the lowest point in her life, she possesses a powerful soul. See how she uses her unyie 54Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 91 弃 The Tearless Orphan II 弃儿无泪二 Mu Feng Wuchen, Branch Office沐枫无尘分号Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted From the day she was born, she was abandoned by her family. After many twists and turns, she was finally taken in with compassion by her current adoptive parents. But life still had no smiles for her. For the sake of the family’s livelihood, her adoptive mother often tried to set her life on a predetermined path. Trapped by layer upon layer of restrictions, her future seemed shrouded in gloom. She had no say in her marriage, and even after starting a family and building a career, she could not e 10Reads—Score—Shelves
42. 92 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Seizes Me by Force 蝶影归尘：丈夫的的仇人对我强娶豪夺 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼15k WordsCompleted Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forces Me into Marriage 27Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Xiao Qihao's perspective | "Die'er, I love you, not because you are my brother's woman." In the sadomasochism of the Republic of China, "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust", everyone remembers Zhang Zhiming's ten-year search and Yang Yanchen's life-saving protection. But few people are willing to stop and take a look at the illegitimate son who was nailed to the "evil man" pillar - Xiao Qihao. Today, I want to take you to read this story again through his eyes. ---I am the illegitimate son of the Zhang family. He took his mother's surname, had no status, lived under the shelter of others, and received all the cold looks. My older brother, Zhang Zhiming, is the direct descendant of the Zhang family and the heir to the business. Everyone praises him as a kind-hearted and polite gentleman. Why? Why is it that he has everything when he is born, but I am not even qualified to call my father "Dad"? This unwillingness has haunted me like a poisonous snake for twenty years. Until I met her. That day I went to Zhang Mansion to discuss business. Mother Zhang is snobbish, I am just here to give money. During the greetings in the main hall, she walked in with tea. Lin Die'er. The daughter of a famous family my brother married. She's so pretty. The stubbornness between his eyebrows was like a bird unwilling to be trapped in a cage. She made sarcastic remarks to my brother, with thorns in her eyes. She was not at all as docile and flattering as other women. I knew that moment - I wanted her. Not because my brother owns her. It's because she is who she is. The inexhaustible fire in her eyes is something I have never seen in anyone else in my life. I'm jealous of my brother, jealous of his status, family business, and her. But I'm even more jealous - he can stay by her side openly even when she doesn't love him. As for me, I had to pretend not to care even when I looked at her. --- I started to stay in Zhang's house for a few more days, using the excuse of discussing business to get to know every inch of her daily routine. When to go to the rouge shop in the morning, when to return to the house at dusk, and when to sit alone by the pond at night in a daze. She doesn't know. She never knew. Her heart was filled with hatred for my brother, and she couldn't see a pair of eyes in the dark, which were about to stare holes into her back. Then I got her. Disgraceful means. Zhang's mother was greedy for money, and the Zhang family was in ruins, so I took advantage of it. I fought against my brother in business, but this fight was the prize I really wanted - I imprisoned her in another courtyard and guarded her day and night. I wanted her to be my woman. She hates me. She bit her lip and refused to let me touch it. But later she behaved. She no longer resisted and would even curl up in my arms and fall asleep at night. I thought she had finally resigned herself to her fate. Until one night, I heard her shouting in her dream: "Zhiming..." It was not hatred or resentment. Those two words were very light, as light as whispering in sleep, but I could hear the dependence in them - it was something she would never admit to when she was awake. I was shaking all over. Not anger, but fear. I suddenly realized that even if I locked her next to me for the rest of my life, she would never call my name in that tone. I numbed myself with opium. I can't quit her, and I can't quit the only thing in the world that can make me forget her. --- She gave birth to a son for me. I'm crazy happy. I have a son, mine and her son. I named him Yi'an - no hesitation, peace and security. I put all my thoughts into this child. I thought, as long as this child is here, she can't go far. But she left. While I was quitting smoking and retreating, my mother sold her to a distant brothel. On the day I left seclusion, the other courtyard was empty, and not a single thing of hers was left, as if she had never lived here before. I searched like crazy. Streets, alleys, car and boat docks, all the places she might go. No. Stone sinks into the sea. During those years I was like a zombie. Ping'er took care of Yi'an and ran the house properly. I was grateful to her, but I couldn't give her anything else. I straightened Ping'er up and gave birth to another pair of children. But I know in my heart that Yi'an is different. I am biased towards Yi An, so biased that everyone can see it. Because Yi'an is the only connection left between her and me. Until that day - news came from a close friend. She is dead. Block the gun for someone, and shoot through the heart. The book in my hand fell to the ground with a bang. Yi'an called me from the side, but I couldn't hear him. I rushed out of the room, the wind and rain poured into my collar, and the wind in my ears seemed to be calling her name. I have been looking for it for so many years, waiting for it for so many years, and obsessing about it for so many years. The last thing waiting was the news of death. I didn't even see her for the last time. Not even a chance to say "I'm sorry". I returned to Xiao's Mansion and stayed behind closed doors for three days. I dug out the golden butterfly hairpin that she had left behind - it was given to her by my brother, and she took it with her when she left. Later, it fell in another courtyard and became my only thought. I clutched the hairpin and remembered what I said to her that night when I lost control. She said: "I am just your trophy." In the empty room, I said to the hairpin: "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. From then on, I devoted all my energy to the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. Medicines, food, cotton-padded clothes—the means and connections I once used in business wars have all turned into the power to save the country and the people. I hate Zhang Zhiming, I have hated him all my life. But when the national crisis hits, I feel sorry for too many people, but I can never feel sorry for this land. I will only do two things for the rest of my life - save the country and raise her son. Yi'an is growing up day by day, and her features are becoming less and less like mine. But I dare not think about it. I poured all my guilt, debt, and obsession into him, teaching him to read, read, be patriotic and do good. I believe till my death that he is my biological flesh and blood. But I will never know, and no one will tell me - Yi'an is her and Zhang Zhiming's child. She gritted her teeth and survived, just so that I could raise children for my enemy for the rest of her life. ---This is my life, Xiao Qihao. Not a good person. But he's not a pure villain. He is an illegitimate child whose sanity has been burned away by jealousy. He is a madman who uses the most despicable means to force love and ends up empty-handed. He is a poor man who, in the end, doesn't even know who the son he has raised his entire life is. [Crying][Crying] If you read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust", please hate me. Please also remember me. Because in this book, some people grow old because of love, and some people die for love—but I, Xiao Qihao, became a ghost because of love. I have done so many things wrong in my life. In the next life, I just hope that I can meet her as early as possible, be fair and honest, and be a person worthy of her.

43. 93 重 Reborn, Mr. Fu Completely Loses Control 重生归来，傅先生彻底失控了 Brush in Hand, Blushing Gently执笔染轻颜Modern Romance685k WordsCompleted Both leads are reborn + regretful pursuit + the heroine isn't very strong; she's soft and sweet. In her past life, he believed she had hurt his family and had her locked up in a psychiatric hospital. Unable to endure the abuse, she took her own life there. Reborn, she does everything she can to stay away from the scumbag. So why is this man chasing after her and refusing to let go in this life? To keep Su Yaoyao by his side, Fu Yanchuan stops at nothing. He imprisons her, destroys her dream of s 714Reads5.4Score—Shelves

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    Abuse ceiling

44. 94 一 A Lifetime: The Lone-Wolf Agent's Gray Eden 一生：孤胆特工之灰色伊甸园 Crouching Dragon, Thunderous Sky潜龙轰天Mystery1.0M WordsCompleted The story of Lin Tianming’s growth from boyhood. Please also read this book’s companion novels, Second Life: The Bracelet Across the Universe and Third Life: Love Bewitches the Mortal World. Each of the three novels stands alone, yet together they form a series, with interwoven plots that let you experience the life journey of “two worlds, three lives” and the rise of the century’s dragon, Long Teng! 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Campus growth (one life) + collection of modern urban love stories (three lives), with novel themes and multi-line linkage, jointly weave the life journey of "two lives and three lives"! Worth collecting and tasting! 👍👍👍👍

45. 95 三 Three Lifetimes: Love Bewitching the Mortal World 三生，，之情惑人间 Crouching Dragon, Thunderous Sky潜龙轰天Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted A collection of modern love and marriage stories. Read this alongside its companion works, “One Life: The Lone Agent’s Gray Eden” and “Two Lives: The Wristband Conquers the Universe.” The storylines intertwine and unfold across multiple threads, bringing together the century-spanning journey of Century Longteng through “Two Lives and Three Incarnations”! (For various reasons, the first book in this series, “One Life: The Lone Agent’s Gray Eden,” and “Root Prisoner: 101 Illusory Loves” are not be 18Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 96 六 The Sixties: A Top Student Woos a Man and Raises Her Kids 六零：学霸撩汉养崽崽 Zen-Minded All-Rounder佛系八面玲珑Modern Romance146k WordsOngoing [Period novel] + [sweet romance] + [a realistic portrayal of everyday life] + [based on the author’s personal experience] She was only six and a half. She’d merely turned around and happened to see his… well, she’d seen it, so what? But then its little owner started hounding her! From then on, he intercepted her on the way to school, protected her on the way home, and lectured her whenever she so much as resisted. Even more surprising, the little owner turned out to be the son of a famous profes 23Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Take a look at this book, the writing style is simple and it makes you suffer from emphysema.

47. 97 女 An Unmarried Older Daughter, Shunned by All 女大不嫁，众叛亲离 A Millennium-Old Fox Descends to the Mortal World千年的狐狸下凡了Modern Romance110k WordsCompleted This book is also known as “Husband’s Sister Still Unmarried, Younger Brother’s Wife Urges the Whole Family to Throw Her Out!” (I hope my novel can be adapted for film or television! For that reason, I’ve temporarily made an animated short video of about three minutes for each of the novel’s first ten chapters. Since the copyright won’t belong to me until twenty years from now, I’ve only made animations for the first ten chapters...) The main idea: In a family with many children, a son is like a 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Realistic essay.

48. 98 绝 She Is No Saint! The Wicked Adopted Daughter Is Driven Mad by His Pursuit 绝非善类！恶毒养女被缠疯了 A Penguin Who Has to Write Every Day每天都要码字的企鹅Modern Romance128k WordsOngoing [One Woman, Multiple Men + Yandere + No Moral Compass + Unhinged Psychos + Coercive Possession + Everyone’s Evil + Male Rivalry + A Chaotic Love Triangle + Not a Normal Person in Sight] Thanks to her tough, unyielding nature, Luo Fanyin was unexpectedly adopted by the Luo family. During her years with them, she met plenty of young masters from prominent families… But being the Luo family’s adopted daughter was no easy task. Every one of these men was a lunatic, making sure she could never know a 5kReads—Score784Shelves

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    This book is super nice

49. 99 守 Protecting My Love Rival 守护情敌 Clear and Bright Beneath the Moon月下清扬15k WordsCompleted Protecting My Love Rival —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    No matter how badly the author has been scolded, you will know how cruel it is

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