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Looking for Heartbreak: A Glimmer of Hope Born from Despair, Only to Be Snuffed Out by Your Own Hand 求刀，绝望中生出一点希望又被自己亲手熄灭

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Flowers that bloom in despair, only to wither in despair, leaving behind nothing but despair and filth, their blossoms rotting away.

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51 Martial Arts School Graduate 武校毕业生 Yu Xiaoyan预小言Urban1.1M WordsOngoing 415Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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It is based on the top domestic martial arts schools and adapted based on real experiences! Pure documentary, no fantasy! Enjoy the real martial arts school life. Restore the true appearance of high-intensity training, life, and competition in martial arts schools. With perseverance and love, young people embark on the road of practicing martial arts...
52 Lost in Your Allure 沉迷慕色 Qijiang Has a Cat七酱有只猫398k WordsCompleted 378Reads8.3Score—Shelves
53 Sunshine in the North, Tang Blossoms in the South 北方有阳，南方有棠 Qijiang Has a Cat七酱有只猫521k WordsCompleted 37Reads5.8Score—Shelves
54 When Did He Stop Loving Me? 他是什么时候开始不爱我的 Junior Sister123师妹1236k WordsCompleted 51Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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A heart-wrenching short story!
55 He Never Replied to That Message 那条消息，他永远没回 Junior Sister123师妹1238k WordsCompleted 72Reads8.5Score—Shelves
56 Life Is No Easy Ride in Another World 异世界不好平躺 No Kid in Any Season四季没有仔Eastern Fantasy1.3M WordsCompleted 176Reads—Score—Shelves
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Unsystematic, not a cool novel, dark fantasy. A book that fits the bill perfectly. Because the protagonist of this book is just an ordinary person, a tool to promote the development of the plot, but what he faces is an iceberg.
57 Nirvana: Journey to the Isle in the River 涅槃：走向在河之洲 No Idea What to Call Myself不晓得叫啥名Modern Romance731k WordsCompleted 12Reads—Score—Shelves
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She struggled desperately in the swamp and finally fell into purgatory [crying]
58 I'll Wait for You at the End of the World 在世间的尽头等你 Dawnlight宸光微曦Modern Romance505k WordsCompleted 8Reads8.3Score—Shelves
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The hobby is quite unique!
59 I Told You to Cultivate Demonic Arts, Not Become the Eternal Demon Lord 让你修魔，没让你直接成万古魔尊 San Zui三最Eastern Fantasy1.8M WordsCompleted 24.3kReads8.9Score2.5kShelves
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Recommended by Xiaoxuan, it must be a high-quality product! The first book to directly enter the demon and become a demon. It has excellent content and rich writing. The rating is also good, you can check it out if you like it. A few more books have been completed. Don't miss it if you like it. Add a bookshelf and leave a like. Keep recommending better works.
60 Max-Level Villainess: The Saint Begs Me Not to Kill Her Dao Companion 满级反派，圣女求我别杀她道侣 A Fox on a Lonely Mountain孤山有狸Eastern Fantasy10.0M WordsOngoing 5.3kReads5.8Score338Shelves
61 I’m a True Disciple of the Immortal Sect, So Why Am I the Big Villain? 我本仙门正宗，奈何却是大反派 Coconut Milk Seven七七椰奶Eastern Fantasy3.7M WordsOngoing 14.1kReads8.0Score1.1kShelves
62 Royal Parents: Awakened a Transcendent-Level Talent from the Start! 父母双王：开局觉醒超脱级天赋！ Firmament Rabbit苍穹兔Eastern Fantasy2.1M WordsCompleted 21.8kReads8.5Score1.8kShelves
63 Cultivating Immortality: It Begins with Lying in a Fairy's Arms 修仙，从躺在仙子怀中开始 Pillowing My Head on Dreams at Night夜里枕梦Eastern Fantasy505k WordsOngoing 178Reads8.8Score—Shelves
64 Black Blade, Heaven's Sword, a Dazzling Wanderer in a Golden Age 黑刀，天剑，盛世惊鸿客 Writer Number Seven七号写手Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted 16.1kReads8.8Score1.2kShelves
65 I Told You to Die, Not to Pull a Stunt 叫你送死，没让你整活 Qing Chen青沉Eastern Fantasy4.3M WordsCompleted 105.7kReads9.2Score10.7kShelves
66 The Black Sheep's Sin 黑羊之罪 An Tongkagi安彤kagi119k WordsCompleted 8Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Double life + Japanese campus + redemption + depression + suspense and brain-burning + shocking twist in the ending] "One year after Morikawa's death, I accidentally fell off the railroad tracks on the way to school. My body was crushed by the roaring train and shattered into pieces of goo." Then... I was reborn. But. It seems that I am not the only one who has been reborn. There are currently 4,000+ updates per day, with an outline and no running around. Now that I have entered the trap, I will become a regular readerʕ •ᴥ•ʔ
67 Fang and Claw 犬牙 Burning Rivers焚烧河川154k WordsOngoing 3Reads—Score—Shelves
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All "I love you" really means is "I love you so much, why are you so mean to me?"
68 Perhaps There Was Once Light in the Deep Sea 也许深海曾有光 Ding Huaijin丁怀瑾Modern Romance75k WordsCompleted 640Reads9.2Score155Shelves
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Yan'er came to recommend books, and an accident happened. There was a young boy who fell ill and gave birth to a boy who didn't like to talk. His brother had the opposite personality to him, he was cheerful, lively and sunny. [Almost crying] His brother is his sunshine.
69 Heaven’s Abyss 天渊 Mu Xiao Sansheng沐潇三生Eastern Fantasy6.2M WordsOngoing 1.1MReads9.4Score92.3kShelves
70 The Strange Woman 奇怪的她 Affogato阿芙佳朵Mystery425k WordsCompleted 9.4kReads9.3Score1.2kShelves
71 Respectfully Submitted by an Outsider: Three Lives, Three Worlds 槛外人敬上：三生三世 Xu Xu Ru Yu徐徐如雨Ancient Romance157k WordsCompleted 13Reads—Score—Shelves
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Well, after waiting for decades, I ended up showing the wrong feelings...
72 Life Is About Doing Your Best 人生啊，尽力就好 Su Chenyan苏晨宴Urban106k WordsOngoing 47Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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My song quality is good, but my taste is quite poor. I really can't tell which ones are good for me and which ones are not good for me. I feel that life is quite strange, but I always say bad things to those who love me...
73 A Beauty Hard to Keep 姝色难留 Ge Lingling圪玲菱128k WordsOngoing 12Reads—Score—Shelves
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It seems that these few books are quite unsatisfactory. I highly recommend the first one, which is the ultimate tension between the proud and wanton princess and the cold and alienated beggar girl!
74 The Love of a Lifetime, North of the Mountains and South of the Waters 山南水北之一生所爱 XXMM MoXXMM墨136k WordsOngoing 17Reads—Score—Shelves
75 My Dear Zhu Xiaoli 亲爱的祝小黎 Flying Bull Straight Hero飞牛直侠80k WordsCompleted 223Reads8.5Score—Shelves
76 All Things Return to Dust 零落归尘 This Author Has No Pen Name该作家没有笔名Mystery668k WordsCompleted 46Reads8.8Score—Shelves
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The heroine was bound in endless shackles as soon as she was born, and suffered a lot of pain and torture. When she forgot everything, she could have changed her identity and started living again, but she moved towards her destined ending step by step. The rekindled hope and picked up love and warmth pushed her into the endless abyss. A controlled life and an inescapable fate allowed her to see the warmth of the world, but she could never touch it... She was willing to endure the pain of heartbreak in order to save him, and she sacrificed everything for those she cared about... At the last moment, he was always by her side, accompanying her to bear the pain of this world... When sadness condenses into eternal night, when love is crushed into dust by time, can you still pick up the last piece of warm memory in the cracks of the world?
77 Reborn as a Concubine in the Su Household 重生之我在苏府当小妾 Shangguan Loves to Drink Water上官爱喝水Ancient Romance377k WordsCompleted 147Reads8.8Score—Shelves
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If you are tired of reading the cliches of cool novels and can accept the true tragic core, you can try this book. The opening chapter is like an ordinary rebirth of a house fight, but the author carefully lays out a spine-chilling illusion in 375,000 words. This is not meant to be torture for the sake of torture. Every important character will leave in an unexpected way in the end, and all the tenderness is paving the way for the final loss. When you read the twist at the end and all the pieces come together suddenly, the shock and emptiness you feel are particularly powerful. Have tissues ready.
78 When an Unbeatable Enemy Builds a High Wall 当不可战胜的敌人筑起高墙 Dream-Chasing Red Pine追梦红松Eastern Fantasy250k WordsCompleted 12Reads—Score—Shelves
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There is a little hope in despair
79 Ascension, Yet No Immortality 羽化非仙 Tangtang Doesn't Sleep糖糖不睡觉Cultivation653k WordsOngoing 2.7kReads—Score282Shelves
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"If death can improve one's realm, then even death would be a luxury for mortals." This was the case in the Taoist Alliance in the past. It's no wonder that people risk their lives to break the boundaries and let the swarms of insects come in to destroy this desperate world. [Original Party][Original Party]
80 Half a Lifetime of Passing Years 半生流年 Huangnigang黄泥岗Urban523k WordsCompleted 60Reads—Score—Shelves
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The fictional despair in the story is not scary, but what is scary is that it actually happened in the real world. The male Zhang Xiao is such a person, and look at how the older generation kills the hope of the next generation...
81 NPC's Guide to Winning Over Players NPC攻略玩家指南 The Moon No One Knows无人知晓的月亮Mystery339k WordsCompleted 35Reads9.2Score—Shelves
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Very cool, very beautiful, very loving
82 Cycle of Killing Intent 杀意轮回 Starry-Flavored Milk Candy星辰味的奶糖Urban127k WordsOngoing 26Reads—Score—Shelves
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When everything develops in a good direction, he will return to hell!
83 After Daybreak 破晓过后 Happy Land Land Land Land Land乐土土土土土Eastern Fantasy406k WordsOngoing 115Reads—Score—Shelves
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I wrote it myself, I hope you can give me some suggestions, thank you😊
84 I Snuffed Out My Own Sun 我亲手熄灭了我的太阳 Xiao Cheng Zi小珵子Modern Romance80k WordsCompleted 1Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The front is sweet, but the back kills his lover with his own hands
85 A Sour Story for Fujoshi 腐女酸文 Girl from the Old Days旧时丫头Modern Romance359k WordsCompleted 1Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Immortal product, beautiful [like][like][like]
86 Infinite Reincarnation: From the Start, I Defeat the Underworld King with a Peachwood Sword 无限轮回，开局用桃木剑打败冥王 Black Tower's Last Ark黑塔末舟Eastern Fantasy334k WordsOngoing 1Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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If the boundaries of death are tightened step by step, this seemingly gift of salvation becomes the most terrifying curse for him to witness the end.
87 Dragonblood Era I: The Dead Return 龙血纪元I亡者归来 Shen Yan神延Urban108k WordsOngoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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It's a pity that it's a happy reunion [almost crying]
88 Dreaming Through a Hundred Lifetimes 梦过百代 Blue River Purple蓝河紫Historical168k WordsOngoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
89 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted 242Reads8.7Score—Shelves
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⚠️Don't watch "Butterflies Return to Dust" late at night, it's so powerful that I cried until three in the morning! Sisters, I declare this Republic of China abuse novel to be directly canonized as a god! It's not a fast-food novel, it's a slow knife that will hurt your heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys. 💔 Abuse point 1: Raising a son for an enemy, the father and son will not recognize each other until death. In order to preserve the flesh and blood of her sweetheart, she endured the humiliation and made her enemy think it was her child. The enemy held his son "Yi'an" in the palm of his hand, but his biological father Zhang Zhiming did not know that he had a son until his death. He even hugged the child but called him "uncle". This kind of pain of separation of flesh and blood that no one knows is really breaking my defense! 💔 Abuse point 2: After ten years of searching for a wife, I changed to "Sir, I got the wrong person." She was forced to get involved in troubled times and became a spy under the pseudonym Qianye Xinzi. He had been looking for her for ten years, and his temples were all white. On the day of their reunion, he recognized her and rushed over like crazy. She could only turn her back and speak coldly in the unfamiliar Japanese: "Sir, you have recognized the wrong person." Turning the corner, she covered her mouth and cried until her whole body was shaking. 💔 Abuse point 3: Three men, three extreme feelings that are difficult to reconcile. · Zhang Zhiming: He gave her the deepest love, but he always lacked an explanation. · Xiao Qihao: Gave her the deepest hatred, haunted her for half her life, and finally indulged in regret. · Yang Yanchen: He gave her a second life and tried his best to protect her, but he never touched her finger from beginning to end. The sentence "We will be an ordinary couple in the next life" has become the most profound Bai Yueguang in the whole story. People who understand are already in tears. This book is really the ceiling of abuse literature in the Republic of China! ---[Crying][almost crying][almost crying][almost crying][almost crying][almost crying][almost crying][almost crying]
90 The Aloof Immortal Lord Is Bullied by His Master Until He Dares Not Cry 清冷上神，被主上欺得不敢哭 The Babbling Stream溪水潺潺202k WordsCompleted 175Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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My favorite book! ! [Sinister smile]
91 After Becoming a Cannon Fodder, I Became the Beloved of the Three Realms 穿成炮灰后，我成了三界白月光 Princess-Flavored Tomato and Egg Stir-Fry公主味儿的西红柿炒蛋Ancient Romance538k WordsCompleted 216Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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This is the best swordsman, but it's both men. Except for the beginning, the whole thing is awesome! ! ! !
92 My Brutal Junior Schoolmate 我的残暴学妹 Shi Yu石欲Urban89k WordsOngoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The title of the book "My Cruel School Girl" is dark, cruel, desperate, twisted, violent, bloody