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Is It Wrong That the Heroine Has No Desire to Survive?

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The heroine has cancer, depression, irritability, etc.

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1 The Bereaved and Viciously Beautiful Female Partner Is in a Bad Position Rotten FishModern Romance339k WordsCompleted 11.9kReads9.3Score1.3kShelves
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The heroine has almost no desire to live. The heroine died due to illness and then passed into a book and was still the heroine who was suffering from illness. The disease was almost the same as the disease in her previous life, and then she died. Since she was in so much pain, she might as well die, and there was no need to cause him any trouble. She committed suicide and was later discovered by the male protagonist. When she was sent to the hospital, the male protagonist was very angry. At that time, the male protagonist was already in love with her, and the female protagonist basically had no desire to live. After taking the medicine given by the doctor in person, they went to the toilet and vomited after leaving. It was really painful. Later, the male protagonist loved her very much and begged her not to give up, to be more attached to the world and to love him more.
2 I Sacrifice the Years with My Deep Love Er QiaoModern Romance324k WordsCompleted 79.8kReads9.4Score7.3kShelves
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The heroine was depressed and committed suicide by jumping off a building. While watching this, she couldn't sleep well every night and cried all the time. She lost 8 pounds.
3 Reading Minds, I Became a Heartthrob After My Failed Attempt to Die. EriModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 22.1kReads8.9Score2.9kShelves
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The heroine in the first book suffers from depression and mania. Her catchphrases are that she wants to die and is so annoyed. She has a weak desire to live. She frequently went to the hospital in the first few chapters.
4 Really Crazy! Fake Epilepsy! She Is Crazy and Brings Down the Whole Family Two FlowersModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 3.3kReads8.9Score356Shelves
5 Even If You Are a Fake Daughter, You Still Have to Be Brave and Show Off. Ji FuranModern Romance659k WordsCompleted 188.3kReads9.6Score24.7kShelves
6 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Daughter, She Won't Be Able to Live Any Longer! Sitting up in Shock While Dying of IllnessModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 14kReads8.8Score1kShelves
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There were tears in the early part of the first book, but it was quite funny in the later part, but it was also when I was dying frequently. Basically, there were tears in every picture of the second book. I burst into tears while reading it, which made my eyes very dry.
7 After the World-Weary Daughter's Mind Was Read, Her Brothers Went Crazy Mo Han JinglanModern Romance2.7M WordsOngoing 6.9kReads5.8Score744Shelves
9 After My Rebirth, I Was Favored by the Group as a Female Supporting Character. Soda's WifeModern Romance406k WordsCompleted 95.9kReads9.2Score13.2kShelves
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🌧️🌧️Xia Shiyu, who has always been brooding over the death of her friend Gong Xu due to her own mistakes, is sick [almost crying] [almost crying]. People around her make harsh remarks and her beloved sister is sarcastic... All of which make her care [crying] 🌤️🌤️After falling into the pond, she suddenly discovered that she was actually a fake daughter. After realizing that she was destined to lose everything [thinking], Yueyue directly chose to lie down (the real meaning of lying down - addicted to sleep [shy]) 🌦️🌦️In the previous life, Yinghan, who was only 13 years old, was kicked out of the house because of the disappearance of her younger sister. She died on her 20th birthday [almost crying]. In this life, she felt cold towards the Lu family. She wanted to escape from the Lu family but was always restrained [almost crying] [crying]...
10 NO! I Don't Want to Inherit Property! Chen WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted 7.9kReads9.1Score569Shelves
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I have lived two lives and both suffered from stomach cancer. I am so sad that the final outcome is still be. I really cried to death.
11 The Duke's Daughter Has Zero Desire to Live. GongziyouModern Romance143k WordsOngoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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In the early part of the ① book, I really cried to death. Yingying is really sensible. In the ② book, I really cried to death too.
12 She Won't Coax Him Anymore Cool Autumn DayModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 91kReads9.6Score17.3kShelves
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This book made me cry until my eyes were swollen and my heart ached to the point of twitching [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]
13 Every Day People Worry That I Will Commit Suicide Alice's Forest HouseModern Romance334k WordsCompleted 7.7kReads9.0Score547Shelves
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This one!
14 Be Coquettish with Me Chestnut PureeModern Romance228k WordsCompleted 8kReads8.9Score799Shelves
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This book is really beautiful. The heroine and the hero meet again after a long separation. Later, the hero discovers that the heroine has taken sertraline, which makes him feel so distressed [I almost cry]
15 After Awakening the Narration System: Brothers Regretted Their Mistakes Xingyan 66Modern Romance272k WordsOngoing 135Reads5.5Score—Shelves
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The heroine is too lazy to explain, anyway...
16 Thousands of People Jumped in the Air, and All the Bosses Cried and Became Red-Eyed Zhou OneModern Romance511k WordsCompleted 23.1kReads5.9Score2.2kShelves
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The heroine is misunderstood. Preoccupied with suicide. But it failed again and again, and the second one was. In order to complete the mission, the heroine had to leave before she turned 18, but failed and experienced rebirth again and again. Later, I was asked by the male lead group and heard my inner voice. Prevent the heroine from completing her suicide mission and leaving
17 After the Cannon Fodder Committed Suicide, They Tore up the Plot of the World Qing Qingzi JinAncient Romance603k WordsCompleted 866Reads8.8Score106Shelves
18 Help! Whose Paranoid Villain Was Kissed and Cried? South AfricaAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 14.3kReads9.4Score1.9kShelves
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This book is amazing, the heroine has no desire to live, it's super good-looking, really! ! ! Not gonna lie to you! ! !
19 It Turns Out There Is No Light in the Deep Sea Pian QianModern Romance233k WordsCompleted 213Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Don't read the first one, he doesn't have any ratings, but it's pretty good. Don't read it if you're a glass-hearted person, otherwise you'll cry for a long time. Although the second one is not terminally ill, the heroine suffers from depression. There are many touching sentences in the article. If you like it, you can copy it.
20 Sick Me Clouds Hua YueModern Romance140k WordsCompleted 318Reads8.2Score—Shelves
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The female protagonist has bipolar disorder, and has had several episodes of suicide, [almost crying], [almost crying], and even once thought about ending her life by jumping off a building [crying] [crying]... Fortunately, the male protagonist held back [almost crying] This is just a short story, if you don't dislike it, just read it~ [][]
21 The Cannon Fodder Salted Fish Female Partner Became a Buddhist After Her Mind Was Read Rotten FishModern Romance185k WordsCompleted 3.1kReads9.3Score334Shelves
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The female protagonist has no desire to live, she tried to commit suicide but failed but was saved by the male protagonist. The female protagonist is so miserable [crying][crying]
22 Doctor Luo, I Have Been in Love for a Long Time Feng XiaoqiModern Romance522k WordsCompleted 952Reads9.0Score103Shelves
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In this book, the female protagonist later became very ill, but the male protagonist's mother came to the female protagonist and asked her to leave. The female protagonist stayed outside silently, and when the male protagonist came to find her, the room was full of blood.
23 Pull the Moon and Fall Beauty GirlModern Romance175k WordsCompleted 5.9kReads9.3Score542Shelves
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①The female protagonist wears a book, she is very sick and weak, and she doesn't want to live anymore, the male protagonist has been in love for a long time, and the original male and female protagonists have a good ending; ②The female protagonist is adopted, she was forced by her mother to learn to draw, she suffers from severe depression, and the male and female protagonists reunite after a long separation
24 The Gentle Male Supporting Character in the Book of Redemption Nothing to SayAncient Romance267k WordsCompleted 2.3kReads8.9Score239Shelves
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❤️The heroine had no desire to live at first, but she gradually got better later on. I cried when I read the last one
25 Can You Get Salvation After Soul Piercing? Soda's WifeModern Romance274k WordsCompleted 5.1kReads9.1Score377Shelves
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"An illegitimate daughter would never want to be on the mourning platform of my family." Her grandfather's words chilled Lou Jin'er's heart. When he wakes up, he finds himself possessed by a girl with the same name and surname in a strange world. Even their identities are exactly the same! They are both illegitimate daughters of the Lou family! However, the price of occupying this body is to endure the severe pain of separation of the original owner's soul every time. Each separation will read a piece of the original owner's memory. A memory, a pain. Lou Jin'er, who had been heartbroken in her previous life, chose to compromise when faced with a "family" she was unfamiliar with but related by blood. After all, she was not familiar with them. She would do whatever they asked her to do. Whether she stayed away or left, it didn't matter to her, Lou Jin'er. Anyway, in the end, she will leave this place that does not belong to her. But why do they look at her with such hurtful eyes? Lou Jin'er doesn't understand, nor does she understand that she is not the original owner, so leaving this place doesn't matter, right?
26 His Belated Affection Rock Sugar CherryModern Romance54k WordsCompleted 462Reads8.4Score105Shelves
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Wuhu~🍀Here it comes~ ①"be" cruel torture [crying] The male protagonist chases his wife to the crematorium, the female protagonist suffers from depression... And finally commits suicide😭... ②"Be" slow torture [crying] The story is as its name suggests, ordinary injuries, but strong empathy😭The heroine is reborn, do you think it is a pampering story? No big leak... ③The routine is cruel in the early stage, but reversed in the later stage, the male protagonist is only for the female protagonist😢... The male protagonist saves the female protagonist, the female protagonist lives, the male protagonist is awesome😱...
27 Mr. Ling's Favorite Is the God of Killing Still Feel ColdModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 4.6kReads9.2Score532Shelves
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The heroine was manic and had no desire to live. She always fought to death in fights and died in the end.
28 Are the Gods Willing to Step Down from the Altar for Me? Not Rare Anymore Ling WuAncient Romance356k WordsCompleted 6.1kReads8.7Score665Shelves
29 The Daughter of Beicheng Walked Sideways Ling MiaoyanModern Romance233k WordsCompleted 3.2kReads9.2Score301Shelves
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This one! Shu Bao suffers from blood schizophrenia. The princess who was pampered and pampered by the two overlords of Beicheng chose to commit suicide under the torture of the disease [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying] How painful this must be! Let her not even want her parents and brothers who love her [crying][crying] Sweet story, HE, the heroine Shu Mu in the middle is found to be ill and goes to Xizhou alone for treatment. The episode is a bit sadistic, overall it is a sweet story!
30 The Favorite of a Wealthy Family, the Little Zombie Wants to Commit Suicide Every Day Fox WhiteModern Romance342k WordsOngoing 1.9kReads8.8Score155Shelves
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This, this, is super in line with [Cool] [Love] As a walking zombie, there is a system in her mind. She is uncomfortable and doesn't want to live every day, so the system can only persuade this ancestor every day, you must stay alive [laughing] [laughing] [laughing] [Love] The story of a girl who doesn't want to live again, and her family's mind is read [Thinking]
31 After Being Read, the Pervert Is Criticized for Wanting to Kill People Every Day Free TimeModern Romance760k WordsCompleted 17.1kReads8.5Score1.9kShelves
32 Not Relatives, Not Friends, Not Strangers Mori No YuModern Romance211k WordsCompleted 8.6kReads8.8Score362Shelves
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The heroine is determined to die [sad][sad][sad]
33 After the Terminally Ill Real Daughter Vomited Blood: the Bosses Panicked Mr. Lan Who Loves Crab PorridgeModern Romance255k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads7.2Score109Shelves
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✨🌿✨Luo Li Qian is wearing a book. Fortunately she survived, but unfortunately she was terminally ill. Dressed as the real daughter who has just been recognized, the funny thing is that everyone including her parents' love is given to the fake daughter. System: [Ding, a gesture of goodwill from a peerless good man has been detected. Twenty-five percent hemoptysis] Poof... Blood spurted out. Blood stained the ground red, and the people opposite looked at a loss. With a guilty look on her face: "It's my brother's fault. Now I realize that she is so vicious. Can Qianqian forgive my brother? Cough cough cough...
34 Heartbeat Is Being Entered Seven Paintings and One DemonModern Romance234k WordsCompleted 1.5kReads8.9Score103Shelves
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Here comes Taro Yuan. The heroine has liked the hero since she was a child. He is passionate, crazy, hot, and attracted everyone. But he is cold, boring, and doesn't seem to have any affection for her at all!!!! Later, he discovered that the annoying little spirit who had been following him since childhood stopped following him, stopped teasing, and didn't even seem to care about him at all, but he did. She listened to his words and stayed away from him, but just when she thought the two of them would get farther and farther away, he seemed to have changed into a different person [send heart][send heart][send heart][send heart] and stalked her, what on earth do you want to do? "I want you."
35 After Qing Leng's Cannon Fodder Became Terminally Ill, the Boss of the Whole Family Panicked Bai GouziModern Romance430k WordsCompleted 5.4kReads9.5Score531Shelves
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🌕🌕🌕In the first book, the heroine is forced to suffer from a terminal illness. She will vomit blood if she is praised by a high-quality character, and her force points will be restored if she is recognized by a scumbag! The heroine in the second book is naturally world-weary.
36 Quick Travel: the Heartthrob Is a Misanthropic Person The Ballad of Le Ling ForeverModern Romance168k WordsOngoing 30Reads5.8Score—Shelves
37 Finally Willing to Admit Defeat Spring Thunder CannonModern Romance50k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads8.2Score450Shelves
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Similar (get it?)
38 Is the Abandoned Concubine Willing to Admit Her Mistake? No, She Returned to Modern Times EmperorModern Romance519k WordsCompleted 6.9kReads8.8Score650Shelves
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🌟❄🌟① "Pei Changying, what if... If I say... I can't be the queen, will I really die?" Trembling voices; words on the verge of death; filled with this cold deep palace [almost crying]🍂The emperor looked down at her from above, his eyes full of sarcasm: "Your hands are stained with blood. How can your bitch deserve to be my queen? Only Rourou is worthy of my mother. If you want to die, then die! "Haha! Seven years of fear! Seven years of trembling strategy, in the end, you are not even willing to give her the queen position that has been promised for many years? 🥀"I'm not lying to you, I will really die... 🌟❄🌟②The heroine later lost her desire to live🍂The heroine didn't fight for it, she congratulated him on taking the concubine, and even used her heart's blood to make medicine for him, until she reached full favorability and jumped off the tower, but he held her and cried [almost crying]
39 The Empress Does Not Fall in Love, the Tyrant Becomes Obsessed with Mad Criticism Yellow EggAncient Romance635k WordsCompleted 31.3kReads9.3Score2.6kShelves
40 Indulge in Sweet Dreams with Her Light Comes InModern Romance392k WordsCompleted 7.3kReads8.4Score538Shelves
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The female protagonist no longer had the desire to live. It was the male protagonist who found out and saved her.
41 Super Sweet! She's Sweet and Flirty! the Boss Gave Her His Life Su QianqianModern Romance228k WordsCompleted 43.4kReads9.3Score5.6kShelves
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Why is this book missing? , The female protagonist was suffering from depression. Later, the male protagonist thought that she would have a better life without her, so she left. When she came back, the female protagonist was sitting by the window and almost jumped out [shocked]
42 When Patients with Depression Encounter Love Brain Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 11kReads9.0Score1.2kShelves
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🌠When a patient with depression encounters a love brain? What kind of sparks will be created? If you want to know, then read the book! [Shocked] 🌌The heroine suffered from depression for a long time in her previous life, and committed suicide in the end. The whole team was reborn to save the heroine. 🎑The heroine reunited after a breakup. The heroine proposed a breakup, but she only mentioned it because of family changes so as not to delay the hero. She suffered from depression after the breakup...
43 The Book-Wearing Girl Is Paired with Bai Yueguang, a Wealthy Man Li MumuModern Romance348k WordsCompleted 6.3kReads8.5Score361Shelves
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🌸The heroine has serious psychological problems due to the shadow of her childhood. Only the hero can get close to her. She likes him, but she wants to go home even more. After she goes back, the hero follows her, and the gentle and powerful minister turns into a strong and overbearing boss. 🌸Because of her native family, the heroine has suffered a disaster, and the heroine has a low desire to survive. She even sleeps in a coffin. The rare little sun hero, he can listen to her voice and guide her step by step out of the shadow.
44 Midsummer Evening The Fire of PaintingModern Romance624k WordsCompleted 11.2kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves
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The heroine suffered from severe depression and was almost rescued from several purple sand attacks. ✨🍂After suffering all kinds of suffering in the world, he tried his best to give her a good ending. 🔪⚠️It's difficult to calm down Shen Bin, he is not a good person, but she is his preference, and his ending is not worthy of his love.
45 She's so Sweet, She's Pretending You QianModern Romance209k WordsCompleted 4.9kReads9.2Score663Shelves
46 Sunlight in the Cracks Gao WobeiUrban169k WordsCompleted 144.3kReads9.8Score16.2kShelves
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Come and see [your detailed taste] 🤞The first book: The heroine was reborn into the illegitimate daughter of the Lou family with the same name. With the mentality of dying as long as she can, she would vomit blood and be in a coma for several days every time the original owner's memory faded, and was diagnosed with a terminal illness. Later, he rescued Lou's brother and escaped... The Lou family felt very guilty. 👌The second book: The heroine is cursed (she will vomit blood if she is favored by a good member of the opposite sex). After being diagnosed with a terminal illness, the whole family was devastated and wanted to use every possible means to make amends. ✌️The third book: The protagonist was diagnosed with a terminal illness at the age of eighteen and had only three months left to live. In the last period of his life, a ray of light came in...
47 I'm Dying, Can You Please Leave Me Alone? The Landlord's Orange CatUrban429k WordsCompleted 2.3kReads9.1Score211Shelves
48 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k WordsCompleted 6.2kReads9.1Score449Shelves
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The heroine has no desire to live anymore [crying][crying][crying]
49 System: How About Living Again? Host Clover MythsModern Romance404k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads6.3Score186Shelves
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These books are so amazing [Adore][Adore][Adore], I never imagined that Tomato could have such good books, [Thinking][Thinking][Thinking], the plot is wonderful, the imagination is great, and the author's writing is very good, I like it very much
50 My Host Doesn't Want to Live Anymore Autumn OakModern Romance576k WordsCompleted 1.4kReads6.6Score109Shelves
51 When They Want to Look Back, I'm Already Gone SinaixinUrban460k WordsCompleted 19.2kReads8.6Score1.5kShelves
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🍠🍠🍠The heroine of this book had such a miserable time-travel in her previous life. She had no desire to live and she wanted to die every day. She felt sick and uncomfortable. She got into a group of cars at the beginning and was rescued. She vomited blood in the fifth chapter. She had an anxiety attack around the 20th chapter. The heartthrob has no CP crematorium.