BL With a Bad Ending, the Kind That Breaks Your Heart 双男，结尾be，虐到心肝疼的书

1 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 30.7kReads8.1Score5.3kShelves

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This book, really, made me cry to death. It is very short and can be read in about half an hour, but it is really sad!!!! [Crying] "The little fish drowned in the sea 758 meters deep"

2 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 22.2kReads9.3Score3.5kShelves

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It's really sad, I keep crying [crying] [crying] [crying]

3 小 After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 小傻子重生后，我成了他的狗 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 1.9kReads—Score—Shelves

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The first two books are be, and the last three books are he

5 被 The Imprisoned Immortal Lord, Captured in War 被囚禁的战俘仙君 Falling in a Frenzy疯疯疯落Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted The story of an imprisoned captive Immortal Lord, held by his archenemy Demon Lord for the sake of all living beings. “Two male leads / forced hatred / imprisonment / humiliation / abuse / coercion / draw-a-bead game” The Immortal Lord and the Demon Lord fought each other for ten thousand years. In their final battle, the Immortal Lord was captured. His archenemy brought the captive Immortal Lord back to the Demon Palace and locked him up. “Kill you?” The Demon Lord gave him a half-smile. “That 10.5kReads8.5Score1.2kShelves

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Hmm... Yes, the first two have double endings, both BE and HE. They are both good-looking. I recommend watching them😘😘

7 我 I Want to Leave 我想走 Little Fox Cub狐狸崽崽崽Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.8kReads8.4Score452Shelves

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First, I haven't read the second one. I've read a little bit of the fourth one. Both the third and fourth books are really sad.

13 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 18.7kReads8.2Score3.5kShelves

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This book is also very sad [crying] Tang Shaoxuan, you have no heart [crying] Liang Anping, remember happiness in the next life

14 人 Human Shape 人样 Little Pickled Garlic 425小糖蒜425Two Male Leads337k WordsCompleted Everyone knows that Meng Chengxian is just a dog raised by the Meng family. If anyone dares touch Meng Yancheng, he becomes a wild dog. When Meng Yancheng no longer wants him, he becomes a stray. When faced with a blood feud, he becomes a mad dog. When all is said and done, he's a dead dog left to rot in the wilderness. In the end, he never managed to live like a real person. 27Reads8.9Score—Shelves

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The first book I recommend: God in My Mind! The author's writing is very good! In the second book, you can read the middle part. The first part is um... Offensive... And the ending is he. The third one is also great, I like it very much and look forward to updating it every day. The fourth book is also the one I have been chasing. Sorry, I can't think of many words to describe how beautiful these books are!!! Reference yourself! And I can't find the article to read😭

25 相 A Shattered Longing 相思碎 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads49k WordsCompleted One meeting, and they were fated to be entangled for life. Jiang Lingyu never imagined that the person he loved most would destroy everything he treasured with his own hands. “If you ever betray me, I'll make you wish you were dead!” His dignity, his body, and his shattered heart were trampled underfoot and ground into dust. He had obeyed, begged for mercy, and fought back... but in the end, he could only surrender to fate. Who can truly see through love and hate entwined? When all was settled a 1.1kReads8.6Score105Shelves

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I've been tortured so much, let's see if I can torture all kinds of treasures [I'm about to cry]

28 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 114Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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4, 5, And 6 made me cry to death. 4 Just like the title of his book, when he was not sick, his family did not love him. His good brother confessed to him that he also liked him, but he became sick. Later, he thought clearly and got together with the protagonist. It was a sweet place. Later, his condition worsened, and then what happened? I couldn't see his eyes anymore. I really loved the part when he had the surgery. When he died, the protagonist Gong just raised his head and shed a tear in his eyes. Later, after his death, the protagonist Gong returned to his hometown. He was really happy there. The protagonist Gong took his urn to his hometown and said, "I will take you home." 5 Is quite long, giving Shou Bao a role close to God, but only if he dies can everyone live. "He has been waiting for you before he left." "He really didn't say anything?" "No, I just flew away decisively, but he has been waiting for you for a long time." The words 6 were okay at first, but when I saw Yun Zhao's perspective, especially the last few sentences, I couldn't hold back and cried to death. "Actually, I don't want to break my promise. Ayu will be disappointed, but when I looked at the long sword with a faint cold light, I knew that I might not be able to go back. I'm sorry, Ayu, I still can't take you to see the sunset over the long river. And Ayu, I miss you so much." I really cried to death [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]

30 雪 Snowfall in the Dark Alley 雪落暗巷 Huai Qin Nan An淮秦南安Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted (The main story is complete) [One-on-one pure romance, not your typical angsty love story] Xie Fusang × Pei Yiliu/Ruan Yue Bottom with a psychological disorder × psychiatrist top Original title: Drowned At three in the morning after the first snow, there were not only plum blossoms ready to bloom, but also a notebook beneath the thin snow, holding memories and love. It snowed for three days and three nights, and the thin layer of snow grew deep. Strange. The notebook had no water on it, so why 291Reads—Score—Shelves

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I haven't recovered from it for half a month now, and I still marvel at how the author wrote it in hindsight. When I read it, I didn't feel that it was cruel, but I found out later that I almost cried.

31 死 Still Waters, Cold as Death 死水薄凉 Frostblade Fish霜刀鱼Two Male Leads99k WordsCompleted [Scumbag Top x World-Weary Bottom] [Mad Dog x Mad Dog] [Forced Love] [Tragedy] The world had never been so dull. It all began when Xu Yanzhi picked up the countdown. Xu Yanzhi, a rich second-generation layabout who did nothing but coast through life and wait to die, encountered Li Yan after he returned to the country ten years later. Forced to tear open his wounds, Xu Yanzhi gradually let his true nature show. I’m done pretending. I actually hate this world. I set fires, hurt people, and framed 768Reads8.7Score117Shelves

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It was so short that I cried to death. Xu Yan wants peace and happiness in his next life, and doesn't want to meet Li Yan again😭

32 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 1.1kReads8.8Score100Shelves

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I think the first one is the most sadistic, and our little porcelain is really good (the host has already cried while watching it, and I watched it a long time ago. I don't remember some of it. I will rewatch it and come back to subsidize it. The second one is the same, Xiaoyi's life is too painful, the death of his mother, his father's unreliability, and his partner's incomprehension (the ending should be a change of heart. I think the ending is very good. Death is also a relief for him. I haven't watched the extras. The ending of the third book is a bit abrupt, the prelude is too long, and the protagonist only appears near the end, but it is still very interesting (recommendation if you like the long prelude). I haven't finished the fourth book yet, but I think it's okay after reading the previous part (still watching the subsidy

34 程 The Man Captain Cheng Wants to Pursue: Tough, Cold, and Impossible to Win Over 程队要追的男人：又刚又冷超难追 Tea Piker茶派克Two Male Leads567k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, both strong + extremely angsty at the start, sweet romance in the middle and later parts] Ten years of obsession without awakening, always staying true to his original intentions. After ten years of devotion, he finally got what he had always wanted. For him, he could give up everything, even his life: “You don’t want to?” Che Chenfeng felt a chill run down his back. “I don’t!” Cheng Feiyang smiled happily. He could do anything, as long as it made him happy. “I do. For you, I’d 43Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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Both of these books are good to read. The first one is sad first and then sweet. The second one is so sad that it hurts my heart. I read it all 😭

35 凤 The Phoenix God Tomb 凤凰神墓 The Babbling Stream溪水潺潺Two Male Leads202k WordsCompleted [Devoted affection + obsessive + yandere + love-triangle drama + utterly cruel] [Naive + obedient + stunningly beautiful + deeply devoted + unwavering to the death] On Qin Yu’s birthday, two wishes were made. The first was for him to be supremely noble and untouched by the world. The second was for her to stay by his side for a long, long time. He also promised that she would be happy all her life, never knowing sorrow. But later, that blessing became a curse she could never escape. And the rest 193Reads9.2Score—Shelves

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In the first part, he shattered his dignity and obeyed his brother's orders, but was lost in the abyss forever. In the second part, he fell in love with the wrong person and lost his life. In the third part, all the villains

38 影 After the Movie Star Jumped Into the Sea, President Qin Went Mad 影帝跳海后秦总疯了 Li Xiaoju鲤小橘Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [Angst-ridden romance, groveling, bad ending, guaranteed tears] Popular entertainer Leng Qing approaches Qin Kun to save her younger brother, unaware she has fallen into a trap. The hunter becomes the prey, and by the time she realizes she's trapped, it's already too late! His possessiveness ensnares the person he loves deeply, and himself as well, becoming an impassable barrier between them. 303Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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3 Benben's ratings are not very high, but they are quite good-looking. The first one was about sadomasochism, but in the end I couldn't bear it anymore and committed suicide. In the second book, I was attacked and tortured in the early stage, but I was saved and killed in the later stage. The third book is quite sad, but it's not finished yet, it might be HE

40 出 After Prison, I Was Forced into Love by a Mad Big Shot 出狱后，我被疯批大佬强制爱了 Liang Bei x良北xTwo Male Leads369k WordsCompleted Male-male romance + forced love + melodrama + groveling redemption + unhinged characters + physical and emotional torment + angst with a sweet payoff + confinement + happy ending The pursuer knows he’s a scumbag. He’s inhuman at first, then goes mad chasing his love, even stabbing himself. * To get revenge on Chen Jing, Duan Jinyan personally sent him to prison, leaving him disfigured, deaf, and covered in ugly scars. After his release, Chen Jing ran into Duan Jinyan again. He begged Duan to lea 3.6kReads6.2Score226Shelves

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She was falsely accused by Bai Yueguang at the beginning and was imprisoned for five years. She was repeatedly tortured and abused in the prison. Her fingernails were pulled out, her collarbone chain was pierced, she was deafened, and her face was disfigured. After he was released from prison, he knelt down and donated his bone marrow to his partners without anesthesia. Later, he escaped and met a crazy male lead again. After he was taken back, he got under the bed and threatened to release snakes, all kinds of petty crimes. Black. In the house, Gong didn't allow Shou to have contact with other people, so he did everything to everyone around him behind his back... Anyway, he was very sadistic and crazy, and Gong chased his wife to the crematorium and stabbed himself in order to keep Shou.

41 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.9kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves

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Looks good, looks good! The plot is very good, but it's also really sad! I felt depressed while watching it! But each character's characteristics are well created. Lin Ran's extra story made me feel bad. The author obviously wrote the ending well and put it first. Although it went through many twists and turns, it is still HE. Why do I prefer to think that it is a dream, and the extra story is the real ending. I have to say that the author is a good BE player in my heart. He tortured me so much that I didn't want it. It is a very impressive BE.

42 他 He Went to Bury Him 他去葬他 Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth吃史粘牙Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted He wanted to leave with his beloved, but they only smiled and brushed their nose against his. When he opened his eyes again, he had hit his head against his beloved's gravestone. Letters lay scattered across the ground in front of it. He gazed at the white snow and the yellowed tombstone. Afraid his beloved would be too lonely on the journey, he brought a vast sweep of periwinkles to bury them. [The romance is mutual, with neither side being coy] [Chapters 1 and 2 are terrible. I'll come back an 256Reads—Score—Shelves

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Huge short!! The person who wants to live dies, the person who wants to die lives, and then uses the whole body to remember it, and becomes the legacy of the lover who still exists in the world [crying] [sad] [crying]

43 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.5kReads8.4Score142Shelves

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Just opened a new book. From start to finish! Take a pillow on the locust tree, take a pillow on the locust tree, and have a dream, full of joy. A story about treating someone else as a stand-in and being brutally tortured instead! Under the year+substitute+chasing his wife in the crematorium+abusing scum!

44 谁 Who Falls for Whom? 谁为谁心动 White Lop-Eared Rabbit白毛垂耳兔Two Male Leads400k WordsOngoing (Main story and alternate IF storyline complete; parallel-world worldbuilding in progress) [Coercive relationship + win-her-back-after-the-breakup + clashing personalities + sharp tongues + hypnosis + secret identity used to get close on purpose + a broken mirror that cannot be mended / both die in the ending] "Who promised you heaven on earth, then shared with you a love as deep as the sea of hate?" Seven years ago, a misunderstanding led to Meng Qi being confined by his lover. After enduring t 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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Recommend, I tortured you from beginning to end, the first book always felt a bit difficult to reconcile, Qi Jinxuan is not worthy, Qi Jinxuan is not worthy, it is too abominable Qi Jinxuan [I will beat you to death] The second main plot is chasing his wife, chasing his husband in a parallel world——

45 强 Forced Deeper 强制深入 Never Annoyed by Time时不烦Two Male Leads259k WordsCompleted "Dual male leads + coercion + doctor + intense push and pull + devoted husband" A manic, husky-like big shot VS an arrogant, gorgeous male doctor Coercion is only the beginning; love is eternal. Lin Yan: Taking your pants off the first time we meet? That’s embarrassing (I can’t wait!) Ji Shen: ... Lin Yan: What was your name again, Ji what? Ji Shen: Just call me Doctor Ji. Lin Yan: No way. That would make me sound uneducated. Ji Shen: ... 10.9kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves

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Everyone looks good

48 前 Your Fox Across Past and Present Lives 前世今生你的狐 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads107k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + angst + tragic ending + unforgettable heartbreak. I was crying as I wrote this T﹏T. This is my first story, so please share your thoughts!) What is the pain of longing? It is nothing but a thousand years of devoted love. Parted in their past lives, they meet again a thousand years later. Reborn, Qing Mojiao walks all the way from Nanyue to Beiping. After five years, he finally finds his king, only to be repeatedly deceived by the one he loves and humiliated like a plaything. On 33Reads—Score—Shelves

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A short story of 100,000 words of abuse, be the ancient style of Shuangnan. I am preparing to open a new volume. It is also a story of abuse. If you like it, you can read it (˵¯͒¯͒˵)

49 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 18.7kReads9.2Score1.6kShelves

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This book also makes me cry [cry] [cry]

50 予 You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生 Su Ziyao苏子遥Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion. 516Reads6.8Score100Shelves

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✨Ding dong~Today's good book has been delivered~ 🌱Anping was originally a straight man who was turned over by Silly Bei. After Silly Bei's mother sent Anping to a rehabilitation center, the boy was still outside having sex with other women after Anping was locked up. He was indifferent to Anping. The only few people who were good to Anping left this world one after another. I really cried to death. In the end, Anping also left this world. I hope Anping can be safe in the next life and not meet those people again 🌱Follow Ranran to read and not get lost~