Any Angsty Stories Like Si Si's? Don't Ask Why, I Just Want to Torture Myself 有没有像司丝那一种虐文不用问什么就是想虐自己呜

1. 101 撩 I Tease the Aloof Deity, Who Is Obsessive, Wild, and Irresistible 撩拨清冷神明，偏执疯批又野又欲 Xu's February Breeze许二月春风Two Male Leads674k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + top + slow transmigration + deranged + younger love interest + mutual devotion + battle-worn + slightly yandere + powerful characters + evenly matched + System + 1v1 + fragments + faked death] [Cold and chaste vs. feral and unhinged] As Ning Xiu of the Snow Wolf clan is about to die in a vast expanse of snow, he is bound to a sickly beauty Green Tea System. The System expects Ning Xiu to become a delicate, soft, sweet-talking beauty on the receiving end. Ning Xiu sneers. Him? S 2.4kReads9.2Score22614d adds
2. 102 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 21.3kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds
3. 103 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death Due to a Terminal Illness, the Yandere Tycoon Went Mad 快穿：我靠绝症死遁后病娇大佬他疯了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads824k WordsCompleted [Yandere x obsessive, angst + catharsis, two power players putting on a show] [System: Host Yu Tang, a world’s main god is incredibly powerful and impossible to overthrow!] The tycoon who controlled the lifeblood of the economy: “Heh, you think you can escape my grasp?” Yu Tang: “Oh, really? I have late-stage stomach cancer, so I’ll die before you do.” The Federation’s celebrated war hero: “You’re nothing but my plaything. Be good and stay by my side!” Yu Tang: “But I have a serious heart con 12.4kReads9.5Score1.2k14d adds
4. 104 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 27.6kReads9.6Score6.2k14d adds

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   This... I cry every time I see it. It was recently released as a physical copy.

5. 105 我 I Was Twenty-Eight When I Died 我死的时候二十八岁 Yi Mo Yao以沫瑶Modern Romance416k WordsCompleted At twenty, Song Jiniao was hailed by the entertainment world as the “Nation's Goddess,” while Lin Ti died unexpectedly at an awards ceremony. She would never forget what happened that day, or the bone-chillingly cold look in that man's eyes. From then on, Shen Jiulin dragged her from her pedestal and plunged her into the abyss. The Nation's Goddess fell from grace overnight, her fame as fleeting as a flower that blooms for one day. At twenty-one, forced to choose between her mother and stepfathe 680Reads8.5Score10414d adds
6. 106 几 After All These Lifetimes, You're Still Chasing the Side Character? 几辈子了，还对女配穷追不舍？ Yun Shangqiong云上琼Ancient Romance604k WordsCompleted [No pocket dimension or System, one-on-one romance, plenty of foreshadowing and bittersweet regrets] [Content warning: Not a fast-paced wish-fulfillment story. A slow-burn, plot-driven tale] Yan Shanhua only wanted to finish her supporting-character missions, earn her bonus, and pay off her debts. She never imagined that every mission's plot would veer off course. Even more absurdly, though the plots went awry, the original endings never changed, and hidden storylines could still be triggered! M 6Reads8.2Score—14d adds
7. 107 快 Quick Transmigration: The Tragic Endings of a Cannon Fodder Side Character 快穿：炮灰女配be之旅 Black Hair, White Snow青丝白雪Ancient Romance1.1M WordsOngoing [Fake death + angst + bad ending + conquest + regretful pursuit + heroine never falls in love + different character settings for the heroine in each world + male leads die in every world] Jialuo, a cannon-fodder villainess, awakens to her own consciousness, binds herself to a System, and travels through fictional worlds to turn the tables on her fate. At first, the villainess is just a test of the protagonists’ love, hated by everyone around her. After Jialuo arrives, she becomes the heroine the 3.1kReads8.6Score21114d adds

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   Quick transmigration angst novel! Torture the male lead, torture the male lead terribly, small worlds have tragic endings! The kind of torture that will make your liver hurt! ① In order to be reborn, the female lead signs a contract with a system. As long as she transmigrates to various worlds, conquers the male leads, and becomes their white moonlight, she can be resurrected. But the system doesn't tell her that the person she tormented but who is now gloomy and insane is actually an old acquaintance?! The female lead is starting to panic!

8. 108 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 944Reads9.5Score21014d adds

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   These are the books I don't know where they came from. I've read some of them and they really brought me to tears. I cried so much, they're really, really short.

9. 109 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 68.9kReads9.5Score12.5k14d adds
10. 110 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 48.6kReads9.7Score7.1k14d adds
11. 111 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 77.1kReads9.7Score13.5k14d adds

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    😭Sobbing! Timid girl Lin Xu has a crush on the popular young man Ye Feng! She times herself just to brush past him, stays up all night working on her essays, and even learns to dress up for him… On her journey to pursue the light ✨, she transforms from an insecure girl into the top student in her class! The writing style is delicate and realistic, and every detail of her crush is incredibly touching 💘. It's so powerful that you won't be able to get over it. Crush lovers, hurry up!

12. 112 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 16.8kReads9.6Score3.8k14d adds
13. 113 白 When the White Moonlight Appears, All Things Grow Gentle Again [Quick Transmigration] 白月光出现，万物回温柔【快穿】 Shu Cha术茶Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Beautiful and captivating heroine + gentle, beloved ideal + universally adored + no male lead + adored by men and women alike + bittersweet + faked death] (Complete) Original title: After Her, the Gods Were No More [Quick Transmigration] She only has to stand there to become the very definition of beauty, the pure, shining moonlight that will never fade from anyone's memories. After her, neither gods nor buddhas remain. Meng Po has a spirit artifact born alongside her: the Jinghong Brush. It c 14.4kReads9.3Score1.1k14d adds

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    The fourth book is a quick transmigration novel, mostly normal at the beginning. It's just that the middle part is angsty, and then the ending features a different female lead, Meng Po. I cried for two or three days straight while reading that middle part; it was truly heartbreaking and painful. It's a story about dragons, and the female lead is a girl from the dragon clan who is betrothed. It's incredibly tragic; their entire clan is wiped out, leaving only the female lead. There are many other stories from different worlds that make me feel so sorry for the female lead, like the one in "The Peacock Flies Southeast."

14. 114 快 Quick Transmigration: A Shen 快穿：阿蜃 Springtime Deer Song鹿鸣春Modern Romance3.5M WordsCompleted When a seasoned author looks back at their earliest writing, it's hard not to find their younger self affected and pretentious, and to wish they could transmigrate back in time and cover their own mouth 🤭 The author is here to warn you: the first arc isn't good, so skip it. The “fight fire with fire” arc isn't good either, and the “wading through the waters” arc isn't good either. The apocalypse arc is, well, so-so. Basically, just skip whatever you don't like. This book is pretty divisive: the 3.9kReads9.2Score34714d adds
15. 115 快 Quick Transmigration: After the Tragic-Novel Heroine Gets a Unhinged Script 快穿：当虐文女主拿了疯批剧本后 Ou Cong偶葱Modern Romance504k WordsCompleted In every tragic romance, the heroine is tormented by the hero until her heart is torn apart, and her heart, kidneys, and brain are cut out. Yet the heroine loves the hero without fail, devoting herself wholeheartedly to her career as his doormat. Now Jingsha has become the heroine of a tragic romance. She's obsessive, unstable, scummy, and downright crazy. She torments the male lead, then the male supporting character, then the female supporting character. In the end, they all love her but can n 8.8kReads9.3Score1.5k14d adds

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    Reverse angst story [smirk]

16. 116 你 You Watch Her Perform, I’ll Announce Our Divorce 你看她表演，我公告离婚 Little Sister Won't Listen妹妹不听话Modern Romance453k WordsCompleted Tomatoes are the most satisfying! The hero and second male lead get divorced The male lead watches the green tea put on a show, while the heroine goes straight to the newspapers and announces their divorce! A powerful financial magnate * a young lady whose family has fallen on hard times Married first, love later * both leads are sexually inexperienced Every male character in the story is a virgin, whether he's the second or third male lead... Xu Qing'an married Shen Yuanyuan simply because he t 11kReads7.1Score32214d adds

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    The male lead hasn't touched the female lead in a year of marriage. The female lead is aloof and doesn't make a fuss. When the male lead is watching a manipulative woman's performance, the female lead directly announces a divorce and disappears! Abusing one's wife may be fun for a while, but chasing after her will lead to a funeral home!

17. 117 十 Fourteen Sentences 十四句 Eat More Vitamin C多吃维CModern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Fourteen Lines, bearing the same title, is now available on multiple platforms.] Life is like duckweed on the water, so why doubt that people will meet and part? Morality and ethics clash with matters of the heart. A realistic story. If that’s not your thing, don’t read. The greatest regret isn’t that people enter your life at different times, but that you’re meant to meet without being meant to be together. A remorseful husband tries to win back his wife. Written as realis 2.3kReads8.9Score22914d adds

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    The first book tells the story of mutual unrequited love that didn't end in marriage, leaving readers heartbroken. The second book features a Weibo post from Chen Nan, who hadn't updated in almost a year, late at night: "Chen Yang: Lu Xu, my boy, happy marriage. He'll probably never know that a girl loved him throughout her entire youth." The third book is about illness that separates lovers across lifetimes.

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