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Looking for Angsty Novels. I've Gone Numb to the Heartbreak. 求虐文，本人已对刀子麻木。

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51 Mu Yu and the Stars 沐予以星辰 Mu Qi Li暮柒漓6k WordsCompleted Mu Yu Offers the Stars 14Reads—Score—Shelves
52 I'll Wait for You at the End of the World 在世间的尽头等你 Dawnlight宸光微曦Modern Romance505k WordsCompleted (Urban legends + xianxia romance + traditional culture + past and present lives + reborn + tragic love between human and ghost) You lie beneath the spring, your bones turned to dust. I remain in the human world, my hair white with snow! Death is not the end. Being forgotten is! If, when I leave this world, a long-missed loved one or beloved comes to receive me, I would gladly and peacefully depart with a smile. If such a miracle truly happened, then death would not be a sorrow to me, but a reuni 10Reads8.3Score—Shelves
53 I Want to Pat You on the Shoulder 想拍拍你的肩膀 Leo利奥Modern Romance87k WordsCompleted [Athletic school heartthrob x Cool, sensitive girl] A three-second spark can be enough to make you love someone for three years, or even longer. Xu Lexin's first flutter of the heart: In front of everyone, he was the only one who praised her, even though she wasn't anyone special. Xu Lexin's second flutter of the heart: On a sweltering summer day, he called out to her to turn around. When she did, there he was, full of confidence and vigor. Xu Lexin's third flutter of the heart: He proudly showe 9Reads—Score—Shelves
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Take care of enough [love]
54 Beautiful Years 景年 Yun Huohuo云火火Modern Romance30k WordsCompleted [Angst! Angst! Angst! Angst!] My name is Jiang Nian. I was born in the height of summer and died in the depths of winter. Fate was always fleeting, and even meeting you was a blessing. We were destined to meet in this life, but not to be together. May we continue our bond in the next. The debts of this life must be repaid in this life. On the road to the afterlife, don’t look back. May we have a better fate and grow old together in the next life! I still remember the words Lin Anjing said to 439Reads8.1Score—Shelves
55 What More Do You Want from Me? 你还要我怎样 Hidden Heart藏心Modern Romance51k WordsCompleted She loved him, and he tortured her. She had secretly loved him for over ten years, but their love gradually faded away in a marriage that lasted less than two years... 106Reads8.0Score—Shelves
56 Turns Out Every Ending Is Filled with Longing 原来结尾都相思 Yu Sheng雨升Modern Romance49k WordsCompleted How do you hurt someone who loves you until they’re utterly broken? Perhaps you throw their love on the ground and trample it again and again, until it’s shattered, until it’s gone. 241Reads6.2Score—Shelves
57 Taking the Vows 受戒 Jiang Er将尔Modern Romance302k WordsCompleted From the very first day she met Pei Zhi, she wanted to dirty him. Every inch of him, inside and out. “A story about a serial heartbreaker who decides to go straight” 3.1kReads8.6Score138Shelves
58 His Long-Overdue Love 他迟来的深情 Rock Sugar Cherry冰糖车厘子Modern Romance54k WordsCompleted Three years into their marriage, Xia Mo discovers that Fu Zhe has been cheating. When Xia Mo falls ill, Fu Zhe travels the world with his mistress. He uses marital assets to buy her a mansion and luxury watches, spending lavishly. Desperate, Xia Mo asks for a divorce. She stays calm and level-headed as she deals with the mistress, gathers evidence to reclaim the assets, and takes revenge on the scumbag, leaving him with nothing… 521Reads8.4Score105Shelves
59 Let the Past Fade; You and I Will Drift with the Wind 往事清零你我随风 Coke, You Lemon可乐你个柠檬Modern Romance181k WordsCompleted [Powerful CEO Family + Secret Crush + Modern Romance + Marriage Before Love + Angsty Romance] An accident, a chance encounter, and then a conspiracy unfolds. Later, she lies in a hospital bed, never to wake again, while he is consumed by regret. The man clutches his aching chest and sinks to his knees, weeping uncontrollably. “Jian Tong, I was wrong. Please come back, okay?” A bitter, icy wind howls past, scattering the woman’s ashes into the air as if she had never existed. 114Reads8.1Score—Shelves
60 Ten Years of Fine Rain Beneath the Parasol Trees 十年梧桐细雨 Yan Ning妍宁Modern Romance82k WordsCompleted “It’s a shame that, in my youth, I met someone so dazzling...” “Why do you like me?” “Because you’re cute!” “Why do you like me?” “Because you’re easy to fool.” “Why do you like me...?” “...” In his entire life, Lin Wu only ever told Tong Yuxi “I like you.” He never once said “I love you.” In her entire life, Tong Yuxi only ever told Lin Wu “I hate you.” She never once said “I like you.” 4Reads—Score—Shelves
61 The Wind Will Remember Him for Me 风会替我记住他 Lin Fan林泛Modern Romance91k WordsCompleted [School life + mutual crushes + healing + Be] Don't look at my embarrassing past. Don't make me beg you. “Gentle and sensitive” Qi Zhiyou x “sunny and outgoing” Cheng Weizhui Ten years after Qi Zhiyou died, Cheng Weizhui learned of her death. He spent a year in a daze before finally taking his own life. Scenes from his life replayed in his mind. Early autumn. When they first met, he had smiled and asked her, “What are you doing here?” Later, at a temple, he had sincerely prayed, “May my girl liv 62Reads8.2Score—Shelves
62 Tenderness Missed Its Appointment 温柔失约了 Only When You Know How to Let Go Do You Know It's Too Late知挽才知晚Modern Romance90k WordsCompleted Top student Wen Ran × gaming boy Jiang Che “I've liked that person for a very, very long time. I guess you could say that love begins without you knowing when, then grows deeper and deeper.” At first, she always felt constrained by the voices around her: “A top student should like another top student. Only a top student is good enough for Wen Ran… Wen Ran wouldn't like someone like him, would she…?” What kind of person was he? After Wen Ran did one small thing, her presence followed him in every 29Reads—Score—Shelves
63 Looking Toward Jiangnan 望江南 Only When You Know How to Let Go Do You Know It's Too Late知挽才知晚Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Healing / Campus Romance / Bittersweet Ending] Dedicated to a brief, blazing youth! Ji Mengnan only remembered that night’s heavy rain and the river behind her, churning like boiling water. Is loving someone a lifelong thing? Everything Ji Mengnan did afterward, all the ways she tried to keep living, was because of that love. If it weren’t for Jiang Qing, she would have died at seventeen. The boy was the only ray of light in the darkness, but light never stays forever, and it doesn’t shine on h 499Reads9.0Score148Shelves
64 Evening Primrose and Daisies 月见草和小雏菊 A Cat Up North北边一只猫Modern Romance92k WordsCompleted Years later, someone asked Xie Yu'en, “Dance or Jiang Yan, which would you choose?” Xie Yu'en tightened her grip on the cup, her expression serious. After a moment's thought, she replied, “Both.” Years later, someone asked Jiang Yan, “What does it feel like to finally bring a five-year secret crush into the open?” Jiang Yan curled his lips and gave a scornful laugh before correcting them. “Six years.” [Considerate, warm, tsundere puppy-like boy × gentle, adorable dancer] [Mutual devotion, mutual 15Reads6.2Score—Shelves
65 He's More Irresistible Than Spring 他比春色撩人 Yearning to Ride the Wind欲乘风Modern Romance567k WordsOngoing Original titles: When Secrets Burn / It Turns Out We Were All Cowards Everyone gets a bad ending | A touch of ensemble cast | Bittersweet youth Su Qing'an thought that if he hid his love for Mu Xi as best he could, then after he died, she wouldn't grieve or feel sad for him. He also knew full well that he wasn't worthy of her. The only thing he could do was spend the three years he had left quietly by her side as a friend. But when a boy named Xu Yinan appeared beside Mu Xi, he still lost contro —Reads—Score—Shelves
66 Where the Twilight Reaches 暮光所及 Winter and Summer Nights冬夏之夜Modern Romance172k WordsCompleted In eighth grade, beneath the warm yellow light, Xu Simu felt as though she saw Death beckoning to her. Just then, Lu Yu appeared. He said, “My name is Lu Yu. The Lu Yu who draws his sword to help when he sees injustice.” That day, a rare glimmer of light appeared in her dark, sunless life. In eleventh grade, she saw the name Lu Yu in the class roll. Delighted, she watched as the light that belonged only to her appeared once more. This time, he said, “I won’t give up. Even if it costs me my life, 6Reads—Score—Shelves
67 The On-Screen Comments Come from the Future: Everyone Watches Me Change History 弹幕来自未来，全民看我改变历史 Steamed Bun with Red Bean Paste馒头豆沙包Urban1.0M WordsCompleted If you could transmigrate through time and change history, what would you do? "I'd tell the Yongzheng Emperor to stop picking consorts! The West was industrializing at the same time. If he'd worked harder, gotten his act together, and focused more on science, we'd be the ones working four days on, three days off by now!" "If I could transmigrate to the Ming Dynasty, I'd make sure Zhu Qizhen never took the throne. Then maybe the Ming wouldn't have fallen! Long live the Ming for a thousand gener 7.9kReads9.2Score861Shelves
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Subject Category: History is really tear-jerking (there are too many books and I don't know if I posted them wrong) Recommended Star Rating: These books are all good. Of course, if you are really numb, you can switch to writing history. After all, no one can be unmoved by that period of humiliating history. "Aye Ancestor!" What about choosing a concubine? Libian cheating" yyds
68 Treasures of China: Gathering Heroes of Past and Present, Shocking the World 典藏华夏：举古今豪雄，震惊全球 Remember to Be Happy记得快乐Urban1.6M WordsCompleted [Refreshing article, no abuse! Zhao Yizhou was originally just an extra. But the [God-level role-playing system] is activated at the beginning. "As long as you put on the costume corresponding to the historical figure, you can instantly enter the drama and get the movie god BUFF - acting value +99999, charm value +99999..." At the beginning, he participated in the program "Collection of China", playing the role of Qin Shihuang, swallowing up mountains and rivers with unrivaled domineering power 6.6kReads9.2Score636Shelves
69 Treasures of China: Dialogues with the Ten Great Emperors from the Start 典藏华夏：开局对话十大皇帝 The Flames of War Rekindle烽火重燃Urban3.1M WordsCompleted Jiang Yi transmigrates and becomes the most promising host at the national television network. From the start, he's hosting "Treasures of China" and plans to find actors to portray the great figures of history. Luckily, the System arrives, granting Jiang Yi the power to cross between past and present and speak with historical figures! Li Shimin asks, “If I sign the Treaty of the Wei River with the Turks, will it keep my empire and people safe?” Jiang Yi replies, “Your empire will survive, but yo 30.3kReads9.5Score4.6kShelves
70 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 220Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Crying] [Almost crying] [Almost crying] The sadomasochistic ceiling of the Republic of China "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust"|"Sir, you have recognized the wrong person" - she cut off his ten-year obsession with one sentence. At the age of fifteen, she was Lin Die'er, a daughter of a famous family. She was forced to marry a man with dark skin, a square face and thick eyebrows. On their wedding night, she tearfully swore that she would rather die than obey. Later, she was the young wife of the Zhang family. He spent four months sleeping in a study and building a floor, without ever crossing the line. Until that slap fell - he was the first to rush forward and protect her behind him, tremblingly caressing her red and swollen cheeks, and asking with red eyes: "Does it hurt?" At that moment, she suddenly couldn't tell whether it was resentment, hatred, or affection. She had just gathered up the courage to tell him "I am pregnant with your child", but her mother-in-law sold her to her husband's illegitimate half-child in the name of profit. Later, she was a prisoner in a deep house. He was imprisoned in a separate hospital and tortured day and night until he gave birth to a son. The man didn't know - the child was not his. She gritted her teeth and survived, just to let him raise children for her enemy for the rest of her life. Then there is the brothel prostitute. It's Japanese spy Kaoru Chiba. Finally, there is the dead soul who blocks the gun for others. Six identities, three names. Only the three words "Lin Die'er" belong to her until death. After ten years of ups and downs in troubled times, we meet again on the long street. His temples were white with frost, and he rushed forward like crazy and grabbed her wrist. But she just withdrew her hand coldly and said in unfamiliar Japanese: "Sir, you have recognized the wrong person." Turning the corner, she leaned against the cold wall, covered her mouth, and cried silently. He didn't know until his death that the child named Yi'an he held in Xiao's house was his and her only son. She never knew until her death who she loved most in her life. The wind and moon in the world cannot wait for us to stay together forever, and the shadow of the butterfly returns to the dust, and there is no return date to wait for. [Almost crying] [Almost crying]
71 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Seizes Me by Force 蝶影归尘：丈夫的的仇人对我强娶豪夺 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼15k WordsCompleted Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forces Me into Marriage 18Reads—Score—Shelves
72 My Misty Dream 我的雾梦 Yu Jun Can't Eat Spicy Food于君不能吃辣Two Male Leads168k WordsCompleted [Yandere] Yu Jun, a college guy who was enthusiastic about selling campus cards, sold two to freshman Qi Xin, and that was where their story began. Surely a grown man like him wouldn’t cave in over two campus cards? “Hey, underclassman, want a card?” “Sure, senior! I want the big ones. Two of them!” “Coming right up!” The underclassman seemed a little unhinged, which was honestly hard to put up with. Yu Jun’s advice: 1. Don’t install surveillance cameras, listening devices, and the like. 2. Do 48Reads9.1Score—Shelves
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Two male protagonists, crazy attack
73 Dawn Within the Cage 樊笼内的破晓 Old Qinggan老青柑Modern Romance350k WordsCompleted Some people are born trapped in a cage. Invisible barriers, woven from the soil of one’s upbringing, the path laid out in advance, the constraints of one’s surroundings, the cocoon of one’s perceptions, and the shackles of morality, build a cold, solid cage that holds her captive. She is raised within it, as if this were all life could ever be. If she does not awaken, if she does not save herself, the ending is clear: the cage will silently devour her, and she will vanish in a slow death. Yet de 6Reads9.3Score—Shelves
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Really good-looking, so cruel
74 One Short Tragic Romance Story a Day 一天一个短篇虐文故事 Frostblade of Ruicheng瑞城的寒霜剑Modern Romance4.2M WordsCompleted A Collection of Tragic Short Stories: Every Word Bleeds, Every Line Leaves You Aching One devastatingly heartbreaking short story every day! Modern-day missed chances intertwine with sorrows from ancient times, along with bone-deep pain drawn from true stories. These tales lay bare life’s regrets, every word striking straight to the heart until it hurts to read! If you finish without being moved, I’ll call you my “ancestor.” Come take on this lingering ache! 48Reads—Score—Shelves
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There is no need to deliberately look for abusive articles. The three books "Pingdingshan Blood Sacrifice: The Silent Scream of Three Thousand Dead Souls", "Three Thousand Souls: Nanjing Sacrifice" and "Dead Souls Crying Blood: Record of 731 Atrocities" are full of real suffering. Three thousand souls, three hundred thousand souls, behind each cold number are countless living lives, which makes my heart full of sadness when I read it.