Looking for Angsty Novels. I've Gone Numb to the Heartbreak. 求虐文，本人已对刀子麻木。

1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 85kReads9.4Score7.4kShelves

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You can tell just by looking at the ratings, it's really nice [OK][OK]

2 皇 Stop Tormenting Me, Your Majesty: Your Deposed Empress Is Your Precious Darling 皇上别虐了，废后是你的心肝宝 Jin Xihexi金汐何西Ancient Romance302k WordsCompleted [Both leads are faithful to each other] She traveled a thousand miles to marry him. She gave him everything and helped him seize the throne. But once he wore the imperial robes, all she received was an edict deposing her as empress. When he viciously told her she wasn’t even worthy of dying, she saw in his icy eyes nothing but the deepest disgust and hatred. She finally understood: he had never loved her. With war raging everywhere, the army of Beichen breached the walls of Southern Shu. Dressed 2.6kReads8.3Score132Shelves

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You can take a look at this, it's very tear-jerking

3 重 Reborn, I Married My Scumbag Ex's Mortal Enemy 重生后我嫁给了渣男的死对头 Cheng Xiaocheng程小澄Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted Ten years of marriage! An Nuan thought she’d married the perfect man. Little did she know that he would personally drive her to her death! Under the guise of marriage, he tricked her into giving him her love and schemed to take her family’s fortune. He even wiped out the entire An family just to make his true love smile. After a carefully orchestrated murder, she is reborn ten years in the past! This time, she’ll ruin his reputation, destroy his family, and make sure he and his people meet a mis 2.7kReads8.2Score440Shelves

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Abuse, a complete abuse, I didn't finish it in the end. In this article, the heroine is reborn. He died at the hands of a scumbag in his previous life. You should be happy now that you are married to Shili Hongzhuang, the scumbag's nemesis, right? However, happiness is like fleeting fireworks in the sky. Although it is gorgeous, it is short-lived. The passing of happiness is endless suffering. Just because of the male protagonist's identity. Right! After watching it for so long, I still have fresh memories. The male protagonist is the king of a country. There are too many things that he can't help himself and he doesn't mean what he says. For the benefit of the family, he can only sacrifice the female protagonist. For the benefit, the male protagonist has a woman, and the female protagonist becomes an extramarital affair. For the benefit, the female protagonist is killed and loses her memory... For the benefit... I really don't have the courage to continue reading. Give it a try!

4 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves

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My family members burst into tears while reading this book. There are 27 chapters in which the male and female protagonists redeem each other, but due to various reasons (not long-winded), they both got married in the end. I was really heartbroken every time I read it. Xiaoxiao Yusheng was really sorry, but the author wrote an extra story about their story, which made up for the regret in my heart, and they even kissed in the extra chapter. It is recommended to read, it is short but full of details!

8 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 2.9kReads6.6Score381Shelves

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I cried over and over after reading this book.

9 我 Slay the Gods 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.2MReads9.9Score172.5kShelves

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Many people cried like dogs

10 白 The White Zone 白色禁区 Flowers Don't Forsake the Trees花不辞树Modern Romance326k WordsCompleted [Two equally powerful leads + both inexperienced + one-on-one romance + heroine with multiple secret identities] Sharp-tongued, straight-shooting criminal investigation captain x wealthy heiress and undercover agent with two faces For revenge, she was willing to sell her soul, setting a trap to win his trust. She thought she could throw him away once she had used him, but a kiss unsettled her heart. She fell for him. They fell in love and naturally became a couple. But how could a love born of 3.3kReads9.3Score385Shelves

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A lot of them are really good. I have a few on my bookshelf that I haven't read yet, but they are all pretty good (don't give up just because of the ratings).

16 春 A Prayer for Spring 春的祷告 The Rest of My Life in Ruocheng若城余生Modern Romance53k WordsCompleted Sui Xiran’s life was marked by uncertainty from the very beginning. Her parents divorced, and her world was confined for years to the pale walls of hospital rooms. On sheets of paper, she drew the sea she had never seen, again and again. Then one day, a boy as warm as sunlight opened the door and entered the silent remainder of her life, bringing light and warmth with him. They met in a hospital room where the smell of disinfectant mingled with the light of spring, and fell for each other amid 26Reads—Score—Shelves

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It looks good. You can take a look [cry][cry][cry]

17 神 Divine-Grade 神品 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 395Reads—Score—Shelves

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The knife book is here

37 薄 Love Burns Beneath Thin Ice: President Fu’s Daytime Fireworks 薄冰灼爱：傅总的白日焰火 Sprout of the Tusi King's City土司王城的嫩芽Modern Romance851k WordsCompleted In the power struggles of a business empire, Fu Yichen, a cold and domineering CEO, rules the business world with an iron fist. But the infighting within his family and the relentless pressure from his rivals leave him exhausted, with every day feeling like a walk on thin ice. Then Su Nian, bright as the warm sun, enters his life. Her optimism and kindness gradually melt the ice in Fu Yichen's heart, but one trial after another lies ahead. Can their love blossom amid the crises surrounding them? 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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If I don't explain it, I'll shed tears if I talk too much.

38 杏 When Spring Deepens After the Apricot Blossoms Set Fruit 杏花结子春深后 Still Remembering Sky-Blue Porcelain犹忆天青瓷Ancient Romance276k WordsCompleted She is a lowly convict slave in the palace laundry, humble as dust. He is the Crown Prince of the Eastern Palace, noble and radiant. Though their stations could hardly be further apart, they fall hopelessly in love. Only when their feelings are at their deepest does she unexpectedly learn that his father, the emperor, had her father framed so he could claim her mother for himself. Where can this ill-fated romance spanning two generations possibly lead? ----- A prince steals his minister’s wife + 516Reads—Score102Shelves

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It's super sadistic, and I still regret it after pulling it all my life. The aesthetics of BE are the ultimate, and the helpless sense of fate is always difficult to calm down!

39 我 I Pray the Gods Will Protect Her 我祈神明庇佑她 Yin Yingxi银盈溪Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted [Tragic ending] [A sweetly innocent, deaf figure model × a careful, restrained delinquent with a checkered past] [Both pure in love + age gap + love at first sight + healing] Qi Zhen is the most notorious hoodlum in the old town. Just hearing his name is enough to make the authorities in their peaked caps fret. Until he turned thirty, he figured he’d just live one day at a time. But after meeting that girl, everything changed. He wanted to live a long, long life so he could always take care of h 28Reads—Score—Shelves

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If you've read enough old articles, you can read the new articles, which will be cruel

40 百 Happy Hundredth Birthday 百岁生日快乐 Chuan Shenyan川慎言8k WordsCompleted Happy 100th Birthday 34Reads—Score—Shelves

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I don't believe you don't shed tears [Please pay attention] [Add one to bookshelf] [Like]

41 杨 Willow, Sway Gently 杨柳，轻轻摇 Years in Books书中年月Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted I often ask myself how I can die meaningfully, but that’s only something I want to do, something I need to do. Now I want to ask this world: What meaning does death have? What meaning does life have? My mother passed away… She was my last remaining family… After that… Doctors from the hospital kept coming by... every few days, disturbing my life… I’m grateful that someone cares about me... but when it happens so often... it gets annoying… I’m not sic 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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Please bring me, please bring me

42 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.3kReads9.7Score9kShelves

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These books are all abusive. The first and second books are both in modern texts, while only the third book is in ancient texts. All have been completed, and all have ratings of 9.5 Or above. Recommend five stars.

43 重 Reborn in My Youth, I Cling to the Brooding Boy and Never Let Go 重生年少时，抱紧阴郁少年不撒手 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted “Spoiled, selfish heiress VS brooding, devoted campus heartthrob” “Mutual devotion + sweet and bittersweet angst + past and present lives” Only after Shen Xingchen died did she learn the truth: The brooding man she had feared and guarded against her whole life was the only person in the world who loved her with all his heart. He cleared every obstacle for her and gave her everything. Then, right in front of her, he leapt from the stage at a press conference. * Shen Xingchen opened her eyes and 2.5kReads6.5Score147Shelves

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👀Torturing! The male protagonist was killed due to a misunderstanding in his previous life. He is reborn, atones for his sins, and pursues his husband! The heroine humbly admits her mistake! 🧎‍♂️ It's hard for the male protagonist to be hard-spoken but soft-hearted! Chasing his wife later!

45 王 My Lord, the Princess Consort Says She’ll Never See You Again 王爷，王妃说此生不复相见 Jing Mo旌墨Ancient Romance421k WordsCompleted [Historical Romance Tragedy + No Getting Back Together + Second Male Lead Takes the Lead] A tragic romance! A tragic romance! A tragic romance! Ye Chuyan loved Pei Xiuyan for twelve years, but never moved him in the slightest. All she got in return was Pei Xiuyan wiping out the Ye family and having her father and brothers tortured to death over three days in the snow. At last, she understood: for the rest of her life, there would be no love between her and Pei Xiuyan, only hatred, until one o 21.1kReads9.3Score1.7kShelves

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I don't know if the middle part of the book is good or not. It's sad at the beginning but okay at the end. The male and female protagonists are no longer together.

46 你 You, or Someone Like You 你或像你的人 A Girl Weighing Many Jin多斤少女Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted Be. Documentary filmmaker × undercover police officer Xu Yuan had an accident while filming a documentary and woke up with amnesia. After that, she often dreamed of a mountain road she could never find her way off. A year later, Xu Yuan ran into her high school classmate, Zhou Yiran. She wanted to get closer to him because the scent of mint and orange he carried had appeared in her dreams countless times. Zhou Yiran had been secretly in love with Xu Yuan for nine years. At last, his wish came t 193Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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I don't allow anyone who hasn't seen it! Really yyds!

49 春 Spring Blossoms Never Return 春华不归 Moonlight Pale as Frost月白如霜Ancient Romance115k WordsCompleted I must have told you I loved you hundreds of years ago. But you forgot, and I never remembered., “Lovers Who Missed Each Other” Years of companionship made him take her for granted. He was so sure she would always be there waiting for him that he went about his own business, treating her with indifference, because she was always there. Her heart finally went cold, and she left. Even the most precious thing seems ordinary once you have it. Only after losing it do you realize what it meant. He 991Reads7.9Score—Shelves

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This article will definitely become as popular as Gongqianliu in the future.

50 暮 Sorrow in the Evening Rain (A Farewell in the Evening Rain) 暮雨成殇（暮雨辞） Mu Qi Li暮柒漓6k WordsCompleted Evening Rain Brings Sorrow (Farewell to the Evening Rain) 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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Sad and cruel