Looking for an Angsty BL Novel, but Without the Groveling-ex Trope. be虐文，不要追妻火葬场

1 十 Fourteen Sentences 十四句 Eat More Vitamin C多吃维CModern Romance201k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads8.9Score503Shelves

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These are the abuse stories I like to read, although most of them didn't make me cry. The fourteen sentences here... Mr. Lu, please stop being abusive. I promised you that Yan Huan in your prosperous life would be like chasing your wife in the crematorium, but except for the fourteen sentences, the two of them have not reunited. The heroine in the fourteen sentences does not like the male protagonist, no matter what time it is. You can take a look at why we are still together in the end. The most recommended thing is that at dawn, you are back. You didn't cry in the front, but cried like a dog in the back.

5 拯 Saving My Sweet-and-Sour Master 拯救白切黑师尊 Zhuli竹里Ancient Romance289k WordsCompleted 17Reads—Score—Shelves

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In the ending of be, there is no crematorium for chasing the wife, but it is a sad story

6 爆 Burst! the Undercover Boss Has Fallen 爆！卧底大佬他沦陷了 See Spring Again in the Woods林下又见春Modern Romance312k WordsCompleted 422Reads—Score104Shelves

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This one! He is the kind of person who puts his faith first. He is very easy to cry (╥╥). Highly recommended! ! !

7 后 Flowers of the Rear Courtyard 后庭花 Sparse Willow Leaves柳叶疏Ancient Romance601k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads8.3Score103Shelves

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The male protagonist is a sinister prince, and the female protagonist is the little white flower princess. It imitates the story of Emperor Taizong Li Shimin and Concubine Yang. It is super easy to cry. The ending is B and unforgivable. The male protagonist is killed by the female protagonist.

9 江 Fishermen’s Lights on the River, Keeping Me Awake with Sorrow 江枫渔火对愁眠 Can't Catch不能扑Modern Romance54k WordsCompleted 1.3kReads8.6Score199Shelves

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In this case, the male protagonist was a policeman and died in the end😭

10 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝62k WordsCompleted 271Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Two men! A short piece of abuse! A grand BE that goes both ways! If you like it, you can rate the novel!

11 他 His Little Fool Doesn't Cry Anymore 他的小傻子不爱哭了 Love Rain into Dew恋雨成露1.2M WordsCompleted 11.2kReads9.3Score926Shelves

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A text about two men's abuse [sending my heart][sending my heart]

12 病 Before the Withered Tree 病树前头 Chang'an Yan Luo长安颜洛Modern Romance34k WordsCompleted 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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In the story of the Republic of China, the two heroines did not pursue their wives in the crematorium. One was named Lu Yulan and the other was Lin Ruofu. Lu was a citizen of Jinchuan, so she sent Lin away before the Anti-Japanese War. Lin was the epitome of a tragic figure in the feudal era. Lu felt sorry for her and endured the separation. Painful, he sent her to the United States and said: "I will live in peace and prosperity first, and then enjoy fine clothing and food. Only you, my Aruo, you have suffered in the first half of your life. I only hope that you will be carefree, free from disasters, and free from illness and pain in the following days." "Zhou Nan's Huang Liang Yi Meng" The heroine committed suicide for some reason and could not hold on any longer. The hero was a warlord and his sister was a Jinchuan citizen. The hero first suffered the pain of his lover's death, and then the sister returned to reality. He kept looking for her for many years. The hero said that his life was like tasting Chinese medicine, which was bitter and astringent. Bewen[cry]

13 我 We Met Briefly, Like Fireworks 我们如同烟火短暂相逢 Yao Yao He夭杳禾Modern Romance90k WordsCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The male and female protagonists are senior high school graduates. They met while traveling. The female protagonist had a good impression of the male protagonist and fell in love with him during the contact. Later, she learned that the male protagonist had a girlfriend, so she decided to become friends. After the male protagonist broke up, she decisively confessed to pursuing her, but the male protagonist was still immersed in the pain of the previous relationship. In the film, he did not accept the heroine's confession. Later, with the persistence of the heroine, the hero agreed. However, the hero did not love the heroine very much and still had his ex-girlfriend in his heart. This also destined the heroine to break up with the hero in the later period. In the end, the two lines that briefly crossed the heroine and the hero got back on track.

14 蝴 Butterfly and Spring 蝴蝶与春 A Cat’s Midsummer猫猫的炎夏Modern Romance199k WordsCompleted 140Reads—Score—Shelves

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How sweet it is at the beginning, how cruel it becomes in the end. Every physical degradation of the male protagonist is like a knife in the reader's heart, especially the plot where he knows he will forget her, but desperately carves her name into his bones when he is awake. After reading it, it can make people feel emo and suffocate. It is a "blade feast" that lovers of BE sadistic literature must not miss.

15 我 I Finally Lost You 3: He Sleeps in the Wind 我终于失去了你3·他睡在风里 Mai Jiu麦九Urban136k WordsCompleted 663Reads9.4Score136Shelves

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The first and second books are companion articles. I personally recommend not to read their other companion article. If you want to read that one, you can read it. I am also reading the third one. Others recommended it. I think it looks like tears without money. It makes me sad.

16 如 If Sunshine Embraced Me 如果阳光拥抱我 Yu You予优Modern Romance706k WordsCompleted 168Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Adapted from true story

17 当 When a Goofball Becomes the Heroine of an Angsty Romance 当沙雕穿成虐文女主 On the Strings of the Clear Moon清月弦上Modern Romance610k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads9.1Score156Shelves

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Do not need the good-looking ones

20 弃 The Tearless Orphan 弃儿无泪 Mu Feng Wuchen沐枫无尘Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted 42Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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You can read these two books

22 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted 241Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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1. From "childhood sweethearts to forced separation" - different temperatures of emotional starting points. In "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi", their love is a tacit understanding that they have grown up together since childhood. A squeaking oil pan, a bluestone road, and the smoke and smoke of the neighbors hide the most simple heartbeat. That kind of sweetness is slowly stewed, like a bowl of sugar water that has been simmered for a long time, warming the stomach. In "Butterflies Into the Dust", the fifteen-year-old Lin Die'er was forced to marry the swarthy man who "she didn't want to look at twice". On her wedding night, she swore in tears that she would rather die than obey. However, he kept silent for four whole months, used his palms in front of her to block the slap, and said hoarsely "Does it hurt?", Which made her unknowingly moved in her unwillingness and resentment. The love in "Ah Zhi Zhi Zhi" is a natural and logical stay together; the love in "Butterflies Into the Dust and Smoke" is a countercurrent from disgust to deep love. 2. From "a long stream of water to a misaligned destiny" - the different trajectories of love. The beauty of "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi" lies in the fact that it uses the most everyday strokes to outline the most ideal appearance of love - ordinary, warm and mutually supportive. Its cruelty is the brief separation caused by the war, and the long time of missing each other, but you know that they always have each other in their hearts and will eventually meet again. The cruelty of "Butterfly Into the Dust" is the ultimate sense of fate brought about by the time difference. As soon as she had the courage to tell him, "I'm pregnant with your child," an accident caused her to disappear forever for several years. He thought she disliked the ruin of his family, left a divorce note and ran away with someone, and he searched for her with hatred and doubt for ten years. When they met again ten years later, she was already the female spy Chiba Xingzi in a simple and elegant kimono. She said to him coldly in unfamiliar Japanese: "Sir, you have the wrong person." Then she leaned against the cold wall on a deserted street corner, covered her mouth, and cried silently. "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi" is the determination of "I know you will wait for me"; "Butterfly Into the Dust" is the despair of "I stand in front of you, but I have to push you away". 3. From "two people's love to many people's regret" - different dimensions of the emotional pattern "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi" focuses on the relationship between the male and female protagonists. The relationship is clean and pure, without the intervention of a third person, only the slowly approaching of two hearts. And "Butterflies Into the Dust" spreads out a larger emotional network - three silver butterfly hairpins, three people, three unresolved fates. This is its real feature that distinguishes it from all the literature of the Republic of China. · Zhang Zhiming: Fall at one glance, wait for it all your life. His hair turned white overnight, and he bought a house in the south of the city and planted it full of gardenias. However, he did not know until his death that the child named Yi'an he had held was the only biological flesh and blood between him and Die'er. · Yang Yanchen: Rescued her from the swamp of Yihongyuan and guarded her for half her life in the name of "brother". He took a bullet for her, but never said he loved her. Before she died, she returned her life to him and promised him the next life. · Xiao Qihao: The villain who imprisoned her using the most despicable means. After her death, he sat there holding the golden hairpin she left behind for three days. This extremely paranoid man eventually spent the rest of his life on the front lines of the Anti-Japanese War. "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi" makes you believe that "two people will live together forever"; "Butterfly Into the Dust" makes you understand that some deep feelings are destined to not end well. 4. From "warm healing to richly layered abuse" - the different textures of staying power. The good thing about "Ah Zhi Ah Zhi" is that after closing the book, I feel warm in my heart and want to give a hug to the people around me. The best thing about "Butterflies Into Dust and Smoke" is that after closing the book, I felt depressed, as if I was pressed by a stone and couldn't get out. Its abuse is not fatal with one blow, but seeps in layer by layer: · The first level of abuse: It is the regret that people who love each other are forced to separate. · The second level of abuse: the forbearance of being unable to recognize each other after meeting again. · The third level of abuse: It was the miss that he didn't know he had a biological son until his death. · The fourth level of abuse: She was confused until she died and couldn't tell who she loved the most. The deepest abuse was caused by the person who used despicable means to hurt her, and ultimately hurt her for the rest of her life - not even the "evil man" could escape from this love disaster.

24 诀 City of Farewells 诀别之城 Ye Family Member Who Loves Cabbage and Celery爱吃白菜芹菜的叶家人Modern Romance533k WordsCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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This is a tragic love novel based on the difficult survival of real estate practitioners. It tells the story of real estate practitioner Yang Jie's growth from love career. This is not a cool story about rebirth and time travel. It's a story that needs to be sat down and savored slowly

25 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted 996Reads5.8Score194Shelves

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Needless to say, it's really cruel

26 雨 Wind After the Rain 雨后有风 That's Just Great如此甚好咯Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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High abuse be, there is no crematorium for chasing his wife