Ah! I Need a Be That Tears My Heart Out! Waaaah, Please! 嗷！我需要一个虐到肝疼的be！呜呜呜，拜托了

1. 1 抢 I Stole the Heroine's Role. My Brother Won't Blame Me, Will He? 抢了女主剧本，哥哥不会怪我吧？ Carefree Xianxian逍遥鲜鲜Modern Romance740k WordsCompleted [Immersive slow transmigration + groveling pursuit + angst + tragic ending] Yu Mi, a big-name star known for her terrible acting and pretty face, has a fall from grace and ends up bound to a System that grants the wishes of female characters in tragic romances. She becomes a max-level green tea Oscar winner, tasked with saving the female characters of mindscape worlds. The original cannon-fodder scripts: The Immortal Emperor trades her away for his beloved white moonlight. A domineering CEO tric 375Reads8.5Score102Shelves

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   These are really the white moonlights in my heart. The abuse made me feel uncomfortable. Most of them were revenge for the scumbag. The heroine in the fourth book was tortured miserably. The heroine in the fifth book really saved many people. These are all without cp, and most of them have been completed

2. 2 快 Quick Transmigration: The Cannon-Fodder Villainess's Darkening Diary 快穿：炮灰女配的黑化日常 Fantasy Fish幻想鱼Ancient Romance795k WordsCompleted [No Male Lead + Crematorium + Love Triangle Drama + Conquest Story + Scumbag Punishment + Quick Transmigration Scheming Beauty + Some Worlds Feature Faked Death + Not a Mindless Face-Slapping Power Fantasy] [Those who fall in love plunge into the abyss.] [This is a scumbag-punishment story, and the heroine stands on her own. Still, a heads-up for readers: there are romantic scenes involving scumbag male characters, so please avoid this if that bothers you.] [Spoiler alert: The first world has fo 309Reads9.0Score101Shelves
3. 3 快 Quick Transmigration: The Supporting Actress Climbs to the Top with Her Sweet-Talking Ways 快穿：女配靠绿茶上位 Careful, Chubby Shrimp小心胖虾仁Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted Kindhearted heroines are all alike, but every ill-fated cannon-fodder character has her own misfortune. Ji Mian is a max-level green tea with off-the-charts combat skills and impeccable acting. She can hold her own among high-quality men. One day, she transmigrates into the tragic female leads of various stories, facing male leads who are handsome, come from prominent families, and yet have pitifully low emotional intelligence. They know how to fall in love, but forgot to bring their brains. Win 3.6kReads9.1Score302Shelves
4. 4 渣 The Scumbag Can't Have Me, Quick Transmigration 渣男对我求而不得【快穿】 Shui Mu Qing水木青Ancient Romance315k WordsCompleted After a car accident leaves her in a vegetative state, Lin Ruo is forced to bind herself to the Scumbag System and begins a masochistic quest to cling to the scumbag’s coattails. First World The scumbag emperor destroys her family and leaves her to die in a sea of flames in order to seize military power. After she dies, the emperor undergoes a dramatic change in personality and spends more than a decade consumed by regret. Lin Ruo rolls her eyes in disdain. [Scumbag Experience: 10%] Second World 5.4kReads9.1Score472Shelves
5. 5 快 Quick Transmigration: The Supporting Female Character Only Cares About Her Career 快穿之女配只有事业心 Classmate Guo小郭同学Modern Romance1.4M WordsCompleted After losing her seven emotions, she takes on different roles in countless worlds, gaining insight into the feelings of those around her. Yet it is precisely her cool, detached air that captivates countless people, making them want her to stay by their sides. But how could a gust of wind ever settle down beside a tree? The aloof, heartless Lord God spoke in a hoarse voice, his eyes rimmed with red as he murmured, “You promised you'd always believe in me and stay by my side. Liar...” The ever-com 3kReads9.1Score341Shelves
6. 6 快 Quick Transmigration: My Scumbag Ex Cries as He Eats My Ashes 快穿修罗场：渣男哭着吃我骨灰 Meat Sauce Eater吃肉酱Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted The comic adaptation is out! [Conquest + Shura Fields + No CP + Abusing Scum + Everyone's Favorite] Yu Ai is the best task-taker across all of time and space, a beauty blessed with both talent and looks. Hearing that men are always looking for trouble, she teams up with System 001 to teach them a lesson. She's the original green tea, a master of acting, and she's ready to fight back online. * The scheming CEO pins a woman beneath him. "Woman, behave. You're only allowed to be my caged bird." The 10.4kReads9.4Score978Shelves
7. 7 听 I Heard You Once Loved Me More Than Life 听说，你曾爱我如命 Wen Liu温流Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted Xie Jingchuan said, “My only wish is for you to disappear from my sight forever.” After five loveless years of marriage, Song Youran had become the person her husband hated most. Later, she really did disappear. Everyone said Mrs. Xie had brought it upon herself and deserved to die with no one to claim her body. But as one old secret after another came to light, he discovered... In the best years of her life, she had once given him the purest love. She had also risked her life for him amid the r 2.5kReads6.6Score158Shelves

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   Introduction to the first book: After five years of loveless marriage, Song Youran became. Later, the earth really disappeared. Everyone said that Mrs. Xie had trapped herself in a cocoon and ended up with no one to collect her body after her death. But as the past events were uncovered one after another, he discovered that... This place had given him the purest love in the best memories. The earth was once in ruins with constant aftershocks, risking life and death for him. I have loved one person in my life, risked thousands of my family fortune for him, swallowed up all my pride, and even risked my own life for him. It's really beautiful. If you like it, you can check it out.

8. 8 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 70.9kReads9.7Score12.8kShelves
9. 9 困 Imprisoned by Love 困爱成囚 Flowers Along the Way一路笙花Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted Rumor has it that Gu Yansheng, the adopted daughter of the Gu family, had loved the Ninth Master of the Lu family in the imperial capital for years. He couldn't stand her, and for the sake of the woman he cherished, he sent her to prison and had her tortured for five whole years. But no one expected that when the Ninth Master eventually married, his bride would be none other than Gu Yansheng, the woman with a prison record! Everyone eagerly awaited the spectacle, expecting to see how the Ninth M 16.4kReads9.0Score1.5kShelves
10. 10 许 I Promise to Find You in Both Lifetimes 许你两世相顾 The One Who Says, 'My Love, Come Home'之子言归Modern Romance1.3M WordsCompleted In her previous life, she was Liu Chupei, Princess Linhuai Kang of the Southern Song. She fell in love with him at first sight and bound him to her side with an imperial edict arranging their marriage. Caught up in an age of chaos, she was drawn into one conspiracy after another. Little did she know that everything had been part of his plan. He used her and resented her, never understanding her. The one thing he never did was cherish her. She was locked in a secret dungeon, had her tongue cut ou 57Reads9.0Score—Shelves
11. 11 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.9kReads9.7Score4.9kShelves

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    I think it's a torture novel with a relatively high rating, and the author's writing style is very good. It's not torture, but you can feel it yourself when you bring the character into it. I almost cried to death when I read it [crying] [crying]

12. 12 如 If Sunshine Embraced Me 如果阳光拥抱我 Yu You予优Modern Romance706k WordsCompleted Adapted from a true story: Even in the darkest, coldest nights, there will always be a light that belongs to you. Reach out and hold on tight. Follow the light, and you will find someone who needs you, someone who can save you. “Gu Mochen and the others all hate me. Am I really that despicable?” “No. You're wonderful. They're the ones in the wrong.” “Then why do they all hate me?” “It's not your fault. The world sees you as unforgivable.” … Gu Mochen swears that he will protect this poor girl, 102Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    Adapted from a true story, the heroine suffers from severe depression, is abusive, and often cries.

13. 13 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 2.3kReads6.6Score317Shelves

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    This one is pretty good

14. 14 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 934Reads9.5Score184Shelves

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    The first book was so good that it made me cry. The male protagonist had AIDS but the second one was gone. The best female protagonist was gone.

15. 15 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 13kReads9.1Score840Shelves

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    If you are in urgent need of novels that are so cruel that your liver hurts, then read these books! There must be something you like. The first one is my favorite fast-traveling sadomasochism novel. It is very sadistic. Especially the aspect of the twins, even though I knew she was acting, I still felt sorry for the heroine. There is no need to say more about the rest, a well-known abuse writer

16. 16 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 55.5kReads9.7Score8.2kShelves
17. 17 窥 Seeing Through 窥破 Yi Jiang一姜Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Farewell Ceremony is now available on all major platforms.] [Reclusive, cold, troubled girl × possessive, hot-tempered young rogue] Wan Li pressed her fingerprints ten times, and from then on, lost her heart. “Tsk, it's not like you're signing a contract. Don't be nervous.” The young man raised an eyebrow slightly, a smile tugging at his lips. Everyone said Ji Lanzhuo was a dissolute playboy no one could control. Wan Li wasn't afraid. She threw herself in headfirst and fell 2.2kReads9.3Score317Shelves

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    I don't allow anyone who hasn't seen it! Really yyds!

18. 18 无 A City Without Love 无爱围城 llshunModern Romance138k WordsCompleted In everyone else’s eyes, Lu Shiyu and Shen Qingyi’s marriage is a match made in heaven. He is a rising star in the tech world, sharp and ambitious; she is a gifted jewelry designer. A lavish wedding of the century ties their two families together and places them on a pedestal for all to envy. Yet this gilded cage, built from wealth, prestige, and society’s idea of perfection, has echoed with nothing but suffocating emptiness since their wedding night. Lu Shiyu was once full of hope, believing th 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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    In the eyes of outsiders, the marriage between Lu Shiyu and Shen Qingyi is a match made in heaven. He is a sharp-edged technological upstart, and she is a talented jewelry designer. An extremely luxurious wedding of the century closely connected the two families and put them both on the altar of the envy of everyone. Lu Shiyu was once full of longing, thinking that over time he would be able to fall in love and the iceberg would melt. He tried to get closer, but repeatedly touched Shen Qingyi's polite and cold barrier. She was so close, so perfect, yet so far away that it seemed like a universe away. Her heart seemed to have been locked in a depth that no one could reach. Strange bedfellows, relatively speechless. In glamorous social occasions, they are a loving couple with perfect understanding; when they return to the bone-chilling mansion, they are the most familiar strangers sharing the same space. Step by step, Lu Shiyu went from confusion, unwillingness, and struggle to exhaustion and despair. When he finally decided to demolish the besieged city, he discovered... That perhaps there were even more shocking secrets and helplessness hidden under the cold surface. It turns out that he was never the only one trapped in this loveless marriage. This is a well-choreographed performance, but the two protagonists can't help themselves. When the siege wall collapses, will they see ruins, or... A path to each other's hearts?

19. 19 修 Cultivating Immortality, Starting as a Corporate Drone 修仙，但从社畜开始 llshunEastern Fantasy299k WordsCompleted After working overtime for forty-eight hours straight, Lin Fan's vision went black. When he opened his eyes again, he had become a low-born outer-sect odd-job disciple in the great cultivation sect Yunlan Sect, bullied by everyone. The immortal sect was magnificent, yet rigidly hierarchical. The road to immortality was long, but resources were monopolized. The promised rewards of 996 had become the sect's “immortal blessings.” He'd gone from a code monkey to a wage slave, with just as much press 27Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 96.4kReads9.2Score6.6kShelves

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    I recommend these books. They are really sad. I like the first one better. Let me briefly talk about the first one. The male protagonist was deceived by Bai Yueguang for a long time and wanted to send the female protagonist to prison. In the end, they actually got together. I can't understand it.

21. 21 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die 厉总，夫人她罪不至死 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted Shen Zhichu had given him her whole heart for sixteen years, only to be told to leave with nothing, just so he could make room for the woman he had always loved. Li Jingshen thought he would be happy once that woman was gone, until he received her diagnosis... He rushed over in a panic, only to find her holding someone else’s hand. “Why didn’t you tell me you had stomach cancer?” “Weren’t you hoping I’d die sooner?” Shen Zhichu laughed scornfully. “Li Jingshen, I don’t want to spend the last of 10.3kReads8.7Score2kShelves
22. 22 我 I Love You, and I’m Guilty 我爱你，我有罪 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance59k WordsCompleted Tang Xiaoran says: “My feelings run too deep. If I’m alive but can’t hold you, I’ll go mad.” Everyone has something they can’t let go of. For Tang Xiaoran, it’s Shen Muyan. Tang Xiaoran is too single-minded. Her devotion turns into an obsession, and obsession hurts both the person who holds it and the person it’s directed at. … Shen Muyan says: “Good riddance to that woman. Let’s go have a drink to celebrate.” But when he’s drunk, he asks his friend, “Did I miss something really important?” “Yes 1.4kReads7.0Score100Shelves
23. 23 祁 Mr. Qi, May We Never Meet Again! 祁先生，后会无期！ Broad-Minded and Strong心宽体棒Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Short drama now streaming] Guan Min died saving Guan Hua. Gentle and kind, Guan Min made rebellious Guan Hua look like a complete delinquent. Guan Hua, with her terrible reputation, made Qi Zhanzhi, who loved Guan Min, marry her. Gripping her by the throat, Qi Zhanzhi snarled, “Why couldn’t it have been you who died!” But later, Qi Zhanzhi climbed the mountain on his knees, bowing at every step until he reached Qiyuan Palace. Before the statue of the Buddha Tathagata of the Three Treasures, he 9.9kReads8.8Score706Shelves
24. 24 当 After the Foolish Substitute Wife Faked Her Death 当替身傻妻假死以后 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted (Completed. A deeply angsty novel with a devoted heroine and a scumbag hero who gets what he deserves.) Huo Chenzhou's first love ran away with another man, so when he couldn't marry her, he married her older sister instead. Forced to be Meng Jiao's substitute, Meng Sheng spent two years loving Huo Chenzhou with all her might. In return, he gave her nothing but endless neglect. She lost her child, then her kidney... and was locked up in an asylum, where her hand was severed, leaving her a la 1.9kReads8.5Score114Shelves
25. 25 夜 Young Master Ye, Stop Tormenting Me. Your Wife Is Already Gone 夜少别虐了，夫人已尸骨无存 Autumn Unseen不见秋Modern Romance189k WordsCompleted [Elite Family Tragedy | Obsessive Love | CEO’s Regretful Pursuit | Faked Death and Rebirth]“Su Yan, a wicked woman like you might as well be dead.” Su Yan had loved Ye Xiaohan for twelve years, but Ye Xiaohan despised her in every way. Su Yan thought that one day, Ye Xiaohan would realize how good she was, but he continued to hurt her without restraint. After suffering endless humiliation and abuse, and even having the child they shared taken away from her... Su Yan finally understood that Ye Xi 1.6kReads8.3Score161Shelves
26. 26 我 My Life Is Yours 我的命，都给你 Three Pine Nuts三只松子Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted Ji Mingshu hated Xu Meiling with all his heart and tormented her until she died. But when she was really gone, Ji Mingshu realized... he had fallen in love with her. 1.8kReads8.1Score228Shelves
27. 27 夫 After His Wife Died, Young Master Mu Went Mad 夫人死后穆少他疯了 Jinyu Hall金钰堂Modern Romance616k WordsCompleted [Completed] [Everyone dotes on her + adorable child + sweet romance] In her previous life, she was blind, trusted the wrong scumbag, and died a miserable death in the wilderness. Reborn, she turns her life around, takes down the scheming women and rips apart the fake innocent ones, making everyone who wronged her in her past life kneel before her and say, “Lord Yun, I was wrong.” She’d planned to take down the scumbags while enjoying a sweet life with her husband. But then her uncle suddenly sho 177Reads9.1Score100Shelves

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    Okay, that's all I've seen

28. 28 离 Let’s Get a Divorce. I’m Going Home to Inherit Billions 离婚吧，我要回家继承亿万家产 Little Uncle小叔叔Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted After three years of marriage, Shen Chu thought even Bo Munian's heart could be warmed by her. But when he forced her to kneel in the Bo family ancestral hall, Shen Chu realized that Bo Munian had no heart at all. What was the point of staying with a man who had no heart? So when Bo Munian made her choose between kneeling and getting a divorce, Shen Chu chose divorce without hesitation. Why should she waste the best years of her life on a jerk like Bo Munian? Wouldn't it be better to go home, in 3.2kReads8.3Score385Shelves
29. 29 他 He Lives in the Moonlight 他住在月光里 Wan'er Jiujiu莞尔啾啾Urban216k WordsCompleted A moving story about a young woman with depression who gradually finds the courage to confront it and fight back. 235Reads9.4Score—Shelves

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    The female protagonist suffers from depression due to family reasons, and the male protagonist is redeemed. It's not very sad, but it makes me cry. I usually don't read sadistic stories, for fear that I won't be able to stand it. This one is okay, but I feel sorry for the female protagonist. The ending is he

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