I've Been Through Every Kind of Torture. Bring It On! 本人已百虐不侵，不服来战

1. 1 蘑 Back to Field: Ten Suicide Notes Revealed, Leaving the Entire Internet in Tears 蘑菇屋：十封遗书曝光，泪崩全网 I Am Ten Yuan吾乃十元钱Male-Channel Fanfiction179k WordsCompleted Season 6 of Yearning for Life premiered. As soon as everyone arrived, they were stunned by the beautiful scenery. Before long, they discovered a strange little cabin. Inside, they found ten letters. The first read: “Nuan Nuan, the flowers on the island have bloomed. That means I’ve come to see you…” Lin Feng The whole internet buzzed: Had Lin Feng come to the island to pursue Nuan Nuan? Who was this Lin Feng? They read the second letter, then the third… all the way to the tenth. Only then did th 2.7kReads9.1Score319Shelves

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   This one is good!

2. 2 困 Imprisoned by Love 困爱成囚 Flowers Along the Way一路笙花Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted Rumor has it that Gu Yansheng, the adopted daughter of the Gu family, had loved the Ninth Master of the Lu family in the imperial capital for years. He couldn't stand her, and for the sake of the woman he cherished, he sent her to prison and had her tortured for five whole years. But no one expected that when the Ninth Master eventually married, his bride would be none other than Gu Yansheng, the woman with a prison record! Everyone eagerly awaited the spectacle, expecting to see how the Ninth M 15.2kReads9.0Score1.5kShelves

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   Honestly, I found it quite angsty and couldn't continue reading; I prefer sweet stories. [Note]

3. 3 病 I Turned Out to Be the Yandere Disciple's White Moonlight 病娇孽徒的白月光竟是我 Nocturne of the Azure Sea碧海的夜曲Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Complete. Comic adaptation signed.] [Two Male Leads + Reborn + Half Sweet, Half Angsty + Gentle, Unrestrained Miracle Doctor Master VS Yandere, Mad Demon Disciple + Martial Arts] Only as he lay dying in his previous life did Mu Fengyan learn that he was merely a disposable master in a novel. His disciple, Duan Wuluo, had only approached him to get the Golden Silkworm Gu and save the person he loved. Reborn ten years later, Mu Fengyan looks at the disciple who has become a great demon and sneers 1.3kReads9.1Score150Shelves

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   The first book's protagonist is an indigenous person. The male lead approaches him because of the Gu worm within his body, intending to use it to save the person who saved him. Later, for some reason, he falls in love with his master, who is from the Xuantian Sect, a sect hated throughout the martial arts world—essentially a demonic cult like those in other cultivation novels. Later, when people from the martial arts world come to kill him, his master, although already aware that his approach to become his disciple and his claims of love were all lies (he also loves the protagonist), tries to distance himself. However, he still stands in front of the protagonist, but the protagonist pushes him away, saying that she had also killed members of their Xuantian Sect, and that he came to kill her to get close to her. Later, the male lead... The protagonist was poisoned, and only a Gu worm could save him. He dug the Gu worm out of his own body and gave it to the protagonist, but there were no more Gu worms, and the protagonist was also poisoned. Later, the protagonist killed him, but he regretted it. The protagonist's hair turned white overnight, and he became a ruthless killer in the martial arts world, searching everywhere for someone who resembled his master. He even hired a Taoist priest to resurrect his master. After the protagonist died, for some reason, he transformed into someone who looked very much like him. He also learned that the world he lived in was a novel, and he was just cannon fodder. Anyway, a lot of tragic love stories followed, and he even had to become his own substitute. I won't go into the later books; go read them yourself. They're quite good, though very tragic.

4. 4 如 How to Save Four Villainous Disciples 如何拯救四个反派徒弟 Xiao He萧何Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted Luo Qingchen never imagined that staying up all night reading web novels could have such serious consequences! He died suddenly and transmigrated into a book! And became the villain with the most tragic ending! The villainous master in the book was utterly depraved, committing every imaginable evil. He ruined the reputation of his eldest disciple, a peerless swordsman; cultivated using the pure yang blood of his second disciple; and made his fourth disciple, a lucky treasure-finder, do all the s 27Reads9.1Score—Shelves
5. 5 穿 After Transmigrating into a Book as the Villain, I Pursue the Male Lead 穿书反派迎男而上 Tea Tea the Little Salty Fish茶茶小咸鱼Two Male Leads301k WordsCompleted [A mutual salvation romance between a crazy obsessive and his sickly love interest] Ye Chao is reborn as the story’s notorious villain and lets himself go completely. Taking advantage of the male lead, he turns him into a canary in a cage. “Su Mu, this is just a transaction between us. You’re nothing but a toy I can’t put down. Once I’m bored of you, you’ll have to leave.” Since he’s going to die anyway, there’s nothing wrong with collecting some interest in advance, right? Before his descent in 1.1kReads9.4Score187Shelves
6. 6 反 The Villainous Master Has Died Again and Again 反派师尊又双叒死了 Baldy Isn't Bald秃秃不秃Two Male Leads562k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book + no heroine] Fifteen years of hard work, and in a flash, back to… After being stabbed to death by the protagonist he’d raised himself, Xiao Qiyun was reborn yet again. The master was now utterly weary of life. He’d finally managed to raise the protagonist and was about to retire, only to turn around and find himself the master of a little villain again. And another thing: can someone explain why this villain, who seems so cold and aloof, is actually so jealous? One day 509Reads9.3Score104Shelves
7. 7 宿 The Host Has No Sense of Decency 宿主他不守男德 Hotpot Roast Duck火锅烧鸭Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted Nan Xun is the top-performing employee in a System full of melodramatic romance scenarios. Before he can get a promotion or a raise, his career faces a crisis. He only had a little too much to drink at the celebration banquet, then kissed his cool, aloof boss in front of everyone. So Nan Xun gets thrown into the Punishment System. System: As a sinner whose crimes are beyond measure, the Host must gather enough hatred points to escape the punishment world. The Host must complete the mission witho 3.9kReads9.5Score396Shelves
8. 8 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 27.2kReads9.6Score3.1kShelves
9. 9 快 Quick Transmigration: The Yandere Male Lead Has Turned Dark Again 快穿之病娇男主又黑化了 Peach Blossom Soup桃花羹Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + crematorium chase + happy ending] “Make him fall in love with you, then abandon him without mercy. Get your corruption points, then make him regret everything.” The System issued the mission in a flat, emotionless voice. Luo Shi'an: “???” First world. The male lead gradually broke Luo Shi'an's pride, trampling all over his self-respect. Yet after Luo Shi'an died, the man went mad clutching his corpse, repeating over and over that he loved him and wanted to marry him. Second wor 2.9kReads9.4Score318Shelves
10. 10 每 I Die Young in Every World 每个世界我都英年早逝 Wu Lanzi Ye无斓孜叶Two Male Leads566k WordsCompleted Mo Yinglan happened to read an old-school, melodramatic tragic romance novel and watched helplessly as the various male leads who ticked all his boxes were brutally tormented from start to finish. Most infuriating of all, it ended with a brainless happy ending for everyone. “...” “What kind of century-old joke is this?” “Is this guy right in the head? No, wait, he doesn't have a brain at all!” “If it were me, I'd absolutely die the moment that scumbag surnamed Jiang ‘came to his senses.’ If I co 1.9kReads8.5Score107Shelves
11. 11 快 Quick Transmigration: The Male Lead Doesn't Follow the Script 快穿:男主不按剧本来 Shang Shi Lei殇十泪Two Male Leads768k WordsCompleted After dying, Jingsheng is drawn to the wondrous System and the sights of another world, and sets out on the road of quick transmigration. But things go wrong in the very first world. Watching events unfold in a way that completely contradicts the plot, the System suspects they’re doomed. Ding! Mission complete! System: I was wrong. Jingsheng thinks otherwise. The plot really is wrong, and the problem lies with the male lead of the world. What is he supposed to do when the male lead refuses to fo 590Reads8.8Score103Shelves
12. 12 快 Quick Transmigration: The Psycho Got Dumped by a Green-Tea Schemer 快穿疯批他被绿茶甩了 Am I Cute?朕可爱嘛Two Male Leads240k WordsCompleted [Madman vs. green tea] Shi Guang had been part of the Quick Transmigration Bureau for a long time. He was doing just fine in the Green Tea Group when, out of nowhere, he was transferred to the Lovesick Puppy Group. They claimed the group was underperforming and needed Shi Guang to help turn things around. Having grown used to playing a green tea, he had no interest in becoming a lovesick puppy. So, following the principle that if you finish a mission and die quickly enough, you won't be punished 29Reads6.7Score—Shelves
13. 13 他 He Knelt in the Wind and Snow, Saying He Loved Me Too Late 他跪于风雪，说爱我太迟 321123wh三二一一二三wh8k WordsCompleted He knelt in the wind and snow, saying he loved me far too late. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I wrote this myself; it's purely angst-filled. I'm here to test if it's angst-worthy enough 😎

14. 14 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 1.7kReads6.6Score267Shelves

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    So many tragic novels [you can savor them], some are quite melodramatic. My favorite is "Palace Willow." I fooled Consort Shu, who was both a friend and a sister; I fooled Consort Wen, who was obsessed with art; I fooled so many people; I even fooled myself. Was I Little Willow or Jiao Jiao? "Luckily, I only fell in love for three days." "Unfortunately, I only fell in love for three days."

15. 15 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 48.6kReads9.7Score7.1kShelves
16. 16 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die 厉总，夫人她罪不至死 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted Shen Zhichu had given him her whole heart for sixteen years, only to be told to leave with nothing, just so he could make room for the woman he had always loved. Li Jingshen thought he would be happy once that woman was gone, until he received her diagnosis... He rushed over in a panic, only to find her holding someone else’s hand. “Why didn’t you tell me you had stomach cancer?” “Weren’t you hoping I’d die sooner?” Shen Zhichu laughed scornfully. “Li Jingshen, I don’t want to spend the last of 8.9kReads8.7Score1.8kShelves
17. 17 余 I'll Spend the Rest of My Life Waiting for You 余生只待你 Young Master Liangye公子凉夜Urban128k WordsCompleted In high school, Bai Zhi and Lin Yu became classmates. Back then, Bai Zhi was rebellious and willful, a troublesome student who gave her teachers headaches. After an encounter in a downpour, Lin Yu saw through her pain, and the two became close friends. They were accepted into the same university and promised to start there together. Before they could enroll, Lin Yu learned that Bai Zhi was the daughter of the mastermind behind a kidnapping case that had once shocked the entire city. He had been 2.1kReads9.6Score327Shelves
18. 18 他 He Said Love Came Too Late 他说爱情已迟暮 Plain Years素年Modern Romance2.5M WordsCompleted When Lu Huaizuo was a child, a master read his fortune and said he was destined to lack sweetness. He scoffed. Who cared about sweets? It wasn't until that drizzly day, when he brought her ashes home in his arms, that he understood what he lacked was her... Tang Su always thought love meant that you loved me, I loved you, and we were both happy together. It wasn't until Lu Huaizuo sent her to prison with his own hands, and she saw him sharing tender moments with another woman as she lay dying, t 2.4kReads7.4Score309Shelves
19. 19 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 68.3kReads9.2Score5.1kShelves
20. 20 我 My Life Is Yours 我的命，都给你 Three Pine Nuts三只松子Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted Ji Mingshu hated Xu Meiling with all his heart and tormented her until she died. But when she was really gone, Ji Mingshu realized... he had fallen in love with her. 1.7kReads8.1Score207Shelves

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    Come on, let's do this! 😏😏😏

21. 21 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death Due to a Terminal Illness, the Yandere Tycoon Went Mad 快穿：我靠绝症死遁后病娇大佬他疯了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads824k WordsCompleted [Yandere x obsessive, angst + catharsis, two power players putting on a show] [System: Host Yu Tang, a world’s main god is incredibly powerful and impossible to overthrow!] The tycoon who controlled the lifeblood of the economy: “Heh, you think you can escape my grasp?” Yu Tang: “Oh, really? I have late-stage stomach cancer, so I’ll die before you do.” The Federation’s celebrated war hero: “You’re nothing but my plaything. Be good and stay by my side!” Yu Tang: “But I have a serious heart con 12.4kReads9.5Score1.2kShelves

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    The first book was basically all about torture. The first ten worlds of the second book are agonizing, while the last ten worlds make up for the losses in the first ten. The third book wasn't particularly angsty, but the unexpected twists and turns were so jarring that they made my mouth water.

22. 22 反 The Villain’s Arduous Road to Redemption 反派的艰难洗白路 Chen Mi晨米Two Male Leads532k WordsCompleted This is the story of someone who accidentally transmigrates into a villain and takes the long road to redemption to stay alive, only to end up looking more and more villainous the harder he tries to clear his name. Xiao Yifeng: “Stay calm! I’ll give all the women back to you. Could you get off me now?” The person on top of him gave a wicked smile. “Master, I won’t, ” Was this ambitious little wolf really the same sweet and adorable little disciple who had always behaved so well? 563Reads8.5Score102Shelves
23. 23 面 The Woman Behind the Mask 面具下的女人 Dim黯淡Urban1.1M WordsCompleted The Wife Behind the Mask Turns Out to Be Hiding So Many Secrets... 14Reads5.4Score—Shelves

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    After reading 20 pages of the three books, you will have mastered the art of poison.

24. 24 震 Shocking: My Wife Is Breathtakingly Beautiful 震惊：我的妻子倾城倾国 Shatter the Firmament踏破苍穹Eastern Fantasy1.3M WordsCompleted A revered god is betrayed by his subordinate. With his dying breath, he uses his primordial spirit to activate the Heaven-Devouring Spirit-Transforming Bell, destroying the villains who attacked him. He expects his soul to return to the cosmos, but instead, the bell carries his primordial spirit to the Douling Continent, where it enters the body of a useless live-in son-in-law. To make matters worse, the useless man’s wife is an unparalleled beauty with a face that could topple kingdoms! And so 58Reads5.5Score—Shelves
25. 25 末 Doomsday Survival: I Became Symbiotic with Venom from the Start 末日求生：我开局和毒液共生 Luo Butou罗布头Sci-Fi & Apocalypse121k WordsOngoing The world undergoes a sudden upheaval, and the apocalypse descends. In an age overrun by zombies, I, Zhao, get bitten by one right from the start! I thought I was sure to die, but then a voice suddenly appeared inside my body. It told me its name was Venom... 29Reads5.2Score—Shelves
26. 26 寻 Seeking the Merfolk 寻鲛 Dreaming Disciple in Deep Meditation潜心梦徒Ancient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Legend has it that beyond the South Sea live merfolk whose tears become pearls worth a fortune, and whose flesh grants eternal life. In the early years of the Tianhua era, the emperor became obsessed with cultivating immortality and attaining eternal life. He specifically ordered the Grand Sorcerer Zhen Yang to lead three thousand sorcerers on three expeditions to the South Sea in search of the merfolk, but they all returned empty-handed… 728Reads9.0Score101Shelves

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    Of these books, I like the first and last ones the most. The second one is a shame because it's not finished yet; it's been discontinued. I don't know what the author is doing, maybe they've run out of inspiration. They only update one or two chapters every six months. It's so frustrating…

27. 27 仙 The Immortal Lord's Tribulation, a Fate Entangled with Peach Blossoms 仙君有劫，命惹桃花 Spring Is Everywhere天下有春Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted Three thousand years ago, I was Jumu, the Wood God of the Celestial Realm, living in glory. He was a young Demon Lord, looking down on three thousand worlds, proud and free-spirited. I gave my life for him, my soul scattered beyond recovery. Three thousand years later, he is General Hongxiao of the Celestial Realm, cold as ice. And I am a little immortal who has only just ascended to the Celestial Court. Once, I died in a blaze of glory. Now, I am willing to live humbly. 318Reads8.6Score100Shelves
28. 28 君 You Lead the Long Song 君引长歌 Ninth Highness上玖殿下Ancient Romance684k WordsCompleted There was once someone he held dear, protecting her for a lifetime. Many years ago, a meihua flower from the mortal world bloomed unwittingly in the Dragon Lord's heart. Once it bloomed, it lingered there for a full thousand years. Fate played a cruel trick on them. He found Changge when she was at her most helpless, and from then on, he became the only one she could rely on. Everyone else wanted her dead. Only he was willing to cradle her in his hands and shield her in his embrace. But he never 25Reads8.4Score—Shelves
29. 29 不 Nothing More Than That 不过尔尔 Egrets in Pairs白鹭成双Ancient Romance400k WordsCompleted Er’er is a weak little immortal. She can’t fight monsters, and she can’t meditate either. With barely eight hundred years of cultivation, she loses it all the moment she ascends to the Ninth Heaven. But she has the gift of foresight. She knows that one day, the man before her will destroy heaven and earth and slaughter every living thing. Before he turns demonic, she must bind her little life tightly to his. Li Ye is a powerful High God. He ranks first at fighting monsters, first at meditati 6.8kReads9.4Score1.2kShelves
30. 30 我EN Learning to Slay Gods in the Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 995.7kReads9.9Score158.5kShelves

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    Sanjiu often sends out knives.

31. 31 提 A Diary of Life in Teyvat 提瓦特生活日记 It's Ah Mo是阿墨呦Two Female Leads388k WordsCompleted Genshin Impact and Honkai, the Sustainer of Heavenly Principles and the Herrschers. Is there some indispensable connection between them? Aether, Lumine, a new home? The secrets of the Seven Archons, the truth of Teyvat. Hmm, lofty ideas indeed, but what do they have to do with Bai Mo? She just wants to know where she came from, then travel with her adorable Lumine. What? The secrets of Teyvat? What have they got to do with her? Shoo, go away. Fight monsters, travel, slack off, dote on Lumine. Ah 1.2kReads9.5Score150Shelves

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    The story gets really angsty after chapter 146, so I didn't read the ending after chapter 146 😏

32. 32 重 Reborn: My Desk Mate Is the Super Sweet School Beauty 重生：我和超甜美校花当同桌 A Moment of Greed and Joy一念贪欢Urban1.6M WordsCompleted P.S. If you want to read the chapter with “The Wind Rises,” it's at the freshman welcome party in Chapter 122! [Rebirth + romance + business + daily life + one heroine + realism] Chen Che was reborn, returning to his college days! He had always been an unknown, but now the gorgeous campus belle was pursuing him! The campus belle said, “I met a boy who told me he'd love me for the rest of my life. I never thought his whole life would last just three days.” Chen Che! If you turn me down, you'll ne 12.5kReads9.1Score1kShelves

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    I feel it's quite grueling.

33. 33 回 Back to the Day Before My Pregnant Wife Jumped to Her Death 回到怀孕老婆跳楼的前一天 Xiao Qian from Wuhu芜湖的小芊Urban1.1M WordsCompleted Urban rebirth + a scumbag's regret + devoted dad + doting husband + career and wealth + no System + cozy everyday life (one female lead) Yu Cheng saw his parents off after they had lived for a century, then later said goodbye to his father- and mother-in-law, who had also lived for a century. With nothing left to tie him down, he donated his billion-dollar fortune to the country. Then he went to the seaside where he and his wife, Jiang Yuman, had first met, and jumped in without hesitation. At l 8.2kReads9.4Score829Shelves
34. 34 精 My Split-Personality Junior Is a Puppyish Bad Boy 精分学弟是小狼狗 Shang Shi Lei殇十泪Two Male Leads402k WordsCompleted Yan Zemu, the new campus heartthrob at B University, is aloof, polite, and distant in public, like an icy lotus that says, “Don’t fall for me. It won’t end well.” But Qi Yang knows the truth. His junior is sweet and doting, and supposedly has a girlfriend. He’s always asking Qi Yang for advice on how to woo his girlfriend in the computer science department, leaving the female students green with envy over the mystery woman whose name they don’t even know. But by chance, Qi Yang discovers that th 69Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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    This one! This one!!!

35. 35 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 944Reads9.5Score210Shelves

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    This book is considered angst, right?

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