I Want a Heartbreaking Story That'll Make Me Cry. I've Never Cried Before (Male-Oriented) 虐，本人没哭过，求虐哭（男频）

1. 401 他 He Found My Suicide Note 他捡到了我的遗书 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted He Found My Suicide Note 494Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 402 影 I Calculated the Actress’s Fate 影后的命，我算的 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted I Read the Actress’s Fate 324Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 403 核 Nuclear Weapon Skill 核武技能 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy125k WordsCompleted A modern nuclear physicist transmigrates to a world of immortals and cultivators, awakening a unique nuclear martial physique. He turns concepts such as nuclear fission, nuclear fusion, and radiation into cultivation abilities, using the “Nuclear Path” to smash his way through the road to immortality in a world where immortals and demons vie for supremacy. Nuclear Weapons Analysis System: Bound to the protagonist after his transmigration, it can analyze cultivation techniques, immortal material 1Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 404 我 Waiting for You Amid Wind, Flowers, Snow, and Moonlight 我在风花雪月里等你 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban1.9M WordsCompleted We were all pretending to be sad, comforting someone else who was sad. It wasn't until one day, when I went to another city, that I finally understood: how could sorrow be something you could fake? Whether in Shanghai or Dali, the cities were ablaze with lights, yet the only lonely thing was the human heart! This is the story of a disillusioned man who flees the city for Dali and finds himself caught up in love. 84.7kReads9.3Score10.3kShelves

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   A masterpiece, come and argue if you disagree.

5. 405 优 Model Delinquent 优等败类 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads310k WordsCompleted [Signed for publication: @You Yu Ru Zhou] [Two powerful leads + devoted to each other + 1v1 + madman + pervert + a wild mix of melodrama + younger love interest + happy ending] Xu Yi has a wife. She's beautiful, sweet, and obedient, so gorgeous that the whole world covets her. Everyone envies Xu Yi for winning such a beauty, but only Xu Yi knows that she's insane. The day Tan Fei Lian, a self-aware advanced experimental subject, escaped from the laboratory... Was the beginning of Xu Yi's nightma 16.7kReads9.6Score2.3kShelves

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   ⭐️Here, check out this one! Although it's a romance novel with two protagonists, it's so heart-wrenching! [Crying][crying][crying] I cry every time I read it! [Almost crying][almost crying][almost crying] Those who love angst shouldn't miss it! [Bump][bump][bump]

6. 406 A AI Robot Sequence AI机器人序列 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse129k WordsCompleted After the Third World War, a nuclear war, humanity faced a Fourth World War: a war of robots. Li Guangfu owns a small robot company. Without a moment’s hesitation, he joins the robot war with the machines his company built… 4Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 407 疯 The Mad Emperor Imprisoned Me in a Shrine and Made Me His “Bodhisattva” 疯批皇帝把我囚在佛堂，让我当他的“菩萨”。 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted The mad emperor imprisoned me in the Buddhist temple and made me his “Bodhisattva.” 24Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 408 跪 You Want Me to Forgive You If You Kneel? I Just Want to Die in Peace 跪着我就原谅？我只想安静的死去 Immortal Shadow on Cold Mountain寒山仙影Urban323k WordsCompleted Modern urban slice of life, one female lead, no System, no magic, and a story of regret. As the youngest son of the Yang family, Yang Tian has been meek and obedient since childhood. His father and sisters have groomed him to be a pawn in the family’s rise to power. To his surprise, when he refuses to marry the hideously ugly eldest daughter of the Pang Group, his father and sisters kick him out of the family home. Not long before, Yang Tian had learned that he was terminally ill. Seeing how lit 214Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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   Check out this book; it's already made many people cry. It's finished, so you can read it without worry.

9. 409 异 The Divine Mage of Another World 异世法神 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy98k WordsCompleted The protagonist's soul transmigrates into a world of magic and battle qi, only to find himself possessing a corpse that has been dead for three days… Many people know that the body is dead, so someone immediately informs on him… News that the dead body of the Farah family's genius young master has come back to life quickly spreads across the world… The protagonist, possessing this corpse, must keep the truth hidden. Otherwise, his family, his country, and the Church will all burn him alive as a 4Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 410 仙 The Immortal Venerable Says I Laid an Egg 仙尊说我生了颗蛋 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted The Immortal Venerable Says I Laid an Egg 18Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 411 宗 The Sect Tournament: I Won First Place with My Thesis 宗门大比，我靠论文拿了第一 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀14k WordsCompleted I Took First Place in the Sect Tournament with My Paper 10Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 412 皇 The Empress Only Wants to Be Empress Dowager 皇后娘娘她只想当太后 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Her Majesty the Empress Only Wants to Become the Empress Dowager 300Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 413 女 Matriarchal Republic of China: The Violent Tycoon's Little Nightingale 女尊民国：暴戾财阀的小夜莺 Bai Youyou白油油Modern Romance206k WordsCompleted Toxic melodrama, female pursuer, angst, one-on-one and mutually faithful. Don't talk to me about morals. I'm shallow, and if you don't like it, move along. Zhu Mingzhi always knew his place: a quiet ornament who was expected to be obedient. Once, Young Master Zhu was the light of a powerful financial family. Everything changed when the once-gentle, thoughtful heiress viciously tore apart the congratulatory gift he'd prepared with such care and demanded that he pay for a life with his own. Simply 808Reads8.7Score100Shelves

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    I personally think it's quite angsty.

14. 414 盗 The Thief Stole Three Women and the Country 盗贼偷了三个女人和这个国家 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀6k WordsCompleted The Thief Stole Three Women and This Country 26Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 415 你 Do You Know I've Been Waiting for You to Get Divorced? 你知道我在等你们离婚吗 Luo Yu罗宇Urban278k WordsCompleted A first-person story. Not a wish-fulfillment fantasy, just a realistic tale. I met Ji Yao in high school. We went from friendship to love, from school uniforms to wedding gowns. Wait, she got married, but I wasn't the groom? Was our love destroyed by my immaturity when I was young? Or did the notion of marrying someone of equal standing sever our bond? I drifted through the city, weathering one blow after another. Career, love, family. But there is always a way forward. My first love, a benefact 15Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Offering this with tears in my eyes [crying]

16. 416 他 He Killed Me, Then We Shared a Body 他杀了我，然后和我共用一具身体 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted He Killed Me, Then Shared My Body 67Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 417 美 The Secret in the Beautiful Woman’s Hands Made Me Stop Resisting 美妇手中的机密，让我停止了反抗 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse6k WordsCompleted The Secret in the Hands of a Beautiful Woman Made Me Stop Resisting —Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 418 拥 You Didn't Cherish Me When You Had Me, So Why Cry After I Cut Ties? 拥有时不珍惜，断绝关系后哭什么 Don't Ask别问Urban593k WordsCompleted [Redemption] + [Regret] Fate swept Gu Zike along like a raging torrent, time and time again. He was the Gu family’s long-lost biological son. In his previous life, after the Gus found him, he yearned for family affection and thought he would finally receive the love he had been denied. But reality dealt him a heavy blow. Gu Shanhe: “Who said you could sit at the table and eat?” Sun Liping: “Can’t you just give your younger brother his way?” He never received the family affection he longed for. I 90Reads5.6Score—Shelves

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    Reading this book, I realized that prejudice truly is an insurmountable mountain. The protagonist should have experienced the life he was meant to have, but after his biological parents found him, they didn't treat him like a human being, showing double standards. [Almost crying][Feeling wronged]

19. 419 沉 Years of Quiet Reflection 沉淀的岁月 Li Xinxin李馨欣Modern Romance560k WordsCompleted The story follows the lives of three high school girls from rural backgrounds. In the fall of 1964, the confident, ambitious “top student” Yu Hongying, the warmhearted and forthright “knight-errant” Li Chunfen, and the reserved, introspective lady Yue Shuqian unexpectedly meet in their first-year dormitory, along with the “campus belle” Yang Yuhuan and the “fake Marxist-Leninist” Wu Lihong. This sets off a series of stories, some serious, some amusing, some bizarre, and some full of joy and sorr 544Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 420 被 My Yandere Found Out My Deepest Secret 被病娇发现了最深藏的秘密 A Ranran A Ran阿冉冉阿染Mystery143k WordsCompleted A suspense story told in the first person. Female-dominant, male-submissive; she torments him. The night I dealt with my father, a classmate saw me. She kept appearing in front of me, teasing me while wearing a sly smile. Gradually, I felt like I was being driven insane. So I decided to kill her. I never expected to end up completely under her control. A boy who murdered his father meets a yandere girl. A battle to the death between them. The content may be rather dark. The protagonists are adul 21Reads8.9Score—Shelves
21. 421 开 Captured from the Start, I Became the Enemy Kingdom's Prince Consort 开局被俘，成为敌国驸马 Lu Qi鹿柒Historical288k WordsCompleted [War + alternate history + harem + comedy + angst] Xiao Junshan is a down-and-out member of the Liang imperial clan who enlists in the army to make ends meet. After being captured in a great battle, he unexpectedly wins the favor of the enemy nation's princess, going from prisoner to royal son-in-law overnight. Later, because of his unusual background, the Emperor of Yan even intends to crown him emperor of a new Liang. Xiao Junshan has no desire to become a sinner reviled for all eternity. Deep 54Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Then I'll recommend myself.

22. 422 老 Dad, This Time I'm the One Standing You Up 老爸，这次换我放你鸽子 The Grass Hasn't Withered Though Autumn Has Passed秋尽草未凋11k WordsCompleted Dad, this time I'm the one standing you up. 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I haven't kept any of the beauty in this world.

23. 423 都 Now That We're Reborn, Who Still Wants to Be a Simp? 都重生了，谁还当舔狗啊？ Muscular Man Whines Cutesily with a Tail猛男撒娇带尾嘤Urban669k WordsCompleted “Why be a doormat? Better to be a heartbreaker!” Xu An tells himself after being reborn. In his previous life, he loved his dream girl, Liu Qinghe, for six whole years, from an innocent boy to a grown man of eighteen. No one could match his devotion, and no one was more romantic. But in the end, she still left him shattered. So in this life, he turns his attention to his goofy class monitor who sits in front of him. “You silly Lu, there's no getting away this time!” As Liu Qinghe gradually comes 1.8kReads8.7Score245Shelves

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    These all meet the requirements.

24. 424 校 School Beauty, Don't Cry. You Don't Deserve My Devotion 校花别哭了，我的深情你不配 Short-Tempered Little Pumpkin暴躁小南瓜Urban1.0M WordsCompleted [A good horse doesn't return to old pastures + one heroine + not a BL story] [A light reborn romance with no System or golden finger, just an ordinary, everyday love story. Don't read if that's not your thing.] (Originally titled “Campus Belle, Don't Cry. You Don't Deserve My Devotion.” Note: The campus belle gets more page time early on, and the heroine appears a little late. The sweeter romantic scenes come in the middle and later portions. Please skip if that bothers you.) Everyone knew Gu Ch 14.2kReads9.5Score1.2kShelves
25. 425 回 Come Back, You Fool! You Were the One Who Told Me to Leave 回来啊笨蛋！是你让我走的 Biting Fire咬火Urban524k WordsOngoing [No Love Triangles, No NTR] [Everyday Romance] [School Life, One Female Lead] Chang Ming has loved Luo Xingli for seven years, from middle school through college. “Chang Ming likes Luo Xingli. Chang Ming does whatever Luo Xingli says.” Chang Ming: “Luo Xingli, I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?” Luo Xingli: “Chang Ming, I don’t love you. I don’t want to be your girlfriend.” “You can go now!” See? Luo Xingli doesn’t love you. She’s just used to having you around, the way a princess is used to 729Reads8.9Score—Shelves
26. 426 1 100 Tales of Tormented Love 100个虐恋小故事 Mo Wenxinlan墨问心兰Fantastical Romance270k WordsCompleted I am the ancient Greek god in charge of tragic romance. In my previous life, Tomato tortured me. In this life, I’m going to make readers cry. A collection of short stories: gods and demons, ghosts and monsters, unfinished business between the living and the dead, reincarnation, transmigration through time and space, and other heartbreaking tales… There’s no such thing as too tragic, only more tragic. 1.5kReads—Score172Shelves
27. 427 诗 Reborn on a Journey Through Poetry 诗旅重生行 Guest of the Snowy Sun雪阳客Urban257k WordsCompleted A journey of love and a story about the Soup of Oblivion! A traveler once saw his late lover in a wondrous vision as the sun rose over a golden mountain. He promised to return with her to see it again on the seventh day of the seventh month next year. Will his love and life find a chance to be reborn? A traveler wrote the fantasy novel Rebirth Journey, recounting his past romances and giving voice to his deepest feelings: “My beloved, even if I cannot become an immortal or a Buddha, I would beco 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Read this book patiently and see if you'll be moved! Haha

28. 428 表 You Rejected My Confession, and Now That I'm Leaving, You're Acting Like a Yandere? 表白你不接受，我走你变病娇是吧 Wild Madman狂乱疯子Urban309k WordsCompleted [Ex-Lover Regrets It Too Late] [One Female Lead] [Yandere] [Slow-paced. Don't read if that's not your thing.] Qi Shi and Dan Chun have known each other since childhood. On the day of her coming-of-age ceremony, Qi Shi carefully prepared his 101st confession. "You're so annoying, such a pain. I don't like you, and I never will." Qi Shi... was devastated. But what was there to be devastated about? He'd known the answer all along. Why force it? Enough. She always says hurtful things so easily. This 636Reads6.9Score—Shelves
29. 429 蝉 When the Cicadas' Song Is Deciphered 蝉鸣破译之时 White Pomelo Blossom白色柚子花111k WordsCompleted [Masterpiece] ᜊ•͈⌔•͈ᜊ A counterpart to: "The Tunnel to Summer, the Exit of Goodbyes" A boy is consumed by grief over his sister's death. He meets a girl burdened by troubles of her own, and together they explore a mysterious tunnel that can turn back time. They spend the height of summer growing close, face their regrets, and learn to let go and grow through parting. 2.7kReads—Score386Shelves
30. 430 渣 You Enjoyed Treating Me Like Trash, So Why the Regret Now? 渣我的时候很爽，现在后悔了？ Love of the Void空之恋Urban331k WordsCompleted [No Angst, No NTR + Everyday Romance + One Heroine] We were together for seven years, and for five of them you were cheating on me. I worked myself to the bone to make money for you, only to get lies, secrets, and scorn in return. When I became terminally ill, you ignored me and even thought I was faking it. An Ran, the campus belle I hadn't spoken to in ages, was the one who reached out to help without hesitation. I found out from my buddy that An Ran had had a crush on me for four years. I let 189Reads7.9Score—Shelves
31. 431 女 Matriarchy: The Rebellious Heiress's Older Sister's Forced Love 女尊：造反世女姐姐的强制爱 When the Peach Blossoms Bloomed That Year那年桃花开Historical209k WordsCompleted Xun Li transmigrated into a dynasty where women held power and men were looked down upon. He went hungry and had barely any clothes to wear. And on the day he came of age, his own mother planned to sell him as a bridegroom to a woman in the village who had never married! Refusing to accept his fate, Xun Li racked his brains trying to escape! But he was caught by Song Zisu, the heir to the title of Duke! Song Zisu: “I’ll give you only two choices: 1. Come back to the Duke’s residence with me and 455Reads6.6Score—Shelves

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    You'll cry your eyes out, especially the last one [smile]

32. 432 再 There’s No Going Back Ever Again 再也回不去了】 Fireworks and Sparks花火火花Two Female Leads241k WordsCompleted [Heartbreaking throughout | No redemption | No getting back together after a breakup | The perpetrator’s remorse, from their perspective] There are no hysterical accusations, no shouting matches. All of Su Nian’s pain has become involuntary physical reactions. Convulsions, vomiting, screaming, fainting. This is her cruelest and most helpless accusation against Lin Xi. Lin Xi remembered the last words Su Nian said to her until the day she died. She said, “Lin Xi, go. Seeing you hurts.” 1.9kReads—Score154Shelves
33. 433 偶 A Chance Encounter and a Shared Rental: The Campus Beauty and I Fall for Each Other 偶遇又合租，我与校花双向奔赴 Ding-Dong Wind Chimes风铃叮咚Urban1.2M WordsCompleted [Love That Grows Over Time + Romance + One Female Lead + Authentic College Campus + Friendship] Original title: The Campus Belle Is My Roommate (A step-by-step guide to romance. Come on in if you want to learn how to be romantic!) Gu Yicheng's high school crush got together with his best friend, and when he arrived at college, he was told there was no room for him in the dorms. After running into the campus belle, Liang Yu, three times in a row, he discovered she was his classmate! By a twist of 19.1kReads9.2Score2.2kShelves

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    A four-part sweet romance novel series you absolutely need! [Drooling emojis]

34. 434 重 Reborn as a Tycoon, I Turn Out to Be the Final Villain 重生神豪，我居然是最终反派 Bupleurum, Dragon Bone, and Oyster Shell柴胡加龙骨牡蛎Urban777k WordsCompleted After transmigrating as a super-rich heir, Chen Feng is all set to enjoy life. What? You say your name is Ye Li... and you know a miracle doctor named Lin Tian! Looking at the beauty lying beside him, Chen Feng is stunned to realize that he seems to have transmigrated into the novel he wrote. Is it too late to cozy up to the protagonist? Surely the protagonist won’t mind giving him a rich lackey from the grasslands, right? Probably? Ding! Villain System successfully bound. Looking at his dwindli 568Reads6.9Score—Shelves

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    I feel the most heartbreaking characters aren't the main characters, but the supporting ones. Their helplessness and loneliness in the face of the main character are truly more pitiful than the main character's.

35. 435 1 15 Hell-Level Bad Endings: You Stop at Flirting, While I’m In Too Deep 15个地狱级be：你点到为止，我泥足深陷 Drunk on Gold纸醉金靡Modern Romance159k WordsCompleted [Modern romance + domineering CEO + substitute + marriage + tragic love] Giving your whole heart in love will only leave you in pieces. Why do you think I’ll still be here just because you turn around? That if you crook your finger, I’ll make the same mistake all over again? I’m not the kind of person who forgets the pain once the wound heals. In love, the one who holds the power is never the one being loved. It’s the one brave enough to confess their feelings and brave enough to let go. I loved 895Reads8.2Score—Shelves
36. 436 开 Captured by a Yandere from the Start 开局就被病娇捕获 Afraid The Baby Will Hit The Ground怕娃落地Urban288k WordsCompleted [Yandere + Rich Older Sister Begs Him to Spare Her + Sweet Romance + One Female Lead + Light Comedy] Loved by readers of both male- and female-oriented fiction!!!! Three years ago, Xiang Yang was a penniless college student. Desperate to make ends meet, he got involved with the wealthy Jian Su. His comfortable life made him let his guard down, and he actually started dating the campus belle!!!! Little did he know that Jian Su was a ruthless, yandere tycoon! Disobedient little boys have to be tie 320Reads6.2Score—Shelves

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    It's rare to see someone asking for masochism, so I'll arrange it right away.

37. 437 女 The Heroine Dies in Chapter One Hundred 女主死在第一百章 Luo Chutianqing洛楚天卿Modern Romance309k WordsCompleted [One-on-One Romance] [Pure Love] [Healing] Li Nuan has known since childhood that she lives inside a novel, and that she can only live for one hundred chapters. Because she cherishes her life, she learns from a young age to protect herself. From birth through her second year of high school, right up until her eighteenth birthday, she never once makes a friend or gets herself into trouble of her own accord. She is always alone. But on her eighteenth birthday, a loser named Qi Yuan barges into her 1.3kReads8.1Score213Shelves
38. 438 逃 The Lover Who Ran from Love 逃爱人 Afraid The Baby Will Hit The Ground怕娃落地Modern Romance258k WordsCompleted [Winning him back] + [Angst] + [Romance] + [A mix of sweet and bitter] Ever since I fell in love with you, I’ve tried to change myself! You want to play guitar, I’ll play alongside you. You think you’re not good enough for me, so I’ll stop and wait for you to catch up. You think I’m aloof, but I’ve saved all my tenderness for you! The only thing I can’t change is how fiercely I love you., Le Siyao 13Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 439 向 Born to Follow the Sun 向阳而生 Li Xiangxiang李想想Urban1.0M WordsCompleted [A new book from a veteran author] [Daily life] [Romance] [A little heartbreak, then overwhelmingly sweet] He Zhicheng gave his son He Shu a perfect demonstration of what a scumbag looked like, leaving He Shu terrified of marriage before he was even an adult. The little tree, withered before it had even grown, was chased by another stubborn little sprout who kept urging him to stand tall. Well, maybe it takes going through all that pain to appreciate the happiness of an ordinary life. Life comes 127.6kReads9.6Score14.3kShelves

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    These two books, without exaggeration, will leave you speechless once you start reading. The first one is full of regrets and tearful moments, while the second one is very touching and realistically written.

40. 440 我 My Depression Diary 我的抑郁日记 Dragon Maiden Naga龙女那伽Modern Romance281k WordsOngoing This is the personal story of someone living with depression. The book documents the entire journey, from diagnosis to recovery: from suspicion to diagnosis, from treatment to relapses, and finally toward healing. After countless inner struggles, the author hopes this story can help others who have been through the same thing. 466Reads—Score101Shelves
41. 441 天 The Sky Will Brighten 天会亮的 Every Stroke Holds Unresolved Regret落笔尽是意难平25k WordsCompleted The Sun Will Rise —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is so hard! This book perfectly describes my real-life situation. [Crying][crying][crying]

42. 442 庸 Beware the Mediocre 庸人小心 Yin Mu殷木Urban370k WordsCompleted Realistic fiction · Unrequited love with a bad ending · Small-town life · Ordinary people · Coming-of-age · No golden finger Based on the true experiences of friends, this story is told from a male first-person perspective and follows Jiang Xin through the ups and downs of his youth in a small southern county town from 2005 to 2014. He was once an elementary-school prodigy admired by everyone. But from the moment he started middle school, his life quietly began to veer off course. As a boy, he 201Reads—Score107Shelves

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    I recommend a realistic male-oriented story that's deeply moving and leaves a lasting impression. It doesn't feature dramatic scenes of life and death; its heartbreak lies hidden within the long years of regret. From a young age, the protagonist, due to his inferiority complex and timidity, repeatedly avoided opportunities and the people he was attracted to, gradually pushing his life towards mediocrity. Only when he reaches middle age and looks back on his youth does he realize that all the mistakes he made could have been avoided, but time can never be turned back. This regret, brewed by his own hands, is slow and heavy; the more you reflect on it, the heavier the heartache becomes, easily breaking your emotional defenses.

43. 443 荒 King of the Wilderness 荒野之王 Continue Writing Spring and Autumn续写春秋Urban2.0M WordsCompleted On the deserted National Highway 318, a beautiful young woman flagged down Cang Yunfeng’s car. Any seasoned driver who regularly traveled through Tibet would know what was going on... 95.5kReads9.5Score9.2kShelves

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    Come on, let me show you what real angst looks like (｡>ㅿ<｡) Follow me so you don't get lost, and I'll show you high-quality angst stories (๑•́ωก̀๑)

44. 444 我 My Girlfriend Has a Mental Illness 我的精神病女朋友 An Old Guy Who Loves to Draw爱画画的老登Urban295k WordsOngoing [Based on a true story] [No System] [Realistic] [Tragedy] After being fired, Luo Yuan takes a job at an old psychiatric hospital, but a mute girl nearly costs him his life. The beautiful vice president of a top-tier hospital outside the city often comes looking for him and takes a special interest in him. A mysterious young woman appears out of nowhere, seemingly connected to his past. Three women from vastly different walks of life are all closely bound to him. In the end, everyone is trapped i 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This new book has a decent theme and plot, and the writing style is unique, but the more I read, the more something felt off; it felt like a tragic novel.

45. 445 丽 Tales of Lijiang 丽江往事 Continue Writing Spring and Autumn续写春秋Urban1.8M WordsCompleted The company went bankrupt, and at the same time we hit the seven-year itch. My wife tricked me into handing over all our assets by pretending we were getting a divorce. As soon as we left the civil affairs bureau, she got into the car of an old friend of mine. The two of them were planning a vacation in Thailand. When I got home, my former in-laws shut me out... 38.8kReads9.3Score4.2kShelves
46. 446 满 Fully Wounded 满伤 Lazy Cat Aries猫懒懒白羊Modern Romance403k WordsCompleted Sometimes a misunderstanding makes two people pass each other by, hurting someone else in the process. Sometimes careful planning leaves them no chance to make things right, hurting the person they love most. So much hurt, so much pain... Shangguan Xianyi reunites with her first love, who vanished from her life for years, only to be separated from her again by illness. Her tentative love for Qian Bei is so innocent. Before the two can confess their feelings to each other, Qian Jin, her elder bro 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    ✨You are like the bright moon, I am like the mist✨ Male-oriented angst novel💦 When he liked her, he offered her all the good things in life, but she was indifferent. When he suggested they try, he refused, because he didn't have much time left. [Crying]

47. 447 拿 I Risked My Life Chasing Girls, and Now I’m a Blade-Crazed Madman 拿命泡妹的我刀疯了 Gu Feng Mao蛊风猫Eastern Fantasy182k WordsOngoing Lu Liyuan, a transmigrated protagonist, is bound to the “Lay Girls by Giving Your Life System.” Just as the name suggests, he wins girls over by giving his life for them... The blind princess: “No! Lu Liyuan, I don't want you to die! Come back to life!” The heiress of the matriarchal nation: “Lu Liyuan, why are you so foolish? Please, don't leave me...” P.S. I'm no good at writing blurbs. Just read the story. 4Reads6.4Score—Shelves

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    I'm recommending a new book.

48. 448 烬 Ashen Wolf’s Path 烬狼途 Guest from Chunshen春申客Sci-Fi & Apocalypse114k WordsCompleted I devoured the Wolf King’s power. The price was that my brother died, my lover was gone, and I had only three years left to live. I’m humanity’s hero. And my own prisoner. The first two chapters lay out the world. The real climax begins in Chapter Three. If you think it’s slow, skip straight to Chapter Three, “The Field of Farewell.” Lin Ye’s charge won’t disappoint. 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's beautiful, but too niche.

49. 449 我 After I Died, the Powerful CEO Went Crazy 我死后，女霸总疯了 Ning Xin宁心9k WordsCompleted I was her bodyguard for eight years. After one reckless night, I became her boyfriend. Later, her first love and I were kidnapped at the same time. Without hesitation, she chose to save her first love, saying I was just a dog she kept. As I sank into the sea and died, all I wished was that we would never meet again in my next life. —Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 450 我 I Miss You So Much, But I Don't Know How to Be Reborn and See You Again 我好想你，但又不知道用什么方式重生再见你 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted I miss you so much, but I don't know how to be reborn and see you again. 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is a male-oriented, angst-filled story. In the early episodes, the male protagonist, preoccupied with his mother's well-being, eats her belongings and dies from poisoning. After being reborn, he desperately wants to save her, but he doesn't know how many times he needs to be reborn to succeed. He becomes increasingly devastated. Even a man can shed tears.

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