I Cried so Much. I Haven't Felt Anything After Reading a Lot of Sadistic Stories. I'm Looking for Super Sadistic Stories.

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209 Fairy Road Kailash Gesang Flower5k Wordscompleted —Reads9.8Score—Shelves
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They all look good. Take a look.
210 No One Loves Me Kailash Gesang Flowercompleted —Reads9.7Score—Shelves
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They all look good. Take a look.
211 East Palace (Starring Chen Xingxu and Peng Xiaoran in the Film and Television Series of the Same Name) I Want to Save Myselfcompleted 11.1kReads9.5Score—Shelves
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Be article, no delay. One Two Five Highly recommended. One or two are campus essays, and three or four are ancient Chinese language abuse essays. In the first novel, the male protagonist has AIDS, and the male and female protagonists are childhood sweethearts. Later the male protagonist died. The second one is that the male protagonist died because of an accident, and the female protagonist also died. I hope they fall in love in another world. The second male lead said, "If you are afraid of the deep sea, go to the forest and see it." But she still chose the deep sea. The fifth female protagonist saw the male protagonist killing someone. The female protagonist never loved him, and she also lost her memory. Alas! This is really difficult to understand.
212 Hot! Ms. Lin's Canine Boyfriend A Small Green FlowerModern Romance1.0M Wordscompleted 75Reads6.2Score—Shelves
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Heart-breaking, the heroine's tragic experience
213 President, My Wife Said She Paid for It with Her Life. A Small Green FlowerModern Romance234k Wordscompleted 166Reads—Score—Shelves
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Heart-breaking, the heroine's tragic experience
214 Mediocre People Beware Yin MuUrban370k Wordscompleted 388Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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In the campus world of a small town, a secret accidentally discovered can set off a storm that changes a person's life.
215 The Wind Is Blowing Small FestivalModern Romance207k Wordscompleted 284Reads9.4Score—Shelves
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No words of sadness, but sadness everywhere
216 The Little Son-In-Law Is Also Arrogant Heart Dancing in the WindHistorical310k Wordscompleted 243Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Unexpectedly, his wife would get out of a BMW and have an affair with the owner of the BMW. Ye Chen knew that the wife he had always loved had cheated on her. Divorce at the beginning, rise at the turn, and make the cheating wife unattainable.
217 Infinite Heart-Burning Madness Orange Sandcompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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Perhaps the high level of tears is due to emotional indifference? I am still completely indifferent and used to it. I have lost my relatives one after another, but I have super powers that can resurrect other family members, but I can't resurrect my mother. Is it because God is abusing a child who loves his mother?
218 Qing Chu Yu Lan Is a Little Annoyed Fat Bobo GirlSports2.7M Wordsongoing 273Reads—Score—Shelves
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A super NBA star falls in love with his childhood sweetheart, a charming stewardess. This is a sweet urban emotional article. It is super realistic, not brainless, and goes in both directions. It is not childish. Shuang Jie likes it!!!
219 Hedgehog Under the Deep Sea Nanacompleted —Reads8.9Score—Shelves
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220 There Are Stars in Beicheng Red FaceModern Romance519k Wordscompleted 7.4kReads9.3Score1.1kShelves
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Strong recommendation 1234567
221 Hard Bones Beidou ErniangMystery640k Wordscompleted 20.4kReads9.3Score4.3kShelves
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222 Steel Forest Abandon Wu Goucompleted 9.6kReads9.5Score—Shelves
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Strong recommendation 1234567
223 Her World The Sun Produces Purple SmokeUrban190k Wordsongoing —Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Lick the screen][lick the screen][lick the screen]It makes me feel so good
224 Buckwheat* completed —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
225 Only Seven Traces I'm Not a MagicianAncient Romance527k Wordsongoing 21Reads6.3Score—Shelves
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Actually, I think it's quite cruel.
226 After Nirvana and Rebirth, There Will Be Revenge and Revenge. The Author Escapes Yaoyaocompleted 433Reads7.2Score—Shelves
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After losing the love of his past life and this life, his head turned gray overnight. "In this life, I obviously met her first, and we fell in love first, but why did I lose her." Bai Jingxuan hated himself, and he beat his head to vent his anger. Thinking of the scenes of love between the two of them in the past life and the present, the longing and pain of the two lives intertwined together and formed a river. He was so grief-stricken that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't suppress the grief that spewed out and burst into tears. His painful sobs floated in the yard. The originally brilliant young master Bai couldn't bear the blow of losing his beloved, and his head turned gray overnight. He stepped on the snow in the yard and walked towards the door of the mansion. His clothes were fluttering, his silver hair was flying, and the white snow was flying. He seemed to be integrated with the ice and snow, inseparable from each other. After he left the mansion, he headed directly towards Prince Annan's Palace, Annan followed silently not far away.
227 The Runaway Lady Cannot Be Chased Back The Author Escapes YaoyaoAncient Romance523k Wordscompleted 182Reads7.1Score—Shelves
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After losing the love of his past life and this life, his head turned gray overnight. "In this life, I obviously met her first, and we fell in love first, but why did I lose her." Bai Jingxuan hated himself, and he beat his head to vent his anger. Thinking of the scenes of love between the two of them in the past life and the present, the longing and pain of the two lives intertwined together and formed a river. He was so grief-stricken that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't suppress the grief that spewed out and burst into tears. His painful sobs floated in the yard. The originally brilliant young master Bai couldn't bear the blow of losing his beloved, and his head turned gray overnight. He stepped on the snow in the yard and walked towards the door of the mansion. His clothes were fluttering, his silver hair was flying, and the white snow was flying. He seemed to be integrated with the ice and snow, inseparable from each other. After he left the mansion, he headed directly towards Prince Annan's Palace, Annan followed silently not far away.
228 Deep Love Without Knowing Fusucompleted —Reads7.8Score—Shelves
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My heart aches from the abuse and I can't help crying!
229 I Will Love You with My Life: 20 Painful and Heartbreaking Sadomasochistic Relationships Green Tile Mosscompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves
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My heart aches from the abuse and I can't help crying!
230 Red Lotus Root Fragrance Remaining Jade Mat Autumn 1 Jenny the Hammercompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves
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My heart aches from the abuse and I can't help crying!
231 Nishinomiya Haru's Revenge: Whose Heart Has Been Chilled by a Prosperous Life? Fusu, Wen LengAncient Romance74k Wordscompleted 36Reads—Score—Shelves
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My heart aches from the abuse and I can't help crying!
232 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ahcompleted 4.7kReads8.7Score—Shelves
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Abuse ceiling
233 I Am His Eternal Cinnabar Mole AhModern Romance186k Wordsongoing 23Reads—Score—Shelves
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Abuse ceiling
234 After Falling into the Hands of the Demonic Adoptive Father Who Sells "Vegetables", the Suffocated Girl Started to Fight Back Honey White Tea Catcompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Come and see, babies🌸🌸! Remember to move your cute little hands to reach the last one, the dark black character🥀, the little heroine finally escaped! The second one is as good-looking as Xiao Tianwen, but the vicious female supporting role is so disgusting🍀🍀🍀!
235 In Her Previous Life, She Was the ATM Machine of the Vicious Bai Yueguang. After Her Rebirth, She Found True Love and Rejected PUA. Honey White Tea Catcompleted —Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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Come and see, babies🌸🌸! Remember to move your cute little hands to reach the last one, the dark black character🥀, the little heroine finally escaped! The second one is as good-looking as Xiao Tianwen, but the vicious female supporting role is so disgusting🍀🍀🍀!
236 Give You a Little Red Flower Yu Deng Sucompleted —Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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I cried to death after reading the ending... When longing becomes a stubborn disease, when the time we have no time to settle becomes the past and a specimen, after you leave, my right hand will always hurt, a faint pain, just like your brightness, just like your sadness. [Cry]
237 Butterflies Cannot Fly Across the Sea Baa Baacompleted —Reads8.8Score—Shelves
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I cried to death after reading the ending... When longing becomes a stubborn disease, when the time we have no time to settle becomes the past and a specimen, after you leave, my right hand will always hurt, a faint pain, just like your brightness, just like your sadness. [Cry]
238 Love on Campus Foam on the Evening FaceModern Romance131k Wordscompleted 18Reads—Score—Shelves
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This could have been a try
239 The Waves Trust the Whiteness of the Clouds Qinghe QingheModern Romance339k Wordsongoing 332Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The treasure campus article is fresh and poetic, yet not lacking in flesh and blood. This is the first time I have seen such an expression. Reality and dreams are intertwined, coldness and lust are mutually exclusive. After realizing it later, the hero returned to school and met Bai Yueguang again. The two strong men were reborn one after another. Border guards VS transnational doctors from the east. She didn't know that he was dying, and he didn't know that she was involved in the situation. After twelve years of obsession, I can only talk about the most heart-wrenching love in my dreams. O
240 The Soul Passes Through the Old Enemy but Falls in Love with Him! Mumu Doesn't Eat LemonsAncient Romance100k Wordscompleted 4Reads—Score—Shelves
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241 There Will Be Angels Who Love You for Me Mingxiaoxicompleted —Reads9.0Score—Shelves
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242 Fortunately, the Wind Will Take You Around Me! Mumu Doesn't Eat Lemonscompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves
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243 The System Forces Me to Save the Tyrant, but the History Books Say I Must Die. Mumu Doesn't Eat LemonsAncient Romance331k Wordscompleted 19Reads—Score—Shelves
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244 Canghai Order Sunflower SeedsAncient Romance275k Wordscompleted 23Reads—Score—Shelves
245 Meet Again Xian Gengcompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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Love, friendship, career, all gone in one moment
246 Escort Storm Xian Gengcompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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Love, friendship, career, all gone in one moment
247 The Time Difference When No One Enters the Game Xian Gengcompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Love, friendship, career, all gone in one moment
248 Forced to Be Single Xian Gengcompleted —Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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Love, friendship, career, all gone in one moment
249 It Was Really Unexpected Xian Gengcompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Love, friendship, career, all gone in one moment
250 Listen to Fenglouge Shooting Water from Across the Bankongoing 306Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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With an unintentional opening and a bright ending, it is the first sadomasochistic emotional novel "Ting Feng Lou Song" with true feelings. Love rises and goes with the wind.
251 I Am a Scout - Zhan De Shooting Water from Across the Bankcompleted 3.6kReads8.5Score—Shelves
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With an unintentional opening and a bright ending, it is the first sadomasochistic emotional novel "Ting Feng Lou Song" with true feelings. Love rises and goes with the wind.
252 I Met Her in Dali That Year Lao Chen Loves to DrinkUrban322k Wordscompleted 1.5kReads7.8Score100Shelves
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Look at this. I'll try your defense.
253 Yuren: Strange Things in Ailao Wolf Tail FernMystery117k Wordscompleted 127Reads6.5Score—Shelves
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Xiangxue Line is really cruel
254 The Most Difficult Thing to Forget Is Lovesickness Chu Lei 1984completed —Reads6.4Score—Shelves
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Very cruel! ! !
255 Wife ********** completed —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The difficult and tortuous road to find a wife, where are you, wife? Why run away from home?
256 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ahcompleted 169Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective - Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Ms. Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down. [Crying][almost crying][crying]
257 There, the Lights Are Bright 詥珋Modern Romance306k Wordscompleted 1Reads—Score—Shelves
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The guests under the stage were all talking, guessing and looking at each other. Guessing which table of people the apology is for. Only Liang Ziyou's position was blocked by a screen, so no one noticed her... However, at this time, the tears in Liang Ziyou's eyes could no longer hold back. Time goes back more than ten years ago...
258 Off-Road*** ongoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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[Cool][cool][cool][make faces]