I Am His Eternal Cinnabar Mole

[Age difference｜Extreme BE｜Fate of two lives｜Realistic sadomasochism｜Industry relationship｜Male uterus female｜Long-term love｜Campus｜Once had a child] Falling in love with someone who cannot grow old together in this world is a normal thing. If you also fall in love with such a person, please leave the outcome to fate. You can't escape what belongs to you, and even reaching out for what doesn't belong to you seems redundant. I, Wu Xile, am eighteen years old and grew up in a broken single-parent family. She lacks love and sensitivity in her bones, has the shadow of youth that cannot be erased, and has a paranoid and fragile personality. If others give you a little tenderness, you can indulge desperately; but once you are ignored and perfunctory, you will wake up and collapse in countless late nights. Love is passionate and humble, and I feel like moths are drawn to the flames with all my heart and lungs, but I repeatedly doubt myself: Zhang Zhiyu, have you ever truly loved me? Zhang Zhiyu is twenty-six years old. He looks mature and stable and has a stable life, but in fact he has been under the control of his sister his whole life. Career, money, and life choices are never up to you. He was the light that pulled me out of the mud. He gave me unique tenderness and the deepest despair. The heartbeat is real, the reluctance is real, but the cowardice and compromise in his heart are also real. He can secretly love me, but he will never dare to firmly choose me. There was an eight-year age difference, the obstruction from the two families, the criticism from others, the strong and mean sisters, and the strong opposition from my brother Liang Fengjun. We know we won't be recognized, but we still love. We know the outcome, but we still live every day we can steal to make it the end of the world.