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I'm Hard to Make Cry. I've Read Lots of Angsty Stories Without Feeling a Thing, So I'm Looking for Something Truly Heartbreaking

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151 Blessed with Stars Mu Qili6k WordsCompleted 12Reads8.5Score—Shelves
152 Bone-Eroding Cruelty, My Wife Has Committed Suicide LingyuyeModern Romance120k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads5.8Score136Shelves
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He was imprisoned, had his children dissected, was beaten, and knew with his own eyes that his mother's ashes were killed by the male protagonist and thrown into the trash can. The moment the truth was revealed, the male protagonist's pathological desire to control killed the female protagonist's only salvation, and finally the female protagonist became evil.
153 She Is Like the Deep Sea Midnight MysteryModern Romance635k WordsOngoing 15Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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"She Is Like the Deep Sea" is a reunion that begins with revenge, and is an ultimate reversal about substitutes, misunderstandings and love as deep as the sea. When ten years of hatred collided with ten years of silent guardianship, when the hunter thought he was in control of the situation, little did he know that he had stepped step by step into the deep sea that seemed calm but could swallow up everything in the past.
154 "Moonlight on the Seventeenth Floor" Beautiful Summer Roses25k WordsCompleted 48Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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[Grievance] [grievance] [grievance]
155 Jiang Wei: Weng's Son-In-Law Was in the Same Dynasty Pearl in Hand632k WordsCompleted 80Reads—Score—Shelves
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The second male has a crush on the ceiling. He appeared almost thirty chapters late, missed it for seven or eight years, and loved so painfully and so humbly. In the last desperate act of madness, he died and his family was wiped out, and his reputation was repeatedly smeared by many people after his death. And after his death, more people continue to discover traces of his deep love. In more than a dozen different versions of the extra IF line, he still has difficulty achieving perfection (tortured countless times in different ways).
156 There Is Yang in the North and Tang in the South Qijiang Has a Cat521k WordsCompleted 30Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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[Cry][cry][cry]
157 Addicted to Lust Qijiang Has a Cat398k WordsCompleted 296Reads8.3Score—Shelves
158 Princess Dasheng Books Are Also EntertainingAncient Romance1.2M WordsOngoing 529Reads5.8Score102Shelves
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Only those who can make you laugh can stir up your emotions and make you cry. It is unconventional, a group portrait of deep palace sadomasochism, a traditional palace fight, and a brain-busting story. The heroine uses clever strategies to get revenge in the palace. Have you ever seen Gong Douwen where both men and women fight? It depicts the tragedy of the ancient feudal system and shows the brutality of court struggle and the complexity of human nature. Each character in the book is very three-dimensional and has his own purpose and persistence. It is not a double story, as the heroine and the male protagonist have a sadistic relationship.
159 Even a Lowly Son-in-Law Can Throw His Weight Around A Heart Dancing in the WindHistorical310k WordsCompleted 257Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Unexpectedly, his wife would get out of a BMW and have an affair with the owner of the BMW. Ye Chen knew that the wife he had always loved had cheated on her. Divorce at the beginning, rise at the turn, and make the cheating wife unattainable.
160 Lord Zhan, Stop Torturing Her! Your Wife Was Framed October Is Not Cold YetModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 15.1kReads8.9Score989Shelves
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Story summary:
161 Jinghong Enters the Inkstone Yao YaozhiwanAncient Romance336k WordsCompleted 9.2kReads8.1Score512Shelves
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"She is my sun, but I extinguished her light with my own hands." - Ancient proverb about abuse ⚠️Childhood sweethearts, sweet at first and then abusive, all of them be, the female protagonist died with hatred, the male protagonist died for love, there are three perspectives, the three protagonists are all pitiful people
162 My Mother Is the Mistress in the Article About Chasing My Wife, and I Am the Illegitimate Daughter. Lord Yichen Palace22k WordsCompleted 53Reads9.0Score—Shelves
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Just looking at it makes me want to cry/:;
163 Rijixinghe Yang JianModern Romance201k WordsCompleted 12Reads6.7Score—Shelves
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[Cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]
164 After Being Transformed into Cannon Fodder, I Became the White Moonlight of the Three Realms Princess Flavored Tomato Scrambled EggsAncient Romance538k WordsCompleted 215Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Ziyue is my favorite
165 The Bluebird Flies over the Isle of Thorns Brocade YearsModern Romance80k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads9.3Score247Shelves
166 In the Early Morning, I Forgot You on Purpose (Original Work of "The Light with the Morning" Starring Sun Yi and Bai Jingting) Ziyue301k WordsCompleted 980Reads9.4Score179Shelves
167 Deep Sadomasochism (Ziyue Xiamu's Best-Selling Collection of Works) ZiyueUrban1.1M WordsCompleted 743Reads9.3Score121Shelves
168 It Would Be Great If I Could Die in a Dream in Tokyo Wanzi Soba Noodles11k WordsCompleted 55Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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[Almost crying] [Almost crying]
169 Muddy Waters Ball of YarnModern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 68.4kReads9.2Score8.2kShelves
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The first one I've been reading recently is really sad. These are the books that I personally think are more sad. You can read the introduction for yourself👀
170 I've Been Good Long Enough. This Time, I'm Done Playing Along Success Is CertainModern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted 10.1kReads8.6Score1.1kShelves
171 I Only Wish We’d Part Ways in the Next Life Drunken Glazed MoonAncient Romance50k WordsCompleted 846Reads5.3Score101Shelves
172 At the Age of Thirty-Six, I Finally Got Rid of This Rotten Scumbag Man Tree That Wants to FlyMarriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted 1Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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I exhausted all my thirty-six-year-old courage and turned around, only to be defeated when he showed off his twin pregnant wives. Until time went back and I decided to get on the bus in the opposite direction to Yu Zixuan. Only then did I realize that the scenery along the way that I had missed was so breathtakingly beautiful. The first part is a mixture of torture and pleasure. . . !
173 A Secret Marriage, Burned to Ashes Broad-Minded and StrongModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 12kReads8.8Score714Shelves
174 On the Night When Bai Yueguang Returned, I Became the "Fiancée" of My Fiancé's Brother. Tree That Wants to Fly10k WordsCompleted 5Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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Sadomasochism Chasing Wife at the Crematorium 1V2 + Overlord + Amnesia Scene + Crime + Sadistic Scumbag The day my fiancé Lu Huainan's Bai Yueguang returned to China, he left me at the airport and went to pick her up in person. That night he held Bai Yueguang in his arms and behaved intimately. I was so angry that I wanted to go home and break off the engagement, but there was a car accident on the way back! After waking up, I pointed out that Lu Huainan's good brother Chen Yaozhe asked the nurse, "If you have anything to tell me, tell my fiancé!" Everyone thought I had lost my memory. They don't know that the relationship between Chen Yaozhe and I is far more than just "ex". South
175 Her World The Sun Produces Purple SmokeUrban190k WordsOngoing 2Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Lick the screen][lick the screen][lick the screen]It makes me feel so good
176 Infinite Heart-Burning Madness Tangerine Sand7k WordsCompleted 13Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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Perhaps the high level of tears is due to emotional indifference? I am still completely indifferent and used to it. I have lost my relatives one after another, but I have super powers that can resurrect other family members, but I can't resurrect my mother. Is it because God is abusing a child who loves his mother?
177 Self-Built Houses in Rural Areas New York City's Dark BrotherMystery22k WordsCompleted 7Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Regret, suffocation and heartache
178 Deep Love Never Comes to an End Pusu Susheng185k WordsCompleted 48Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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I quite like these.
179 Abandoned Child Without Tears Mu Feng WuchenModern Romance154k WordsCompleted 51Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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These two books guarantee your satisfaction
180 Abandoned Children Without Tears 2 Mu Feng Wuchen SemicolonModern Romance237k WordsCompleted 18Reads5.8Score—Shelves
181 Swallowing the Cold, Thin Poison Hidden by the Emperor Tree That Wants to FlyAncient Romance11k WordsCompleted 3Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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The first be torture novel + rebirth + 1V2 double double, come and take a look
182 After Nirvana and Rebirth, There Will Be Revenge and Revenge. The Author Escapes YaoyaoAncient Romance627k WordsCompleted 1.6kReads8.6Score—Shelves
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After losing the love of his past life and this life, his head turned gray overnight. "In this life, I obviously met her first, and we fell in love first, but why did I lose her." Bai Jingxuan hated himself, and he beat his head to vent his anger. Thinking of the scenes of love between the two of them in the past life and the present, the longing and pain of the two lives intertwined together and formed a river. He was so grief-stricken that he couldn't breathe. He couldn't suppress the grief that spewed out and burst into tears. His painful sobs floated in the yard. The originally brilliant young master Bai couldn't bear the blow of losing his beloved, and his head turned gray overnight. He stepped on the snow in the yard and walked towards the door of the mansion. His clothes were fluttering, his silver hair was flying, and the white snow was flying. He seemed to be integrated with the ice and snow, inseparable from each other. After he left the mansion, he headed directly towards Prince Annan's Palace, Annan followed silently not far away.
183 The Runaway Lady Cannot Be Chased Back The Author Escapes YaoyaoAncient Romance523k WordsCompleted 791Reads8.6Score—Shelves
184 I'll Just Wait for You for the Rest of My Life Young Master LiangyeUrban128k WordsCompleted 2.6kReads9.6Score356Shelves
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I cried so much, especially the first one, the rest was okay, either the male protagonist died or the female protagonist died. Highly recommended [almost crying] [crying]
185 Peace of Mind Gesang Flower of the Sacred MountainAncient Romance12k WordsCompleted 1Reads9.1Score—Shelves
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They all look good. Take a look.
186 Crazy Criticism of the Imperial Concubine Gesang Flower of the Sacred MountainAncient Romance10k WordsCompleted —Reads9.3Score—Shelves
187 The Nanny Turned over and Sang Gesang Flower of the Sacred Mountain10k WordsCompleted 3Reads8.4Score—Shelves
188 Fairy Road Gesang Flower of the Sacred Mountain5k WordsCompleted —Reads9.8Score—Shelves
189 No One Loves Me Gesang Flower of the Sacred MountainModern Romance6k WordsCompleted 3Reads9.7Score—Shelves
190 Qing Chu Yu Lan Is a Little Annoyed Fat Bobo GirlSports2.9M WordsOngoing 165Reads—Score—Shelves
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A super NBA star falls in love with his childhood sweetheart, a charming stewardess. This is a sweet urban emotional article. It is super realistic, not brainless, and goes in both directions. It is not childish. Shuang Jie likes it!!!
191 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ah55k WordsCompleted 208Reads8.7Score—Shelves
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Abuse ceiling
192 Just Like Your Sadness Yu Deng SuModern Romance55k WordsCompleted 5Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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When your beard has faded, when my hair is sparse, when all the love has fallen, we will finally meet again, and we will finally be able to stay together across the world [crying] [crying]
193 Starlight over North City Beauty FadedModern Romance519k WordsCompleted 6.4kReads9.3Score789Shelves
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Strong recommendation 1234567
194 A Hard Nut to Crack Beidou ErniangMystery640k WordsCompleted 6kReads5.8Score868Shelves
195 Su Curtain Covers Su Leaf Saqima Riding a HorseAncient Romance150k WordsCompleted 5Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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There are four short stories starting from Chapter 13, which are really sad to the point of heartache. Men abuse women, women abuse men, it has all the tears you want, and some of the protagonists die. Cried so much
196 After Falling into the Hands of the Demonic Adoptive Father Who Sells "Vegetables", the Suffocated Girl Started to Fight Back Honey White Tea Cat8k WordsCompleted 5Reads8.4Score—Shelves
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Come and see, babies🌸🌸! Remember to move your cute little hands to reach the last one, the dark black character🥀, the little heroine finally escaped! The second one is as good-looking as Xiao Tianwen, but the vicious female supporting role is so disgusting🍀🍀🍀!
197 In Her Previous Life, She Was the ATM Machine of the Vicious Bai Yueguang. After Her Rebirth, She Found True Love and Rejected PUA. Honey White Tea Cat14k WordsCompleted 22Reads8.5Score—Shelves
198 Fiery! Miss Lin’s Puppy-Like Boyfriend A Little Green FlowerModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 67Reads6.2Score—Shelves
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Heart-breaking, the heroine's tragic experience
199 President, My Wife Said She Paid for It with Her Life. A Little Green FlowerModern Romance234k WordsCompleted 173Reads—Score—Shelves
200 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ah15k WordsCompleted 19Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective - Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Ms. Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down. [Crying][almost crying][crying]