Looking for Angst, the More Devastating the Better, but Not the Same Old Thing 求虐文，虐到极致，不千篇一律的那种

1. 101 灵 During the Spiritual Qi Revival, I Guarded a Lonely City All Alone 灵气复苏，只身一人守孤城 The Dao Gives Rise to All Things道生万物一Eastern Fantasy365k WordsCompleted The spiritual qi revival begins, a new era rises, and the gods descend! Vast Huaxia, glorious Shenzhou, yet not a single god to be found! Everyone laughs that Shenzhou’s backbone is broken, that the Han have no men left! Everyone says the sons of Shenzhou are all sickly cowards! The Western empires rise up to bully them, hoping to crush this gravely wounded lion once and for all. But they never expected that, in the northern lands of Shenzhou, a young man would write an incredible legendary epic 436Reads7.5Score—14d adds
2. 102 只 Live Long Enough, and No One Can Beat Me 只要活的够久，就没人是我对手 The Day I Ascended to Godhood成神这天Eastern Fantasy1.2M WordsCompleted [System]+ [Transmigration]+ [Playing It Safe] Xu Fan transmigrates to a fantasy world and obtains an Immortality System. The System’s only function is to extend his lifespan. Today’s run: lifespan +2 days Today’s boxing practice: lifespan +3 days Today’s kicking practice: lifespan +5 days “A gentleman’s revenge can wait five hundred years.” After Xu Fan waited five hundred years and finally found his enemy again, the only thing he could do was dance on his enemy’s grave. Question: What 10.2kReads9.0Score86914d adds
3. 103 人 In Genshin Impact, From the Start I Team Up with Little Sister Ying 人在原神，开局组队荧妹妹 Bamboo Shadows in the Autumn Woods竹影秋林Anime Fanfiction1.4M WordsCompleted I transmigrated into the world of Genshin Impact. With a System, I should have followed the usual script: powering up with cheats, becoming invincible, and reaching the peak of life! But reality had other plans. The System ran away. It left me behind. That means no cheats and no invincibility... So, armed with nothing but my silver tongue, I set off across Teyvat with the original protagonist of Genshin Impact, whether brother or sister, beginning a new journey that was both familiar and st 790Reads8.5Score10314d adds
4. 104 原 Genshin Impact: The Final Journey 原神：最后的旅途 Bamboo Shadows in the Autumn Woods竹影秋林Anime Fanfiction568k WordsCompleted “Hello, everyone. I'm Yingdong, and I've transmigrated.” “Hello, everyone. I'm Noel, the System.” “Quit showing off. You're just a useless cheat.” “This System is omnipotent! Powerful! Beautiful! Capable of anything! You lousy Host, apologize right now!” When you transmigrate and gain an uncontrollable ability to teleport, what would you do? Join the Knights, the Millelith, or the Shuumatsuban; drink with the Anemo Archon, chat with the Geo Archon and the Electro Archon, heh heh... Of course, yo 122Reads7.4Score—14d adds
5. 105 原 Genshin Impact: Storytelling in Liyue Harbor Leaves Hu Tao in Tears 原神：璃月港说书，胡桃泪目 Ten Thousand Words a Day万字更新Anime Fanfiction2.3M WordsCompleted [A hundred lifetimes of reincarnation, bringing Hu Tao to tears] There were no twin [Raiden sisters]. It was only a cliched story made up by the dying Thunder Demon. There was no free-spirited [bards]. It was merely the wind becoming a boy's eyes, seeing the world beyond the tower for him. There was no immortal [zombie Qiqi]. It was just the dying old man's humble plea, heard by a god. Li Mo had lived a hundred lifetimes of reincarnation in Genshin Impact. He only had one final life's task left 6.4kReads9.5Score90814d adds
6. 106 我 I Might Be Dead Tomorrow 我明天可能会死 Urban Entertainment King都市娱乐王Urban1.3M WordsCompleted Lin Haochuan survived from the Spring and Autumn period all the way to the twenty-first century. He obtained a System that warned he might die tomorrow. If he died, he would be dead for real. If he survived, he could keep living forever. After 2,600 years, Lin Haochuan had long since molded himself into the perfect man! He was the richest man in the world and the secret boss of the Swiss Bank. He had been the mentor of both Einstein and Tesla, and had once taught at the Confucius Institute! Thre 127Reads8.0Score—14d adds
7. 107 他 He Traded Heart for Heart 他以心换心 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted He Repays Heart with Heart 715Reads—Score—14d adds

   Reader note

   These were all extremely cruel.

8. 108 靛 Indigo Butterfly Bones 靛青蝶骨 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted Indigo Butterfly Bones 298Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 109 消 My Missing Mother, My Silent Grandfather, and the “Take Care of It” I Heard That Night 消失的母亲，沉默的爷爷，和那夜我听见的“处理” A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted A mother who vanished, a grandfather who stayed silent, and the word “dispose of” that I heard that night 234Reads—Score—14d adds
10. 110 心 A Steadfast Heart, An Unfading Wind 心实，风不散 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted A True Heart, an Unfading Wind 68Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 111 去 Seven Questions About Going to Cambodia??????? 去柬埔寨七大问？？？？？？？ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted Seven Big Questions About Going to Cambodia??????? 225Reads—Score—14d adds
12. 112 我 I’m His Third Substitute 我是他的第三个替身 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted I’m His Third Replacement 124Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 113 仙 The Immortal Realm Gossip Weekly 仙界八卦周刊 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted The Immortal Realm Gossip Weekly 44Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 114 师 Abbess, I’m Here! 师太，我来了！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted Abbess, Here I Come! 513Reads—Score—14d adds
15. 115 阿 Auntie, I Don't Want to Work Hard Anymore ¥¥¥ 阿姨，我不想努力了¥¥¥ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Auntie, I Don't Want to Work Hard Anymore ¥¥¥ —Reads—Score—14d adds
16. 116 九 The Nine Bestowments 九锡 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Historical11k WordsCompleted Nine Bestowments 78Reads—Score—14d adds
17. 117 师 The Master’s Wife’s Chaos Body and the String of Events It Set Off 师娘的混沌体，所引发的连串事情 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted A series of events set off by the Shiniang's Chaotic Body —Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 118 运 The Man Who Hauled Provisions Was Made a Prince, While I Was Stripped of My Command 运粮草的被封王，我却被夺了兵权 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted The Man Who Hauled Supplies Was Made a King, While I Was Stripped of My Command 744Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 119 这 In This Life, I Just Want to Treat You a Little Better! 这一世，我只想对你更好一些！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted In this life, I just want to treat you even better! 734Reads—Score—14d adds
20. 120 这 In This Life, Would You Still Want to Be with Me? 这一世，你还愿意和我在一起吗？ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀11k WordsCompleted In This Life, Are You Still Willing to Be with Me? 212Reads—Score—14d adds
21. 121 看 Invisible Tenderness! 看不见的温柔！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted Invisible Tenderness! 691Reads—Score—14d adds
22. 122 被 My Husband and Mother-in-Law Set Me Up, and I Snapped 被丈夫和婆婆算计，我怒了 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted My Husband and Mother-in-Law Set Me Up, and I Snapped 222Reads—Score—14d adds
23. 123 皇 The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 皇后有仇当场报 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance11k WordsCompleted The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 236Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 124 他 He Found My Suicide Note 他捡到了我的遗书 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted He Found My Suicide Note 496Reads—Score—14d adds
25. 125 缅 Reborn: Escaping a Telecom Scam Compound in Northern Myanmar 缅北电诈园重生逃亡记 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Reborn and Escaping a Telecom Fraud Compound in Northern Myanmar —Reads—Score—14d adds
26. 126 神 Divine-Grade 神品 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 384Reads—Score—14d adds
27. 127 妈 Mom Says: Having a Son Like Me Is a Total Failure 妈妈说：有我这种儿子，真失败 The One Chasing Shooting Stars追赶流星的人Urban403k WordsCompleted Rising star Li Chulu appears on the show Little Lu's Appointment and openly admits that she failed as a parent. She says her son has loved fighting since he was little, hates reading and studying, likes going out to fool around, and comes home late every night. “Having a son like that is a failure!” But when the production crew gets in touch with Li Chulu's son and projects his memories onto the big screen, everyone discovers that things aren't quite as Li Chulu described... He fought from a you 1.1kReads7.8Score14314d adds

    Reader note

    The first one is completely angsty and still ongoing. The second one lets you go home after you die. The third one, the storyteller's tale, is suspenseful from beginning to end. Without further ado, read it!

28. 128 疯 After the Mad Emperor Redeemed Himself, All Under Heaven Became His Devoted Subjects 疯批帝尊洗白后，天下皆为裙下臣 Chuchu Ziyu初初子语Ancient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted Original title: After Constantly Trying to Get Myself Killed, I Became the Emperor Venerated by All Di Yange transmigrates into a wish-fulfillment novel aimed at male readers, where she can only return home by getting herself killed. To make it back as soon as possible, she disguises herself as a man and does everything she can to oppose the protagonist and befriend the villains. In the end, through one careless mistake, she not only saves all the villains but also follows their path, rising ste 30.9kReads9.4Score5.3k14d adds
29. 129 九 Nine Cycles of Reincarnation: After I Die, the Female Emperor Is Consumed by Regret 九世轮回，我死后，女帝悔恨不已 Qingya倾涯丶Eastern Fantasy440k WordsOngoing Chu Changge transmigrated to a fantasy world and, after much hardship, attained the Dao and became an Immortal Emperor. But the protagonist led nine female Immortal Emperors in an attack that killed him. At the moment of his death, he awakened the Heavenly Dao Editing System. By editing the defining scenes from his nine lifetimes, he made all nine Empresses weep. Empress Liuli: We were wrong to blame you. Empress Chiyan: It wasn’t your fault. Empress Baihua: We were the ones who wronged you. Pro 31Reads8.9Score—14d adds
30. 130 师 Master, Will You Fall in Love with Me? 师尊你会爱上我吗 Lu Cha吕搽Eastern Fantasy299k WordsCompleted Female-Dominant Cultivation + No System + Transmigration + Not Invincible + One Female Lead + No Harem (She transmigrates back to the modern world later; it is no longer a female-dominant world.) After rewarding herself the night before, Gu Yun sleeps in the next morning. Her vision goes black, and she transmigrates to a world called the Tianxuan Continent. Gu Yun cultivates at the Tianyan Immortal Sect. She becomes Shen Qiuchi's disciple and falls in love with her, but Shen Qiuchi, who cultivat 2.2kReads9.1Score14214d adds

    Reader note

    It gets really angsty later on! There's some heartbreaking stuff! And then there's the "chasing after the husband" trope.

31. 131 杏 When Spring Deepens After the Apricot Blossoms Set Fruit 杏花结子春深后 Still Remembering Sky-Blue Porcelain犹忆天青瓷Ancient Romance276k WordsCompleted She is a lowly convict slave in the palace laundry, humble as dust. He is the Crown Prince of the Eastern Palace, noble and radiant. Though their stations could hardly be further apart, they fall hopelessly in love. Only when their feelings are at their deepest does she unexpectedly learn that his father, the emperor, had her father framed so he could claim her mother for himself. Where can this ill-fated romance spanning two generations possibly lead? ----- A prince steals his minister’s wife + 997Reads—Score10714d adds

    Reader note

    This is an extremely tragic story, heart-wrenching and tear-jerking. I read it late at night and burst into tears. It tells the story of a life-altering tragedy that ultimately ends in a bad ending, leaving a profound sense of loss and helplessness!

32. 132 原EN Genshin Impact: Nine Lifetimes of Endless Erosion 原神：九世轮回，我经历无数磨损 Old-Age Rice Scoop老年饭勺Anime Fanfiction628k WordsCompleted After transmigrating to Teyvat, Xiuyuan learns that the System requires him to experience nine lifetimes of reincarnation. In his first life, he becomes Hu Tao's grandfather. He teaches her manners, responsibility, and how to write limericks. “Once Grandpa is gone... remember to eat well... and sleep in your coffin less... Coffins are cold, and you'll catch a chill...” “Be good... Xiao Tao, smile more. When you smile... you really are beautiful...” In his second life, he awakens the se 8.2kReads9.7Score1.1k14d adds

    Reader note

    The first Genshin Impact novel was probably the pinnacle of the genre; it was truly well-written. I wrote a long review of the second one, and personally, I thought it was quite good. If you're curious, check out the reviews yourself (after reading it, chapter 30 felt like watching Madoka Magica, chapter 50 was like being washed with seaweed, and chapter 100 was enough to make a Kill! Anime). The third one wasn't so easy to review; it felt a bit awkward, although many parts were very well-written. It was quite polarizing—the good parts were very good, the bad parts were terrible, but overall, it was still a very good read, and there were many truly impressive moments.

33. 133 通EN The Netherworld Scholar Immortal 通幽小儒仙 You Zi Yin油子吟Eastern Fantasy2.0M WordsCompleted “Where is this?” “Perhaps... the River of Forgetfulness...” “Who are you?” “Wuchang...” “I've never heard of anyone called Wuchang in this world.” “From now on... that's who I'll be!” The soul crosses the River of Forgetfulness, while its thoughts remain on the other shore. What is gained from all beings must be returned to all beings. When Su Mo woke up, he was no longer in his former life. He went to the capital to sit the imperial examinations, but accidentally stumbled into an immortal schem 64.3kReads9.4Score6.8k14d adds
34. 134 从 A Journey to Another World That Begins as a Slime 从史莱姆开始的异界之旅 Why Say So Much何必言深Eastern Fantasy2.9M WordsCompleted I got bound to a divine-gift System from the start. The System spirit, Aila, claims to be the Goddess of Time. Why is she clinging to me? “Are you male or female?” “Jerk! I'm so cute, of course I'm a girl!” Who would have thought that the seemingly harmless Demon Slime in front of me could evolve until it devoured the entire world? “Uh, the contract needs a drop of blood? That'll hurt...” And so, with my knowledge of a thousand classic tropes from other worlds, my journey in another world be 15.5kReads9.4Score1.8k14d adds
35. 135 在 Farewell After the Snowfall 在这场雪后告别 Yao Yuqi姚愉七Modern Romance141k WordsCompleted This was something I wrote when I was young. Looking back at it is so embarrassing... I can’t delete it, so just pretend I never wrote it... If I get the chance, I’ll definitely rewrite it into a normal version. It’s making my toes curl... (Can’t they add a delete option already!!!) 1Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    The female protagonist dropped out of school for various reasons and became a beauty blogger. Although she earns a lot of money, she still feels inferior because of her lack of education, constantly questioning her own value and unable to find self-affirmation. The male protagonist is a model student in the traditional sense, but his parents are very controlling, causing him to feel repressed and that life is boring. "Every time, you're the one who pulls me back from the brink." "Just as you gave me the courage and hope to keep going."

36. 136 重 Reborn as a Concubine in the Su Household 重生之我在苏府当小妾 Shangguan Loves to Drink Water上官爱喝水Ancient Romance377k WordsCompleted Nontraditional rebirth + women's self-rescue + psychological healing + original poetry + metafiction Don't let the title fool you. The original title was Dawn's Clear Light. Rebirth is the ultimate act of self-rescue. A profound story that is both heartbreaking and healing. Zheng Ming awoke after transmigrating, only to become the concubine of a powerful minister. She navigated the storms of political rivalries and stirred the winds of change across the realm, believing she was carefully plan 261Reads8.8Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    It writes about "rebirth" in the most subversive way. I was immersed in the power struggles and intrigues within the family for half the book, only to be stunned by a plot twist in the sixth volume, instantly shattering everything I thought was real. It made me think about the meaning of "persistence" itself. The entire book is permeated with the compassionate philosophy that "effort is insufficient, so it's better to let go," leaving a lasting impression and making it worth rereading.

37. 137 我 My Life Is Yours 我的命，都给你 Three Pine Nuts三只松子Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted Ji Mingshu hated Xu Meiling with all his heart and tormented her until she died. But when she was really gone, Ji Mingshu realized... he had fallen in love with her. 1.7kReads8.1Score20714d adds

    Reader note

    This is a 100% heart-wrenching novel. Don't be fooled by its low score; it's been artificially inflated. It's a truly exceptional book and definitely worth reading.

38. 138 爆 Explosive! The Undercover Big Shot Has Fallen for Me 爆！卧底大佬他沦陷了 Spring Returns Beneath the Trees林下又见春Modern Romance312k WordsCompleted [BE] [BE] [BE] [Undercover police officer in Myanmar × genius doctor with a split personality] [No arguments, misunderstandings, or groveling] [Both leads are devoted only to each other] Myanmar, a rainy night, Guanyuan. A muffled thud came from the backyard. She saw him and glanced over without a trace of emotion. “Disgusting. Throw him out.” Lu Chen froze, then hurriedly spoke up. “I have money. Lots of money.” Su Qingyan stopped and glanced back at the man on the ground. “Take him inside.” .. 150Reads—Score10414d adds

    Reader note

    This book is incredibly heart-wrenching! Whether it's the main couple or the side couples, all the endings are tragic, it's so painful to read.

39. 139 仙 The Immortal Sword: A Fateful Love, a Flawed Heaven and Earth 仙剑奇缘天残地缺 Flower Whispers Beneath the Tree树下花语Eastern Fantasy135k WordsOngoing [Complex Protagonist] [Many Tearjerking Moments, Read with Caution] [Exciting Fight Scenes] Though heaven and earth have been mended, one corner remains missing. This flawed world, when explored, defies words and description, and possesses no artistic conception. Such are those who are incomplete: they know a thing’s shape but not its meaning, and so remain mortals. Those who understand both form and meaning are destined to become heavenly beings! Heavenly beings are divided into three grades, e —Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    His life was tragic and magnificent.

40. 140 迟 Love Came Too Late and Too Strong, but I Can Never Have It Again 迟来的爱太深重，可惜再也要不了 Bright and Spirited意气明绕Two Male Leads115k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + angsty story + heartbreaking + urban) How could you fall in love with me? “I tried to hold myself back.” (It wasn't that I fell in love with you. You were the one who put an end to my reason.) When I realized you loved me, it was already too late. I could no longer accept it. The person you love most is right beside you, yet you can't feel his love for you. What you thought was devotion is actually separated by an intangible, impassable chasm. 571Reads—Score10114d adds

    Reader note

    💧He, who thought his affection was deep, harbored an insurmountable chasm. The other person's simple words, "I tried to restrain myself," revealed the depth of their love. But by the time he realized it, it was too late to possess that love. This urban romance novel is so heart-wrenching!! 💧

41. 141 不 After I Stopped Being a Simp, My Tsundere Girlfriend Regretted It 不做舔狗后傲娇女朋友却后悔了 A Heart Dancing in the Wind随风飘舞的心Urban430k WordsOngoing The girlfriend he’s loved for three years has a first love, and now that her first love is back, she predictably cheats on him, even livestreaming the affair. Talk about heartbreaking! He breaks up with her on the spot, without a moment’s hesitation. Then the hero meets a glamorous, icy female CEO and begins a new romance. He’s funny, witty, charming, and clever, with a mischievous streak. She’s cool and proud. A live-in son-in-law and a domineering female CEO: watch them spark a romance. This b 10.6kReads6.2Score41314d adds

    Reader note

    You have to check out this novel! The story starts with him being cheated on by his girlfriend of three years, who even livestreamed the affair – it's truly heartbreaking! The male lead is humorous, witty, and clever with a touch of cunning. The female lead is aloof, proud, and a little silly and goofy. A live-in son-in-law and a powerful female CEO – see how their love blossoms. It's a really good book; once you start reading, you won't be able to put it down. Come check it out!

42. 142 打 A Working-Class Packhorse and His Cheating Wife 打工牛马，劈腿妻 A Heart Dancing in the Wind随风飘舞的心Urban1.2M WordsOngoing Chen Yu never imagined that coming home without warning would lead him to find another man in his own house. After seven years together, just as they were about to get married, his fiancée, Ning Feifei, had cheated on him. While he was away, she had let another man move into his home. Ning Feifei said the man was her close male friend, someone who understood her deeply. He had filled the loneliness in her heart while Chen Yu was gone. Chen Yu was furious. They had to break up, no question. Witho 17.8kReads6.5Score92714d adds

    Reader note

    This is a fantastic, explosive, and heart-wrenching urban romance novel. It's absolutely addictive, a great read to kill time with its emotional intensity. It feels very realistic, without any system or fantasy elements—truly authentic. The descriptions of the unique mindset of today's young people are particularly shocking and unexpected.

43. 143 负 The Negative-Equity Lovers 负资产恋人 Wuchuan Wind五川风Urban171k WordsOngoing (A work of realism. The story starts slowly, but its impact builds.) A middle-class man in his thirties is hit by the property bubble’s collapse. With his assets shrinking and his marriage all but over, I had planned to give up and lie flat in this city. Until one day, Lin Shu, a fragile-looking college girl full of contradictions, barged into my chaotic life under the guise of a mysterious tenant. She’s sensitive and vulnerable, yet has an instinct for influencer culture that runs deep. To put 30Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    Two very dedicated authors, their work is anything but monotonous.

44. 144 任 The Mission Starts Over a Hundred Times 任务重来一百次 milieModern Romance20k WordsCompleted “You came to save me, so why can’t you look only at me? Why do you have to give your attention to those one, two, three insignificant people?” “You seem so shy. You never take my hand first. Even just now, you only did it because of someone else.” “Now that you have me, you don’t treat me as well as you used to. There wasn’t any strawberry milk today either, was there?” 5.8kReads8.6Score1.2k14d adds

    Reader note

    I recommend these books; they're incredibly heart-wrenching, and you'll cry your eyes out after reading them.

45. 145 快 Quick Transmigration: My Scumbag Ex Cries as He Eats My Ashes 快穿修罗场：渣男哭着吃我骨灰 Meat Sauce Eater吃肉酱Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted The comic adaptation is out! [Conquest + Shura Fields + No CP + Abusing Scum + Everyone's Favorite] Yu Ai is the best task-taker across all of time and space, a beauty blessed with both talent and looks. Hearing that men are always looking for trouble, she teams up with System 001 to teach them a lesson. She's the original green tea, a master of acting, and she's ready to fight back online. * The scheming CEO pins a woman beneath him. "Woman, behave. You're only allowed to be my caged bird." The 10.1kReads9.4Score1k14d adds
46. 146 我 [Quick Transmigration] After I Died, the Male Lead Regretted Everything 【快穿】我死后男主追悔莫及 Fu Shu伏菽Modern Romance746k WordsCompleted [BE aesthetic | tearjerking and cathartic | no melodramatic angst | immersive slow transmigration | flirtatious White Moonlight x gentle, obsessive man | sweet and bittersweet | 1v1, both leads’ firsts | parallel-world happy-ending bonus chapters] World 1: Villainous fake heiress x loyal true young master World 2: Canary x owner World 3: Arrogant princess x future tyrant World 4: Bright, beautiful school bully and underachiever x poor, handsome top student World 5: Black-lotus stepmother x true 9.4kReads9.3Score81214d adds
47. 147 暗 I’m the One Who’s Secretly in Love with You 暗恋你的人是我 Little Yue Cake小悦饼Modern Romance256k WordsCompleted This book is based on my own life. Once I finish writing it, I can finally let go. Su Xiaoxiao is insecure, sensitive, timid, a poor student, and painfully meek. When she meets He Chi, she does her best to get closer to him, but all she can do is run after him from behind. Why does Su Xiaoxiao work so hard to get into First High School, only to transfer out later? Su Xiaoxiao will never measure up to Xia Mo, and she can never catch up to He Chi. But Wang Bo is always behind her, and she forget 126Reads8.8Score—14d adds
48. 148 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 20.9kReads9.6Score4.2k14d adds
49. 149 藏 The Unease Hidden Deep in My Heart 藏匿在心底的局促 Jue Xin桷心Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted “What a pity the wildfire blazed through, and the spring breeze never came to make things grow again.” “My dear boy, I wish you peace and safety year after year.” Then I'll bury my secret love deep in my heart. [BE] [Collection] 9Reads—Score—14d adds
50. 150 一 Confessions of a Mentally Ill Person 一个精神病人的自述 Multiply by Two乘二Mystery169k WordsCompleted Sometimes I wonder what I am, what the world is, and what my existence means to it. Am I an NPC? Or just a virus that doesn't matter? A virus, yes. I feel like I've caught some kind of virus, or maybe I've always been one. My name is Zhang Shun. I'm an ordinary person, and on an ordinary day, I suddenly saw things no one else could see... 1.5kReads9.3Score37614d adds

    Reader note

    First book: Remember to take your medicine after reading it, I'm not mentally ill, hahaha... Haha Books 2-8 are great, not angsty, and super sweet—they're so sweet they're killing me! Book 9: Read it when you're ready...

Other lists with During the Spiritual Qi Revival, I Guarded a Lonely City All Alone