Sweet on the Road to Hell I am the biggest villain in this book, I imprisoned her, I thought the child was mine, I won. Many readers scolded me. Call me paranoid, call me shameless, and call me for ruining Lin Dieer's life. I recognize them all. Because I am Xiao Qihao. But I want you to listen to my story - how an illegitimate child who has lived in the shadows since childhood pushed the woman he loved into the abyss step by step, and how he spent the rest of his life to atone for his sins. --- First meeting The first time I met Lin Dieer was at Zhang Mansion. She is Zhang Zhiming's wife and my sister-in-law. That day she was wearing a light green skirt and stood in the yard. The sun fell between her brows and eyes, like a person walking out of a painting. I have never seen such a woman. So beautiful, so proud, so fresh. But in her eyes, I was never there. I am jealous of Zhang Zhiming. Jealous that he is an orthodox bloodline of the Zhang family, jealous that he has a solid family fortune, and even more jealous that he has a beautiful and charming wife like Die'er. Why? Why does he have everything, while I can only live in the dark, like an ant that cannot see the light? Crazy. To get her, I did the most despicable thing in my life. I teamed up with her mother-in-law, set a trap, and tricked her into my villa. I imprisoned her, tortured her day and night, and asked her to bear an heir for me. She resisted desperately, her face was full of tears, and her heart was broken. But I said to her: "Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. From now on, you are mine." When the child was born, I was ecstatic. I thought I finally defeated Zhang Zhiming. I thought Die'er could finally belong to me. But I was wrong. She never belonged to me. She just gritted her teeth and survived, carrying a secret that I would never know until her death. The truth What I don't know is - that child is not mine at all. They are the flesh and blood of her and Zhang Zhiming. She endured the humiliation and was reborn just so that I could raise children for my enemy for the rest of my life. And I, like a fool, held the child named Yi'an in the palm of my hand, taught him how to read and write, taught him the justice of the family and the country, and gave him all my preferences. She heard the child's name was "Yi'an", which was my name. Yi'an, never look back, be safe and sound. When she heard this name, her heart must be bleeding. But she said nothing. Loss Later, I became addicted to smoking. I wanted to numb myself with opium and forget the bone-gnawing pain of not getting what I wanted. When I was in seclusion and quit smoking, my mother sold her to Yihongyuan. When I came out, there was no news from her. I searched like crazy, walking all over the streets. I have been looking for her year after year, waiting for ten years. The last thing that awaited was the news of her death. In order to protect others, she blocked a fatal shot. In her life, she has changed six identities and three names. Only the three words "Lin Die'er" belong to her until death. I didn't even see her for the last time. Not even a chance to say "I'm sorry". Atonement After she died, I hugged the golden butterfly hairpin she left behind and stayed in seclusion for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered what she once said to me: "I'm just your trophy." No, Die'er. No. I love you because you are you, not a substitute for anyone or a trophy. But this love was used in the wrong way from the beginning. Later, I poured all my guilt and obsession into that child. I will believe until my death that those are my biological flesh and blood. I taught him to be patriotic and good, and to spend his whole life making up for the sins I committed back then. I also put all the scheming and methods I used to deal with Zhang Zhiming, as well as the connections and financial resources I had in the dark, into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I feel sorry for her, but I want to feel sorry for this land. Written at the end Some people say that the most difficult to deal with in "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is not Zhang Zhiming and Die'er, but me. A villain who has done all the bad things, but spends the rest of his life trying to atone for his sins. If you are willing, open this book. Look at how a man who is paranoid to the core destroys the people he loves most, and how he is crushed bit by bit by fate. I don't ask for forgiveness. I just want her to know - I'm sorry for this life. In the next life, I will never love you this way again. The wind and moon in the world cannot wait for us to stay together forever, and the shadow of the butterfly returns to the dust, and there is no return date to wait for. I am Xiao Qihao. This is my story and a debt I can never repay.
I got acquainted with him because he and three classmates rented a house in my house when he was in high school. He and I lived under the same roof. However, he is slippery, carefree, and behaves very rudely. He is very scheming, flirting with girls everywhere, and writing love letters to different girls, which makes me very disgusted and disgusted. Unexpectedly, he used scheming to invite me as a girl to join him in the army, and put me in the position of his girlfriend. Although I didn't agree to him, I was labeled as his girlfriend, which made other friends of his who liked me unable to go further with me because of their brotherly loyalty. During this period, he had been having an affair with me and sent letters to me. Unexpectedly, a year later, he returned to his hometown for family leave. Several of his friends couldn't bear that I was deceived by him, who had stepped on several boats, so they reminded me. In the end, we are not a breakup between lovers, because we never started, we are a breakup that is not even ordinary friends.
The author is a novel based on himself and written in a real diary. It's not a country type, I won't classify it when writing, it's youth, campus. The heroine lives in a family that values boys over girls. She suffered from severe depression when she was in junior high school because she was beaten, scolded and even abused by her mother for no reason. However, due to her limited identity, she was unable to escape the control of her original family and struggled in the quagmire of pain for half her life. Youth in the 1990s, campus, daily life, growing pains and struggles, the content of junior high school may be very childish, you can skip the content of junior high school and watch high school directly.
It's so easy to cry, and a lot of people cried in the book review section. The male protagonist has congenital heart disease, and he gets sick at every turn. He wants the female protagonist to kiss and hug him, either in the hospital or on the way to run away from the hospital to see the heroine. The ending be
A collection of short sadistic stories: every word weeps with blood, and it is difficult to calm down. The missed shoulder in modern times, the withered bones in the ancient palace, and the dull pain of real people. There is no redemption, no perfection, every sentence pierces the heart, and every word cuts out the flesh. Dare to challenge? If I don't cry after reading this, I lose!
He had seen her in the most embarrassment and said she was the stupidest liar. Capital can be calculated, but love cannot be valued. A man with a net worth of hundreds of millions is willing to be deceived by her for the rest of his life. [Blow a kiss][The grass has been planted][The grass has been planted]
I really cried every time I read this book [crying][crying][crying] The female protagonist is so miserable. She was raped by the male protagonist who fell in love with her at first sight, but the female protagonist doesn't love him! Forced to jump into the sea! The heroine is so miserable, woo woo woo
I got acquainted with him because when he was in high school, he rented a house with three classmates in my house. For several years, we lived under the same roof. After I graduated and he was about to graduate, he sent me his first love letter while I was working outside, and he has been chasing after me ever since. After I was hospitalized after a car accident, he took good care of me like a boyfriend. After I was hospitalized, he called me almost every day in an era when phone charges were six cents a minute. He often came to my house to visit me. He thinks that where gold is sincere, gold and stone will open, but I have a heart of stone. I just covet his gentleness and thoughtfulness and hope he can become my brother. After I refused several times, he put forward the condition that he could wait for me to marry him and not interfere with whoever I fell in love with, but in the end, I still failed him and deeply broke his heart.
He, he, he, he, how cruel he is in front, how sweet he is in the back, when he was cruel in front, I almost wanted to kick the male protagonist's head off
😘 Twins + mind reading, a cool story about torturing the male protagonist! In her previous life, she was in a vegetative state due to a car accident, and he knelt beside the bed and cried. After his rebirth, he was bound to the wife-chasing system. If he failed in the mission, she would never wake up. So he made crazy advances, but she pretended not to know and used him as a tool.
Highly recommend this period country novel! It starts off with high energy, and the more you follow it, the more addictive it becomes and you can't stop!
She wanted Zhuma's love, but he had a fiancée. She was happy just looking at him from a distance. Zhuma had always been very good to her. Mom only saw her younger brother. After his brother's accident, her mother turned around and sent her to another man to ask for money. She turned to her online dating partner but it was Zhuma. She had Zhuma's child. After his fiancée and mother found out, she had a hard time. Zhuma protected her.
My wife actually cheated on me. Ye Chen, a migrant worker, has always felt that his life is happy and fulfilling. A beautiful and capable wife, a smart, well-behaved and lovely daughter, everything is so beautiful. But ever since he saw his wife Lin Ruyue getting out of a BMW, everything changed. His wife Lin Ruyue looked down on Ye Chen, a working man, and even her five-year-old daughter was full of disgust for Ye Chen. Ye Chen was completely confused. Is this a deterioration of the world, or is it the moral decline of the entire society? Ye Chen knew that he could no longer have this vain wife, and he could no longer have this family. Ye Chen firmly believes that there is still beauty in life, and Ye Chen wants to make his vain wife unattainable.